4am  - I H8 Life (prod 4am)

noideaparttwo (nightmare) [waifu]

the bastard

lyrics:
i dont wanna wake up now its way too hard to get up
why dont you just say sum now, i waited so long to hear it
but you don't got a clue what you've done so its all good to move on
it could be a day since then, i'd still say that its too long
living out your liveliest dreams dont let your heart go to waste
so many damn things in my mind so hard to put it in a place
stuck inside the same damn dream i see the same damn face
and i got real life dreams i let them all go to waste
tell it all but i still feel like they're onto me
every single walk i avoid myself like honestly
go and take it off i could never live without my peace
try and get it done i just get it done by all my means
try to catch myself but you know that i always fall
i do every single thing around the place and i still lost
help is what i need cant even stand on my own two feet
i been off of things cant even hear that they're calling me

i cant even look up now my heads too hard to keep up
i spent all my good allowance on nothing that i needed 
so when i see myself again, ive got my life to keep up
try to go hiding now but all the people see us
can i even see the stars or all they all burnt up
can you even see my farce or is it all worthless
you know that i did everything and it was all for us
i cant even see myself upon the gaze of my trust
hollywood dreaming fuck my friends and family
how you live your life thinking that you owe somebody things
bleedin in these walls you dont wanna see nobody's peace
stuck inside my mind every single bad thought is a breeze
kill me off tell me that im horrible to please
you can grip my heart every time you do you always squeeze
you dont care at all you just do these things and then repeat
everything is cold every single thing will make me freeze

bleed (irby)

Everything's Special

self prod

woke up so delirious
go outside the crib for just a moment are you serious
i could give a fuck bout your opinion don't want hear that shit keep fucking up my life when i'm awake for the experience
can't take another second of you thinking you're superior 
do you hear yourself why you obsessed with the material
i don't trust your motives what the fuck is the ulterior
i wish i had a minute i can't meet all your criteria
promise that there's hope i don't remember all the theory of it

something's wrong i feel it do you really love me
won't discuss it honestly what makes you think you're so above it
hydrocodone popping feeding demons fucking up the budget
every time we speak i see it clear you can't hide the judgement
i don't care at all not scared of falling anymore 
just took a bump and i don't think i'm in my body anymore 
what were you thinking when you took the pills your body on the floor
too many broken seals and broken promises

if i love it you admonish it
took my heart out of my chest and swallowed it
thankful for the blessings don't know who i'm following
i'm falling in

woke up so delirious
go outside the crib for just a moment are you serious
i could give a fuck bout your opinion don't want hear that shit keep fucking up my life when i'm awake for the experience
can't take another second of you thinking you're superior 
do you hear yourself why you obsessed with the material
i don't trust your motives what the fuck is the ulterior
i wish i had a minute i can't meet all your criteria
promise that there's hope i don't remember all the theory of it

fear of falling

https://soundcloud.com/proddb808

i've been up with huey doing nitrous in a bnb
i've been on my phone but i leave that shit on dnd
fall n luv with these meds i feel like im pnb
hope i don't get tested cuz i walk round w/ dirty pee :/

i feel nauseous in the morning cuz of hi-tech
i like mixing meds but im not ready to die yet 
i've been off the substances for thoughts i cannot digest 
you live rent free haven't got out of my mind yet

i've been smoking on some glass
i've been down but im still pulling prada tags
im tryna b real cuz some these ppl they just act
posting your song in my comments like "who asked?"

glowed up got new swag you can't even really cop that
i heard your mix tape "bro why did you even fucking drop that?"
i've been on the couch that's where i've really been stopped at
my x hitting my line i jus rlly had to block that

i've been up with huey doing nitrous in a bnb
i've been on my phone but i leave that shit on dnd
fall n luv with these meds i feel like im pnb
hope i don't get tested cuz i walk round w/ dirty pee :/

i feel nauseous in the morning cuz of hi-tech
i like mixing meds but im not ready to die yet 
i've been off the substances for thoughts i cannot digest 
you live rent free haven't got out of my _______

dnd (DB808)

##18

tyvm + s/o evryone who ive met so far on this journey

its always hard to look back onto whats now gone

simple things (prod. legos)

Ea
Ea
Eawoah
a-a-a-a-a-a
(ö-m-e-r)
Gördüklerim bana yeter inan,dahasını öğrenmeme gerek yok (gerek yok)
Paralarım uzar her gün bina gibi,başkasına ihtiyacım yok 
Ama biliyorsun bu bok kolay değil (değil)
İçtiğim şeyi ediyorsun her seferde zehir (zehir)
Konuşuyorsun ama sikimde değil 
Çok giden oldu ama hepsi geri gelir
Üstümdeki yeni
Bu kızlar tehlikeli
Çanta para dolu
Atanın çıkmaz eli

Acelem var,çekmiyorum ayağımı gazdan
Kabullen,tekrar başlamıcaz baştan (yea)
Bu kaltak çıkartamaz beni yoldan
Çok güzel bi kafam var,lazım evimi bulmam
Bilmem kaçta kalkçam,hoe ben alarm kurmam
Vampir gibiyim,sadece geceleri oluyom online
Paraya köpek gibi açım,aga asla doymam
Müziğime yorarım,kızım sana hiç kafa yormam 
Bütün şehir hafızamda asla yolları sormam
Toptur benim gözümde dönenler yoldan
Çok şey değişir miydi eğer sen olsan?
Bende daha iyisi var,isteme hiç ondan
Umursamadım,dinledim seni kıçımdan
Duman çekti ve de ayrılmıyor yanımdan
(Duman çekti ve de ayrılmıyor yanımdan)
(Her sözün yalan,söyle sana nasıl inancam?)
(Ulaştım insanlara,kendime ulaşamam)

yolları sormam

all for sale.
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JUNE 2K20 2 (+Lov3ly, Soma, Mariette, Miko, Blackheart, Chosen +)

god i love kono

ima hit her up saying i dont wanna talk right now
i been kinda busy and my heads in the clouds
honestly i dont think that im coming down
see ya later yeah ill see you around

yeah im fucked up
my whole life ive sucked it up
maybe it aint worth it i was dead on the jump
now she on my phone and shes saying whats up

yeah i think that im losing again
now she tellin me she wanna be friends
you think that its alright its just pretend
maybe it could work out it really depends

i think im over it
i was until october hit
but
its all a supernova
in my head its goin up

i think that im fine now i dont really know i been tryna find out
if its cool i been trying my best not to fuck up
but its over
yeah its over

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