Produced the 3 am (alastress) song
*rough mix*

it hits you by surprise
no noises out to warn
and when it comes at night
it stays in dire times

against your weary heart
against your weakend logic
look for the root and cause 
faltered by what's discovered

we are lonely
and youre beautiful right now
in time i hope you know that
in time, believe in me

there's nothing i want more for

you live in every moment
laugh like there is no pain
i look and there i see it
the fight youre struggling with

let me be your reserve
let me hold and fire the gun
to fend off invading secrets
you try so hard to keep and hide

For You (Demo)

When you walk inside a room
All the eyes on every step
And you feel that they don't care
They just wanna be next to you

Oh but I don't blame them
You're a wonderful speck on earth
Sometimes you might feel so small
Still I wanna be next to you

You don't have to say a word
I can feel it in the air
I'm breathing in your warmth
Hoping that you know I care
When you're right in front of me
I can see it in your eyes
I am not alone
 
I don't care if I'm going nowhere
And I don't mind that you're spending my time 
Oh words are said 
But I do what I'm meant
And I know that we will always feel right

I just want to be next to you

When the sun has gone to sleep
And you're left with all that's bare
Wishing we could count the stars
Slowly drifting away to sweet simplicity

There are days I wished you could hear
When I'd whisper to you, that there's nothing left to fear
But I think we're both trying to hide
What we want to say
I just want you to stay

I don't care if I'm going nowhere
And I don't mind that you're spending my time 
Oh words are said 
But I do what I'm meant
And I know that we will always feel right

I just want to be next to you

And when it
Slowly comes and goes
I see you
My heart starts to explode
And every inch of me is screaming
Loud and loud
To tell you that I'm here
All I want is for you to feel

And I don't care
I just want to be next to you

I don't care if I'm going nowhere
And I don't mind that you're spending my time 
Oh words are said 
But I do what I'm meant
And I know that we will always feel right

I just want to be next to you

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Sorry if I had to leave
Couldn't keep it anymore
Pretended I had changed the ways
Fooling me had taken its toll

I thought it'd passed
I thought I had grown 
But it made its way right back to me
Balling it a bluff
But I had always known
Maybe this ain't right for me

Fell right through
Lying to myself I found
There's no escape
I'd sink
Into myself again

Sorry if I made you leave
Couldn't take your raining words
Maybe I deserved it all
Losing wrong am I really free

I thought it'd passed
I thought I had grown 
But it made its way right back to me
Calling it a bluff
But I had always known
Maybe this ain't right for me

Fell right through
Lying to myself I found
There's no escape
I'd sink
Into myself again

Yeah it was me
I'm not lying 
I knew it'd be me
All these years complaining patching my cracks
I knew it was failing
Faking
Maybe I just wasn't aware or maybe I was too blind to see
That this was
And the most that it could ever be

Now I'm here finally living in my own skin
At peace
I fought to dilute the very essence of my being 
For you and for a very oblivious me
I'm sorry if you weren't healing
I'm sorry it had to be this way
But what life would it lead us if I made you stay
And I never let myself go

Fell right through
Lying to myself I found
There's no escape
I'd sink
Into myself again

Sink

You were standing right beside me baby
And your hands slowly slide
Across the night we were fixed on us together
I said

Come a little bit closer 
There is nothing more that I would want to say
Come a little bit closer
I'm finding it hard to respect the space 

You and I we burned like fire
You and I we closed the lights
You and I we were good together

Slowly every time your reach touches me I fold
Is this how I restrain
And every time you call to me I beg don't come too close
Don't whisper in my ear 

Come a little bit closer 
There is nothing more that I would want to say
Come a little bit closer
I'm finding it hard to respect the space 

You and I we burned like fire
You and I we closed the lights
You and I we were good together

(You and) I

It hits you by surprise
No noises out to warn
And when it comes at night
It stays in dire times

Against your weary heart
Against your weakened logic
Look for the root and cause 
Faltered by what's discovered

We are lonely
And you're beautiful right now
In time I hope you know that
In time, believe in me

There's nothing I want more for

You live in every moment
Laugh like there is no pain
I look and there I see it
The fight you're struggling with

Let me be your reserve
Let me hold and fire the gun
To fend off invading secrets
You try so hard to keep and hide

For You

When I think about that time
When you wrapped around my head
And you slowly filled my hands
With a need to hold on

You were kind and I was weak
Tell me did I read it wrong

Yea maybe I did get it wrong

This heart is a hollow drum
That strongly beats with your sound
Too hopeful on what this means
Or just blinded by where I have been
All I want is for you
To hear everything I'd like to say
But I'm really not the one way
There's too much of us who want to stay

Who am I but a 
Lone soul that's longing for
You and I should I
There's so much for us; we know we'll lose 
Who am I but I
I'm not alone in missing you
I'm not alone in missing you

I really don't have to prove

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