hurt but not sure what i want

lyrics: Laying in my bed and my thoughts keep drifting
Contemplating all my fucking thoughts
I aint gonna win but i keep on wishing
Wishing all this pain would fucking stop

Brain flies away doing its thing
Looking back to smile, now it taunt me
Heart locked away, I hear the beat ring
Wanna let it out cause its bleeding

Stuck in my head like that
Roses are dead
Birds are now bats
Blue is now red
I am now dead
Grabbin the bat
Hit til im red
Strike out my zone
I am now dead
Leave me alone
Feeling so cold
I am now dead
Did you hear that
I am now dead
I am now dead
I am now dead
I am now...

Laying in my bed and my thoughts keep drifting
Contemplating all my fucking thoughts
I aint gonna win but i keep on wishing
Wishing all this pain would fucking stop

Brain flies away doing its thing
Looking back to smile, now it taunt me
Heart locked away, I hear the beat ring
Wanna let it out cause its bleeding

Write until my eyes turn red
Write until my hand goes dead
Leave you on read so I write this instead
Listen up
I dont wanna deal with this pain
Tryna change me but I just stay the same
Yea I stay the fucking same
Like woah
Trapped in the snow
Oh im feelimg cold, heart broken and torn

Laying in my bed and my thoughts keep drifting
Contemplating all my fucking thoughts
I aint gonna win but i keep on wishing
Wishing all this pain would fucking stop

Brain flies away doing its thing
Looking back to smile, now it taunt me
Heart locked away, I hear the beat ring
Wanna let it out cause its bleeding

feeling so cold
heart broken and torn
feeling so cold
heart broken and torn

broken and torn.

broken and torn (prod. voidrave99)

Lyrics:





I cant see a thing
All I feel is darkness creeping up all over me
And it feels so good
This just feels so good
All I feel is darkness creeping up all over me

Yea it's

My time
Girl you hit my line
I don't wanna cry
So I hit decline

I don't think I'm right
I don't like my mind
I think I might die
I'm all out of time

It's my time
I don't know why
Why do I try
Try and feel right

I'm so stuck
Mind is fucked
Lifes too tough
Heart so done

I cant feel
I'm so weak
This is real
I can't speak

It's no use
Blown out fuse
Drown in booze
I just lose

It's my time
Reaper in my way got a gun on his side now I backtrack
Running but I kinda wanna run back
Running but I kinda wanna run back

Deeper in the trenches and I'm gassed out
I can't find a hideout
Guess it's my time to die now
Oh no I'm about to pass out

I cant see a thing
All I feel is darkness creeping up all over me
And it feels so good
This just feels so good
All I feel is darkness creeping up all over me

Yea it's

My time
Girl you hit my line
I don't wanna cry
So I hit decline

I don't think I'm right
I don't like my mind
I think I might die
I'm all out of time

It's my time
I don't know why
Why do I try
Try and feel right

I'm so stuck
Mind is fucked
Lifes too tough
Hearts so done

I cant feel
I'm so weak
This is real
I can't speak

It's no use
Blown out fuse
Drown in booze
I just lose

It's my time
Reaper in my way got a gun on his side now I backtrack
Running but I kinda wanna run back
Running but I kinda wanna run back

Deeper in the trenches and I'm gassed out
I can't find a hideout
Guess it's my time to die now
Oh no I'm about to pass out

I cant see a thing
All I feel is darkness creeping up all over me
And it feels so good
This just feels so good
All I feel is darkness creeping up all over me

aramis