prod. bughvvl (@bughvvl)

lyrics:
why does my life feel so fake
why does my mind always ache
why do i cry till i break
why does my life feel so fake x4

man i feel so trapped emotionless surroundings feel so fake
i don’t even know if i’m asleep or i’m awake
to be fucking honest when asleep i feel alive
when awake i stop and wonder how am i alive yeah how am i alive

existential questions always fucking with my mind
i just want my family to feel like they are mine
i’m not suicidal but i’m scared to be alive

scared to be alive
scared to be alive
all my senses nulled it feels like i just died

scared to be alive
scared to be alive
this is getting old and i might not survive

hope there’s hope for me
i cannot do this 
hope there’s hope for me
help me get through this x2

why does my life feel so fake
why does my mind always ache
why do i cry till i break
why does my life feel so fake

depersonalization [prod. bughvvl]

prod. beingbroke (@beingbroke)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:

[citrate]
how many tries does it take till i’m fine
how many tries till i break and i die
feel so confined bitch i wanna live life
mental declines getting worse all the time
how many tries does it take till i’m fine
how many tries till i break and i die
feel so confined bitch i wanna live life
mental declines getting worse all the time

doing tons of stupid shit so i don’t go insane
feeling like i’m losing it why am i so afraid
doing tons of stupid shit so i don’t go insane
feeling like i’m losing it why am i so afraid

said he want beef with me
bro you’re pleasing me with all your envy
yeah bruh you're relieving me so keep on teasing me
yeah your life is ending

homie got laid out he was defending
and he got played now that boy is friendly
body contortions and there are plenty
do you got organs that you can lend me

fuck it i held on way too fucking long
fuck it i might as well go break more laws
she saying fuck you we don’t get along
she scream i love you when i fuck her raw

make a decision bitch am i the one
hit with precision she shake like she stunned
switching positions i’m making her cum
losing my vision yeah she going dumb

he tried to front but i pulled out my glock now he yelling and running away
empty my gun and i unfold the stock there’s no telling what i’m gonna spray
i’m having fun just by letting off shots they’re propelling right into his legs
he cannot run cuz he got fucking popped now i’m dwelling about all the pain

how many tries does it take till i’m fine
how many tries till i break and i die
feel so confined bitch i wanna live life
mental declines getting worse all the time
how many tries does it take till i’m fine
how many tries till i break and i die
feel so confined bitch i wanna live life
mental declines getting worse all the time

doing tons of stupid shit so i don’t go insane
feeling like i’m losing it why am i so afraid 
doing tons of stupid shit so i don’t go insane
feeling like i’m losing it why am i so afraid

decline [prod. beingbroke]

featuring LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)
prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:
[citrate]
i know that my life goes one way
downhill life is always leading me astray
i know that my life goes one way
downhill there’s nothing else i can say

i’m not scared i just have nobody i just need some help
i’m aware that you’re hella slutty put my mind through hell
please don’t stare you’re not fucking funny you should off yourself
i’m compared to your ex you’re scummy but you’re hot as hell

everybody hates me why don’t you
everybody hates me you should too
and i don’t know what to do yah

so i cut myself with all my fucking knives
i wanna trust myself but i just hate my life
i wanna love myself you know i’ve fucking tried
but all these sluts from hell are gonna take my life

fucking leave me alone why you wanna know
what the hell i’ve been up to with all these other fucking hoes 
you made me this way it wasn’t something that i chose
that i chose

lately i’ve been having thoughts of killing you and every single one of your stupid ass friends
hopefully i get my chance i’m willing to stab you until your pathetic life ends

i know that my life goes one way
downhill life is always leading me astray
i know that my life goes one way
downhill there’s nothing else i can say

i’m not scared i just have nobody i just need some help
i’m aware that you’re hella slutty put my mind through hell
please don’t stare you’re not fucking funny you should off yourself
i’m compared to your ex you’re scummy but you’re hot as hell

[LXXIV]
if god got me where i am then where does he go late at night
mind is racing devil on my back but he's no where in sight
befriend all the demons at my door ready to fight  fight
dead man walking off the pills, no i'm not living right

pain killers causing my pain, they keep controlling me
doc said i've gone insane, they grab ahold of me
put the poison into my veins, till i can never see
follow me into the dark, where i feel vacancy

vacant minds tend to think alike, lets go fantasize
you decide, if we’ll take our life, see the sunrise
I need help, imma turn the tide, at least I’ll try
yeah, I’ve been in my mind

I need help, I need help, I need help
I need someone that can save me from myself x2

[citrate]
i know that my life goes one way
downhill life is always leading me astray
i know that my life goes one way
downhill there’s nothing else i can say

i’m not scared i just have nobody i just need some help
i’m aware that you’re hella slutty put my mind through hell
please don’t stare you’re not fucking funny you should off yourself
i’m compared to your ex you’re scummy but you’re hot as hell

help [feat. LXXIV] (prod. fendi444)

prod. brxvn
mixed by me and shisui

lyrics:
mutilate my body for the first time
fix your fucking feelings cuz you’re always tryna hurt mine
then i go and mutilate my body for the third time
hanging from the ceiling all i’m seeing are these blurred lines x2

fucking go away fucking take all the shit i bought
i get so deranged i’m so insane from my fucking thoughts
i’m in so much pain i degrade bitch i’m boutta rot
we are not the same ima aim and you will get shot

do you need a hearing aid i know you heard
the messages start deleting and then you curve
i’m fucking leering hate my mind is so damn slurred
always on your phone tweeting just like a bird

fucking all your friends now they’re not your friends
i don’t give a fuck you’re a bitch
talking all that shit to all your friends but you don’t know that your best friend'ss all on my dick

fucking all your friends now they’re not your friends
i don’t give a fuck you’re a bitch
talking all that shit to all your friends but you don’t know that your best friend's all on my dick

yuh cut my fucking throat
throw you in an open grave and put some bullets in your throat
all my cum inside your mouth and down your bullet riddled throat
fill your grave with dirt i was the last one all up in your throat

mutilate my body for the first time
fix your fucking feelings cuz you’re always tryna hurt mine
then i go and mutilate my body for the third time
hanging from the ceiling all i’m seeing are these blurred lines x2

mutilate [prod. brxvn]

prod. mutru
mixed by me

lyrics:
first thing’s first you’re a cunt
always make the worst things you’re a cunt x4

what the fuck do i do, should i end my fucking life
you’re a cunt and i’m through bitch i’ll stab you with a knife
should i run should i hide should i fuck myself or something
all the love i gave to you i know that it meant nothing

hang out with your friends like all the fucking time as if i did not just fuck them
look at em and say my name into their fucking eyes i bet you can tell i fucked them

first thing’s first you’re a cunt
always make the worst things you’re a cunt x4

cunt [prod. mutru]

feat. lord distortion (@distortionthe1) and crowlyyy (@crowlyyy)
prod. chrust
lyrics soon

LUNATIC (FEAT. LORD DISTORTION & CROWLYYY)

prod. schoolshooter
mixed by me

lyrics:
say you’re gonna send me to hell i don’t believe
that you’re gonna do it i’ll cover you in pee x2

you’ve been fucking talking shit about me every single day i fucking sense it
thinking that your bitch is your bitch but she really got your dumbass on a dark web hit list
i don't even care about the money when i get it like bitch i got incentives
i don't even know what else to say so drink my piss bitch

my piss bitch i don't know so drink my piss bitch x4

put your pussy on me you got nothing else for me
why you wet as a tsunami like bitch i am not horny
say you got an aesthetic like bitch you look pathetic
and when i’m done you’ll need a medic and a few prosthetics

just like randy stair i really wanna go see you
shoot up my workplace and go down to meet you
shotgun in my mouth i fear i’ll mistreat you
now i’m in hell and you’re not here i need you

fucking up my mind with all the shit that you’ve been talking bout
fucking bitch you stupid pussy end your life without a doubt
you don’t know i’m boutta pull up to your fuckin house
stab you twenty times and then i fuck your bitch right on your couch

stabbing all you faggots got a fully automatic got your fucking body dragging
cuz you bitches fucking ratted got a hatchet on me tatted only cuz i hate you fucking faggots
y’all are weaker than some maggots bitch i really hate you faggots

random screams

say you’re gonna send me to hell i don’t believe
that you’re gonna do it i’ll cover you in pee x2

you’ve been fucking talking shit about me every single day i fucking sense it
thinking that your bitch is your bitch but she really got your dumbass on a dark web hit list
i don't even care about the money when i get it like bitch i got incentives
i don't even know what else to say so drink my piss bitch

my piss bitch i don't know so drink my piss bitch x4

PISS [PROD. SCHOOLSHOOTER]

feat. LXXIV @adam-vanscoyk
prod. syler

lyrics soon, this is a year old

enemy (feat. LXXIV) [prod. syler]

prod. vinnie
mixed by me

lyrics:
yeah you faggots always talking hard but you ain’t out here throwing hands
bitches all up on me yeah they tryna make me throw some bands
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban

got your fucking addy pussy you boutta get swatted
all i care about is money flipping on narcotics
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it

got your fucking addy pussy you boutta get swatted
all i care about is money flipping on narcotics
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it

yesterday i pulled out my shotty and aimed at my muhfucking face
when i put it to my body i realized that i made a stupid fucking mistake
i’m such a fool because i almost killed myself without unleashing my muhfucking hate
walk in a school and i pull out the ar bitch i’m boutta shoot up this dumb fucking place

okay like bitch
yeah you faggots got me pissed
why the fuck do you exist
never lack pricks on my list
never lack slits on my wrist

interrupt your fucking lesson
pulling out my smith and wesson
ima send your ass to heaven
class is no longer in session

walk down the halls while i’m shooting my friends
double tap all you continue my cleanse
shot my math teacher she dropped all her pens

murderous tendencies are my best traits
all of you pussies are copy and paste
now i’m famous in the united states

you shouldn’t have bullied me fuckers you shouldn’t have failed me
none of you faggots were scared of me until i started assailing
bullets collided into her and that hoe she started exhaling
putting the gun in my mouth so the police cannot fucking jail me

yeah you faggots always talking hard but you ain’t out here throwing hands
bitches all up on me yeah they tryna make me throw some bands
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban

got your fucking addy pussy you boutta get swatted
all i care about is money flipping on narcotics
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it

ACTIVE SHOOTER [PROD. VINNIE]

featuring fangs (@vvfangsvv)
mixed by lxxiv (@adam-vanscoyk)
lyrics:
(citrate)
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died

it’s just me and you i think we should kill ourselves
double barrel shotty getting loaded with two shells
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell

can we cut ourselves with a fucking knife cuz it’ll make us less anxious to take our lives
only time will tell when my mom will find our bloody corpses on the floor when she arrives

stick my knife in your pussy it looks just like you’re on your period
blood pressure dropping and i can see that you’re delirious
cut my mouth open i wanna fuck you why so serious
putting ropes around our necks it was a great experience

hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died

it’s just me and you i think we should kill ourselves
double barrel shotty getting loaded with two shells
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell

(fangs)
everytime i see you i just get the urge to fuck you 
we belong together till forever and i want to 
kill ourselves and end it all 
911 will get the call 
but they were just to fucking late 
our souls will now just dissipate 

and my will to live keeps getting thinner 
while we are finally pulling the trigger 
we both go to hell cause we both know we’re sinners 
but if you die first i will eat you for dinner

(citrate)
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died
hi i don’t wanna lie i think it would be so fucking cute if we both died

it’s just me and you i think we should kill ourselves
double barrel shotty getting loaded with two shells
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell
cannot wait to spend eternity with you in hell

hell (feat. fangs) [prod. triplesixdelete]

idgaf [prod. copiya]

wtf [prod. copiya]

6 month old track that never dropped until now
feat. @kidsnorlax
feat. @shisuiwuzhere
prod. @kidsnorlax

grave (feat. kidsnorlax & shisui)

feat. lord distortion (@distortionthe1)
prod. triplesixdelete
mixed by shisui (@shisuiwuzhere)

SLUT (FEAT. LORD DISTORTION) [PROD. TRIPLESIXDELETE]

mixed by lxxiv @adam-vanscoyk
lyrics eventually

swag [prod. allirt]

cutter [prod. triplesixdelete]

a song about being a manipulative piece of shit.
don't be like this please.

meatballdog84 [prod. staysilentix]

i hate music .. The world is a Fuck !

mixed by @1myojin

skimmers [prod. ogswin] (vnxbys mixx)

lovely [prod. yungwraith]

ex bitch [prod. 9lives]

friends [prod. filishatsepesh]

prod. pukechamber (@tsujii900)
i dont feel like typing out all the lyrics atm but i may do it later <3

kys [prod. pukechamber]

u already know the usual bio, "lyrics soon" but i never add them.
prod. mud & doublefour
mixed by lxxiv

leave me alone [prod. doublefour & mud]

washed [prod. pukechamber]

art by me
prod. xipho (@xipho_n)
mixed by dj slumped (@gabedoesntsleep)

vomit doll *dj slumped mix* [prod. xipho]

fraud [prod. marciwiththeglock]

yeah i dont know what to type this is cool song and Lxiv
all platforms soon
feat lxxiv (@adam-vanscoyk)

u (feat. lxxiv) [prod. ingram11]

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buried [prod. narcix]

dgfuhghidufssgduihgduihgsdfuihgsdfgsduifhnboobsfhsfbufbsuhfsuhb all plats eventually hahahaahjhdthdrdhrdhr

bands [prod. mut4t3d]

mixed by purpoll [@purpoll]

lyrics:
[citrate]
mentally fucked up in my head
ima get by when i go to the set
cpu hdd loaded with dread
closing up all of my wounds with some thread

i don’t know why the fuck i’m crying
i don’t know why i feel like dying

mentally fucked up in my head
ima get by when i go to the set
cpu hdd loaded with dread
closing up all of my wounds with some thread

i don’t know why the fuck i’m crying
i don’t know why i feel like dying

virus clogging up inside my head and
i miss stopping right by you don’t let in
bias blocking polite times you shedded
crisis stalking me right as i’m bedded

dead at night 
nightmares where i’m headed
full of fright
they just stay indebted
cuz i’m nice
all my life i’ve dreaded areicide 

i’ve been out here tryna cop a piece yah
if you run up boy you’ll rest in peace yah
got that shit illegal fuck a lease yah
acab fuck all the police yah

mentally fucked up in my head
ima get by when i go to the set
cpu hdd loaded with dread
closing up all of my wounds with some thread

i don’t know why the fuck i’m crying
i don’t know why i feel like dying

mentally fucked up in my head
ima get by when i go to the set
cpu hdd loaded with dread
closing up all of my wounds with some thread

i don’t know why the fuck i’m crying
i don’t know why i feel like dying

MENTE MALA [PROD. FENDI444]

prod. lunar vision @lunarvision
mixed by lxxiv @adam-vanscoyk

lyrics:

[citrate]
rolling up the dope i’m boutta fly
slowly losing hope i always cry
oh he want some smoke he boutta die
lonely i can’t cope i wanna die x2

i cry
i don’t care bout the times 
i didn’t care bout your mind 
why do you scare off my mind 
why do you scare off my mind

gun is on me stacking up narcotics
all i want is money in my hands i’m stacking profit
all these pussies funny they be acting like they lost it
better go start running cause you’re lacking end up frosted

you be looking like a bitch
turning off your lights like switch
boutta end your life real quick
retta boutta pipe real quick

really cannot tell what’s which
i don’t wanna dwell on this
letting off a shell on snitch
you can go to hell you snitch

cuz that’s the way i go now that’s the way i see
boutta lose control now pop the .223
life is feeling cold now i don’t wanna freeze
yeah he boutta fold now hollows make him bleed

rolling up the dope i’m boutta fly
slowly losing hope i always cry
oh he want some smoke he boutta die
lonely i can’t cope i wanna die x2

smoke [prod. lunar vision]

feat. @ericnorth
prod. @riot_angel
mixed by @adam-vanscoyk

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