feat. gorejit (@gorejit)
prod. ingram11 (@ingram11mac)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:

[citrate]
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing

life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
got my blood all over it’s leaking right from the seams
life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
unsure bout reality my life’s not what it seems

got like five more hours off the tab
and there’s nothing i can do except yell
ima fry your router you a fag
just wait i’ll behead you like the cartel

i hate myself you can see it in my eyes
can’t control my urges and i’m best friends with my knife
all you fuckers use me then you leave me in demise
tell my mother sorry when i die by suicide

i just wanna feel okay and live my life but i cannot ever do it cuz i’m fucking crazy
when i take my golden blade and cut your eyes bitch i hope you realize that you fucking made me

bitch ima eat your organs
leave you deceased in portions
bro you make me fucking hungry with all these contortions
bitch ima fuck your organs
and all my guns imported
so please don’t be surprised when you all see this drum start pouring

[gorejit]
yeah yeah yeah
ima kill that bitch just like elliot
i feel like i'm dead i need my medicine
i look like i'm dead eat your organs
vomit in a two seat its a foreign

reconstrict my body in debris
g19 with a m9 on a killing spree
eyelid full of lsd
i can't even fucking see
take a trip to saudi and i'm bringing extra magazines
stream that bitch on liveleak

[citrate]
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing

life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
got my blood all over it’s leaking right from the seams
life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
unsure bout reality my life’s not what it seems

NOTHING (FEAT. GOREJIT) [PROD. INGRAM11]

lyrics:

slit my wrists like every night
i just wanna take my life
i’m so pissed you left my side
and you’ll never make it right x3

slit my fucking wrists slit my wrists again i want so much more than just a few
slit my fucking wrists slit my wrists again cuz there’s nothing else to fucking do

laying down in bed with a mutilated wrist blood is leaking all over my sheets

wishing i was happy also wishing i was cis please fuck off and let me cut in peace

slit my wrists like every night
i just wanna take my life
i’m so pissed you left my side
and you’ll never make it right x3

slit [prod. mutru]

prod. brxvn
mixed by me and shisui

lyrics:
mutilate my body for the first time
fix your fucking feelings cuz you’re always tryna hurt mine
then i go and mutilate my body for the third time
hanging from the ceiling all i’m seeing are these blurred lines x2

fucking go away fucking take all the shit i bought
i get so deranged i’m so insane from my fucking thoughts
i’m in so much pain i degrade bitch i’m boutta rot
we are not the same ima aim and you will get shot

do you need a hearing aid i know you heard
the messages start deleting and then you curve
i’m fucking leering hate my mind is so damn slurred
always on your phone tweeting just like a bird

fucking all your friends now they’re not your friends
i don’t give a fuck you’re a bitch
talking all that shit to all your friends but you don’t know that your best friend'ss all on my dick

fucking all your friends now they’re not your friends
i don’t give a fuck you’re a bitch
talking all that shit to all your friends but you don’t know that your best friend's all on my dick

yuh cut my fucking throat
throw you in an open grave and put some bullets in your throat
all my cum inside your mouth and down your bullet riddled throat
fill your grave with dirt i was the last one all up in your throat

mutilate my body for the first time
fix your fucking feelings cuz you’re always tryna hurt mine
then i go and mutilate my body for the third time
hanging from the ceiling all i’m seeing are these blurred lines x2

mutilate [prod. brxvn]

feat. lord distortion (@distortionthe1) and crowlyyy (@crowlyyy)
prod. chrust
lyrics soon

LUNATIC (FEAT. LORD DISTORTION & CROWLYYY)

prod. schoolshooter
mixed by me

lyrics:
say you’re gonna send me to hell i don’t believe
that you’re gonna do it i’ll cover you in pee x2

you’ve been fucking talking shit about me every single day i fucking sense it
thinking that your bitch is your bitch but she really got your dumbass on a dark web hit list
i don't even care about the money when i get it like bitch i got incentives
i don't even know what else to say so drink my piss bitch

my piss bitch i don't know so drink my piss bitch x4

put your pussy on me you got nothing else for me
why you wet as a tsunami like bitch i am not horny
say you got an aesthetic like bitch you look pathetic
and when i’m done you’ll need a medic and a few prosthetics

just like randy stair i really wanna go see you
shoot up my workplace and go down to meet you
shotgun in my mouth i fear i’ll mistreat you
now i’m in hell and you’re not here i need you

fucking up my mind with all the shit that you’ve been talking bout
fucking bitch you stupid pussy end your life without a doubt
you don’t know i’m boutta pull up to your fuckin house
stab you twenty times and then i fuck your bitch right on your couch

stabbing all you faggots got a fully automatic got your fucking body dragging
cuz you bitches fucking ratted got a hatchet on me tatted only cuz i hate you fucking faggots
y’all are weaker than some maggots bitch i really hate you faggots

random screams

say you’re gonna send me to hell i don’t believe
that you’re gonna do it i’ll cover you in pee x2

you’ve been fucking talking shit about me every single day i fucking sense it
thinking that your bitch is your bitch but she really got your dumbass on a dark web hit list
i don't even care about the money when i get it like bitch i got incentives
i don't even know what else to say so drink my piss bitch

my piss bitch i don't know so drink my piss bitch x4

PISS [PROD. SCHOOLSHOOTER]

feat. LXXIV @adam-vanscoyk
prod. syler

lyrics soon, this is a year old

enemy (feat. LXXIV) [prod. syler]

prod. vinnie
mixed by me

lyrics:
yeah you faggots always talking hard but you ain’t out here throwing hands
bitches all up on me yeah they tryna make me throw some bands
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban

got your fucking addy pussy you boutta get swatted
all i care about is money flipping on narcotics
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it

got your fucking addy pussy you boutta get swatted
all i care about is money flipping on narcotics
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it

yesterday i pulled out my shotty and aimed at my muhfucking face
when i put it to my body i realized that i made a stupid fucking mistake
i’m such a fool because i almost killed myself without unleashing my muhfucking hate
walk in a school and i pull out the ar bitch i’m boutta shoot up this dumb fucking place

okay like bitch
yeah you faggots got me pissed
why the fuck do you exist
never lack pricks on my list
never lack slits on my wrist

interrupt your fucking lesson
pulling out my smith and wesson
ima send your ass to heaven
class is no longer in session

walk down the halls while i’m shooting my friends
double tap all you continue my cleanse
shot my math teacher she dropped all her pens

murderous tendencies are my best traits
all of you pussies are copy and paste
now i’m famous in the united states

you shouldn’t have bullied me fuckers you shouldn’t have failed me
none of you faggots were scared of me until i started assailing
bullets collided into her and that hoe she started exhaling
putting the gun in my mouth so the police cannot fucking jail me

yeah you faggots always talking hard but you ain’t out here throwing hands
bitches all up on me yeah they tryna make me throw some bands
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban

got your fucking addy pussy you boutta get swatted
all i care about is money flipping on narcotics
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it

ACTIVE SHOOTER [PROD. VINNIE]

mixed by shisui (@shisuiwuzhere)

lyrics:
i don’t wanna live cuz you make me wanna die bitch
you don’t give a shit i just want some fuckin silence
fuck i think somebody saw me cuz i hear some sirens
did this hoe just call me mommy she think i’m a dyke bitch

eat that hoes intestines then i shit em out
do not ask me questions your bitch in my house
eat that hoes intestines then i shit em out
do not ask me questions my dick in your mouth

yeah i’m in your head whore
i know you’re pissed that my bitch gives me head more
why you insist on consisting those meds for
i see you’re sick of existing you dead whore

let’s not fucking talk about it cuz i know you hate me
pull up with a .357 and you know that bitch is not on safety
all these bitches want my clout and they just wanna rape me
fuck it i don’t wanna go to heaven i just wanna go to hell please satan take me

doctors cannot tell me what is wrong with me
feel like i just won the illness lottery
doctors cannot tell me what is wrong with me
feel like i just won the illness lottery

i don't wanna fucking live i just wanna fucking die pussy
you a fucking bitch you can get hit by my knife pussy
i don't wanna go bitch i would rather die pussy
you look fucking homeless do you wanna die pussy

i don't wanna live i just wanna go hang myself
these fucking thoughts inside my head are everything but well
i got a mac11 on my motherfucking shelf
and if you talking down i'll send you faggots down to hell

i don’t wanna live cuz you make me wanna die bitch
you don’t give a shit i just want some fuckin silence
fuck i think somebody saw me cuz i hear some sirens
did this hoe just call me mommy she think i’m a dyke bitch

eat that hoes intestines then i shit em out
do not ask me questions your bitch in my house
eat that hoes intestines then i shit em out
do not ask me questions my dick in your mouth

INTESTINES

featuring fangs (@vvfangsvv)
mixed by lxxiv (@adam-vanscoyk)
lyrics:
(citrate)
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died

it’s just me and you i think we should kill ourselves
double barrel shotty getting loaded with two shells
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell

can we cut ourselves with a fucking knife cuz it’ll make us less anxious to take our lives
only time will tell when my mom will find our bloody corpses on the floor when she arrives

stick my knife in your pussy it looks just like you’re on your period
blood pressure dropping and i can see that you’re delirious
cut my mouth open i wanna fuck you why so serious
putting ropes around our necks it was a great experience

hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died

it’s just me and you i think we should kill ourselves
double barrel shotty getting loaded with two shells
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell

(fangs)
everytime i see you i just get the urge to fuck you 
we belong together till forever and i want to 
kill ourselves and end it all 
911 will get the call 
but they were just to fucking late 
our souls will now just dissipate 

and my will to live keeps getting thinner 
while we are finally pulling the trigger 
we both go to hell cause we both know we’re sinners 
but if you die first i will eat you for dinner

(citrate)
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died

it’s just me and you i think we should kill ourselves
double barrel shotty getting loaded with two shells
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell

hell (feat. fangs) [prod. triplesixdelete]

wtf [prod. copiya]

6 month old track that never dropped until now
feat. @kidsnorlax
feat. @shisuiwuzhere
prod. @kidsnorlax

grave (feat. kidsnorlax & shisui)

feat. lord distortion (@distortionthe1)
prod. triplesixdelete
mixed by shisui (@shisuiwuzhere)

SLUT (FEAT. LORD DISTORTION) [PROD. TRIPLESIXDELETE]

somehow i lasted 20 years in this existence.

prod. @pluck-sunset and @lilrahnera
mixed by me for once

lyrics:
took like 20 benzos at my show
panicking i'm thinking i'll be 6 feet down below x2

having sex with shadow figures bitch i'm such a whore
i'm so fucking normal do not send me to the ward x2

down to hell is where i'm gonna go
i just popped a fucking perky then i shot my fucking cat
talking to your corpse i said hello
decomposing rapidly and losing all your fucking fat

ripping off my skin i’m desecrated from the neck down
suicidal tendencies i love it when i bleed
bullets in my head is way too easy put the tec down
absence of consciousness is the only thing i need

if there is an afterlife i’ll kill myself again so i can leave this simulation i don’t wanna fucking live

fuck my life and fuck my dad i put a knife inside my cat and circumcised a fucking rat then made it eat it’s shit

looking at the crowd i wanna become a mass shooter
all you do is sit on discord on your shit computer
i ran over two cunts riding on a fucking scooter
cut the balls off stupid faggots yeah they just got neutered

hate all of you fuckers
everyday i’m taking uppers
ate your sisters heart for supper
cuz i thought she was my lover

kill myself attention
i can’t take this fucking tension
i forgot to fucking mention
that i will never recover

never gave a fuck about this shitty life
stole some shit from walmart which included a knife
really wanna end it all i just wanna die
every single day feels like i’m living a lie

doctor please don’t fuck me
you're like 50 years old and you’re ugly
i know i’m delusional don’t touch me
quit laughing at me it’s not funny

don’t send me to the ward i promise i’ll behave
put a finger on me and i’ll send you to your grave
no i didn’t mean that please i promise i’ll behave
i know my psychiatrist keeps saying i’m depraved

took like 20 benzos at my show
panicking i'm thinking i'll be 6 feet down below x2

having sex with shadow figures bitch i'm such a whore
i'm so fucking normal do not send me to the ward x2

20 [prod. plucksunset & lilrahnera]

cutter [prod. triplesixdelete]

a song about being a manipulative piece of shit.
don't be like this please.

meatballdog84 [prod. staysilentix]

i hate music .. The world is a Fuck !

mixed by @1myojin

skimmers [prod. ogswin] (vnxbys mixx)

lovely [prod. yungwraith]

u already know the usual bio, "lyrics soon" but i never add them.
prod. mud & doublefour
mixed by lxxiv

leave me alone [prod. doublefour & mud]

fraud [prod. marciwiththeglock]

yeah i dont know what to type this is cool song and Lxiv
all platforms soon
feat lxxiv (@adam-vanscoyk)

u (feat. lxxiv) [prod. ingram11]

afhjdskjhfkdsjkhdsafkdjhsfasdjhklafsdhjkfdskbfakshdvbasbyuas

buried [prod. narcix]

dgfuhghidufssgduihgduihgsdfuihgsdfgsduifhnboobsfhsfbufbsuhfsuhb all plats eventually hahahaahjhdthdrdhrdhr

bands [prod. mut4t3d]

uh this mix is not done file will be replaced soon i just wanted to drop as soon as possible yeah

anxiety [prod. triplesixdelete]

blood [prod. triplesixdelete]

music sucks i suck i dont care bye !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yugfhgubfesdfggdrfdgrfdyrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

idfwu [prod. mutru]

apology [prod. triplesixdelete]

none of that [prod. savemesyler]

omg [prod. mud]

mixed by purpoll [@purpoll]

lyrics:
[citrate]
mentally fucked up in my head
ima get by when i go to the set
cpu hdd loaded with dread
closing up all of my wounds with some thread

i don’t know why the fuck i’m crying
i don’t know why i feel like dying

mentally fucked up in my head
ima get by when i go to the set
cpu hdd loaded with dread
closing up all of my wounds with some thread

i don’t know why the fuck i’m crying
i don’t know why i feel like dying

virus clogging up inside my head and
i miss stopping right by you don’t let in
bias blocking polite times you shedded
crisis stalking me right as i’m bedded

dead at night 
nightmares where i’m headed
full of fright
they just stay indebted
cuz i’m nice
all my life i’ve dreaded areicide 

i’ve been out here tryna cop a piece yah
if you run up boy you’ll rest in peace yah
got that shit illegal fuck a lease yah
acab fuck all the police yah

mentally fucked up in my head
ima get by when i go to the set
cpu hdd loaded with dread
closing up all of my wounds with some thread

i don’t know why the fuck i’m crying
i don’t know why i feel like dying

mentally fucked up in my head
ima get by when i go to the set
cpu hdd loaded with dread
closing up all of my wounds with some thread

i don’t know why the fuck i’m crying
i don’t know why i feel like dying

MENTE MALA [PROD. FENDI444]

prod. mutru & st. napster
mixed by lxxiv @adam-vanscoyk
art by me and ryuzu @ryuzusdeath

lyrics:
[citrate]
put a blade to my veins
i’m too fucking pussy wanna end all the pain
throwing shade playing games
all i want is pussy and she wants my remains

boutta make my ruger go pop although despite this
every single shooter i rock with gonna like this
boutta make my ruger go pop although despite this
every single shooter i rock with gonna like this aye

i’m attracted to thots
fucked up my life i’m distracted by thoughts
she said i’m fine it’s so sweet how she spots
giving me signs she might reach for my crotch

grab all the cash from the bag on my waist and then slash fucking gash leave a rash on my face and then pass me the gas i can trash it with lace
i just smash and then pass always passing on dates 

like fuck you i don’t want you
i don’t wanna fuck you cuz i want to
i just kinda fuck you cuz you want to
but why do i fuck you if i don’t want to

i don’t even know why i do these things i insist
doing all this sketchy shit you’re losing my interest
i’m so fucking tired of when i’m rudely dismissed
i’m so fucking done yeah all these bitches got me pissed aye

put a blade to my veins
i’m too fucking pussy wanna end all the pain
throwing shade playing games
all i want is pussy and she wants my remains

boutta make my ruger go pop although despite this
every single shooter i rock with gonna like this
boutta make my ruger go pop although despite this
every single shooter i rock with gonna like this aye

pain [prod. mutru & st. napster]

prod. lunar vision @lunarvision
mixed by lxxiv @adam-vanscoyk

lyrics:

[citrate]
rolling up the dope i’m boutta fly
slowly losing hope i always cry
oh he want some smoke he boutta die
lonely i can’t cope i wanna die x2

i cry
i don’t care bout the times 
i didn’t care bout your mind 
why do you scare off my mind 
why do you scare off my mind

gun is on me stacking up narcotics
all i want is money in my hands i’m stacking profit
all these pussies funny they be acting like they lost it
better go start running cause you’re lacking end up frosted

you be looking like a bitch
turning off your lights like switch
boutta end your life real quick
retta boutta pipe real quick

really cannot tell what’s which
i don’t wanna dwell on this
letting off a shell on snitch
you can go to hell you snitch

cuz that’s the way i go now that’s the way i see
boutta lose control now pop the .223
life is feeling cold now i don’t wanna freeze
yeah he boutta fold now hollows make him bleed

rolling up the dope i’m boutta fly
slowly losing hope i always cry
oh he want some smoke he boutta die
lonely i can’t cope i wanna die x2

citrate

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