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Looking up right at the moon 
Asking it what should I do
Ive got a lot I wanna prove 
Where do I start? I have no clue

If I fail ill meet my doom 
So ill keep growing till I bloom
Sleeping on me they wont soon 
Get in my way ill make you move 

I stay alive to try to save lives 
I hope I die tonight I cant waste no time 
This world is filled with depression aggression 
From problems everyone is suppressing

Lessons in school cant teach these deceptions
Cause they're within you but they need attention
If not they can use it on you as a weapon
Your life they can end it in just a few seconds 

Either you'll die or you'll finally step in 
What is it goodbye or will you go and wreck shit? 
Will I rise or will I fall? 
Either way I gave my all 

What is right n what is wrong? 
My back is up against the wall 
Fuck your texts n fuck your calls 
You never cared all along 

Im holding the world in my palms 
No time to waste cant fucking stall 
Looking up right at the moon 
Asking it what should I do 

Got a lot I want to prove 
Where do I start? I have no clue 
If I fail ill meet my doom 
So ill keep growing till I bloom 

Sleeping on me they wont soon 
Get in my way ill make you move 
Will I pass or will I fail? 
This life is so ephemeral

Where im going I cant tell
I dont fit in this heaven or hell
A demon with traits of angels 
Still derailed but ill prevail 
Though sometimes I feel so frail 
Theres still so much I will unveil

Selenophile

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Bitch get the fuck out my face 
If you dont watch your blood drip down my blade
Do you feel the pain radiate from my hate?
I was born in the darkness do you feel the rage?

In a cage with my thoughts I can never be saved 
Emotions are lost everything has turned grey 
Im a dangerous demon bitch watch what you say 
Im insane love the screaming im digging your grave 

Broken hearted from loving im constantly hating 
Apart I feel nothing im dead you cant wake me
So KILL ME im alone and im fading 
Im so fucking numb wait for death im impatient

Im sadly mistaken im broken from aching 
I smile at pain see the damage ive taken 
Blood in my tears from the time that was wasted 
I breathe just to suffer I'm what they created

Can you even handle me and my insanity?
Sorry about that but well I didn't plan to be
Constantly battling me I keep shattering
Dont feel alive cause death just keeps on happening

Love is a state of mind not a reality
Hates broken trust from all love ending nastily
Shame comes from lust all these drugs aint that bad to me 
Filled with disgust so I guess that I had to leave

Say im a ghost but little bitch im a phantom
Say no to a hoe now she throwing a tantrum
Im just trying to grow to what you cant imagine
I gotta abandon each random distraction

Mind and my soul have been tortured and blackened
Ive been through some horror nobody can fathom 
Killed over and over emotions im lacking 
Die slower and slower no signal just static 

Demonic rage bitch im unleashing hell
Im chaotic in flames but nobody can tell
Im psychotic enslaved let me out of this cell
Im exotic in pain but they're thinking why help

I feel toxic from toxins I breathe and inhale
I dont got any options so I will not fail
If you see me not talking I just wanna yell
Buried deep in these problems save me from myself 

All these fake friends dont make sense 
I guess thats the snake bit 
Y'all lame and you're nameless 
I just want to break em 

Y'all make my head ache 
Better watch what you're saying
Ill wait till the day that you make a mistake 
And ill take em and chain em and finally shake em 

Awaken with pain see how far it can take em 
Have your ass fainting from blood that im draining
So if you fuck with me just know I aint playing
Bitch get the fuck out my face

If you dont watch your blood drip down my blade 
Do you feel the pain radiate from my hate?
I was born in the darkness do you feel the rage?
In a cage with my thoughts I can never be saved 

Emotions are lost everything has turned grey 
Im a dangerous demon bitch watch what you say 
Im insane love the screaming
Im digging your grave

D.R.U.H. The Sequel (prod. Cadence)

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Im just starting to feel all my feelings
Fuck I wish I didnt feel things
I say im numb but the pain is what'll kill me
Im lost in the snow so I still freeze 

Wonder what could possibly heal me 
Death the only way I think id feel free 
Suicide is what ill be fulfilling
I got demons but I cant reveal these

Yeah im breathing but it feels like im choking
I got feelings but these words go unspoken
Now im bleeding but its my way of coping
Im a demon and everyone knows it 

I got dreams and I hope I dont blow this
But ill stay unloved cause im too broken 
When I say kill me know I aint joking 
I sit in this pain let it soak in 

Do you know what its like feeling hopeless?
Thinking kills me and I cannot focus 
Drink to feel free but I cant keep going
Theres no point so give me the rope end 

Im a sad piece of shit I cant show it 
Lost in my mind and its a cold pit
Why do they take my heart and just throw it
Then they wonder how somebody broke it 

Im broken down ive fallen in dark 
We once were one now we're torn apart
Right from the start I gave you my all 
You took my heart and left me alone 

Look in the mirror it aint getting clearer 
I got this constant thought and a big fear of 
Losing myself and becoming so stiller
The demons creep up and I feel them come nearer 

Love is a bitch but im just trying to feel her
It hurts when im lied to so I keep it realer
Not good enough and that shits a killer 
The feelings build up I collapse and I shiver

How do I explain whats wrong when its right 
I dont know what to say too far gone in the night 
I really hate love but its why I fight 
Im losing my mind slowly losing my sight

It doesnt seem like it but I really try 
I do what I can do for you with my might 
I feel like shit but then im alright 
I feel no pain but then it just bites 

Im broken down ive fallen in dark
We once were one now we're torn apart 
Right from the start I gave you my all 
You took my heart and left me alone 

Broken (prod. Fraxille)


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I dont give a fuck run it up 
I been gone like what the fuck 
Got 8 bodies in the trunk bout to take them to the dump
Love the sight of my own blood thats why I got so many cuts

Wondering who can I trust
Fuck love wheres lust
No one to relate to me im fucking hating me
Crazy has taken me 

Pains always changing me 
Brains always breaking me 
On a cliff dangling waiting so patiently
Death it was made for me

Gods are all make believe
Cut em and  make em bleed 
Gut em its time to feed 
Why cant you fucking see darkness created me

Satans afraid of me 
Im fading so painfully nobody is saving me
Now im high and I really wanna vibe 
See the sky in the night 

I'm in love with the moonlight
Wonder why the truths disguised
I can see right through your eyes 
If you've seen whats in my mind you'd know why i'd wanna die

Im numbing my brain im so sick of emotions 
Im drowning my liver with liquor I pour in 
I'm so fucking lost I dont know where im going 
Outside I look calm but inside it is storming 

Im sick of the same thing everyday 
Just tryna make it out of this place
Hoping im seen through the music I make
Guess I never thought itd be this way

Idgaf (prod. Angelvs)


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Broken where am I going?
When im feeling pain I have no way to show it
I know that im fucked up 
I hold in emotions

I know when my times up they'll fucking ignore it
Looking for signs
Universe can you show them?
You're all I got 

Help me out I feel hopeless
This aint all I got 
You should muh fuckin know this
I cant fucking flop or my life will be over quick 

Every door will I open it? 
Lost what was I showing them? 
Fuck im on the road again 
If I die there is no going back

I want to help the mentally ill
Mentally hurt dont know how to feel
Dont know what is real my love has been sealed 
Yes im alive but I have been killed 

How can I handle this? 
Built up emotions dont know how to channel them 
Except through pain that no one is fathoming
Trying for life but we keep on battling

I cant trust no one
They all betray me 
Written in blood 
No one can save me

I dont wanna go on anymore 
Love ripped my heart out to stomp on the floor 
Hope abandoned me I needed more 
All that im left with is pain that ive stored 

Hate wants to kill me whenever its bored 
Maybe the real me still hasnt been born
Nobody feels how my feelings transform 
I know if they did they might care when I go

Insanity is breaking me my heart is cold 
As long as its not them take me im yours 
Ill gladly absorb what you cant endure
You're not alone let me assure 

I know how it feels always wanting to fold 
Constantly caving in trying to be bold 
Losing touch of the person that nobody knows
I hope I can help you with what I have shown 
 
All of the stories behind all my scars 
All of the hurt I keep deep in my heart 
Wanting to end it but where do I start 
What if I can be the light in the dark? 

If I can prevent them from ending it all 
Maybe my death can further be stalled 
The world's in my hands 
Music's my call 
25 if I fail then thats when I fall

Tears of Fucking Hate (prod. Zach Sutton)

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Im full of sins I wont repent
Im stuck in this dark abyss
How ive been? Im not content 
With myself im in a pit

Once my dreams I manifest 
Death will be my final wish 
You dont care you're full of shit
What is right when im left?

Im falling down 
I hit the ground
No one's around 
My thoughts so loud

I cant take this
Im losing my patience
How long will I be waiting?
My soul you can take it 

Heartbreak made me cold 
My pain they'll never know
My brains like a black hole 
Where I wont let no one go 

For so long ive been alone 
Now I dont pick up the phone 
With my demons on a throne 
Music will be my last note 

Im a mess I cant think 
Bloody tears fall down my cheeks 
Down the drain in the sink 
Im okay just let it be

Theres nothing to see in me
My whole life ive been the freak 
Since they love to watch me bleed 
I will leave silently 

Is anyone listening? 
Do you feel my energy? 
Or have I lost my sanity? 
I hope that they remember me

Heartsick (prod. daweed)

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Ive been slowly fading away
In and out of their realities
Ask me how im doing I avoid it with a question
Then say that im okay but really fucking stressing

I feel like I ruin everything what am I left with?
Do you hear my sounds in the static? 
Leave a message
I cant fucking open up my flows where im venting 

Feeling like im fucking stuck on this road guessing
Randomly my lightning struck sorry for the messes 
I dont wanna fill my lungs
Leave me fucking breathless

Pessimistic always fucking focused on the negatives 
Trying to be positive but wanna be dead again
Universe help me my dreams im tryna manifest
Nobody knows me am I that bad at this?

I hate life thats why im always mad as shit 
Trying to stay alive dont ask whats happening
I wanna die im done with this acting shit
Wheres my knife? 

Im so fucking sad again
Reaper take me to the grave 
If they dont care about what I say 
Fuck existing they wont miss me 

Let my wrists bleed dont feel pity 
You cant feel me my souls missing
I feel empty no one gets me 
A demon in disguise my hearts cold as ice 

Why do they hate me im not the bad guy 
Try to be nice im just the shy type 
In the end they all run from me and hide
I speak truth so why do they lie? 

Looking to the moon bloody tears in my eyes
I cant know you ill hurt you overtime
What do I do? 
Im losing my mind 

Full of hate I might break
I cant take this end my pain
Im insane ill push away 
Everyone ive loved and cave 

Sorrow

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