Na I can't see us in the same way
We're both goin through different changes
Seems like you won't be there
No ooh ooh oh no

Got my shit all cross the pavement
Had you really meant it what you said then
You never loved me before ooh ohh

Piecing bodies my audits be getn dangerous 
Could be honest but they quit paying a homage

Leasing feelings like I ain't bought the whole bench
Stealing the peace simply because they stressed
Ain't the type to battle you 
Baby just wanting more press
Slippin saddles underdressed
Girl who tryna impress 

Bee keeping the colonies gettin distressed 
You bother the boss and baby be catching hornets
I'll pop a bottle for us
Since lately you out the context
Won't miss a model for much trading straight up contest 

Pieces bodies my suits be coming French pressed
Could pay homage but honest to god near death

Feeling closer to long nights and cold sweats
Forgetting the better part of its all meant
Become who you really are just to augment
Finding selves tracing scars with no promise
Nobody sparks empty hearts with a wrong sense
I could cry for the part, create my own rift
Searching fires to start cause my owns shit
Learned to play the part since my dome split
I've been needing a light for the darkness...

can't see us in the same way
We're both goin through different changes
Seems like you won't be there
No ooh ooh oh no

Got my shit all cross the pavement
Had you really meant it what you said then
You never loved me before ooh ohh

Piecing bodies my audits be getn dangerous 
Could be honest but they quit paying a homage

(quit paying a homage)
(These bodies be dangerous)

Won’t bzzz

Astounded


Right place wrong time
Wrong place right time

(can't take it back)

Right place wrong time
Wrong place right time

(Can't take it back)

Why play like you won't remember things and all that you said

You still can't sleep? Hell I bet you can't 

How I'm cutting loose may leave you on red advis 

Saying it's too deep and yet you pushing in 

(High… low highs)
pretend like pressures been nothing other than a dominance

Tried, no, Tried and true cup half full

Lied to me when mine was gold, girl

I pain to underpin

Even stand the ways you pinned
the beginnings alter baby, I've hardly stood by

Cause I've always watched us so astounded

Even standards wagered thin the
beginnings alter

Baby, I've hardly stood by


Cause I've always watched us so astounded...


Can we appeal for a lesson

Less it be you is how I've aimed to dress it

Reconcile bruises you left in remembrance

Another benzo to suppress your intentions 

Accept that darkeness don't mean codependence 

Where it takes you, there is no forgiveness

Taking all bets, juxtaposed to possessive

All to surreal, no matter of pretentious 

Only thing saved was, that cookie you biting 

Lips between issues we spit in defiling

Hallow the grounds we fought and divided 

A picture we pained in and framed sick of silence

Waiving those demons you laden through vibrance

Is caging last resorts in strangers affording you timeless...

I stretched my honesties breadth off the finest 

Your depth had defied this and kept 
redefining

Not only the lines with, which you stepped on and chimed in

That city you know had repeatedly fine print

I pain to underpin

Even standards wagered thin 

Even stand the ways you pinned

the beginnings alter baby, I've hardly stood by

Cause I've always watched us so astounded

Even standards wagered thin the beginnings alter

Baby, I've hardly stood by


Cause I've always watched us so astounded...

Astounded

Maybe
May,

Maybe I just wasn’t one up
Shawty you out of control, and I’m undone
Pay me respects for what I once was
Cause claiming you know got me fucked up
Games that you sold had us cuff love
Baby down and she broke trust
Just to get a man who would lay tough 

Know what I’m made of 
I gave us attention for you to give less fucks
Now it’s all dust 
blown from that window you framed us
Looking often but your blame rough
Like that skin so toxic to touch
Softness I too willing crush
You kept me at lips reach
Even when those whispers would hurt us
Words you couldn’t give up, baby…

Maybe I wasn’t one with her…

Once Was Interlude

Conversations open exit
Say it’s just all in my head but
Solid I know you’ll never sleep

Complicated over ending
Simple was our understanding
Sold me off like you ever cared, right?

Problems solving independent 
Hope we’d pick up where we left it
Aperol to roll up your sleeves, babe

Impasse at an honest request
Knowing that we gave it our best
Coping will never be easy (hey)

You took my breath
And from what’s left
We thought we held the key

Made up our minds
That time decides
Reasoning how we’ll never leave (us)


Emboldened the topics present
Deeper did our solace enter
Sunken were our hands in the sea, yeah

Looking back was hard to find then
While I’m in toe right behind it
Screaming out my name for safety, babe

Pausing in my soft defiance
Just for you to slowly bite in
Wouldn’t you willing come for me

Choking back the tears I hate it
Looked away like you were faceless
Savoring the days we had believed

Switching up in rougher waters
Worth your time but never bothered 
Empty in the words that youve preached

Boundaries where impact matters
Voicing often sickened patterns
Crossing lines we feigned never seen, babe

Saving every little worry
Safely just to spend it sorely
Sorries aren’t all you’ll ever keep

Making habits rarely broken
Ever lasting wounds we opened
Exits are all we’ll ever need, right?


You took my breath
And from what’s left 
We thought we held the key

And in due time
Made up our minds
Reasons we’d always leave

The voice you found
Would turn us down
Can’t dare to speak to these

We could have guessed
Transparent jests
Wouldn’t lead us to agree

You took my breath
And from what’s
A piece we couldn’t perceive

Made up our minds
Should time decide
Our hearts never at peace, babe

Keys.wav

This Windy City had no dreams
Problems that felt heart stopping
The criticisms weigh in means
Calm when the circles solid

Saying you’re not right for me 
Righteous in all your solvents
Framing caution tape and tease
Wasn’t I the only cause with
Which you broke this down with ease

Pushing limits
These bound Aries 
No she, isn’t
done with me 
Sick and safely, lock and key
Her souls select
My boundaries…


Paper thin the shells laid waste
Bite your peppered tongue
I believed you when the upper case
Was lower than you’ve gone
Id take back time in trading space
When all is said and done
So dont mistake this heart to chase
Mine won’t be around for long…

The chill of seeing you endeavored
Soft but slowly minds were weathered
Often holding lost forevers
Owning up to cost in measures
Drops in treasured
Our buckets tethered
Overflowing 
without knowing
whether cause and caustic 
Lips so clever
I almost missed…

Pushed these limits
Bound Aries 
No you 
aren’t, done with me
Shift and shapely, stuck and freeze
Our souls connect
The boundaries…

Pushing limits
These bound Aries
No she,isn’t, done with me
Sick and safely, lock and key
Her soul selects
My boundaries

Bound Aries

Nasty Calls.wav

Blurring all the lines...

Sunken among the signs
I missed me an immaculate Valentina 

A woman to call my self home

He following head to toe, yeah

Sought herself in and alone now she moving along 

Sins unatoned but her mind mine alone

Caught me right on the ridge 


Tempting you out on limb, perched and piercing fondly our lips

Riding from the cloudline

Leaned into the crumble, fall oh wings shaping humble 

Aforementioned were my sighs

Inner city where we're woven miles high 

And any violent noise I happen to renounce my crimes

Blurring all the lines 

Burrowing in mine...

Now we're sifting through the film 
As he looks in through her eyes

Blurring all the lines

Burrowing in mine...


Happiness among the huntress 

Hoping much but wanting nothing 

She was wrapped between presumptions

How he knelt before her sundressed

And now we’re drenched and anti depressed 

Now she's hotter than he bothered 

Getn mouthy with her body 

Sorry baby doctors orders


Any violent noise I have to renounce my crimes

Blurring all these lines

Burrowing in mine...

Now we're sifting through the film
As he looks int through her eyes

Blurring all the lines...
  Burrowing in mine...

Burrow

I am sorry, you had to see such a monstrous side to me
In paving ways, unprotected and scathed to scare you away 
From such horrors you have, yet so long ago forgave
Where love and anger bleed forever, I can never say I endeavored 
To keep you safe, from me, or the systems that have caved
This overwhelming sense of self, to run and hide when cautions dealt
In perseverance, preservations saved
A life we had hoped, would have come to stay
Too soon a dream, we complicate
Or so far gone I don’t wish to think 
Our chemicals bonded, so easily sank
This intensity, the memory I fondly thank
In time and length, a space I ungratefully forsake...
In those eyes a mistake, yet still in our hearts gaze
To whom April finds a snake
Ophelia’s wolf would have gave
Anything to be baby girls dream
So all you ladies
Could sleep soundly...
I am sorry, you had to see
The monstrous side of me
The darkness I can’t keep
To hold your beauty
So far beneath
And love you deeply
As you need...

Monster

Senseless

Pure.wav

Post It

Lyrics:

So nobody need a change?
Reconcile lead into chance, no
Where your mottos meaningless..
Any thought to leave again, I bet…

You said you wouldn’t need a friend
Turn and hurt the ones you thought you left
You in between emotions breed
Holding on until there’s none except, us…


The patience, when strength…
No longer heals you the way you meant

In danger, distressed…
Through which your choices never what you’ve kept


Biding time to play pretend
Bending rules to pay for friends
Losing all your confidence 
Only just to mends
Running down the clock you spend 
Any minute making trends
All to feel alive for when… yeah…


You said you wouldn’t mean offense
Turn and hurt the ones you thought who

In between emotions bled
Holding tighter til there’s no more depth

Hoping we could understand
Don’t worry bout let’s keep it friends

Proving all this worth to feel you care
Rather moving onto fools you spare, 
and how…

Every minute counting thin
Just to crumble when you can’t

So that nobody need a chain
Reconcile feeding into chance
When your mottos meaningless…


And where you, haven’t encountered them

Just to crumble when you can’t…


So nobody need a change?
Reconcile lead into chance, no
Where your mottos meaningless..
Any thought to leave again, I bet…

You said you wouldn’t mean offense
Turn and hurt the ones you thought you left
You in between emotions breedin
Holding on until there’s none except, us


The patience, when strength
No longer heals you the way you meant

In danger, distressed
Through which your choices never what you’ve kept


Biding time to play pretend
Bending rules to pay for friends
Losing all your confidence 
Only just to mends
Running down the clock you spend 
Any minute making trends
All to feel alive for when… 


You said you wouldn’t need a friend
Turn and hurt the ones you thought who left
In between emotions bled
Holding tighter til theres no more depth

Hoping we could understand
Don’t worry bout let’s keep it friends

Proving all this worth to feel you care
Rather moving onto fools you spare, 
and how…

Every minute counting thin…

You said you wouldn’t mean offense
Turn and hurt the ones you thought had left
You in between emotions bled
Holding tighter til theres no more depth




You said you wouldn’t need a friend

Crumble (ft. Helena Judge)

Lyrics:

I didnt hook the honor in his eye
I dont make it straights lifetime...

Better than it being on your mind
I know you come to think it time to time

Keep it like you lie

Cordovas as you see it Baby 
it just gets you quiet 

I would never hold you down
You know I’m on the line

No, yeah, no you don’t need to cry

Harboring the hatred that you steeping in the blind
All you even doing is just smothering your light
You know I gotta love you girl, I’ll treat you how you like (you like)
That’s a promise I won’t mind

In the shadows of our past, we were blind
But now we see, its our time to shine
No more hiding, no more games, we've done our all
of loving strong, admitting hauls

You were on percs, you beheadin' all face in the dirt
Dont send me home just by goofin off
No more regrets, no more fire

Your in loving endless nights
Baby I'm here and I'm staying by your side
Together we'll rise, brighter than the stars are

It's a new dawn (new dawn)
Let's paint the sky with dreams we hold tight...
Let those see why we can write
We'll turn our scars into the story line
Every hurt, every tear, makes our love shine

Even through the storm and the rain
But no... no more pain
(Maybe we're stronger than the nights alone)
In this love, we'll finally grow...

No more regrets, no more fights
Only love and endless nights
Babe I'm here and I'm saying my side...
....
...
..

Sides Remix (Sped Up)

This is a remix to my original song Night Call

NightCall (Helena Remix)

Shallow ft. Helena Judge (slowed + reverb)

GnG.wav

Passport (Helena Remix)

Inspired by a lost connection with a love by dID

Critical Hours.mp3

Feeling so vulnerable in a new relationship with multiple selves has me all written up

Haven

Guarded and so dearly departed would never let her rip and yet so gladly did she bend

Bend

It’s never too late to reclaim yourself from wherever you last lane

Turn Back.wav

Remix to my original song Statelines with Helena

StateLines (Helena Remix)

Talking shit when you could have saved us, everyone out here lookin for they day ones…

Say Some

Nothing to lose when you’ve lost yourself in the end and they’ve left you with nothing

Abscond

Had me believe in you wouldn’t be leaving, get fucked then

fuckyou.mp3

Bad and steady won’t let you tread me babe it’s 6 you ripped and ready dripping wet know what you’re getting

Tread (ft Helena Judge)

Conflicts haven’t been saving, not any closer relations

When accountability lacks

Conflicts.wav

Outside the lines when the blaze is losing control you must forge

Forge

Sleepless your emoticon
Rather swept through dalliance

Scavengers.wav

We’re not reconnecting 
You can’t abide it…

Delicate

Mishandled everything 
Our love is failing…
Always never brings

Fever Dreams

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