produced by Bailey Daniel
mixed by astro boy
mastered by Felix Lahann
coverart by Kiernan 

I been scared of being stagnant, 
too aware of what could happen,
every form of progress celebrated,
cause an action
with a weighted vest,
intensify the passion 
and when it rip away,
I'll tear into the terrible
in rations,
how could I be better
like I'm Mike up in the mirror 
got a tendency for testing limits,
more than I appear, 
might just be a klepto,
nother problem I conceal,
had her lost within my eyes,
and found another heart to steal, 
unintended intuition, 
unattended been ideal,
like how you turn a synapse, 
to a sign up for a mil,
like how you turn a question, 
to an answer, to your real,
dream that you could breath in,
hold it in, and you won't feel,
but numbing been my dumbest step,
no fear when I admit it,
when you trying to survive
you don't got time to hear a critic
gotta get it how you living,
so my judgement looking weaker,
never stepped they shoes, 
so know my soul is just a speaker,
growing up a know it all
I'm growing to be peaceful,
grownest men know nothing,
and accept that footing equal,
eagle eyed in hindsight,
and your future looking bleaker,
tryna live inside the moment,
cause my hands and feet are here,
my heart and mind so clear,
peep an exit, disappear, 
I don't run no smoke in mirror,
no more lying here I fear,
dearest don't deserve it
and tho I'll never grow to perfect 
as a preset, I'll never go in mind,
and say it need a reset,
I live a life of tidal waves
but most of change is gradual,
so when I feel em crashing,
let em fall and see the actual
steps that I've been taken,
wash away without a painting,
why I write so picture perfect
cause my hands are always shaky,
maybe that means crazy,
but I think it's more excitement, 
right next to anxiety, 
the nervous, unenlightened 
when I look at life,
I think of karma as the duelist,
always in a fight,
and dropping gems on the to-do list
I think I am the battle, 
and the soldier and the war
I think I hold the power,
and the problem, and the door,
I think I move my feet unconsciously, 
and that rapport,
gon make just what I think,
not make us poor

Growing

prod: FLPSDE
mix: olin
cover: AQ

first attempt to sing for you guys, lmk how you feel about it

AQ

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