i remember old times
you'd stay
strays now

oh it's so deceiving, ill leave you all behind.
tried to move on, you know that i can't
you just don't understand

i remember you felt
homesick
but you don't know where you're from
(you don't know)

oh it's so deceiving, we were so aligned.
i tried to move on, you know that i can't
you just don't understand

i know you overthink, but leave it all behind.
why do people come and go
i know you were stressing out
i know you overthink, but leave it all behind.

[instrumental]

oh it's so deceiving, ill leave you all behind.
tried to move on, you know that i can't
you just don't understand

it goes in circles
linktr.ee/fictionsband

remember demo

you lead your hands
back and forth
cutting corners not looking around
trying to make you feel like you use to

because i know
you beat yourself up
over things you dont care about
because i know
youre trying too hard
and youve waited for far too long
so call me selfish again

no i know
(its fine you think too much)
i dont want you to lie
(waking up it hurts sometimes)
i still see you smiling sometimes
(waking up it hurts sometimes)

its so uneventful now that i dont see
the smaller parts of it sometimes
moved so slowly anchored down
this evening breeze will be my blanket
because it looks like
now that everything gets here so soon
i would live my life wrapped in cocoons
but no i dont want it all that way again

so i tore it up
coloured lies on a postcard to my life
trying to make me feel like i use to do

because i know
you beat yourself up
over things you dont care about
because i know
youre trying too hard
and youve waited for far too long
so call me selfish again
so call me selfish again
so call me selfish again
so call me selfish again

it goes in circles
linktr.ee/fictionsband

postcard demo

You 
Followed me 
Into my dreams
And possessed me 

Shallow 
Promises 
Her wandering soul  
Never left me

What a perfect place 
To see your hollowed face  
It’s all just a dream
Wake up from this dream

Drown myself to sleep 
So i don’t feel any feelings
Conjure all of my dreams
So i don’t feel like i’m breathing

Your words stucked inside me 
Linger around to find the truth
Broken into pieces 
Left me shattered with no ending

Conjure (Acoustic Demo)

alam_sekitar_prod_egrax

pillowy

lyrics :

Gelak tawa kita berdua
Tiada lagi kau bersama

Bulan bintang berdarah bersama
Jangan pergi, kita ke neraka

Dosa kau dan aku kekal selamanya
Jangan bimbang ku kan bersamamu

Mana kau yang ku kenali
Pulangkan semula hidupku kembali

Dosa (Demo)

to choko,
thank you for everything, i love you. <3
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unreleased fictions (rough demo)
listened to a lot of shoegaze bands during the writing process of this track.
shout out to the shoegaze movement going on in malaysia

in darkest times (demo)

Lyrics : 

(Verse)
Hanyut jasad ditelan prahara,
Rindu ke taman memetik serayu,

(Chorus)
Berhutang janji diri binasa,
Terhutang nyawa ke cinta yang lalu.
Ku lari untukmu anggerik,
Daku curahkan tenaga cinta ultrasonik.

Lyrics : Ipann
Composer : Ipann

anggerik, tenaga cinta ultrasonik (Bedroom Demo)

Thom

you suck charlie

Last night she said
"Oh, baby, I feel so down"
"Oh, it turn' me off when I feel left out"
So I, I turned 'round
Oh, baby, don't care no more
I know this for sure, I'm walking out that door
Well, I've been in town for just about fifteen, oh, minutes now
Oh baby, I feel so down, and I don't know why
I keep walking for miles
And see, people, they don't understand
Your girlfriends, they can't understand
Your grandsons, they won't understand
On top of this, I ain't ever gonna understand
Last night she said
"Oh, baby, don't feel so down"
"Oh, it turn' me off when I feel left out"
So I, I turned 'round
Oh, baby, gonna be alright
It was a great big lie, 'cause I left that night, yeah
Oh, people, they don't understand
No, girlfriends, they don't understand
In spaceships, they won't understand
And me, I ain't ever gonna understand
Last night she said
"Oh, baby, I feel so down"
"See, it turn' me off when I feel left out"
So I, I turned 'round
Oh, little girl, I don't care no more
I know this for sure, I'm walking out that door, yeah

BEFORE NIGHT

arfan.s

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