still love this no matter how many times i listen to it.

Guitar and voice demo:

By the light of the fairy moon
In the shiver of the trees
A fancy, a notion was born
And whispered in the breeze

Through the countless, the never-ending storms
That rain on this land
The notion drifted along
Undeterred, close at hand
And lifted me up, found me again

Longings, unspoken dreams
To fly, to ascend
To sing, sing a new song
And float to the end

But oh, oh where did I go?
Lost for so long, without a song
Gone long ago
So come to me now
Show me how, lead me on

After days, years full of fear
All the sorrow and shame
The notion came back to me
Burning like a flame

And oh, from where I stand
Looking up, up for a clue
Beyond, beyond the land
To the old fairy moon, still shining through
I finally understand the notion
Always close at hand

By The Light Of The Fairy Moon (demo)

cover of bright eyes' song "false advertising"

false advertising

passed out in some garage
someone broke my guitar
spilled beer on your friend's couch
but i'm not fucking sorry
i'll see you tomorrow
i've gotta sleep some more
and when i leave your house
you'll hear me slam the door

i woke up in the eve-
ning with you in my bed
i wondered what was going on
i wondered what we said
both of us high as hell
surprised that we could speak
said something fucking stupid
and then you said to me

i don't know where i'm goin'
and i don't know what i feel
and i don't know who i am
or what is real

got a gig tonight
don't think i have a ride
supposed to start at 6
i'll be there at 9
what the hell's my name?
i don't remember it
and who plays in my band?
oh, i don't give a shit

i might hit the town
like where's the party at?
and stuff my fucking face
until i have a heart attack
i'm probably better off
a memory or dream
but for now i'm here
at least that's how it seems but

an ode to addiction (among other things)

Produced, mixed, engineered, recorded, drums, and guitar all done by atlas (my very best friend in the whole world). 

lyrics, vocals, ukulele by me.

bird on the side of the road

we're not leaving btw, we love all of you <3

~ ty for 200 ~

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split betwixt patrick and i !

download: 
https://themostbeautifulimages.bandcamp.com/album/split-with-tea

https://teatea.bandcamp.com/album/split-with-the-most-beautiful-images-created-to-be-destroyed

is that so hard - tea

Atlas-My Body Is A Hell

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-T-AJ7wdRDA

cottonwood firing squad - i'm glad you're doing well (atlas cover)

atlas - such nice sounds (acoustic)

hi sorry this is really sad

get drunk to forget that i could jump
sober up and wanna do it twice as much
drink more, but it’s never quite enough
think morbid thoughts to feel more stuck

pass out in the morning when the light
floods over the empty void of night
and this sickness i can't fight
will constantly ruin my life

'til i pass out
on the floor again
and feel the air under my feet
i’m always falling in my dreams
but they aren’t nightmares
i think they’re omens
of what’s coming for me
i see demons in my sleep
then i wake up

get high to forget how much it hurts
come down, just to end up feeling worse
six years of therapy reversed
by every line in every verse

used to write poems just to cope
so ironic, now the rope
around my neck’s entwined
with every letter, every line

my writing
is getting better
but i’m certainly not
put me in the ground to rot
and don’t remember
please forget me
‘cause every memory you keep
will be more pain on you from me
than i can take

sickness (8th floor blues)

someone generious has made some of my beats. however i make my own now. so enjoy <3
Yes i am still alive, i havent given up. Neither should you :) Going to college for music, coming back soon. All the love to the people who still around. tyty more creative, complex and colorful content coming soon. Sending love <3

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