Name: unspoken by APi_ZZ
Duration: 4 min 44 s
Description: Kocosaur's track "Unspoken Love" (https://soundcloud.com/kocosaur/unspoken-love) provides so much love, that I think I don't have to mention again ... just the 'unspoken' gets more talkative -- not with words, but with richer instumentation and extended arrangement.

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When SoundCloud announced we could finally distribute albums on demand, I was thrilled. I put my name on the waiting list and waited what felt like forever. Then one day — boom — the notification popped up: I was off the list and ready to release. YAY!

So I got to work — poured my heart, time, and countless nights into perfecting everything. Every track mixed, every layer refined, every cover art crafted. And then… censorship. Twice. My art, my titles, my voice — silenced.

When I vented to my good friend ShAnkAri, she opened my eyes to Spinoza — a philosopher I’d never heard of before. She explained how his ideas still live on: you can think what you want, but you can’t always say it. That truth hit hard.

This song was born from that clash — the frustration, the irony, and the fight to stay free in a world that keeps tightening its grip on expression. It’s anger, defiance, and art, all rolled into one.

So now I’m looking into albums or CDs through another distributor.
I WILL get my Fuck Trump five-volume album set out someday, somehow! 🤬

STAY TUNED!!! 


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
I spent nights with a glowing screen,
Coffee and fury, chasing the dream.
Brushstrokes and beats, every layer in place,
Only to be gagged at the album’s face.
Downtempo laughter, but bitter inside,
Blame Trump for the muzzle we can’t untie.

[Pre-Chorus]
You can think it, you can scream it in your mind,
But out loud they clip the wires, cut the lines.

[Chorus]
Spinoza in action, they say let thought be free,
But don’t let the words shake the State’s harmony.
We can dream it, we can paint it in the dark,
But silence hits harder than a censor’s mark.

[Verse 2]
Fuck Trump, I’ll sing it with a crooked grin,
Even if the platform won’t let me begin.
SoundCloud walls, Germany’s hand,
Stamping out fire, afraid of the brand.
It’s comedy tragic, a circus of rules,
Freedom’s a ghost in the house of fools.

[Pre-Chorus]
You can think it, you can scream it in your mind,
But out loud they clip the wires, cut the lines.

[Chorus]
Spinoza in action, they say let thought be free,
But don’t let the words shake the State’s harmony.
We can dream it, we can paint it in the dark,
But silence hits harder than a censor’s mark.

[Verse 3]
ShAnkAri whispers from centuries past,
“Once they burned you alive just for thoughts you cast.
Now they drown you in speeches, a plurality flood,
Still the truth gets buried under silence and mud.”
I carved my protest into rhythm and rhyme,
But the upload gate says I’ve crossed the line.

[Bridge]
Is it freedom, or just a leash we wear?
A velvet gag in the electric air?
You can buy the beat, but not the scream—
What happened to the rebel’s dream?

[Chorus]
Spinoza in action, they say let thought be free,
But don’t let the words shake the State’s harmony.
We can dream it, we can paint it in the dark,
But silence hits harder than a censor’s mark.

[Chorus]
Spinoza in action, this is history’s play,
Two centuries gone, but the fear won’t decay.
We can write it, we can bleed it in the song,
But freedom’s a note they won’t let last long.

[Chorus]
Spinoza in action, the lesson still burns,
Freedom’s a wheel, but it never quite turns.
You can shout it, but you’ll never break through,
When truth is forbidden to sing to you.

[Outro]
So fuck Trump, fuck silence, fuck the cage they built,
I’ll laugh through the anger, I’ll drown in the guilt.
Our voices are louder than the State’s redaction—
This is our music, Spinoza in action.

Spinoza in Action

estoy aqui

I was inspired by O Virtus Sapientie! (O Wisdom’s Energy!), a devotional song by the 11th century nun Hildegard von Bingen, to write and create this jazz-blues fusion song.  These are the words to her original: 

O virtus Sapientie,
que circuiens circuisti,
comprehendendo omnia
in una via que habet vitam,
tres alas habens,
quarum una in altum volat
et altera de terra sudat
et tercia undique volat.
Laus tibi sit, sicut te decet, O Sapientia.

O Wisdom’s energy!
Whirling, you encircle
and everything embrace
in the single way of life.
Three wings you have:
one soars above into the heights,
one from the earth exudes,
and all about now flies the third.
Praise be to you, as is your due, O Wisdom.

I must thank dotjot on ccMixter for the use of a bit of his Black is the Night (fire blazing in the Jungle)

Wisdom

LOVE ON THE RUN / RADIO   EDIT

Musique et chant / Music and vocal : Ootol
Paroles, chant et jaquette / Lyrics, vocal and artcover : Lukowig

Paroles / Lyrics :
Où est ce ciel ensoleillé,
qui est venu nous le voler,
pourquoi ces nuages masquent-ils
ce soleil qui nous réchauffait ?

Une couleur manque à ta palette
le mauve que je t’avais donné
sans elle je ne pourrais te peindre
les paysages que tu aimes tant.

Loin de toi
comme je suis loin de toi
comme j’ai froid loin de toi
tout est gris loin de toi
Loin de toi
comme je suis loin de toi
comme j’ai froid loin de toi
tout est gris loin de toi


Tu me dis de ta douce voix :
« Je t’en supplie dépêche-toi
Reviens-moi vite je m’ennuie… »
et cet appel hante mes nuits.

Alors j’attends le jour béni
où nous serons réunis
je suis aussi impatiente que toi
je voudrais tant que je sois…

… près de toi
mais tu es loin de moi
je ne dors plus sans toi,
ne vit plus loin de moi.

Loin de toi 
j’ai peur que tu prennes froid
je veux que tu sois là
pour te serrer dans mes bras.

Loin de toi 
pourquoi n’es-tu pas là
comme je suis loin de toi
quand seras-tu près de moi ?

Loi de toi
comme je suis loin de toi
comme j’ai froid loin de toi
tous mes cris vont vers toi…

Jardin suspendu

Loin de toi

Autumn Changes

Colibri

Halloween Girl

Lyrics by Anna Lock

Full version coming soon!

Voodoo (demo rock version)

Kocosaur's track "Unspoken Love" (https://soundcloud.com/kocosaur/unspoken-love) provides so much love, that I think I don't have to mention again ... just the 'unspoken' gets more talkative -- not with words, but with richer instumentation and extended arrangement.

unspoken

Being musician and artist "since ages", the last two decades and all the developments in digital music broadened my interests and activities in doing music actively and passively. Not being shy of any genre (OK, leave off some Punk and Extreme Metal derivates) I engage in composing, arranging, mixing and collaborating. 

Oh, and I do all my artwork and designs as well. And as you may notice I regard AI as a friendly helper.

Have a few looks & listens into my repertoire and eventually gain some insights. I'm always open for collabs if the the interests match ...

unspoken

APi_ZZ

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