#IWantToDie

clone3 - #IWantToDie

everything by me

ima come back better than before
i try my best to restore
you wanted less but i wanted more
i sided with the bitch who hurt my core
fuck it i don't want her anymore
got me feeling things i cant describe 
in my head; i keep inside
now i just want you to die
got me feeling like im insane
plant evil thoughts inside my brain
you dragged me through the rain
i'll put the pain inside your head
i don't want your love anymore
throw out my heart onto the floor
dagger blade cutting out my sores
i don't love you anymore

i bleed blue but my blood red i'll stay that way 
faith fades along with the passing days
they try to stop me they always hate
i walk the path inside a broken brain

far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
i need your trust
i need your trust
i need your trust
i need your trust

stream

restore

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Vocals:
@rans0m
@altvevo

Additional vocal contribution:
www.instagram.com/thisissully_/ as Manager

Produced/Mixed/Composed by Simon M*****

From the album "Portfolio", soundcloud.com/poisonedcheeto/sets/portfolio

onlock [with rans0m, alt!]

produced by sai
some guitar done by me
cover art edited by ilxrrr (the goat)

//Lyrics
stars just aligned, bae
why you wont call in the night, I
couldnt fall in your light
but you're leaving no one by my side
see you crystal clear
throw away your fears
just make another story up
then give me some euphoria
your just too worried
i just cant focus (give me something in the night)
with your worries
my only hope is (i can get something right)
oh my god
oh my god
im so sorry
dont get me-

these stone walls just wont break down
only artist in my town, oh please
move on, move on, bae
move on, move on or i'll
walk off, anyways
wont fall, for anything, I
move hearts with a pen and page
i've thought through every maze
baby when you're around me it hurts
but when you're not its much worse
coast to coast love just wont work
now thinking bout what I
learned about honesty, you
said your done calling me but
we'll just see how we end up
only in intervals

oh, my, god
you just cant wake this up
you just cant wait for sum
you just done waiting in line
feel it around me i lost when you thought to doubt me it hurts
if you allow me ill erase everything about me from your head girl
wait not that part
what we said girl
wow we went that far
maybe my visions off but im not ready to let go
you gave us up, like wait one second we were so close
stars just aligned, bae
why you wont call in the night, I
couldnt fall in your light
but you're leaving no one by my side
see you crystal clear
throw away your fears
just make another story up
then give me some euphoria
your just too worried
i just cant focus (give me something in the night)
with your worries
my only hope is (i can get something right)
oh my god
oh my god
im so sorry
dont get me-

you're in a hurry
i just dont know yet (i just need a little time)
you allure me
i wonder whats next

crystal clear [p. sai]

end of an era... stay tuned

produced by sai
cover art edited by ilxrrr

//lyrics

What you thinking
What you think bout me what you thinking aw
What you think bout me what you think
What you think
Only you would try to ruin my life
So obsessed its like you’re still mine
Im so stressed what you did to my mind wasnt right
You come into my life just to terrorize
When i go gold spreading lies
You think you’re so fucking noble
I dont buy it
Begged you for forgiveness like half the time
Then you turn around and spin it
No i dont think i like you
Or anyone thats around
All your groupchat validation putting me down
I just assume that you wanna see me dead in the ground
Or somewhere i wont be found
Well too bad cus soon youll see me everywhere
The regrets thatll follow you everywhere
Dont pretend this wont follow you everywhere
I hope it follows you everywhere, everywhere
I hope this follows you everywhere

What you thinking
What you think bout me what you thinking aw
What you think bout me what you think
Whatchu think
Treated you the best i could but you cant admit now cause how bad youd look
Give me back the rest you took when you’re laying at night think about what you should’ve done
What it was, was something manifested from the one you loved
Just act like yall cant trust me like it wasnt sum
Just Deep inside your mind that you bottled up
Please wake up
Always some shit you made up
Started to feel like fake love
If you got an issue with me say sum
Say something, just say
What you think

whatchu think [p. sai]

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helper - original w/ chanelfather

why do i wanna hurt you so bad?

prod. me
join the #dynasty discord..... https://discord.gg/SWRQXqVpUU
(do it....)

i know i shouldn't
ran out of purpose
n im certain that u have what i want
my life is turnin
ripped like a surgeon
im always wishin i could go back in time
ur like a phantom in the night
takin all my life
fallin down the pipe
with nobody to help
guess ill take it as a sign
get u out my sight
ill try to focus
cuz ur not important
i got lots of problems
that i cannot solve
they wanna talk to me but
i can't be involved

im not lookin for u girl
i swear i never called ;-;
did i ever know u?
no i swear i can't recall
i just wanna watch it all burn

#burnnn (☍﹏⁰)｡

produced mixed & mastered by: @antag01
lyrics & vocals: @antag01
s/o to all my friends who helped with this love you all <3
more to come soon (planning to take music a lot more srs)

lyrics://
no i cant get down not again
was it worth it losing it in the end
was it real or was it all pretend
whats the purpose if they is nothing left
no i cant get down not again
it was perfect then you just went and left
and thats the thing i cant get out me head
whats the purpose if its just gonna end?

eyes wide open and i, cant keep going will i
just keep hoping? that im more devoted than before.
i was just a kid 17 thats what it is
dealing with some shit thinking i wouldnt live
dealing with some doubt, they all tried to hold me down
just look at the way im living, look how i just came around.

no i cant get down not again
was it worth it losing it in the end
was it real or was it all pretend
whats the purpose if they is nothing left

was it worth it?

leavin me soon

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