Heartbeat Memories

No, you don’t wanna talk, babe — silence on the airwaves Ghosted like a replay, feelings on delay Your “sorry”s feel like pre-saves, queued up but too late I kept you in the loop, should’ve known it was a chain You made me so naive, couldn’t breathe, dopamine thief Every word a screen flick, glitch in my belief
[Verse 2] Done with the masquerade, every smile was staged Was the thread I held, now I’m cut off from the page You played the algorithm, I just played along You won the numbers game, but I wrote the song Ain’t nothing left to chase, I see through the fog Only truth I got — I’m better when I log off
[Chorus] I won’t be here anymore (nah) Won’t pick up the phone Every lie’s just noise — I turned it off, I’m gone So turn around, yeah, just turn around Ain’t nothing for you here now Guess this is goodbye What does peace even feel like? No, it’s not you by my side So please turn around (Turn, turn, turn around) (Watch me ghost, I’m gone)
[Verse 3] Here’s the truth, it’s coded deep in proof It took too long to walk out that loop Every phase with you was déjà vu Different room, same view — static too You’re still you, but I see the glitch now You mirrored my heart just to switch out
[Chorus – Outro] I won’t be here anymore Won’t pick up the phone Every “love” just feels rehearsed Better on my own So turn around, just turn around Ain’t nothing for you here now Guess this is goodbye What does freedom feel like? No, it’s not you by my side So please turn around (Turn, turn, turn around) (Watch me ghost, I’m gone)

No, you don’t wanna talk, babe

Most people consider life a battle,
But it is not a battle,
It is a game.
 It is a game,
however, which cannot be played successfully
Without the knowledge of spiritual law

Game, Law; Game, Law
Game, Law; Game, Law

The old and the New Testaments
Give the rules of the game
With wonderful clrearness

What you gives, you will receive

Jesus Christ taught that
It was a great game of
Giving and Receiving

Whatsoever a man soweth
That shall he also reap

Soweth... reap...
Soweth... reap...

This means that whatever man
Sends out in word or
Deed, will return to him

What he gives, he will receive

If he gives hate
He will receive hate
If he gives love
He will receive love
If he gives criticism
He will receive criticism
If he lies
He will be lied to
If he cheats
He will be cheated

Give and receive
Sow and reap
Circle complete
Circle complete

We are thought also
That the imaging faculty plays
A leading part in the
Game of life.

This means that what man images
Sooner or later externalises
in his affairs

To play successfully
the game of life
We must train the imaging faculty

A person with an imaging faculty
Trained to image only good
Brings into his life
Every righteous desire of his heart

Health, wealth, love, friends
Perfect self expression
His highest ideals.

Game, Law
Sow and reap
Give and receive
Image the good
And it shall be
Game of Life
Sets spirit free

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The Game

another (actually my first, but then postponed) contribution to the album “despair.” 

humans are fascinated by ghosts, monsters and demons. we even slip into their roles and take on their form to celebrate them #halloween.

isn’t a little bizarre that we celebrate pure fantasies together, while largely ignoring or repressing demons that actually exist? real ghosts, who strike in secret and haunt many more people than one might think, tormenting them unimaginably and sucking all life out of them.

this song is a heartfelt dedication to their victims. people who are often left alone by the community and health systems, who have to experience that nightmares aren’t dreams, and that there is hardly any greater effort than being condemned to mental and physical immobility – sucked dry by a monster that has taken complete control of you and that cannot be easily eliminated with garlic, a crucifix, or mr van helsing. 

I hope that not too much meaning has been lost in the translation of my lyrics, which I struggled with using google and deepl.

©music and lyrics by Hans-Michael Albers, instrumental cover & vocal performance by suno 5


There’s a hush between my thoughts, too loud to bear
A mirror fogged with someone I don’t know
Every heartbeat drags like rusted prayer
Time bleeds slow where no light dares to go
In the marrow of my sleep he waits
Feeding softly on what won’t awake

He moves like shadow through my glassy veins
Draining dawn from everything I dream
The sun knocks faintly, but the lock remains
Sealed behind a breath I cannot scream
He drinks the color out of all I was
And leaves me pale, without a cause

My private Nosferatu, perfidious thief of air
You dine on silence, coming out of nowhere
No pain to hold, no tears to start
Just the graveyard hush inside my heart
You take the light I never knew
My private Nosferatu

There’s no storm, no shatter, no descent
Only stillness heavy as the ground
Every thought dissolves in discontent
Each feeling buried, never found
I walk beneath my own eclipse
The living dead behind my lips

My private Nosferatu…

Undead and locked in frozen fire
From you my undisclosed vampire
You’re not a scary fairytale
Each try to capture you will fail

My private Nosferatu…

If only I had any clue
To tell you finally
FU

My Private Nosferatu

Welcome to my 44th release on SoundCloud. It's called 'Mauve Amber' and I hope you like it!

Mauve Amber

How did you get in

An album about the first generation born fully inside the machine.
Children of the Algorithm moves from analogue childhood into the soft glow of the digital age, capturing the moment the world changed without anyone noticing. Twelve glitch-folk songs explore memory offloading, infinite scroll lullabies, baby’s first prompt, and the quiet way technology becomes home before we learn what “home” means.
A warm, eerie journey from the weight of a word to the logic of the feed — human voices dissolving into signal, then returning.

Infinite Scroll Lullaby

Prod. SlXtWrXsts

I feel good

Hi I’m Caleb, suddenly I’m nervous to speak
Ion know it’s me, I’m low-key scared of what I might bring
I fear being seen, fuck I fear being me
I keep control, whether my legs fall under me is on and off no guarantees
But I’m talking to you, and my heads screaming at the Pharisees
I have the Gaul to blame others honestly
I can’t act like it ain’t my fault
Like when I wasn’t there, I was killing my self I was at fault
Now I realise I’m a asshole
Look into my eyes, Boy I’m at fault
I can’t grow, I’m an adult 
But I act like a child in my mind, I cant consult myself

Hi I’m Caleb, suddenly I’m nervous to speak
Ion know it’s me, I’m low-key scared of what I might bring
I fear being seen, fuck I fear being me (I don’t know why I feel these things, I don’t feel safe at home with me) 
Hi I’m Caleb, suddenly I’m nervous to speak
Ion know it’s me, I’m low-key scared of what I might bring
I fear being seen, fuck I fear being me (I don’t know why I feel these things, I don’t feel safe at home with me)

I feel good

FEEL THESE THINGS

LIGHTKEEPER

The Way I Stay

[Verse 1]
I’ve watched your silence turn like a bruise—
soft slow beautiful in ways the world doesn’t notice
you carry storms in your bones
but still offer me the calm between the thunder

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t need answers
I just want your breath
however it comes—
shaky tired or quiet

[Chorus]
This is how I love you
not to fix not to chase the light—
but to hold you when the dark folds inside out
I stay because you're worth staying for
I stay cause you’ve always been home

[Verse 2]
Your hands forget they’re soft—
so I hold them
remind them they don’t have to be strong
Even on the days
you can’t reach for me,
know I’m already reaching
for you.

[Pre-Chorus]
I trace the quiet in your voice
like a map—
every pause
a place I’ve chosen to live

[Chorus]
This is how I love you
not to change not to blame the pain—
but to stay through all your becoming
I stay cause you don’t have to earn it
I stay because I see you and that’s enough

[Bridge]
Let the world forget you
Let time bend
Let your shadows fall
I’ll still be here—
the steady breath beside yours
the hand that doesn’t let go
even when you do

[Final Chorus]
This is how I love you—
not with fire not with coal
but with the quiet
that never leaves
I stay cause you’re the only truth
I’ve never doubted

The Way I Stay

Losing Grip

I like experimenting with sounds. Most of my songs are going to be #melancholic and influenced by #rnb, #rock, #pop, #edm, #blues, #electronic and #trap. I often blend genres into #fusion. I like to incorporate #romantic, #dark, #literary, #historical, and #cosmic themes into my songs. But I plan to experiment with more themes and genres in the future.
I am currently a university student so my uploads might be somewhat irregular, but feel free to follow if you like my work!

⚠️ I don't answer mails and comments a lot due to too many messages by bots and people trying to sell me things.

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