dont know if ill ever see you again
but if i do i hope we'll be friends
its not that hard to be upset
cuz i walked away from the friendship we had
is losing u usually this hard?
i cant get this pain out of my heart
cuz all that i want is to confess
but i run out of breath
before i start
and usually im crying
not smiling
or laughing
but u used to be right there
with your arms crossed
i was happy 
and its been like a year since i last tried
to whisper any word more than a hi
or bye, sometimes i lie awake at night
and cry and contemplate our time
i dont know how to say goodbye
i ignored you when i should have tried
the first time to the last one
i just wish i could have said
every word inside my head
every thought that sprouted up
and i knew that this shit was tough
should have seen that u meant that stuff
but regret wont be enough
im so sorry for messing up
i spent 4 whole years just growing up
i still dont know if that was love

the clouds are

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i feel like i could sprout a pair of wings 
and fly its so embarrassing 
i cry and laugh at everything
but im too scared to speak

so ill stay quiet wait for you to say
the things that ive been too afraid
to let out of my stupid brain
but u see right thru me

i missed you more words express
it punched a hole into my chest
i still remember when u left
i cried all night till i could sleep

so just imagine my surprise
when we took back all our goodbyes
i pinch my skin and rub my eyes
i cant believe its not dream

scaredy cat

i can never close my eyes cause when i do u see your face
keep repeating what i say
til it gets out of my brain

and im terrified of losing u im worried every day
im so easily replaced
theres no need for u stay

nothing special bout the words i speak they all come from the heart
ur the reason why i think them
thats the only special part

and if anybody else had seen the way i broke apart
they would think that i was stupid
but pretendings getting hard

i made 100 songs
it wont fix my regret
all the times i fucked it up
blamed it on my fucking head

hope u know i love u more
than anyone i call my friend
hope u know that all the silence
means im happy with presence

i get lost inside your voice and forget how to pay attention
not myself when im without u i got so used to pretending
but im nervous when we speak its hard to get a single sentence
out my mouth
out my mouth

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