(p. yunny goldz)

(Hook)
I don't, don't want this to over
Let me be your lover
Can you pull me closer?

But if i didn't managed to get you
Swear to god i'll miss you
I don't need someone new

(Verse 1)
Cause, it's been hard to live without you
Now, i'm try to find a life when i get hurt
Lately i stay inside
Crying late at night
Tell me this is the right choice
Can't wait until i hear your voice
I'll be back soon or sooner to you
Try to give something more for you.

(Verse 2)
no way, i want you to see
just wait for me cause i'm on my way
night by nights i dream about you
so baby please, i need you here
i hope you can hear


closer ft. RYO

stream "(delusional)" on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-pt/track/0DNOifPqU5Z4g0syxVGI7H?si=9b534f2ee87a4324

prod by me

something about you
speaks with my soul
like no one ever got to 
the wounds is almost closing
i pray you don't go too soon 
i'll never let go of you

(delusional)

Performed, Written & Mixed by AREUDIE, Mafin$hawty, Kid Dava, RinoTheKidd
Mastered by AREUDIE
Cover Art by AREUDIE
Produced by YUNG FAIRY

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LYRICS:

[Chorus: AREUDIE]

Tapi kau duluan bilang "ada perasaan"
Saat ditengah malam, ku bagai di Awan
Don't act like you don't give a damn, ini hubungan
Mau dibawa kemana dan sampai kapan?

[Verse 1: AREUDIE]

If you feel sorry, baby, yeah, I don't care
My momma never taught me to beg any girl
You shouldn't worry about me or my mental health
'Cause I think you're now satisfied, better to leave me here

Set me free, yeah, let me bleed
Just let me be, let me be
No, you don't know about me
And we are not meant to be

Jadi biarku membeku disini
Tinggalkan saja diriku sendiri
Andai ku bisa balik ke bulan Juni
Pasti semua ini takkan pernah terjadi

Namun ku harap bisa ku perbaiki
Kemarin kau bangga walau dalam mimpi
Tapi kenapa tak pernah balas energi
Yang ku berikan tuk selama ini?

[Verse 2: Mafin$hawty]
Saat kau sedih aku disini
Saat kau sepi aku temani
Tapi ku merasa "kau tak pernah peduli"
Seakan "semua aku hanya sendiri"

Kau bilang "tak bisa", apa mungkin kau tak suka?
Kau bilang "ndak mau dulu, karena tak ada guna"
Aku berharap kau 'kan jadi milikku
Tapi semua dipatahkan olehmu

Kau bilang "lebih baik temenan aja"
Tanpa ada hubungan, kita jalani aja
Tapi percaya buatku menderita
Berharap lebih, tapi semua dusta

Baby, shut the fuck up, everybody know me
You just wanna handsome, I know isn't for me
Baby, like tell me, she says "I'm ugly"
I don't wanna anymore, you only hate me

Shout out to AREUDIE, kini kita bikin lagu
Orang tua beda, tapi kita tetap satu 
Shout out to Qorina, kamu cantik aku mau
Tapi sayangnya engkau malah tidak mau

Aku selalu berharap engkau jadi milikku
Tapi kau tak mengerti dengan perasaan aku
Kau bilang "teman saja", aku anggap tak mau
Semuanya hanya dusta, karena kau menghargaiku

[Verse 3: Kid Dava]
But hold up, you don't even know about me
Kamu cuma sok tau tentang semua ini
Like, you don't give a damn and you don't even care
Kamu anggap aku "cuma main-main"

Yeah (yeah) semua yang kulakukan (untukmu)
Ga sekedar kata-kata (not a bullshit)
With the actions, I told ya
"Kalau ku bukan mainan"

I believe in something more
Tapi ku bukan siapa-siapa untukmu
Kita "hanya teman yang setiap hari chat-an"
Ga lebih dari "penghibur" saat lo ga ada kerjaan

Like, 1-2-3-4-5-6 jam
Kok chat gua masih belum dibalas?
Mau nanya kamu tapi gue ga bisa
Takut kamu risih karena ini bukan QnA

Hari-hari makan gengsi, gua kenyang, yeah
Bukannya ku ga mau tapi ku tau batasan
Kayak, "kamu lagi dimana? kamu lagi sama siapa?"
Tapi itu bukan urusan, kita cuma teman-

Ga lebih, ga lebih, ga lebih, yeah
Kita cuma teman dari awal kenalan
So, who am I?
Someone afraid try to let go, yeah, let go

[Verse 4: RinoTheKidd]
Siapa lagi yang kupercaya?
Kamulah "navigasi", ku hilang tanpa arah
Kupendam rasa-
Ini lebih besar dari egomu (tell me)

I'm trying so hard to stay away from all the pain
Oh, cukup sudah, ku tak datang 2 kali
Masih tak percaya kau anggap aku "sampah"
Lantas dia seperti apa? nyatanya cuma imaji

I need to know if you understand about me
You don't know, ku jatuh-bangkit 4 kali
So in love, mungkin se-abad sekali
Lu gonta-ganti, dari awal ku sendiri

Wrong person & wrong time?
Nothing personal, I never waste your time
Oh girl, katakan padaku
Siapapun, "tolong sampaikan pesanku"

I'll never let you know
All I did should have been known
Know "people come & go"
While I'm here love must be shown

Bagaimana bisa terjadi?
Tak akan ku chat kamu lagi
Ku masih menunggu disini
(Aa~aa~aah)

[Chorus: AREUDIE]

Tapi kau duluan bilang "ada perasaan"
Saat ditengah malam, ku bagai di Awan
Don't act like you don't give a damn, ini hubungan
Mau dibawa kemana dan sampai kapan?

ARDICTIONS

HTS (Mafin$hawty, Kid Dava, RinoTheKidd)

HTS (feat. Mafin$hawty, Kid Dava, RinoTheKidd)

any means possible

So Many

merk motor

Merk Motor By Ust Anwar Al Abror (TamaT opo yo ngunu iki? gudu remix toh?)

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AREUDIE is an Artist from Palu, Central Sulawesi, Indonesia. AREUDIE performed the lyrics of an Emo-Rap themed song with a melodic sound, Inspired and influenced by Juice WRLD. AREUDIE started recording cover songs and started composing his own songs in March 2022.

The first song was titled “Malam” which was produced by Indonesian producer, sadface and American producer 5head, Make sure you follow AREUDIE at @areudieofc.

HTS (feat. Mafin$hawty, Kid Dava, RinoTheKidd)

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