RE: whatever you said,

i cant picture your face anymore

I Think They Thought I'd Been Away

pull the snakeskin
subtle oil
put your back out
for the soil

scare the witness
getting free
ran out of citrus
at the lemon tree

if heard, youll never be enough
if heard, youll never be enough

kiss the cabbage
kiss the king
kiss the rhinestone
on your wedding ring

bring the crowds out
hear the speech
stick your neck out
for nothing

if heard, youll never be enough
if heard, youll never be enough
if heard, youll never be enough
if heard, youll never be enough

who's the fool now
settle down
its just the atmosphere
youre bleeding out

if heard

a song i wrote for someone i feel very normal about

you can download this track for free. you can also donate to my transition fund if you wish www.gofundme.com/f/7rk4bd-aras-transition-fund

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lyrics
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honestly
if the moment came, i'd probably freeze
i'm endlessly
thinking of empty beds and too much sleep
i had a dream
the one where you kissed me while the world rotated
endlessly
thinking of you, and honestly, i could keep

going like this forever
i could keep going like this forever

atrophy
the decline of angels sink into
reality
when the moment ends, it's never really
emptying
never knew that you had always been
a part of me
not apart from me

i could keep going like this forever
i could keep going like this forever

Honestly

im sorry im not as good as the people i made up in my head - demo

22nd century thirst trap (demo)

a demo for A Mortal Sin, the title track of an EP about relationships through a quasi-religious lens

lyrics
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god in the final waking moments
did you see the faces of disappointment
i can't be a thing to any of them but me
i can't be a thing anymore

i'm not at peace
i've never been
transfiguration
a mortal sin

speak. it's clarity. a rotten segment.
a missing piece. that maybe she could fix me.
evergreen. a slow release. a drooling pustule.
entropy. enter me. pity me. pity me

i'm not at peace
i've never been
transfiguration
a mortal sin

a mortal sin (demo)

i love you
i-i- why dont you
i-i love you
why dont you
i-i-i love you
why dont y
i-i-i love you
why dont you love m
why dont you love me back
why dont you love me back

ill crawl into your skin
i love you
i want to be your blood
coursing
lets crack our ribs
ill be the snake
you are so perfect
why dont you love me back
why dont you love me back
why dont you love me back
why dont you love me back
back back back back back back back back
why dont you love me back

i want to merge with you
like a car into traffic
we can become a smouldering wreck
like a car into traffic

do you want to kill me?
just a little, dont you want to kill me?
isnt that an act of love?

Love Me Back (demo)

warm flesh, bloated ego
scan the room
i haven't seen you here

core, flush, abrasive peeler
kill the air
we creep in through the roof

you don't get to disappear now
hold it still
may we never lose control

coming out of my cage and i been thinking a lot
you wanna know who i am, i think i'm your god
we can open you up, we can wriggle inside
your cavities, so naturally
i'm the thing that you made me, i;m your chemical baby
i'm your resistance to change, i am your shame
lets see what's under your skin, sink in, give in
believe in me eternal

Soft Deborah (demo)

happy birthday marie

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dont fuck with me unless you wanna catch feelings
when im kissing you im kissing you and all your demons

fell in love cos it was funny
wanna send you all my money
lets get married online
future love for all time

drove my car to your old place
cried outside your front gates
just kidding i dont drive
never said i never lie

im obsessed with you i could be all your thirteen reasons
when i hear you breathe i split into a thousand pieces
dont fuck with me unless you wanna catch feelings
when im kissing you im kissing you and all your demons

im a black hole for your yearning and youve reached event horizon
inject my e, now youre gurning, suck so good they call me dyson

started flirting with the wreckage
now im waiting on her message
lets get married online
future love for all time

now i cry when you attack
if you flinch I'll fall back
you dont get to call me honey
till you catch me when im running

im obsessed with you i could be all your thirteen reasons
when i hear you breathe i split into a thousand pieces
dont fuck with me unless you wanna catch feelings
when im kissing you im kissing you and all your demons

im in love with every word youve ever said to me
got you running through my head it drains the life from me
i fucked with you and all i got was lousy feelings
if I cant get to you I'm kissing you in all our dreams

im obsessed with you i could be all your thirteen reasons
when i hear you breathe i split into a thousand pieces
dont fuck with me unless you wanna catch feelings
when im kissing you im kissing you and all your demons
im obsessed with you i could be all your thirteen reasons
when i hear you breathe i split into a thousand pieces
dont fuck with me unless you wanna catch feelings
when im kissing you im kissing you and all your demons

all your demons (marie birthday edition)

face mouth

less than three

im sorry im not as good as the people i made up in my head

pressurefeel

ONE OF THE GOOD ONES (feat. L@⸸F@YE)

creature in the fog

A chill cover of The Professor & La Fille Danse by Damien Rice. It's a beautiful track and I hope I did it justice

The Professor & La Fille Danse (Damien Rice cover) ~ Ara

Are You Happy?

"In their debut EP, Ara.K blends satirical wit with a tender sadness" - my mum

Are you happy? What sort of question is that? What does it mean, are you happy?
Is everything ok, are you happy?
Look at what you've done now, are you happy?
Can we really continue to live like this, are you happy? Hell no.
Have you ever been in love? Doubted yourself, wanted to ask "are you happy"?
Am I happy? I wasn't happy, but I think I'm getting there.
I hope that you are happy.

Thanks to Sam Winfield of Studio 91 for recording and production.

(No-One's Ever Loved Me Like) You

trans emo synth pop artist with them sad piano jams. free songs on my bandcamp 
https://arakmusic.bandcamp.com/releases

Ara.K

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