Ive always wanted to know what the original song was?

gec w/ raspy & plante

produced by me :)
no copyright btw





lyrics:
feel like nobody
and nobody needs love
making new friends
and then them cutting me off

oh hey streetlight
you're more important than me
you're shining bright
and i'm the one that is hiding deep

does nobody like me
i need somebody 

maybe it's all my fault, i'm sorry
why do you ignore me?
tell me why and if its the reason that i'm so lonely
is my fault, i'm sorry
feelings of betrayal gonna haunt me
haunt me
maybe it's all my fault, i'm sorry
why do you ignore me?
tell me why and if its the reason that i'm so lonely
is my fault, im sorry
feelings of betrayal gonna haunt me
haunt me

and i'm the outcast, that quiet kid
that only talks when he's feeling it
feelings are weaker than before
and my hearts just beating for me who swore -
that im never giving up, never going down
im the only one that can turn it all around
feeling like the words left me behind
but i know somewhere, i can still climb
to the top, not falling off
not feeling fake, and fall in love
being myself, i know its though
but i know i can do this up above
a happy life and to know what's right
to not get caught up in this fight
better days shining so bright
even through the darkest times



oh i go through darkest times
she don't wanna hear what's on my mind
hate it when i talk cuz i waste time
even though i know that i'll be fine

bloodstained coat sat by the fire
i can be all that you desire
i really hate the distance but it's dire
but i'll see you again inside the mire

oh i guess, i guess that we really meant nothing, nothing
really thought we were something, something
my phone was never buzzing buzzing

streetlights always kept me awake
stay up in the park until 8
throwing rocks at the near lake
but i still see your face



does nobody like me
i need somebody 

maybe it's all my fault, i'm sorry
why do you ignore me?
tell me why and if its the reason that i'm so lonely
is my fault, i'm sorry
feelings of betrayal gonna haunt me
haunt me
maybe it's all my fault, i'm sorry
why do you ignore me?
tell me why and if its the reason that i'm so lonely
is my fault, im sorry
feelings of betrayal gonna haunt me
haunt me


i guess it was my fault
now we became bygones
nothing that i did wrong >:(
we never would've gone long

everything will die out
now i'm filled with your doubt
laying in my bed just for you as i sit and watch the rain pour down

my fault ft. evergxrden

NVR/MND x Prxstigious - EXES ON MY GUEST LIST

I Hope You Know (prod. gosha)

i wake up every morning, wishing that i wouldn't wake
stay up late and gazing stars, wishing nights would never fade
the clock ticks my life away, inside my grave I'd be okay
i hide my face inside my pillow cause i try to suffocate

apologies, mom, i hope you'll never listen to my songs
i hope you keep on dreaming and i hope you'll never see my flaws
i'm probably drunk somewhere, probably pissing on somebody's lawn
stumbling on some bridges, hoping i would accidentally fall

#sarcasticsounds #powfu #sadboyprolific #rxseboy #lofi #lofirap #deaddreams #lo-fi #lo-firap

dead dreams (prod. Sarcastic Sounds)

goodnight

farewell

BEAT : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rAVrI28NlYU&ab_channel=LyricsBasedOnCost

talk (cover)

prod. boyfifty
https://soundcloud.com/cavasoul/miserable-together-w-cava-verse
lxst boy
[hook]
i said that im fine but i promised that i lied yeah
tryna make it right but it gets harder in the night yeah
stuck here writing songs in my room its rainy weather
my shadows my only friend now we're miserable together x2

[verse]
we're 2 different people i get that
but why didnt you tell me to step back
i was staying up waiting for a text back
and instead i got sad and i relapsed
yeah i tried and i tried, i fall down then i cry
pick myself up trip and fall then i die
you said its fine but really its not
you act clueless and watch as i rot
i check the time, its 4 or 5
then check my phone, cant see the light
i check my pulse, im half-alive
you picked my rose and watched it die
these castle walls aint fortified
i hear the lies and theyre not mine
cant feel nothing, my nerves are fried
spending every waking moment feeling dry

cavasoul
[verse]
i feel faint
lacking iron or protein
or maybe dying
been abandoned by my guide
cause i never see the signs
its over gimme one more time
you move on i fall behind
i always fake it don’t admit the fact
that i’m never feeling fine
i’m a mess most of the time
give my best i’m never right
i struggle with anxiety that makes me wanna die
no one listens
no one cares
really need to wash my hair
but i hardly leave my bed i’m miserable and losing air
suppressing my light make it snow in the summer
i wasted my time even thought that i loved her
i feel like i’m fading i’m losing my colour
i was losing my mind she was under another
another one that i can add to the list
i try to forget all the things that you did
when i think about him it be making me sick
you were wanting a high that i just couldn’t give
the time that you took from me never returned
when you give up your trust and it breaks then it burns
i’m tired i wish that the tables would turn
one day i’ll see you get what you deserve
i thought i could i save you but i was mistaken
concerned with the path you taking
you lied to my face now you can’t even face it
you leaving me here while i’m broken and shaking

cavasoul - miserable together w/ lxst boy (slowed and reverb)

oblivious 2nd Album "Finite Daydream"
Tr.1 oblivious - Finite Daydream
released April 27, 2025

CD available on BOOTH
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S to Σ
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