Lost in the sky
If I want cosmic purpose then I need to find a worthy goal
And I know 
That I fell for the illusion the I need to be happy to live
But I know I don't
I know I don't

I will smear but not disappear
I will smear but not disappear

I am ashamed
That everyday of my life has felt almost exactly the same
And I will fade away
As I do so I guess I should get back to giving up on my dreams
But I know I won't
I know I won't

I will smear but not disappear
I will smear but not disappear
I will smear but not disappear
I will smear but not disappear

I'm beautiful, I'm beautiful
I have beauty and distortions

I will smear but not disappear (Distortions)
I will smear but not disappear (Distortions)
I will smear but not disappear (Distortions)
I will smear but not disappear (Distortions)

[A REALLY BAD GHOST]

Beautiful and Distorted

Beautiful And Distorted

I am a smiling clown
You'll never know when I am sad
I don't know why I keep you around
I guess it helps to see you sad

Fall for my sex appeal
The appearance of design is an illusion
You come to me for what is real
Until I shatter your delusions

I play this game where I stop talking to everyone to see how long it goes
Before they start talking to me

We all need time to heal
We all need time to think
Why is it when I do these thing I feel so fucking weak?

Love, life, and thought
Can really be fucked up things to do
Convince yourself what you are not
But is that the real you?

I play this game where I stop talking to everyone to see how long it goes
Before they start talking to me
I play this game where I stop talking to everyone to see how long it goes
Before they start talking to me

I play this game where I stop talking to everyone to see how long it goes
Before they start talking to me
I play this game where I stop talking to everyone to see how long it goes
Before they start talking to me

A Smiling Clown

There is imperfection in the road in which I drive
I'm addicted to sad music, I wanna feel that way too
I think I understand why every mad scientist wanted to pick at the brain
I'm productively unproductive, I'll do nothing until I'm insane

I am the rain, so hear me fall
I am the rain, so hear me fall

The light is always setting, I can't recall sunrise
I live with a punished past in a sky full of ghosts
I think I feel a little better knowing that there is no God by my side
I was raised to be stupid, taught to be nothing at all

I am the rain, so hear me fall
I am the rain, so hear me fall
I am the rain, so hear me fall
I am the rain, so hear me fall

I am just a little black rain cloud, pay no attention to me

[A Really Bad Ghost]

Little Black Rain Cloud

It's a little strange thinking of who you were, just a little bit ago
That's not me anymore, and I guess I will never be the same
I'll never know who I'm supposed to be, or who I ever really was
We can always look back on right now and be the only ones who can truly judge everything
We can drift far apart but our journeys will always be our own
I'm a creature of many faces, some I'll never wear again
I'll see you in the future, but I know we will not be the same
On the road to self discovery I can guarantee we'll be surprised on who we've become

Who am I?
Who am I?
Who am I?
This is not who I've led on to be

Who am I?
This is not who I've led on to be

This is not who I've led on 
This is not who I've led on 
This is not who I've led on 
This is not who I've led on to be

This Is Not Who I've Lead On To Be

A Smiling Clown (Stripped) by A Really Bad Ghost

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A Smiling Clown (Stripped)

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Thank You,
ARBG