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https://soundcloud.com/instupendo/instupendo-ripsquad-kissout

kissout edit

I cannot describe how grateful I am to every single one of you.
Thanks for staying with me despite my constant lack of releases.
Thanks for staying with me even if my songs aren't longer than 1 minute (lol).
Thanks for always supporting me and caring about this project.

I'll keep doing my best for this next year, just be prepared...

Merry Christmas!
I love you all;;

Thanks for listening.

See you in 2024!

staying

𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮.

artwork: https://twitter.com/ggeyegg/status/1761032226089886145/photo/1

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(Noah &) "The Whale"
28/10/23 - 05/03/24

The name comes from the band "Noah and the whale" which is a band me and my mother like

This song has taken the longest to figure out in terms of meaning, it's pretty weirdly structured, very chaotic, vague, but still wholely sincere
and then it hit me: this song is about my mother, alot of the characteristics of this song really come from her personality and I guess in a sense it's written about our relationship
I love my mother, she's one of the most chaotic, unapologetically "themself" people, and I owe a lot of things I like about myself to her, and I guess I underestimated how much influence she could have in my own art.
I struggled figuring out a name or identity for this track for so long, and I remember going to the shop with my mother and she made a random throwaway comment saying "I wonder if you sat here long enough if you would see everyone you'd have ever met?" and that just hit me really hard and I wrote it down as fast as I could.
In terms of lyrics it's less connected to parents and mothering, but a lot of that notion of sitting in one place and actually seeing everyone you've ever known, and that space inbetween reminiscing and when another person would come along, and how hard we try to avoid confronting ourselves and our own flaws, or even mortality in a sense? the latter half is more linked into parenthood and growing up in general, realising in the space between how your childhood has died, and that all the younger versions of you have died along with it, and you sort of "shed" yourself each and every day, leaving traces of past yous behind, but it doesn't get any lighter, and you still learn new things about yourself, like how much you love your parents, and realising that they were never "bad" parents, they were just trying their best; and there's nothing more you could ask of them than that.

LYRICS:

And they say "if you sit in one place long enough, you'll see everyone you've ever known"
Well I've seen everything and everyone I know

Are you scared of what's inbetween?
(Can I get what I want?)
And I'll move mountains from their place
(will you?)

And the sky is mourning
the death of your childhood
(reflection)

there's mould growing, on my walls again
there's mould growing on my walls again
am I supposed to be grateful?
am i supposed to be grateful

Little Faith

The Whale

stare

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krewella alive (small cover)

thing i felt like making 4 my buddy .・✭・.・☆ ・゜
og by @eva-nge-line ---> https://soundcloud.com/eva-nge-line/endoflife
https://open.spotify.com/track/1IlJgoOaKNAt9NfMMeFpFY?si=258f67fbb5ea425c

evangeline - end-of-life (xaev remix)

REAL FEELINGS REAL THOUGHTS EVERYTHING REAL INCLUDING YOU

VIOLATION INTERLUDE

i am more focused on youtube, but this is where i can mess around more

*demos / sketches are temporary uploads due to soundcloud's limit, so expect removals

krewella alive (small cover)

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