help me, i can’t pick and choose, i’m so afraid to lose, every thing and everyone ..

this is our shelter_2

art inspired by sui5o: https://twitter.com/sui5o/

aquoferne:
@aquoferne
twitter.com/aquoferne
www.youtube.com/channel/UCuLrV8V8uxHZImKgx28hnDA

Lyrics:
i saw the city lights
more than a thousand times
it's still the same old view

same with the lantern skies
just gone into the night
when will i ever leave this room?

am i fading from sight?
have i lost my own mind?
i want to throw away my feelings
over the edge

i've held up my voice way too high
i've always wanted to let my wings fly
and i'll fall down softer than before
to keep on moving is what i'm striving for

look into the waves
reflecting off your face

no disconnection
never a mention
of how somebody could live

am i fading from sight?
have i lost my own mind?
i want to throw away my feelings
over the edge

i've held up my voice way too high
i've always wanted to let my wings fly
and i'll fall down softer than before
to keep on moving is what i'm striving for

Stop motion picture (w/ aquoferne)

https://soundcloud.com/heyaephyn

On January 21st, 2023, over 300 musicians and visual artists challenged themselves to create something in only 18 hours. Visual artists had to create a unique album cover & its supporting graphics, and musicians were limited to no less than 50 seconds and no more than 70 seconds for their songs; in short, a speedrun. The event encouraged creatives to think outside the box, picking their ideas apart in order to keep only the essentials. At the finish line, we received some of the most exciting tracks on a FORM compilation to date.

In the colors of each album cover and between the notes of each song are reflections of us— the artists. To leave pieces of ourselves *out* in lieu of a time constraint isn't easy, but it allows us to conclude what's at the center of what we create. Creativity, no matter how bare-bones or how complex & nuanced it is, is something nobody can ever take away.

All proceeds from any% will be going to SpecialEffect, a charity working to make video games accessible to those with physical disabilities.

SpecialEffect: https://www.specialeffect.org.uk/
FORM: artbyform.com/
Cover by Certly: https://twitter.com/imcertly

Buy/Stream for Charity

aephyn - perfectly you

Predawn - Don't Break My Heart (nu_imi EXP)

@littlefaithmusic

big thank you to faith for all their help on this and their incredible production and vocals, and thank you for your gentleness and understanding. I am lucky and grateful to have a friend like you.

this song is about my father, coming to terms with loss and the denial and bargaining I found in the grief while growing up. This song started in kimchi vc, and me and faith just brainstormed track ideas, with me working on the drums and faith sorting the chord progression and ambiences. This track is heavily built upon samples from Bon Iver, Faith's older music, Stonelands by Paark and various old bits from lifeline aswell. 

holy spirit is the title track of my second EP, featuring clayekea, little faith, evangeline and grandfather forest. It is a project I've been working on about love and loss since before me and eva put out lifeline. coming sept 1st!

big, big, BIG thank you to everyone i've worked with on this project for being understanding, and patient, and of course thank you for your contributions at every step of this project.

Holy Spirit EP contributors (in no particular order):
makina, evangeline, little faith, clayekea, grandfather forest, electrolutions, formyths, beakfeet inure stems

lyrics:
i saw you hanging from that tree
last night
wont you please come down for me
one more time

oh ive carried stones to mark out your elevation

and if its the price for consecration
i will pay it with my life
and if the standing stones crumble
when the winds fell your tree
i'll wake the earth for you

im passing orchids by your stones
but all i hear is silence

i saw you hanging from that tree
last night
wont you please come down for me
one more time

makina & little faith - holy spirit

s/o https://soundcloud.com/antherluvz

sadly we didn't get in the comp, but it was funny to make this little song:)
hope you all like this

bloom*✧.+ ༄

Anther & jian - bloom*✧.+ ༄

https://fanlink.to/deciduous
.° ༘❄️⋆🖇₊˚ෆ
composed in less than 24 hours for @artbyform All Nighter Vol. 8

@cash-official
@1turtledoves
@anem0s
@ariaveil
@wakebloom
@bxktty
@svrenmusic

i made a vow upon your name
and i know we’ll never change
even if our leaves turn brown
i’ll hold you close through the winter

on the day we said goodbye
i didn’t want you to see me cry
you said the night grows dark
i don’t want to fade away just yet


as i stared into the evening
i saw, i saw
everything dissolved around me
i’m lost

i can only see you in my deepest dreams
i can only see you when i close my eyes

gave it away
there’s nothing left of me
deciduous
falling in way to deep

i feel so special when you look in my direction
i tried to leave so you would give me your attention
but now you’re gone

i can only see you in my deepest dreams
i can only see you when i close my eyes

buy/stream

deciduous (cash, anem0s, doveless, wakebloom, boxkitty, ARIA VEIL) ft. SVREN

fun fact! originally this song started out as a project for @novelchapters
here's the original:
https://soundcloud.com/novelchapters/illness_chapter147 


link to the track on other platforms:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/paxenimzi/bliss


my website ► https://paxenimzi.com
instagram ► instagram.com/paxenimzi
spotify ► open.spotify.com/artist/0wxt3qV990HCyl6CSTh79Q
twitter/X ► twitter.com/paxenimzi

bliss

ephemeral｡

untitled

PHONO RECORDS VOL.3 Organic「昼」/「夜」

童年的我，喜欢向湖中甩出一块石子，然后聆听水波被激起时清脆的声响。

水面上的波纹一圈圈推向湖岸，溅起的水声传向远方又反射回耳中。它们如同树木的纹理，在比例不同的时空中遵循着相同规律循环生长。

如果我丢入湖中的石子是一粒种子，那么波纹与回声就是自然生长的枝干与树叶。它们遵循着不知是谁为这个世界定下的规律，跟随时间的方向伸展前行，仿佛拥有生命。

亦或是生命仿佛落入水面的石子，在时空搭建的湖面上层层绘制着文明的波纹。

封面底图：Azxoduz_
封面设计：u3rt
PV制作：-Toiku-
文案：魏瞑忆MINNE
专辑策划：Pota/魏瞑忆MINNE
部分歌曲母带：Nigel X/Mestie
发行：PHONO MUSIC留声音乐

Mestie - LOOKIN

(3/3) off of my EP, "FLOATERS"

WATCH THE VIDEO HERE:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=25Ll6g-QeSc

check me out on twitter:
twitter.com/aquoferne

check me out on bandcamp:
https://aquoferne.bandcamp.com/

(lyrics)
smell the rain that's set aside
we've tried our best to run and hide
what's left is yours, not mine to break
i'm really trying my best to stay awake

if there's nothing there to love
then the light should wake us up

if there's life right up above
where's my name?

help me
i cant pick and choose
i'm so afraid to lose
everything and everyone

decide
every path i want
to go and walk around
while the sun keeps beaming down

i've wrote the year before, again
when you're gone, i've count to ten
how long should i still play pretend?
will we stay as friends?

or, is this the end?

i'm losing touch
not doing much
i've gone insane
just play it all again

left in this space
hold hands, say grace
to a future where we live
to a life we want to love

help me
i cant pick and choose
i'm so afraid to lose
everything and everyone

decide
every path i want
to go and walk around
while the sun keeps beaming down

Last year

·PHONO / 42「奔跑」

我再次漫步在云端，
可我这次忘记了带上我的翅膀。
甚至都不记得，
我们曾经可以肆意地做梦。
现在努力去理解，
那些不应该被禁止的韵律。
但这次，我只是用音乐而不是言语来歌唱。

编曲：Mestie
作曲：The Big Blind
作词：The Big Blind
演唱：The Big Blind
母带/混音：Mestie
Released by: PHONO MUSIC
2023 ALL RIGHTS
RESERVED

Lyrics:
Walking on the clouds again
And I forgot to bring my wings this time
Don’t even remember when
We could just dream without a crime
Struggling now to realice
They shouldn’t have to be forbidden rimes
But singing with no words this time
Hm hmmm
Taruraruraarero, taruraruraareroirero
taruraruraarero, don’t wanna slow down
Stepping out the rainbow bridge
It’s raining so the floor’s about to fall
Trina chase the thunder pitch
But nature got more notes than I can hold
Golden drops will be my chords
And I would play my song despite the cold
Hm hmmm
Taruraruraarero, taruraruraareroirero
taruraruraarero, don’t wanna slow down

Follow PHONO RECORDS:
Soundcloud:@phono-records
Twitter:twitter.com/phono_music
Instagram:www.instagram.com/phonomusic_ins/

Follow Mestie:
Soundcloud:@real-mestie
Twitter:https://twitter.com/Mestie7
Instagram:www.instagram.com/realmestie/

Follow The Big Blind:
Soundcloud:@the-big-blind
Twitter:https://twitter.com/thebigblindmus
Instagram:www.instagram.com/thebigblindmusic/

Don't Wanna Slowdown

Mestie, The Big Blind - Don't Wanna Slowdown

20🎉
link to the track on other platforms:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/paxenimzi/starlight

cover art by: @linkedwinters & myself 

lyrics:
You’re my starlight, my waypoint to home.
You brighten my darkness, when you keep me close.
Celestial radiance, the way that we glow.
You’re my starlight, see you wherever i go.
Comfort in the night sky, as supernovas untold.
You’re my starlight. [x5]


my website ► https://paxenimzi.com
instagram ► instagram.com/paxenimzi
spotify ► open.spotify.com/artist/0wxt3qV990HCyl6CSTh79Q
twitter/X ► twitter.com/paxenimzi

originally written & performed by myself for bitbird’s “create together vol. 4”

starlight ✧₊⁺

one life

in order of appearance:
@bofflefloffle_music
@itsflay
@officialcodly
@riemannriemann
@kaguraarden
@aquoferne

@viznode big fan

i joined with 5 minutes left lol

Exe Vizcore Cypher #Botánica #Yes

stare

i am more focused on youtube, but this is where i can mess around more

*demos / sketches are temporary uploads due to soundcloud's limit, so expect removals

Last year

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