my fav track yet, every thing you make just keeps getting better and better

i’ve dreamt of your face
its engrained in a 
part of my brain

ain’t you tired of this place?
we can drive away
if that would be okay

i’d make u feel safe
just for a little bit
until i’ve made u sick

i think its time to let you go
but babe i’ll let you know
i’ll let you know…

i will come out of this alive

maybe we can try
to stick together

cus everything besides you
doesn’t mean too much 

oh baby i don’t mind
that you barely try

oh baby i wont lie
you’re my favorite type

we don’t say much
yet i’m staring at your face
like i’m in love with you

the things i write about
make me wonder if i’ll
ever get to be with you

i’d play some duster
sitting next to her
and whisper in her ear
“i love you, dear”

i love you, dear

why am i so fucking weird

i’ve been learning 
to smile again
i’ve been hoping
it’s not the end
try to focus
onto the light
at the end of the tunnel 
i’ll survive

to smile again

i’m getting sick of hearing how well you’re doing now 
talking to myself to reason why you’re wrong aloud
so i’ll listen to cothran and lie in my coffin
waiting for you to come home
cause there’s nothing i can do that makes sense to prove to you
what you already know 

and i don’t want to talk about it
i don’t want to talk

i was going under trying to fix my own mess
listening to records that i know you like the best

and i don’t want to talk about it
i don’t want to talk
at all

written by nicole and i did guitar and such, shes amazing check her out

vulnerable people aside treacherous seas w/ micmole

sometimes I wonder if pat the bunny is still alive

Julie 4/7/20

Wish i could talk to you
Wish you could talk to me too

Wish i could say your name
Without feeling like i do
Scaring you

I don't wanna do this again
And i don't wanna do this again
And i don't wanna do this again
And i don't wanna do this again

Miss walking in the snow
I miss the places we would go
I miss being your friend
I miss being around you
Around you

And i just wanna be your friend
And i just wanna be your friend
And i just wanna be your friend
And i just wanna be your friend

recorded in the autumn of 2015.
album artwork by ivanna masera

Miss

frail is how I see me
giving up on changing is ending me
feeling like I can’t feel
just another symptom you can’t heal

find nothing in everything 
mend my brain don’t want to break again
i can make you crave to be
someone that you’re really afraid to see

ignoring that corner inside of my
mind
tried to make sense of the patterns
im wrong
dream of a beauty in being so 
dull
disordered condition of living 
done choice

heart pounding why not be
learn to swim inside the dark abyss
you can make me so weak
use me like you used to when im sick

ignoring that corner inside of my
hell
tried to make sense of the patterns
they’re gone
dream of a beauty in being so 
numb
disordered condition of dying 
done choice

to smile again

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