follow u right down the corridor to your dorm
i know that u think im weird, guess this isn't the norm..

intro is me, first verse is witchbox

corridor #😢 (with witchbox)

im such a failure i cant even tie a noose

prod. mercenarychild

Lyrics:

playing with my feelings 
got me feeling like the villain girl
you can tell me anything 
even if it’s not real
i love it when you taunt me
cause it gives me f_cking chills
i just wanna eat your lips
yuh maybe i am sick
why do i exist
all these questions on my list
do i have to kill myself
in order to be missed
why did it have to come to this
ignorance is bliss
slit my f_cking wrists
i can’t stand to live

it’s christmas and you’re not here

i love the smell of winter
it makes me feel empty 
snow angels and memories
that sky was so pretty 

got home after dark 
was chased by the wind 
it all felt so different that day

i would fall in the snow
you’d kick dirt in my face
you're my miss diablo
i will love you always

i watch from afar
just wondering where it all went wrong
you can't heal these scars in your brain

it all felt so different that day

i would fall in the snow
you’d kick dirt in my face
you're my miss diablo
i will love you always

wifiskeleton -

lyrics:
talking to the moon
and i'm begging you to stay
but it doesn't fucking matter
cause you hate me anyways
yeah you hate the way i lied 
and the way that i deceived you 
didn't do it once or twice
did a lot cause i'm so evil

i'm so sick and tired
of all your empty threats
telling me that you'll leave 
but you won't leave my head 
even when you're really gone
baby you're still my muse 
all the songs i sing
are almost always about you

now i'm stalking you 
but you're always hanging out with him
doesn't seem to bother you the
absenceofmyskin
crying out my eyes 
till there's nothing left
took all of me with you 
now there's nothing left 

talking to the moon
and i'm begging you to stay
but it doesn't fucking matter
cause you hate me anyways
i'm so sorry for the lies 
and the way i deceived you 
didn't do it once or twice
did a lot cause im so evil.

absenceofmyskin (may 2024)

(prod.downtown suicide)
i dont give a fuck
i guess you're outta luck
cause im waiting on something
that'll never fucking come

and i know thats fucking stupid
and i know im fucking useless
and my blood is fucking putrid
filled with chemicals and fluids

cause i cant fucking try
no matter what you tell me
ill just rot away and die
thats my only ending

its the truth and i know it
its a prophecy from poets
im sick in a barrel 
puking up my innards
will you sing me a carol?
treat me like a sinner

Skipping Class (feat. Diet S0d4)

https://open.spotify.com/track/3hrrO6D5uvZEF2yFiMfJhY
lyrics
i look at my face waking up was a mistake
then i check my phone no notis on it today
man fuck my mind cause these thoughts i cannot shake
why am i still alive? when i could die today
why should i go on? i cant enjoy shit
sick of watching everyones fun i dont have solace
hand me a fully loaded gun and give me a clip 
because at this point anything seems better then this

why should i go on?

indie stardust-geometry.mp3

DADDY

prod: peril (www.youtube.com/@prodperil)

я не хочу тебя разрушить ты меня прости
ты опоздала я уже остыл
это чувство липнет я снова туплю
все делаю не так, как будто стою на краю
я будто стою на краю
увидимся на улице и я кивну в ответ
но если встретимся в рехабе я не смогу сказать нет
может обсудим за обедом в тишине
как тебе сказать что я снова хочу к тебе?
будто камеры повсюду и мне нечего сказать
может стоит умереть чтобы простили навсегда
если выроню хоть слово - захлебнусь в своей крови
они уже достали вилы, ты просто молча стоишь
все хотят меня распять когда я пробую дышать
ждут когда я оступлюсь чтобы начать меня ломать
настоящая любовь это не про нас
снова прячусь в капюшоне, я скрываю свой анфас


на краю

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