Addicted to his scent
Leaves mourned 
They won't fall on our distant grounds
Those spirits we've known 
Won't knock on our door 

Will there be an Autumn around 
This pain is not only ours 
Yet I know 
We no longer own the cure  


As October weeps through my eyes
I give you these tears they're all I have
- But not all you've got 
Further in your darkness I hold on 
To what Time can't understand


Nocturnal we were
And Owls smiled 
Till the night became a judge
Losing all common sense 

Fed on our most twisted thoughts
Whispers of your loud mind 
Replaced my own voice 
With unknown sounds
 

As October weeps through my eyes
I give you these tears they're all I have
-But not all you've got 
Further in your darkness I hold on 
To what Time can't understand 
The secret behind this fall


As October weeps through my eyes 
What we've once healed -
Lost its way back home to us 
Further in our darkness we've both drowned
Leaving all our peace behind  
Leaving me behind

Ephemeral

All the shapes fell in place 
No reasons for what I have faced
All the smiles puzzled me 
It's not enough to have what surrounded me 
I was led to think I have it all - Lost in Ambiguity
Though their facts appeared too clear 
Truth remains nothing is real

I can't tell my reality
Whose illusions does it feed?
A stranger through my eyes

I suffocated on words
Their concepts I have breathed
And my thoughts manipulate
This lack I feel knows no memory
Pretenses pierce me shamelessly
As I leave this territory
Their wisdom is now deformed 
My facts reveal how I've been deceived

There I sit I contemplate 
There I see what has escaped me 
In the archives of the mind 
Resides no knowledge 


This is where the absurd and the concrete shall meet 
And time will heal my intoxicated sobriety
Maybe truth is not meant to be...what's reality and what am I to be

Deconstruct

Bittersweetness prevails I confess 
worthless self-conflict 
Do I deserve this?
The pain that I inflict  
Opus of all pleasures 

In this hole I see Visions drowning me 
My past sits next to me Vice is what I see 
Ambivalence sighs in my face 

Why time spoke its mind out 
How will I tame this crave, is it mine? 
And I strive to figure out
if Redemption is a maze to the afterlife 
I must try

A wound that soothes all the senses 
Is it self-forgiveness or merely my short memory  

In this hole I see Visions drowning me 
My past sits next to me Vice is what I see 
Ambivalence sighs in my face
Stuck on my own wheel on broken reveries 

Why time spoke its mind out 
Perceptions molding me will I ever flee 

What I am is a possession 
All I am is my obsession
In these worldly desires
Shackles I'm drawn to 
But I must try

Subtle

Multi-genre vocalist/lyricist/collaborator.
Fronting April, Heritage-Opeth Tribute Band & Vibes.bandlb 
Akademia-Award Winner for Best Rock EP 2019