bitches always tryna make me mad 😎‼️

prod. sapphirekill @sapphirekill
mixed by LXXIV @adam-vanscoyk

lyrics:

[citrate]
my life isn’t going well i’m always filled with panic
i just wanna live my life i cannot stand it
turned into a living hell i cannot fucking manage
i just wanna live my life i cannot stand it

i went to the hospital and i asked for something
anything to give my mind repair from damage
gave me meds to stop it all now i feel like nothing
i just wanna live my life i cannot stand it

i just take it till i’m numb
then i take it till i’m numb x17

bitch i’m trapped in my head
my dad came in i can’t map what he said
when will it stop i’m so wrapped up in dread
when i wake up i stay wrapped up in bed

i can’t focus
mind is broken
tried so many times i’m hopeless x2

feeling so dissociated
i don’t have a sense of self i really fucking hate it
all these years of constant worry don’t know how i made it
negative emotions coming in i can’t evade it

i need some help so i hit up my friends
they never answer so i sit and pretend
like everything’s okay fuck don’t think they’re my friends
fuck it imma go ahead and down my pills again

then i take it till i’m numb x18

numb [prod. sapphirekill]

prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:

[citrate]
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me

cuz i’m getting sick of always feeling like shit
yeah i am so fucking sick of always feeling like shit
cuz i’m getting sick of always feeling like shit
yeah i am so fucking sick of always feeling like shit

act like it’s a problem i have female friends why
all you do is talk to all my friends and it’s alright
for my own sake this has to end bye
if we take a break bet you'll fuck my friend no surprise

doesn’t make sense now does it
making me anxious suspense now what if’s
then you tell me that it’s fine so fuck it
did it then you started crying you’re dumb bitch
doesn’t make sense now does it
making me anxious suspense now what if’s
then you tell me that it’s fine so fuck it
did it then you started crying you’re dumb bitch

why are you changing my outlook on love
constantly talking bout guys that you fucked
leaving me hanging here i’ve had enough
losing my friends cuz they’re girls bitch it’s rough

you never go days without taking offense
i never do nothing it doesn’t make sense
you truly control me you cannot defend
you truly control me you shouldn’t pretend

and my friends aren’t real no they’re not
and my friends aren’t real no they’re not
and my friends aren’t real no they’re not
and my friends aren’t real no they’re not

why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me
why do you control me

cuz i’m getting sick of always feeling like shit
yeah i am so fucking sick of always feeling like shit
cuz i’m getting sick of always feeling like shit
yeah i am so fucking sick of always feeling like shit

control [prod. fendi444]

feat. gorejit (@gorejit)
prod. ingram11 (@ingram11mac)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:

[citrate]
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing

life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
got my blood all over it’s leaking right from the seams
life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
unsure bout reality my life’s not what it seems

got like five more hours off the tab
and there’s nothing i can do except yell
ima fry your router you a fag
just wait i’ll behead you like the cartel

i hate myself you can see it in my eyes
can’t control my urges and i’m best friends with my knife
all you fuckers use me then you leave me in demise
tell my mother sorry when i die by suicide

i just wanna feel okay and live my life but i cannot ever do it cuz i’m fucking crazy
when i take my golden blade and cut your eyes bitch i hope you realize that you fucking made me

bitch ima eat your organs
leave you deceased in portions
bro you make me fucking hungry with all these contortions
bitch ima fuck your organs
and all my guns imported
so please don’t be surprised when you all see this drum start pouring

[gorejit]
yeah yeah yeah
ima kill that bitch just like elliot
i feel like i'm dead i need my medicine
i look like i'm dead eat your organs
vomit in a two seat its a foreign

reconstrict my body in debris
g19 with a m9 on a killing spree
eyelid full of lsd
i can't even fucking see
take a trip to saudi and i'm bringing extra magazines
stream that bitch on liveleak

[citrate]
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing

life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
got my blood all over it’s leaking right from the seams
life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
unsure bout reality my life’s not what it seems

NOTHING (FEAT. GOREJIT) [PROD. INGRAM11]

i choose suicide.
prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by lxxiv (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:
[citrate]
contemplate suicide it’s an every day thing
lots of veins in my eyes cuz nothings fucking changing x2

and i don’t know why but it’s fine i’m still alive
fucking joking it’s been years of this i wanna die
panic fucking panic fuck it i might lose my mind
i choose suicide
i choose suicide

say they’re there for me but where are they when i need them
rip my hair to pieces kill myself they will see then
every day i bleed because you leave me in the dirt
i hope that you see that you’re the reason why i hurt

taking medication doesn’t help me and i know that
everyone is basic they dispel me bitch i know that
everybody faking it compels my feels to go back
to the medication love the hell i feel on prozac

i cancelled therapy and i don’t know why i did it x2

oh yeah cuz i thought you were there for me but obviously not
wasted all my fucking time i hope that you rot
i’m a fucking idiot for thinking you were not
the same as my ex why the fuck are you all thots

taking acid just to get you out my fucking head
i’m relapsin so much blood i turned my blanket red
time is passin and i’m thinking bout the shit you said
have a fraction of my bleeding you’re so fake misled

fucking wish that i could stop feeling psychotic
and i wish i was the one i know i’m not it x2

contemplate suicide it’s an every day thing
lots of veins in my eyes cuz nothings fucking changing x2

and i don’t know why but it’s fine i’m still alive
fucking joking it’s been years of this i wanna die
panic fucking panic fuck it i might lose my mind
i choose suicide
i choose suicide

suicide [prod. fendi444]

prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vancsoyk)

lyrics:
hate it when you say that you wanna stay
you should go away cuz i’m not okay
got a lot of pain that i don’t display
i just always say that i am okay x2

cuz i do not wanna deal with all your shit
you’re abusive as fuck and you’ll never admit
that you used me for attention so i guess it all makes sense
why you’re acting like a fucking whore in front of all my friends x2

wait
i can’t call them my friends
cuz they’re low tier faggots and they always defend 
you cuz you act like a victim you don’t make sense 

we both know what you did to me so i put an end
to it all
oh did i offend
see you fall
cutting all my friends
i recalled
had to make amends
you just stalled

hate it when you say that you wanna stay
you should go away cuz i’m not okay
got a lot of pain that i don’t display
i just always say that i am okay x2

cuz i do not wanna deal with all your shit
you’re abusive as fuck and you’ll never admit
that you used me for attention so i guess it all makes sense
why you’re acting like a fucking whore in front of all my friends x2

ok [prod. fendi444]

prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:
i don’t even know who is real
all of you confuse me i don’t know how to feel
and i should know who is real
guess that you can see i need to go and fucking heal

what’s the point of loving me then hitting me
at this point you probably should get rid of me
i’m destroyed you cheated are you kidding me
in a void defeated please don’t pity me

from the first time to the last time go away now
i know you want me right back i can’t stay now
tryna heal but you stabbed my back i’m afraid now
i can’t feel cuz trauma i’m trapped in my brain now

fuck me over act like everything’s fine
fuck me slower scratch my nails on your spine
i’m becoming sober and it’s harder to find
any fucking closure get the fuck out my mind

fucking took it all and then you stabbed me in the back
i’m so shook i’ll fall into another fucking trap
why are you obsessed with making me feel so damn bad
why are you obsessed with me you know you make me sad

yeah
yeah
i'm so fucked i’m pulling right apart like yeah 
yeah
yeah
cut a fuckin hole inside my heart like yeah

i don’t even know who is real
all of you confuse me i don’t know how to feel
and i should know who is real
guess that you can see i need to go and fucking heal

what’s the point of loving me then hitting me
at this point you probably should get rid of me
i’m destroyed you cheated are you kidding me
in a void defeated please don’t pity me

from the first time to the last time go away now
i know you want me right back i can’t stay now
tryna heal but you stabbed my back i’m afraid now
i can’t feel cuz trauma i’m trapped in my brain now

trauma [prod. fendi444]

prod. $TRANDED (@strandead)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:

just took my prozac i don’t think i’m alright
overdosing for the fun i think it’s fine
catch me dead in my room and don’t be surprised
slice my neck with every single fucking knife

all this hate no relief
always take never leave
bitch i got so many issues put my blade to my sleeve x2

done with the bullshit i always deal with i just wanna hang myself and end this fucking pain

try to feel okay but people steal it i can’t wait to off you f4gg0ts you’re the ones to blame

take my knife and write symbols on my fucking face
and i love it when my cuts are fucking vertical

take your lives i can’t wait to go inside this place
im about to shoot this bitch up like it’s terminal

stabbed in the back to get rid of me
i just always laugh at the fact that you pity me
even though we had what we had you got rid of me
i just wanna stab fucking stab it’d be pretty neat

just took my prozac i don’t think i’m alright
overdosing for the fun i think it’s fine
catch me dead in my room and don’t be surprised
slice my neck with every single fucking knife

all this hate no relief
always take never leave
bitch i got so many issues put my blade to my sleeve x2

prozac [prod. $TRANDED]

feat. LXXIV @adam-vanscoyk
prod. syler

lyrics soon, this is a year old

enemy (feat. LXXIV) [prod. syler]

all credit goes to the original creators.

HATCHETSAW - COUNTRY SIDE MASSACRE W/ HAUNTGAT x ZEMAR [CLAYMORGUE x NVRMND x FACE6K]

prod. mutru
mixed by LXXIV @adam-vanscoyk

lyrics: 
she said that she love me but she do not really love me
you must think i’m fucking stupid you think i’m a dummy
talking like you got somewhere you’re only here because me
all the shit you tried to do to me it was so scummy

take some scissors and i shove em in my eyes
so i can’t ever see you with other guys
oh wait it already happened no surprise
scared to be alone i see it in your eyes

why you toxic why you act like i got time
bitch you lost it but you do not even matter
why you toxic why attack my fucking mind
bitch you lost it but i’m used to being shattered


i’m so fucking done bitch there’s blood all on my hands color red is dousing on my pants
i’m not having fun bitch i’m stuck inside a trance all my friends are drowning in my rants

talking like this i don’t think you care though
you know i’m pissed outlook is so narrow
it’s a crisis that you can’t repair no
take a minus out my life prepare hoe

fuck outta my life fuck outta my sight don’t want you no
not making it right by taking my light girl that’s so low x2

she said that she love me but she do not really love me
you must think i’m fucking stupid you think i’m a dummy
talking like you got somewhere you’re only here because me
all the shit you tried to do to me it was so scummy

take some scissors and i shove em in my eyes
so i can’t ever see you with other guys
oh wait it already happened no surprise
scared to be alone i see it in your eyes

hate [prod. mutru]

prod. @fendi444
mixed by me

lyrics:

[citrate]
you can see us posted up we're always wearing black
try to run up on us bitch you’re gonna meet my mac
pulling up and hopping out you’re boutta get attacked
pull it in and push it out it’s how we get our racks

all my shooters posted bitch you’re boutta die
posted boutta lose your life
posted bitch you’re boutta die
posted boutta lose your life

why do they all tell me that i’m fucking crazy
i don’t even know if i am crazy
lately i’ve been feeling hella hazy
cuz everybody acting fucking shady

why am i so sad
why am i so sad
bitches always 
try to make me mad
try to make me mad
bitches always
like what they don’t have
like what they don’t have
bitches always
try to make me sad
try to make me sad

fuck it ima stay up in my lane all alone
i don’t fucking want you so stop calling my phone
i don’t wanna hear from you i stay on my own
all this pussy i run through is stalling my tone

you can see us posted up we're always wearing black
try to run up on us bitch you’re gonna meet my mac
pulling up and hopping out you’re boutta get attacked
pull it in and push it out it’s how we get our racks

all my shooters posted bitch you’re boutta die
posted boutta lose your life
posted bitch you’re boutta die
posted boutta lose your life

posted [prod. fendi444 & forlorn]

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