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Talking part is David Suchet's Genesis reading

génesis

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Untitled 3 giu 2025, 2126 2025-06-04 00_00

doesnt belong to me, original video: https://youtu.be/ZhmiAIt-Gt4?si=q8YKwv-FCEXzXePU

im shaking in fear what is happening

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english translation, original below

That expressionless face, looking so joyful
The brains walk away, one by one
My ridiculous, ageless face remains among them
How many more years will it keep lingering there?
I’ll kill it

I WANT, I WANT, I WANT TO TOUCH YOU
I WILL END UP HURTING YOU
I WANT, I WANT, I WANT TO TOUCH YOU
I WILL END UP FESTERING YOU
I WANT, I WANT, I WANT TO TOUCH YOU
I WILL END UP ROTTING YOU
I WANT, I WANT, I WANT TO TOUCH YOU
YOU WILL END UP DESPISING ME

GO FxxK MYSELF INTO NOTHING

In gentle fields and forests,
A crimson sea of wrists is in bloom
Will I, nill I
I fall into the beckoning applause of the void
“You—die here, now”
“You—come on, just die already”
On this sunlit hill, lit by countless blades

You once called me a saint
You once said my unending hell is a lie

“…CREEP” “…GROSS” “…DISGUSTING”
You laugh with them—so who the hell was I, all the while I was alive?
“…CREEP” “…GROSS” “…DISGUSTING”
Their leaking brain-juice spills, filling everyone’s hearts
No one has wished for this filth's suicide more than I have
Behind your bursting smiles, just devour my wretched loneliness

In gentle fields and forests,
Crawling bugs born from bloodstained hands emerge
Will I, nill I
I drown in this slithering emptiness
If only I—could die here, now
If only I—come on, just die already
On this sunlit hill, where countless shadows burst apart

COME AT ME

I WANT, I WANT, I WANT TO TOUCH YOU
I WILL END UP HURTING YOU
I WANT, I WANT, I WANT TO TOUCH YOU
I WILL END UP FESTERING YOU
I WANT, I WANT, I WANT TO TOUCH YOU
I WILL END UP ROTTING YOU
I WANT, I WANT, I WANT TO TOUCH YOU
YOU WILL END UP DESPISING ME

To protect this wretched self,
I kill myself without hesitation

GO FxxK MYSELF INTO NOTHING


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楽しそうなその無表情
立ち去る脳髄に遺され続ける
歳を取らない滑稽な俺の面
何年ソコに居座るつもりだ？
ぶち殺す

I WANT, I WANT, I WANT TO TOUCH YOU
I WILL END UP HURTING YOU
I WANT, I WANT, I WANT TO TOUCH YOU
I WILL END UP FESTERING YOU
I WANT, I WANT, I WANT TO TOUCH YOU
I WILL END UP ROTTING YOU
I WANT, I WANT, I WANT TO TOUCH YOU
YOU WILL END UP DESPISING ME

GO FxxK MYSELF INTO NOTHING

うららかな野山に咲く
赤い手首の海
will I, nill I
手招く無の喝采へ落ちる
「お前は、今此処で死ね」
「お前は、ほら早く死ね」
無数の刃が照らすこの太陽の丘で

かつてお前も俺を聖人だと言った
枯渇の無い地獄をマヤカシだと言った

"…CREEP" "…GROSS" "…DISGUSTING"
嗤い合うお前　生きてた俺は誰？
"…CREEP" "…GROSS" "…DISGUSTING"
先走る脳汁　誰もが心満たす
この汚物の自殺は俺が誰よりも願っている
迸る笑みの中この俺の惨めな孤独をただ喰らえ

うららかな野山に湧く
赤い手の蟲達
will I, nill I
這いずる虚しさに溺れる
俺さえ…今此処で死ね
俺さえ…ほら早く死ね
無数の影が飛び散るこの太陽の丘で

COME AT ME

I WANT, I WANT, I WANT TO TOUCH YOU
I WILL END UP HURTING YOU
I WANT, I WANT, I WANT TO TOUCH YOU
I WILL END UP FESTERING YOU
I WANT, I WANT, I WANT TO TOUCH YOU
I WILL END UP ROTTING YOU
I WANT, I WANT, I WANT TO TOUCH YOU
YOU WILL END UP DESPISING ME

こんな己を守るため
俺は平気で俺をぶち殺す

GO FxxK MYSELF INTO NOTHING

nihil hill - SOOOO ft. Kagamine Len

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singign mothys servannt of evil whilw my meds start to kick in n m=n the fan is in the background and peoplw walk in n out of my room yay

servant of evil while slightly high on my meds

it / its  [  rue  /  maisie 
I can't sing very well I jsust like to show people my stuff

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