@giovanni my favorite part is i look rhight whan i truned left best part yessir keep it up

@giovanni also this my shcool account my home account is callec karma. im 11 btw lol how old are you

I always find myself comin back to this gio

written by Lxst Boy
written by tsukiloofi
produced by 4lexf
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
mixed by tsukiloofi

LYRICS
sorry we ended the way that we did
still writing songs cuz i still feel like shit
type you a message but i'll never send
cuz you hate me so i wrote this instead
talk about me, wont you tell it to my face tho
your friends hit me up almost like everyday, so
tell me whats wrong, how fast do the days go
broke your heart and you left me in the dirt, so

what, stuck in the mud
saw your story girl you aint no fun
stuck in this room writing this song
stare at the ceiling, this feeling wrong, ayy
yeah, im feelin sad again
tell them you hate me and tell them im bad at this
i wanna fall off a building and crash in it
you wanna die make it look like an accident
yeah, we're screwed up, that shit wont change
sit writing songs at my desk every day
chill at my place, love is a race
find the words, but dont know what to say, yeah
know that im talking, im talking to enemies
i wanna know that you'll never aboandon me
too late, i remember the things that you said to me
please dont bury me cuz i'll never rest in peace

loofi:
Sorry we started the way that we did 
I know that I changed, but I still feel like shit 
And I know I don't talk but I'm still just a kid 
Living inside a nightmare a bottomless pit

Sorry we grew up, in a world of monstrosity, wished that I grew up so maybe you’d talk to me Living so happily, lies to my family, nobody understood shit, no one talked to me 

I wish that I knew you before, I wish that I stood on your porch, to knock on your door, and ask if your home, cause I brought you some smores, together at night while we lay on the floor i wish that little crush, was a little bit longer, I wish my little head was a little bit stronger, so maybe we’d be friends and I’d last a bit longer
Its stuck and its embedded, it's a million ponders 

huh, fuck, 
Maybe I just need to give you a hug 
I'm sure I need help, but maybe i'm wrong 
All of the help that I need’s in this blunt 


All of these problems, they still in my head, i try to solve em, but find that I can't 
I'll prolly be dead soon, you know in advance, i'll get out my bed soon stop writing this bit 
Just know that my head hurts from all of this stress, I love her, I love her but I'm still a mess, I'm still the kid that the voices would mess with. Can't build the courage to send you a message 
I didn't wanna hurt you, but I guess that I did it, It's way past our curfew but we ain't done living 
My life aint the same, it's not what I envisioned. I hope that you know I'm done hurting your feelings

to the girl whose heart i broke remix (feat. Lxst Boy) (feat. Mishaal) [4lexf]

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*777* w/ broadus & giovanni (reprod. jj)

cry me a river (prod. w00ds & Roiael)

Demon Girl

written by Lxst Boy, Cavasoul, and soku
produced by Riddiman and oldboyy
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
cover art by futoh
out on all platforms

-lyrics-
(Hook: Lxst Boy)
finish up my homework then I write another song
why does everybody hate me I swear that I did nothing wrong
got like 20 messages everytime I check my phone
but i will never answer them, I hate this feeling its getting old

(Verse 1: Lxst Boy)
try to tell me that im not ok
but cant you see the smile thats plastered on my face
like come over sometime and find me dead at my place
im sipping on this coffee praying that this pain would go away
the solitude is nice but I'm sick of being alone
walked a million miles on a path they call the lonely road
pondering my consciences, the deepest part of my soul
but hey im just a kid so what do i really know

(Hook)

(Verse 2: Cavasoul)
i hate this feeling, feeling horrible
is getting old
im losing meaning, meaning everything is seeming horrible
I'm conceited, seated at a table undesirable
I know that she could ruin me because shes so adorable
I fall asleep and I see images of violence
I see a side of me incite a riot
swear my head is never quiet
I'm craving death, it tries to overtake my fear of dying
I'll just go to bed so hopefully I can stop fucking crying
i hate this feeling that I feel whenever I open up my eyes
and now my lungs have started hurting as result from getting high
it gets tiring when you always just feel like you could die
now I'm breaking down again, just for today is the third time

(Hook)

(Verse 3: soku)
it's getting old, I'm growing old and I don't know if i could stay
every time you look my way I just turn and look away
I don't know if I could stay in this place
with this feeling that I hate and it won't go away yeah
yeah my voice is sounding stupid and my grades are going down
everybody else around hating me I feel the frown
on my face yeah I'm a waste yeah
telling everyone I might just take a break yeah
I finish up my homework then I go and cry alone
everybody hating me  and so I walk the lonely road
got like 20 messages every time i check my phone 
but that's not quite reality I hate this feeling it's getting old

(Hook)

@cavasoul
@soku_music
@prodriddiman

S T R E A M

i hate this feeling w/ cavasoul & soku (riddiman x oldboyy)

Produced by: Giovanni
Engineered by: Giovanni
Written by: Giovanni

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)

“I don’t mean to disappoint ya, but I think that it’s over”
Holy shit it’s finally over 
You should’ve listened when I told ya:

Stay back, don’t come close
I got walls made of ice, and my heart froze 
I got pain deep inside, so my door’s closed 
and I-

(Pre-chorus)

And I’m breakin’ down, my tears all on the floor yeah
Never thought I’d have to tell the story 
But now I’m shaking, feelin’ unimportant 

Now I’m breakin’ down
My tears all on the floor yeah
Never thought I’d have to tell the story
But now I’m shaking, feelin’ unimportant

(Chorus)

(8x)
Da da, da Da da 

(Verse 2)

Pieces all around me
So sharp how it cuts deep 
Hear me sing this melody 

I looked right when I turned left
And it hasn’t been bright ever since then
It’s so cold and I’m freezin’

(Pre-chorus)

She told me:
“Flowers only bloom when it’s dark”
So it’s funny how I thought you were the sun
Now I’m bloomin’ when it’s all said and done
Now I’m bloomin’ when it’s all said and done 

“Flowers only bloom when it’s dark”
So it’s funny how I thought you were the sun
Now I’m bloomin’ when it’s all said and done
Now I’m bloomin’ when it’s all said and done 

(Chorus)

(8x)
Da da, da Da da

Ice Cold

I Smoke To Cope

Down In The Dumps (feat. Jomie)

the person i made this song for does not exist. (wintead)

tattoos (prod. autrioly & pizzle)

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Song By Powfu and Kid ESs

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☁ SoundCloud: @powfu
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🎥 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@KIDESS
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Ice Cold

Giovanni

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