areizaga wow just wow this is so good ,dm asap on instagram im famous on there i can blow this up. my username is in my profile photo on here

boutaa upload a 10 hour version of just "yeahhhhh"

amv visual video for it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ORfFABBNerI
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yea right... ⚰️⬅️ w/ citrate & MCH6 [prod. sanperseus & $ANFAK]

i choose suicide.
prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by lxxiv (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:
[citrate]
contemplate suicide it’s an every day thing
lots of veins in my eyes cuz nothings fucking changing x2

and i don’t know why but it’s fine i’m still alive
fucking joking it’s been years of this i wanna die
panic fucking panic fuck it i might lose my mind
i choose suicide
i choose suicide

say they’re there for me but where are they when i need them
rip my hair to pieces kill myself they will see then
every day i bleed because you leave me in the dirt
i hope that you see that you’re the reason why i hurt

taking medication doesn’t help me and i know that
everyone is basic they dispel me bitch i know that
everybody faking it compels my feels to go back
to the medication love the hell i feel on prozac

i cancelled therapy and i don’t know why i did it x2

oh yeah cuz i thought you were there for me but obviously not
wasted all my fucking time i hope that you rot
i’m a fucking idiot for thinking you were not
the same as my ex why the fuck are you all thots

taking acid just to get you out my fucking head
i’m relapsin so much blood i turned my blanket red
time is passin and i’m thinking bout the shit you said
have a fraction of my bleeding you’re so fake misled

fucking wish that i could stop feeling psychotic
and i wish i was the one i know i’m not it x2

contemplate suicide it’s an every day thing
lots of veins in my eyes cuz nothings fucking changing x2

and i don’t know why but it’s fine i’m still alive
fucking joking it’s been years of this i wanna die
panic fucking panic fuck it i might lose my mind
i choose suicide
i choose suicide

suicide [prod. fendi444]

prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:
i don’t even know who is real
all of you confuse me i don’t know how to feel
and i should know who is real
guess that you can see i need to go and fucking heal

what’s the point of loving me then hitting me
at this point you probably should get rid of me
i’m destroyed you cheated are you kidding me
in a void defeated please don’t pity me

from the first time to the last time go away now
i know you want me right back i can’t stay now
tryna heal but you stabbed my back i’m afraid now
i can’t feel cuz trauma i’m trapped in my brain now

fuck me over act like everything’s fine
fuck me slower scratch my nails on your spine
i’m becoming sober and it’s harder to find
any fucking closure get the fuck out my mind

fucking took it all and then you stabbed me in the back
i’m so shook i’ll fall into another fucking trap
why are you obsessed with making me feel so damn bad
why are you obsessed with me you know you make me sad

yeah
yeah
i'm so fucked i’m pulling right apart like yeah 
yeah
yeah
cut a fuckin hole inside my heart like yeah

i don’t even know who is real
all of you confuse me i don’t know how to feel
and i should know who is real
guess that you can see i need to go and fucking heal

what’s the point of loving me then hitting me
at this point you probably should get rid of me
i’m destroyed you cheated are you kidding me
in a void defeated please don’t pity me

from the first time to the last time go away now
i know you want me right back i can’t stay now
tryna heal but you stabbed my back i’m afraid now
i can’t feel cuz trauma i’m trapped in my brain now

trauma [prod. fendi444]

featuring LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)
prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:
[citrate]
i know that my life goes one way
downhill life is always leading me astray
i know that my life goes one way
downhill there’s nothing else i can say

i’m not scared i just have nobody i just need some help
i’m aware that you’re hella slutty put my mind through hell
please don’t stare you’re not fucking funny you should off yourself
i’m compared to your ex you’re scummy but you’re hot as hell

everybody hates me why don’t you
everybody hates me you should too
and i don’t know what to do yah

so i cut myself with all my fucking knives
i wanna trust myself but i just hate my life
i wanna love myself you know i’ve fucking tried
but all these sluts from hell are gonna take my life

fucking leave me alone why you wanna know
what the hell i’ve been up to with all these other fucking hoes 
you made me this way it wasn’t something that i chose
that i chose

lately i’ve been having thoughts of killing you and every single one of your stupid ass friends
hopefully i get my chance i’m willing to stab you until your pathetic life ends

i know that my life goes one way
downhill life is always leading me astray
i know that my life goes one way
downhill there’s nothing else i can say

i’m not scared i just have nobody i just need some help
i’m aware that you’re hella slutty put my mind through hell
please don’t stare you’re not fucking funny you should off yourself
i’m compared to your ex you’re scummy but you’re hot as hell

[LXXIV]
if god got me where i am then where does he go late at night
mind is racing devil on my back but he's no where in sight
befriend all the demons at my door ready to fight  fight
dead man walking off the pills, no i'm not living right

pain killers causing my pain, they keep controlling me
doc said i've gone insane, they grab ahold of me
put the poison into my veins, till i can never see
follow me into the dark, where i feel vacancy

vacant minds tend to think alike, lets go fantasize
you decide, if we’ll take our life, see the sunrise
I need help, imma turn the tide, at least I’ll try
yeah, I’ve been in my mind

I need help, I need help, I need help
I need someone that can save me from myself x2

[citrate]
i know that my life goes one way
downhill life is always leading me astray
i know that my life goes one way
downhill there’s nothing else i can say

i’m not scared i just have nobody i just need some help
i’m aware that you’re hella slutty put my mind through hell
please don’t stare you’re not fucking funny you should off yourself
i’m compared to your ex you’re scummy but you’re hot as hell

help [feat. LXXIV] (prod. fendi444)

prod. brxvn
mixed by me and shisui

lyrics:
mutilate my body for the first time
fix your fucking feelings cuz you’re always tryna hurt mine
then i go and mutilate my body for the third time
hanging from the ceiling all i’m seeing are these blurred lines x2

fucking go away fucking take all the shit i bought
i get so deranged i’m so insane from my fucking thoughts
i’m in so much pain i degrade bitch i’m boutta rot
we are not the same ima aim and you will get shot

do you need a hearing aid i know you heard
the messages start deleting and then you curve
i’m fucking leering hate my mind is so damn slurred
always on your phone tweeting just like a bird

fucking all your friends now they’re not your friends
i don’t give a fuck you’re a bitch
talking all that shit to all your friends but you don’t know that your best friend'ss all on my dick

fucking all your friends now they’re not your friends
i don’t give a fuck you’re a bitch
talking all that shit to all your friends but you don’t know that your best friend's all on my dick

yuh cut my fucking throat
throw you in an open grave and put some bullets in your throat
all my cum inside your mouth and down your bullet riddled throat
fill your grave with dirt i was the last one all up in your throat

mutilate my body for the first time
fix your fucking feelings cuz you’re always tryna hurt mine
then i go and mutilate my body for the third time
hanging from the ceiling all i’m seeing are these blurred lines x2

mutilate [prod. brxvn]

WAYUH!!!
sample from "Hey you there try this!"

WAHYUH! w/ takeer [prod. lava]

citrate (@areizaga)
shisui (@shisuiwuzhere)
LYRICS:

shisui:
sendin shots we watch your body sesperate from your soul
cannot walk outside the house unless i’m grippin on this pole
yeah you say you finna stab me but your blade is lookin dull
yeah i sold your gang some perks that are laced with fentanyl 
(hook)
yeah i know i’m in your head
no you cannot talk to me cuz you’re a fed(2x)
(verse)
we slidin on your block we leave your crew dead
weird as fuck bringing up shit i said
you talking on the net we filling you with lead
like we gon run up and snatch that chain on your neck
(hook)
yeah i know i’m in your head
no you cannot talk to me cuz you’re a fed(2x)

citrate:
load my sawed off two bullets for us
please don’t leave now or else i will cut
and i fought off all my urges once
bitch you’ll bleed now cuz you are a cunt
running round in circles all up in your fuckin head
i just wanna know why all you pussies get so pressed
been like 7 days since i’ve taken my fuckin meds
why you bitches always be fakin that you depressed
stop talking to me i don’t wanna hear it all you bitches dumb and your best friend  is a weird bitch
stop talking to me i don’t wanna hear it all you bitches dumb and your best friend  is a weird bitch
putting my blade in my fucking neck bitch
all these fucking bitches tryna fuck my setlist
gripping on her throat i ripped off her necklace
i don’t give a fuck bitch you always get pissed
making me feel like im not alive
stab you in the heart until you die

IN YOUR HEAD (ft. citrate & shisui)

feat. LXXIV @adam-vanscoyk
prod. syler

lyrics soon, this is a year old

enemy (feat. LXXIV) [prod. syler]

feat. lord distortion (@distortionthe1)
prod. triplesixdelete
mixed by shisui (@shisuiwuzhere)

SLUT (FEAT. LORD DISTORTION) [PROD. TRIPLESIXDELETE]

somehow i lasted 20 years in this existence.

prod. @pluck-sunset and @lilrahnera
mixed by me for once

lyrics:
took like 20 benzos at my show
panicking i'm thinking i'll be 6 feet down below x2

having sex with shadow figures bitch i'm such a whore
i'm so fucking normal do not send me to the ward x2

down to hell is where i'm gonna go
i just popped a fucking perky then i shot my fucking cat
talking to your corpse i said hello
decomposing rapidly and losing all your fucking fat

ripping off my skin i’m desecrated from the neck down
suicidal tendencies i love it when i bleed
bullets in my head is way too easy put the tec down
absence of consciousness is the only thing i need

if there is an afterlife i’ll kill myself again so i can leave this simulation i don’t wanna fucking live

fuck my life and fuck my dad i put a knife inside my cat and circumcised a fucking rat then made it eat it’s shit

looking at the crowd i wanna become a mass shooter
all you do is sit on discord on your shit computer
i ran over two cunts riding on a fucking scooter
cut the balls off stupid faggots yeah they just got neutered

hate all of you fuckers
everyday i’m taking uppers
ate your sisters heart for supper
cuz i thought she was my lover

kill myself attention
i can’t take this fucking tension
i forgot to fucking mention
that i will never recover

never gave a fuck about this shitty life
stole some shit from walmart which included a knife
really wanna end it all i just wanna die
every single day feels like i’m living a lie

doctor please don’t fuck me
you're like 50 years old and you’re ugly
i know i’m delusional don’t touch me
quit laughing at me it’s not funny

don’t send me to the ward i promise i’ll behave
put a finger on me and i’ll send you to your grave
no i didn’t mean that please i promise i’ll behave
i know my psychiatrist keeps saying i’m depraved

took like 20 benzos at my show
panicking i'm thinking i'll be 6 feet down below x2

having sex with shadow figures bitch i'm such a whore
i'm so fucking normal do not send me to the ward x2

20 [prod. plucksunset & lilrahnera]

inside of my body i don't feel a soul
i might be a demon
talking to shadows while out on a stroll
ugh, they feeding me reason
stuck in my head and i cannot let out
how the fuck i been feeling

my therapist pussy what the fuck is he on
always telling me i gotta stay out of my head
popping an addy, i'll sip till i'm dead
and my codeine be dirty, i mix it wit red
blue and red diamonds they shine like a fed
and im on a mission to do what i said

run it up run it up run it up
why wont my demons just let me go
gotta light it up light it up light it up
till my brotha gon pass me the mf blunt

all this evil i see in my blood
i tried to control it, I fell into love
and they thought i was bugging, i doubled back up
saw me getting me money, they said wassup

WAH WAH WAH
no-one around me thought i'd be the one to just laugh in the bank
HA HA HA
see me whipping around in dat big body tonka, i do what i want when i hop in the tank
WAH WAH WAH

surrounded by darkness turned my mind into an abyss where my thoughts always blank
ugh
and i didnt need nobody, my demons the only thing that i gon wake up to thank
yeah, it do not matter if i feel alone, i been by myself so that's all that i know
and they ain't believe me, said i wouldn't blow, now i get dms saying "u been my bro"
tell dat lil boy, i be riding alone
they wasn't wit me before getting known
now they stay on my body like dior cologne

blessing my brothers, why care bout/bought a throne

what good is the bread if it ain't wit da fam
damn
snakes all around me, they think that i don't understand
damn
i be seeing right thru all they plans
why they acting like they been a fan
now they tell me i might be the man
but i know that they wasn't wit me
OWAHOWAHOWAH
i need my demons to stay wit me
OWAHOWAHOWAH
i know my demons believe in me

i know my demons be needing me
lil shawty jus told me she fiending to meet
she be feeling my music, got me on repeat
but baby i'm toxic, my pain running deep

life isnt easy this sht neva sweet
they gon pray on yo downfall until u succeed
f-fuck all da talking that shit isnt me
if my bro pass da band i'm turn it to three
multiply money i triple the g
moving in action like i'm playing wii
walk a long road so i can't take a seat
alone in da vision, i gotta complete

i got back on my shit need a clown crown
i got so many dawgs, i'm at pound town
used to trap out da block up at downtown
need a band everyday theres a countdown
fuck all da talk, we gon run it back up
i said fuck all da talk, they showing me love
gotta get enough money to fill up a bus
give a fuck how they feel i be living it up
ye my come in on a tuesday
i be checking my bank, it's a new day
my phone on dnd i be moody
finna make dat boy dance wit dat uzi

trauma [prod. fendi444]

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