suicide ballad , eternal curse

know i love the feeling when ur skin is peelin off
see how i've been reeling in these women till they're caught
oh
laughing at the ceiling knowing murder gets me off :3

you were such a beauty , now your body's on the rocks :( :)
oh
im turnin in myself in
the earth is in rotation
i wanna wish you well
but constant irritation
just makes me wanna kill ya :(
but its rlly whatever
cuz soon ill be a felon in the county jail

nineteen forever </3 bury me b4 the clock strikes twelve...

whatiwishforsucks (cw!zz)

https://open.spotify.com/track/5ZIIE80NheRzoIBzmo18dU?si=f78fc6c0ed884726

@melodyx_o cover
prod me

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaad my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i hate being alive
slit my wrist i wanna die
wish i wasnt such a guy
stay inside like all the time
life just feels like such a pain
i really hate everything
motivation is so drained
and i really hate my face like
oooo
been so long since i have cleaned my rooom
been so long since i have made my fucking bed
i feel so made fun of by all of my friends
and
i feel so degen
i wake myself
at 1 pm
i hate this life
i think of death
but im too scared
of nothingness
im not prepared
to leave this world
i wish i was
an average girl
instead i struggle to feel real
instead i struggle to see a life where i pay bills

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaadd my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i dont know why i try
bad decisions i just cry
see incisions on my thighs
next to prickly bumps of mine
everything is strange
why do i feel so much pain
my hair feels so disarrayed
and i cannot feel okay like
i dont have like any power
feel like my life is over
only have me to blame
throw on a skirt and
run outside again
embarrassing
myself for hours
feel ashamed my shitty mood
ive fucked my life too soon
i know i’m not doing too well
i’ll end up a jisatsu girl
if i don’t grab onto myself
if i don’t lose my fucking mind without some help

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaad my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

jisatsu girl (自殺) (cover)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2AIMz1yFQSTO7E0Hbh5Q6s?si=NSZ2Tck2Sp6qQe6lrRXbXg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A04w5f3YMAtRZknzgxzVjuc

prod me

take it easy
u expect too much from me
im just tryna love
didnt know this is how u feel
i still imagine finding hairs
all across my room
reminiscing on the scent
of u

i cant believe it
ur lies that im seein
ur hurtin, i see it
thru the curtains
of ur theatre

theatre of lies

woozy:
im repeating all my words
and retracing all my steps
and im looking for an excuse
to watch you walk away
we been on this path too many times
its too hard to walk down its paved with lies
holding your hand
did i rub you the wrong way
standing on eggshells
staring at my phone
felt the tears welling up
had to turn it around

kay:
yea had to turn it around
you say im quiet when i think im too loud
yeah im looking at your text message
but the body hasnt been found
last text read it somehow
ooooo
lost youu
somehow i went along and lost you
somehow i found my way to you
you're drugged you're gonna drug me too
im on your tv but i miss you

prodii:
yeah i miss you
but i hate your touch
yeah i want you
but i still hate your guts
can i talk to you
without you interrupting
can i break you
and mold you into something
and mold you into something
maybe thats worth my loving
maybe thats worth my loving

woozy:
im repeating all my words
and retracing all my steps
and im looking for an excuse
to watch you walk away
we been on this path too many times
its too hard to walk down its paved with lies
holding your hand
did i rub you the wrong way
standing on eggshells
staring at my phone
felt the tears welling up
had to turn it around

btw i hate myself w/ kaysnoto + prodii

@kaysnoto
such a silent girl
like what did i do
ya im tryna be right with u
but now your picking and choosin
ya im up in ruins
like what am i doing
like what am i doing
look at what your doing
like what am i doing (what did i do)
like what am i doing (what did i do)
look at what your doing (what did i do) 
what did i do
what did i do
what did i do
what did i do
oooooo
what did i do
what did i dooo
oh you take my soul
and your running away with it
oh you take my home
and now your stuck up and your livin in it
such a silent girl
like what did i do
ya im tryna be right with u
but now your picking and choosin
ya im up in ruins
like what am i doing
like what am i doing
look at what your doing
like what am i doing
@wasitbroken

silent girl w/wirt

wifiskeleton - im a monster in your real life (extended) by me!!

i wrote this poem about you listen you dont have a choice

doesn't matter when u dont fit in w/ i miss our memories

rip wifiskeleton you will forever be missed, one of the biggest inspos on our generation. 🕊️🕊️🕊️

i wrote this poem about you listen you dont have a choice

yegg

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