instrumental here: https://youtu.be/F9B83nTKZFo

(men I trust) all night cover

(subsonic eye) cosmic realignment cover

ok tbh this feels more like a rendition but ye

also if by the slimmest chance ever that any name's okay actually sees this- 
i love u guys hahaha

(any name's okay) clouds cover

(reality club) telenovia acoustic cover

aaa part of the beginning got cut off but I'm too lazy to re-record this so... hello internet

can't help falling in love, a uke rendition

(clara benin) parallel universe cover

here's some sappy shit i wrote some time ago and i guess i just got to uploading now

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lyrics:
Oh how I love you so
But you will never know
Cause I would never tell you
I like how things are now
My honesty would only 
Lead to our fallout

I love the way you make me laugh
I love the way you always say I’m enough
And even on my worst days
You’re always there to say you want to stay, but

Pre
I know
We live on borrowed time
And you were never meant to be mine
So till the end of the line
Let me ask just this time

Chorus
Tell me that you love me
Even if it isn’t true
I just want to hear it from you
Tell me that you need me
Even if it isn’t true
I just want to feel like I’m important to you
Just this once, let me be the one

How cruel this world can be
To lead you to me
Don’t you think its a little unfair
When you’re neither here nor there, and

Pre + Chorus

Call me selfish if you have to
But I just hate the thought of losing you
Call me selfish if you have to
But I don’t wanna let you go, no

Chorus

just this once // an original

lyrics adapted from an old journal entry. seems like I've been writing a lot of depressing music lately, aaa.

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lyrics

it's funny how quickly things change 
when you're not looking up
it's funny how the ones you'd think would stay
end up being the first ones out

chorus
you used to be everything to me
but I don't know you anymore
even your shadow looks like a stranger
I've never seen before

so who are we now anyway, after all?

it's funny how nothing seems to
make much sense to me
it's funny how painful the memory of us
has become for me

chorus

so who are we now?

instrumental

who are we now? x 2
and maybe after tomorrow or two,
I'll see someone on the street 
who looks just like you
and maybe tomorrow or... I don't know
maybe you'll see me too
but I won't know you anymore
and it won't be like it was before
'cause I don't know you anymore
after all

after all

after all // an original

a christmas song I wrote in 2014, added some backup vocals + a second guitar! this was super fun to record :^)

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lyrics

verse 1
hey little mister, you over there
won't you listen to what i've to say?
no, i promise it's not one of those really annoying surveys
oh i just wanna ask you if you remember what today is -
oh my, yes it's christmas day, oh that is what today is.

verse 2
hey little miss checkin' out your hair
in that foggy mirror
aren't you excited for christmas day,
birth of the Son and Saviour?
no please don't look at me like that
- i promise i'm not going crazy!
oh i'm just a little excited for this year's christmas party.

chorus 
so bring out the green pine trees,
and all of the tinsel
let's buy like eighty christmas cakes
and sing the jingle bells
cause today is christmas day i heard
and today will be joyful 

let me hear you sing:
today we honour the birth of our King! x3
let me hear you sing!

verse 3
hey little boys & girls
oh, now's not the time to bicker
over every little thing, and every petty matter
now's the time to forgive and forget
everything that's hurt us
everything's meant to be happy
today is gonna be joyous!

repeat chorus

interlude

today we honour the birth of our King x3
let me hear you sing

a christmas song // an original

re-recorded! an original I wrote in 2015

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lyrics 

here we go again,
right back to the start
strangers and not friends
but with broken hearts

how did we get here?
I can't remember
it's been too long
it's been too long

pre
this tug-of-war we play
with our emotions
is driving me crazy
and I don't know what to do

chorus
cause you
you pull me back to you
like gravity and oh,
I don't want to but I do
every single time
and though, I want to break away
you make me want to stay
I just feel so confused
what have you done to me?

here we go again
going round in circles
we fight but make up then
we start all over

pre + chorus

what have you done to me? x3

bridge
cause I want you, then I don't
cause I need you, then I don't
say I love you, but I hate you
I don't know what to do anymore
cause I want you, then I don't
cause I need you, then I don't
say I love you, but I hate you
then I disappear all over again

you make me wanna die
but you make me feel so alive
I don't know what to think
what am I to you?

and though, I want to break away
you make me want to stay
I just feel so confused
what have you done to me?

chorus

what have you done to me, pulling me like gravity

gravity // an original

im sorry for the background noises!!!! my aircon is rly loud u___u

(beabadoobee) dance with me cover

pls don't mind the ambulance sounds at the end zzzzzz

(death cab for cutie) i will follow you into the dark cover

hello i'm julia and i like creating things

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