Inside of my head

there is nothing that you want that you don’t have right now is there really 
I mean you dont think about things like that
The thing now is more privacy that I would like
Id like to be alone more
The phone rings too often
There’s too many cameras and I’ve kind of accepted
But its not me when things are gone
I come back to the room and I become myself again
Often times I pull down all the shades like I used to 
And just lay down on the room
For 5 to 6 hours alone
Just lay in that bed and get something back
Some kind of juice
Being away from people 
Is some the most marvellous fulfilment a man like me can have
The absence of humanity is a fulfilment so graceful
That even god wouldn’t understand even if he invented them

Elegy of endless memories
Inside of my head
Inside of my head
Inside of my head

Benzendrine, Caffeine and Nicotine
Inside of my head
Inside of my head
Inside of my head

Lil Happier | Inside Of My Head

Yeah im winnin
Yeah yeah im winnin uh
Yeah im ballin, and im poppin
I aint playing
and im Feeling blessed, and im never stressed
Cause im winnin err day
And im living everyday 
And im feelin everyday 
Yeah

I promise hun ima phenomenon
Teaching you curriculum   
I rap like im on def jam
Jk I wish damn
]I’m a busy man
Got that rich swag
Wasn’t born rich 
Life ain’t fair 
It  ain’t day care
All im Saying Is I’m the king 
Like simba
And you gotta better remember 
Ill never surrender
I don’t know how I do it.     I just listen to the music 
I go hard
 no excuses
My life is my muses 
No misses
how can you not notice
Ima thereuputic champion 
ima shine livin in a palace
Of my mind
Ima star yo girl they know us.  Everthything im not 
made me every thing I am
I ain't sappy, I'm feeling glad
I got the sunshine in the bag\. 
But who am I to say
I'm just winning everyday yeah

Feeling blessed, and im never stressed | lil happier

EENIE MEENIE ZZZEDIT

Yeah im winnin
Yeah yeah im winnin uh
Yeah im ballin, and im poppin
I aint playing
and im Feeling blessed, and im never stressed
Cause im winnin err day
And im living everyday 
And im feelin everyday 
Yeah

I promise hun ima phenomenon
Teaching you curriculum   
I rap like im on def jam
Jk I wish damn
]I’m a busy man
Got that rich swag
Wasn’t born rich 
Life ain’t fair 
It  ain’t day care
All im Saying Is I’m the king 
Like simba
And you gotta better remember 
Ill never surrender
I don’t know how I do it.     I just listen to the music 
I go hard
 no excuses
My life is my muses 
No misses
how can you not notice
Ima thereuputic champion 
ima shine livin in a palace
Of my mind
Ima star yo girl they know us.  Everthything im not 
made me every thing I am
I ain't sappy, I'm feeling glad
I got the sunshine in the bag\. 
But who am I to say
I'm just winning everyday yeah 





Ands I
Got that glaze 
je ne sais quois
Living in a mirage a trois
Got that balaclava wearing undercover 
Got no hoopla mofucka Im smooth like a chef in beni Hana
Ima Live fresh ima die fresh
Archived Raf Simons in my death bed 
Yall know how I get bread

And I breathe again, and live again, like a start over
i just win again, ,like a cheat code all around, too many skills THATS d glover

DIY you fake sick
DIY MY LOUIE fit

Yo if you don’t know me by now Im unidentified and im fly 
thats a UFO
Im a miracle 
Im just sensitive no  E-M-O
Vanquishing my foes
Conquering them hoes 
but for real tho I got none but it doesn’t matter im having fun. 

but for real tho I got none but im having fun
Doesn’t matter I’m having fun

bless up 2

Turn up the bass on a sunday

Sunday Service Choir Father stretch my hands pt 1 edit

Father Stretch My Hands On Sunday ZZZEDIT

YALL NEED JESUS

a mix by IG @djzarzar 
Alternative titles:
Rappin for Jesus, We on that god shit, Y’all need Jesus, Jesus Christ is the son of the OG, Y’all need Jesus, lord save us from rona.

Songlist:
stretch my hands on Sunday
Sunday service 
Every hour
All we got
Sunday candy
Jesus walks
Jesus is the one 
On god
Lord give me a sign
Hope
Blinded by your grace Stop trying to be god
Untitled 05 | 09.21.2014
Godspeed
Reborn 
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One of my goals rn to introduce concept mixtapes. Rather than one energy all throughout, it feels more of an album where it tells a story, and brings the energy up and down and whatnot. To make it feel more of the mix telling a complex story rather than the alternative “hip hop from 90s. Hey workout mix. Hey chill lofi”

My goal for this specific mix was to express my views on Christianity, I grew up in the church but now leaning more into Buddhism / new spirituality. A personal exploration on the complexity of faith as we go through life.

Being open minded and accepting brings more happiness. Love and peace friends. Happy Easter.
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Play this while doing your Sunday morning cleaning

Comment and Tag your friend who has enough faith but is asking for more

Full mix available for download in SoundCloud

LINKINBIO

YALL NEED JESUS |「Mix by zzz」

Lofi Vibes for the mornings you'd rather just stay in bed

Track list:

Atmost - Konteks
In Life - Tom Doolie
Atrebor - Flughand
Melt - Philanthrope 
Dusk - Normal
Sly - Cat Paw
Golden Alley - Kazam
Old Rocks - Kuranes
Be Kind - twuan
I thought it was in September - Oilix
Alone by Your Side - J'san
Amore - Nowun
Set Sail - Ocha
Predictions - Handbook
Deal with it - Soulchef
With Your Heart - Goodge
Reflection Eternal - Nujabes

Lo VIbe

Lil happier | Let me touch the sky

I just wanna take it slow
I don’t wanna blow
My brains out any more
I just the flow 
So lets go
See the glow in my eyes
See the change in my vibe
Im feeling fly
Let me feel the high
Let me touch the sky

Chillin' when I'm in the mood, healin' and I’m doin' good
Yeah I did it how I said it, yeah I left it all behind it
Yeah I'm gettin' hella rest, yeah I'm really gettin' mine
Getting time all the best is in my mind
Just tryna find 
Glass up for the drama that we live thru. 
Glass up for the bottles that we drank thru 	
Glass up forget all the people that we left too

Ayo im lil happier
That’s my name don’t forget it
Don’t regret it
Cause we all about the real shit

Get my head right 
Working for that good life
Serchin for a purpose
Eating wild rice star anise, a little garlic and some five spice
Go hard I try do my thing, yeah
I am free, yeah
Get my peace, yeah

I just wanna let you know

I just wanna take it slow
I don’t wanna blow
My brains out any more
I just the flow 
So lets go
See the glow in my eyes
See the change in my vibe
Im feeling fly
Let me feel the high
Let me touch the sky

I just wanna take it slow
I don’t wanna blow
My brains out any more
I just the flow 
So lets go
See the glow in my eyes
See the change in my vibe
Im feeling fly
Let me feel the high
Let me touch the sky

Ok, I'm the man bro
I dont really care what the fuck you think
Im out so rare and I  got no clique 
Sweaty necklace aint no kink
And I bump this drink 
eating salmon pink, I’m fo sho dat good
Don't want shit but a ho that would
Lemme get dat, bread and snap that
Get a Kodak, cowgirl blow that back, lemme own that
Word... shits unheard
My words are slurred
and I say curse words
Cause I’m a lyrical cynical 
Critical of aLL the clues
That skews our world views  

See mah flow 
while we be sleeping in the mattress on the flo
Y’all never know what you wanna know 
Where you’re gonna go
So take it slow
Take it slow homie
get it from me
Feeling cozy
In the middle of the night 
Hungover from a party
Take it slow homie
Take it slow homie
Take it slow homie

I just wanna let you know

I just wanna take it slow
I don’t wanna blow
My brains out any more
I just the flow 
So lets go
See the glow in my eyes
See the change in my vibe
Im feeling fly
Let me feel the high
Let me touch the sky

Lil Happier | Let me touch the sky

(Coffee sounds)
(Phone call)
Yeah 
I be waking it up 
after dreaming it up
I be doin enough
I be living it up

I just want another minute think about a what Im gonna do
I just want another minute think about a what Im gonna do ooh ooh yeah

How are you
What you been through 
Was it painful 
Did it build you 

Really Ive just been thinking about you
And what our future is too

Cause I’ve done too much shit already 
ive Fallen got up and fallen again 
And that’s the beauty of life I guess
That you keep guessing how its messing up your head

Hey ma
Im really tired can I sleep in your house tonight
Is it alright if I stay a year or two
Ill be quiet it’ll only be just to sleep at night really
Don’t worry ill leave once Ive figured out how to pay for my own life
Im still young can I still dream for a couple of months more
With a couple of drinks more
With a couple of blunts more
I swear Ill be doing much more

Couse life is too short to be stressing
And let it keep messing
Up your head 
All the imperfect imperfections to the lines of cigarette
Essentially we’re all living like we all wanna be 
Happy from when we wake up to when we sleep to our bed 

I’m ready I’m ready I’m ready
I’m not 

But will I ever be? 

I just wanna make sure you’re living for my self 
Make sure you’re happy 
Make sure theres love whatever you do
And make sure you give love even to those who don’t give it to you

How are you
What you been through 
Was it painful 
Did it build you 

I be waking it up 
after dreaming it up
I be doin enough
I be living  it up

I just want another minute think about a what Im gonna do
I just want another minute think about a what Im gonna do ooh 

Yeah, ill just get another cup of coffee yeah

areyouzzz

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