artwork by Alexander Alpine

high speed sadness, perfectly loopable for your drive/run/sesh.

ROAD2IDL

'MANIA' EP

'PRODUCT' [prod. AIRY BABY]

'NO SLEEP' [prod. AIRY BABY]

LYRICS: 

I’ve been searching for light
Through my eyes and I won’t let go
Through my eyes and I won’t let go
Through my eyes and I won’t let go

And I waste all my time
I stayed by your side
I gave you my life
Ripped out my heart
You tore me apart
Should’ve known from the start
Lotta things don’t go my way
When I feel so lost all day
I been thinking bout these things can’t change
Really hate it when I feel like waste
I been tripping bout some shit that got me feeling so ashamed
I been lacking so long that’s why they see me like a stain
Every time I look around I know I really have to strain
Cuz I’m searching for life

Hey, I know what your problem is
Every time they bring it up you be dodging it
Know you sitting there feeling like a pile of shit
Right now, suicide make a lot of sense
Every feeling that you have you disown it
Bad luck everytime at your lowest
Always thinking on a way to approach it
Ain’t no way to find peace in commotion
Dissociated, so dissociated
From the things that never change
Don’t remember anything
Cause it all just feel the same
Been so long you stay lowkey
Been so long since you had good sleep
Been so long since you last felt free
Been so long since you had your peace
Won’t be long til you feel that heat
Won’t be long til you take that leap
Won’t be long til you see 6 feet
Can't be wrong when it feel like me

Got me feeling like damn life has to be better than this
My motivation and my patience been deader than shit
I mean the way my mind is racing I’mma crash in a ditch
I’m not a fan of conversation when I’m sad as a bitch
I’ve been so antisocial
I’ve been so inundated
I might delete my socials
Can’t get out of this matrix
There ain't no way to fake it
Or is there
I don't face it, mind is vacant
I’m wilding lately
I don't wait, as-salamu alaykum
Ain’t no chasing, man i wish i made it
I’m gon say it
Why they treat me like the son of satan
Feel this pain I swear you're so mistaken
Cloud up on me, that's that condensation
Now let it rain

I feel that rain coming down
I get so used to the sound

I feel that rain coming down (and it make me go oh, oh, oh)
So much it flood up the ground (and it make me go oh, oh, oh)
I get so used to the sound (and it make me go oh, oh, oh)
Baby I’m lost never found (and it make me go oh, oh, oh)

Feel like I died and went to hell
So much commotion within the shell
Moving slow motion, not feeling well
Full of resent, I know you can tell 
I don’t want nothing but better sleep
Feelings fade, and I’m feeling fate
All the same in a world of hate
I can’t evade what I can’t escape
In a daze, feeling weak
On occasion, feel the need
To adjust, and I’m crushed
So I rush, to a friend
Every time I start feeling boxed in
I be calling you again and again
And I know you getting sick of my shit
But, sometimes I really wanna quit
Who wanna bet is that I don’t cheddar, forever
I manage to fall like a feather, no matter the weather
No matter the header, it’s always the same
I counted on pain, as part of my lane
But never the shame
Now picture me at the top of the cliff
It’s at least a couple niggas shouting please do a flip
It’s at least a couple niggas out here posting a pic
And if I’m taking too long they’d prolly push me and shit
Midsommar daylight shining through the abyss
Make you really think about what you did as a kid
And when I really think aloud I start to ball up my fist
I’m feeling like I missed out if you ain't getting the gist
I mean, I think of my idols
I wanted to meet em, I wanted to make em my rivals
I felt like a destiny's waiting, I’m Jack in The Shining
Something would take over me and make me a monster
But now I feel like I belong inside an asylum
Losing my mind, I’m sitting inside to silence
I cannot bare to be shown in light when I’m dying
Mentally, physically, feeling like back of the nine
Wasn't pose to make it past 25
The jokes on me, I’m still alive
Weighing that shit like pros and cons
At the end of tunnel, I don't see the light

'IV. SEARCHING FOR LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL, AND SO FAR I'VE FOUND NO HOPE' [prod. AIRY BABY]

LYRICS: 

Can you come through some time
Girl I might blow your mind
Anything you want you got
So how you get stuck like that
Girl you know you don't know your worth
Know he treat you like dirt
Losing what you had won't hurt
Shawty don't know she perfect

You need a new man 
Telling you that is true
You should break up with your old man 
Hate to give the news
He gon blame it all on you
He's a bitch, a sad excuse
We just can't keep breaking rules when
All I want is you
Shawty, all I want is you

And I might blow your mind
Anything you want you got
So how you get stuck like that

I’ve been waiting for you all this time
Right now I’m here shooting my shot
I’m a maniac ain't no lie
I’ve been scheming, I’ve been making my plot
These questions on my mind
I’m feeling like that sometimes, yeah
Feeling like that sometimes
Feeling like that sometimes, yeah
Feeling like that sometimes 
I’m feeling like that sometimes, yeah
Feeling like that sometimes
Feeling like that sometimes, yeah

Can I come through some time
Girl I might blow your mind
Anything you want you got
So how you get stuck like that
Girl you know you don't know your worth
Know he treat you like dirt
Losing what you had won't hurt
Shawty don't know she perfect

Feel the love, inside you
So many men would die, between those thighs
too many men, would try, to lie they way, lie they way
they don’t think you want the truth
shooting the messenger, ricochet straight into you
You
You

'BLOW!' [prod. AIRY BABY]

'MARIPOSA' w/ JHEXX [prod. AIRY BABY & JHEXX]

LYRICS:

Soon as I get it, I fuck it up
Soon as I get it, I fuck it up
Soon as I get it, I fuck it up
Fuck it up, fuck it up, fuck it up
Soon as I get it, I fuck it up
Soon as I get it, I fuck it up
Soon as I get it, I fuck it up
Sick of being told every day that I’m golden 
Spending every day being told that I’m chosen

Baby, 
I go from feeling like you want me
Straight to feeling like you hate me
What’s the reason why you make me go 
Crazy
And you won’t let go of me 
Even when I tell you only thing that's on my mind 
I’m gone be pushing up
Daisies
Lately
If ain't feelin like you with me, I’m hazy
& I’ll be insane like you want me, no safety
What I am saying is, I am wasting over you

Mania
She pull me up
And when I’m with my baby I can’t get enough
Feel the rush
Feel the rush, yeah
Feel the rush
Baby you can feel the rush
Mania
She pull me up
And when I’m with my baby I can’t get enough
Feel the rush
Feel the rush, yeah
Feel the rush
I’mma make her feel the rush
Mania
She pull me up
And when I’m with my baby I can’t get enough
Feel the rush
Feel the rush, yeah
Feel the rush
Baby you can feel the rush
Mania
She pull me up
And when I’m with my baby I can’t get enough
Feel the rush
Feel the rush, yeah
Feel the rush
I’mma make her feel the rush

Oh yeah, right now now now, you know I don’t behave
Don't weigh me, down down down, and push me to my grave
Someone send, a satellite, to come and save me
When it come around at night, there’s no safety
Don’t!
I can feel the rush, but I’m upside down
If she ain’t in love, it’s a bust right now
Feel it in her guts, she gone bust each round
If I’m on the cusp, she can't shut me out
Ooo baby, I’m going off the deep end
If you was fucking other niggas, straight fiending
I would prolly lose my mind and start tweaking
I mean, I don't even know the reason
maybe you got a hold on me
maybe you got control me
maybe you got control me

'MANIA' [prod. AIRY BABY & JUSTIN LORING]

'F-ZERO GX (MON COEUR)w/ HOLLOW BASTION & LUD NOOSE'(PROD. BY AIRY BABY & JUSTIN LORING)

LYRICS:

i lied, that’s right
i’m fucked up in the head

when i get to that side, bad side
it’s so hard to pretend

i’ve been losing my mind, all night
i know i cannot win

i’ve been wasting your time, shrug, sigh
at least you’ve kept me here

is it my ways and how i tend to mistakes, babe
is it my face and how i got the hollow gaze, babe
like if you left me i‘d be stuck inside this daze, babe
can’t find my trace i’m somewhere lost in outer space

baby there ain’t no fun in suicide
but can you blame if i wanna to try
the grass is grayer on the other-side
i’m fucking up my life

but these hands just don’t fight
i been lost for quite some time
i go back back is there anyway to
load up on sunshine

when i’m gone, please don’t call
hate my phone, let it ring

yet he call, and she call
and i just let it ring

when you left and you knew
i would not be the same
that hit hard, that hit hard, that hit hard

i hit 180 on the dash i hope i never get home
i’ve seen my baby for the last, another heart she shit on
i can’t decide about the past, if i should up and move on
i never thought i’d be the dude that she would up and move on

i don’t wanna be upset, sorry
mislead, sorry
next time i get in my head
and think those things that can’t be said
i wondered if you’d sense my dread

but these hands just don’t fight
i’ve been lost for quite some time
i go back, back, is there anyway to
load up on sunshine

let me keep bleeding
please don't cauterize these wounds
and i’ve been pleading
just can't authorize my mood
please excuse me
if i fall in love with you
if i get too deep, i know i might just lose

lose
lose
lose

you’re way too close, babe, you should know that we'll be through

through
through
through


i don’t know how to trust your ways
know somebody out there gotta feel this pain?
our love isn’t what it was these days
is it all a game and why you trying to play

woah

is it worth, it ain’t worth,
put in work, it don't work,
feeling hurt, always hurts,
at my worst

does it always feel the same
so insane, feeling shame
so enraged, nothing changed, hey

(cut me deep) let me keep bleeding
 please don't cauterize these wounds
(just watch me bleed) and i’ve been pleading
just can't authorize my mood
(i cannot sleep) please excuse me
if i fall in love with you
(i’m in a heap) if i get too deep, i know i might just lose

lose
lose
lose

you’re way too close, babe, you should know that we'll be through

through
through
through
through

EASY TO LIE, SUNSHINE, HARD TO TRY

PRODUCED BY ME AND JUSTIN LORING, ENGINEERED BY AUDIOSTEIN

Running running running
Can you tell me who I am cuz I feel like a good for nothing, yeah yeah
Running running running
Can you tell me who I am cuz I feel like a good for nothing, yeah yeah
Too much pride to cry, I’d start a waterfall
I’m running like a bull, against a matador
I can’t go left or right, I’m in a tug of war
I gotta find a mask I think I’m wearing off

Hey, It’s never safe,
Hey, hey, It’s never safe,
Hey, It’s never safe
HEY! It’s never safe
Hurry up hurry up, I gotta say
It’s never safe, it’s never safe, it’s never safe
I’m in a rush, I’m in a rush don’t go away
I need you now, I need you now I’m bout to pay
I think you know the way I feel I gotta say
Feels like the path I had to go it was a waste
Feels like the drive within my soul, it was erased 
Feels like devil making room, I gotta stay
And now I’m running, running, running, running, running from my fate
I gotta feeling that I’ll never be the same
I’m in a daze, I forget my own name
She looked at me said ‘AIRY BABY whatcha saying?’
Can you tell me what you see?
Can you tell me what you see?
Can you tell me what you see?
Cuz I don’t know about me, uh uh.

Running running running
Can you tell me who I am cuz I feel like a good for nothing
Running running running
Can you tell me who I am cuz I feel like a good for nothing
Too much pride to cry, I’d start a waterfall
I’m running like a bull, against a matador
I can’t go left or right, I’m in a tug of war
I gotta find a mask I think I’m wearing off

CAN U TELL ME WHO I AM? (single version)

PRODUCED BY ME, ENGINEERED BY FREQNICK

If I was the one, and you knew, would you double back?
I could see the love, be my doom, like a heart attack
Gotta lotta drive, that’s infused, but it’s not intact
Well I gotta do what it do, there ain’t nothing less 
Put in any room, nothing new, still the fuckin best
I can give you view, after view, Grand Budapest
Now I'm in the mood, tell the truth, just don’t get attached
Don’t be so confused, they like baby where the fuck you been? 
And I’m like, what it do, peanut butter coupe, paint it baby blue
Drop the roof, drippin like a fruit, got you lookin spooked, 
Make it droop (sit it to the side)
Hang it like a tooth, on a youth (put that bitch in drive)
Steam it like a soup 

For a minute I been on the fence about a lot of shit inside the way I’m living
Meditated with a bunch isms til I recognized that I don’t need religion
Fiddled round with a stack of scripts til a nigga broke, never needed fixing
Heart cold fuckin round wit hoes, buncha ugly hoes, now I need a vixen like ooo

Ho I am not playing games,
This is not one in the same
I just put one in the chamb
Im bout to blow out my brains
I want that frost on my rangs
Nelson Mandela my range
I want margiella and wang
No, I need propellors and wangs

Why you always on my dick? Go and stack sumn
Arcteryx for my fit, this ain’t Pacsun
Don’t be waxing, bitch, what’s ya passion?
What you lack, leave you stuck in the past, uh huh

Gotta leave em in the rearview (gotta leave em, gotta leave em, gotta leave em in the rearview)
there’s a reason for the size of the rearview (there’s a reason, there’s a reason for the rearview)
And here they come along the side, tryna match you (and here they come and here they come they tryna match you)
But that’s the thing, cause can’t nobody ever catch you (can’t nobody, can’t nobody ever catch you)
Now keep your eyes on finish line before they crash you (keep your eyes on, keep your eyes before they crash you)
Make sure you never have a thing you’re too attached to (you should never have a thing you’re too attached to)
You gotta keep it moving forward like they passed you (keep it moving, keep it moving, like they passed you)
You got the wheel, you gotta drive like you’re past due (got the wheel, you gotta drive)

And they keep talking patience?

I don’t even know what that mean
Why you gotta put it on me?
Watch me takeoff like BEAM!
And if I stay on this track
You just keep spinning like laps
They’d just keep bringing me back
Cuz niggas keep making that crap, plop   
And I be making that crack, rock, 
Like I was never a star 
Don’t matter If I was ready or not
I am too good, to the top, never stop
Too bad that I came from the back and they ain't see me coming, I’m right here to take what you got 

Don’t know why you got a problem, problem, problem
With me
I don’t ever bother nobody but me
I don’t even trust nobody but me
I don’t even tell nobody bout these
Problems, problems, problems
With me
I don’t even bother nobody but me
I don’t even trust nobody but me
I don’t wanna tell nobody bout me

PAST DUE (single version)

PRODUCED BY ME, ENGINEERED BY AUDIOSTEIN

I hate when a bih try to tell me 'no worries'
Like what the fuck do that mean
AIRY BABY, whatcha sayin

Can you, can you help me?
Can you help me? (I need some help)
Can you, can you help me? (i need some help)
Can you, can you help me? (i need some help)
Can you

I feel like nobody, can’t feel like somebody, I’m so outer body, my soul
Belong to the reaper, he ready to see me, but I am not ready to go
I picked up more hobbies, got chops like karate, but still I do not fit the mold
No matter the life that I try to possess, catching hell, burning hot as a stove

Hi!
If you’re wasting time
This color for your mind
I'm so out of line
They just wanna vibe
Feel like I'm on a quest for my tribe, tribe, tribe
Yeah, I keep thinking, thinking, thinking

No worries,
What the fuck do that mean?
All i have is fucking worries
and i keep thinking
I keep thinking
I keep thinking
I keep thinking

Can you help me? ( i can't do this by myself)
Can you, can you help me? (i need some help)
Can you, can you help me? (i need some help)
Can you, can you help me? (i need some help)

NO WORRIES

PRODUCED BY ME AND NINETYNIIINE, ENGINEERED BY AUDIOSTEIN

Wake me up,
 Wake me up,
Wake me up, 
Wake me up

I had to

Where I’m from, yeah, you see plenty,
Where I’m from, yeah, you see plenty,
Where I’m from, yeah, you see plenty,
Where I’m from, yeah, you see

I had to open up my eyes
There’s 304s in 305 
Said you love me? No bitch, you lied!
Don't think I’ll make it out alive

I ain’t got nun to SAY! NO! WAIT!
Tell me why this feeling so fake, my fate
You ain't gotta stay if i don't change my ways
But how you gone leave me when you know it ain’t safe 
How you gon leave me when you know I’m gon wait
How you gon leave me when you know I’m gon break
How you gon leave me when you know what's at stake
How you gon leave me when you know I’m gon crazy

I had to open up my eyes
There's 304s in 305 
Said you love me? No bitch, you lied!
Don't think I’ll make it out alive

Hop out the side of the big truck, fuck it
We bout to make motion pictures
I want the bad one 
The black one 
And that one too
I know what we doin tonight 
She want sex on the rocks, give her rocks 
(Hmph, yes)
First date trip to Ice Box 
She knowing if I’m mad, I said it all 
She knowing if she talk get blocked 
Like
You don’t need me no more, and I don’t need 304s 
I need one that’s far from the basic 
I need one to sacrifice the facelift

I had to open up my eyes
To 304s in 305
Said you love me? No bitch, you lied!
Don't think I'll make it out alive

Hey,

Pimp talk, pimp walk
Fuck a player, I’m a real boss
Keisha, Tanya, Mia, Monique
Claudia, Cassie, Leah, Issa
Isis, Jordan, Sia, Bre
Ana, Grace, Trina, Dee

Lil shawty wanna rock
Lil shawty, lil shawty, wanna rock
She wanna take that body to the top
Let’s take it to the top then, 
Let’s….  
You wanna do that right now?
Are you ready?
You know they’re watching
You crazy
Let’s do it then
I’m right here
Close your eyes

304s w/ love

PRODUCED BY ME, ENGINEERED BY TYREE THOMAS

Ok, ok
She told me it's for life, I’d be a fool to walk away
She looked me in my eyes and said “those feels will never change”
But now you think you’re better off alone? No way, no way

What's on your mind
I’m going deep inside
Gripping on your waist
You wanna be my wife?
You can get my love, you can get my hate
Baby let's just try
We can still be saved, cus we still got love and it just won't die

You can't be better off alone

I know that we get upset, turn lovebirds
Turn broken hearts, it’s so absurd
Been immature, our self-worth
It’s been the worst, yet you’re the one I want
You’re the one I want, yeah

Do you just wanna leave?
Know you cut me too deep
I’ve been anxious for days
Baby just talk to me

I want you to [talk to me]
I want you to [let me in]
I want you to [talk to me]
I want you to [let me, let me]
I want you to [talk to me]
I want you to [let me in]
I want you to [talk to me]
I want you to [let me, let me]

Talk to me right
Tell me what’s real
Not what I wanted to know, but the real
Talk to me right
Tell me what’s real
Not what I wanted to know, but the real

Talk to me
Let's air it out
Tell you the truth
I’ve had no doubts
Love from you
I can't lose
Me and you
No undo
This can't be through

All of them niggas that lied in my face
Talk all that shit double back and erase
All of them bitches that lied in your face
Not better off by ourselves no we cant
Know you got friends that be talking so lame
Can't keep no man that's the reason they shame
Let's keep it real I ain't playing no games
Know you would start acting wild for a chase

They won't let you
They know they can't
I just need you to
Like you want me
Yeah, 
Yeah
Yeah

TALK2ME

I just hope it all makes sense in the end.

pain by me
art by Alexander Alpine
self produced with co-production from Justin Loring on track 3 and 4

FALL APART

SUPERGHOST DOSE

LOSING SENSATION // WEAR MY SKIN

REDFLAGS

I deadass said every single day-o she ride the banana boat..

produced by me 
mixed/mastered by Audiostein

(WCW) WE CAN WORK (PROD. BY AIRY BABY)

Thank you Jack Raybuck for help with the mixing

'superghost' [prod. AIRY BABY]

SLAYER

'LIL ICEBERG' [prod. AIRY BABY]

@ the texaco

PRODUCED BY: BlackMayo
MIXED BY: Alex of Burning Bear Studios
MASTERED BY: Mr. Beat
ADDITIONAL ENGINEERING/MIXING BY: AIRY BABY
LYRICS:

INTRO: 
Waiting for

What you waiting for?
I’m at the Texaco
[repeat]

HOOK:

What you waiting for?
I’m at the Texaco
Gassing up these hoes
They just wanna smoke
Learn to let it go
Showing off the glow
Taking off they clothes
At the Texaco
[repeat]

I won’t hurt a soul
But someone let me know
Am I all alone
Is this world a show
Cause bitch I run the show
Not a metaphor
But what I met her for?
Beyond the thunderdome

VERSE:

Mad Max the whip, all black like a gimp
You built like a wimp, I’m built like a pimp
She blow like a blimp, I nut on her lip
She walk with a limp, banana the clip
Put this in your hip, it might make you flip
I’m just like a pip, I’m Gladus a trip
A Knight in the whip, my blues like a crip
I’m quick like a quip and I stay equipped

HOOK:

What you waiting for?
I’m at the Texaco
Gassing up these hoes
They just wanna smoke
Learn to let it go
Showing off the glow
Taking off they clothes
At the Texaco
[repeat]

I won’t hurt a soul
But someone let me know
Am I all alone
Is this world a show
Cause bitch I run the show
Not a metaphor
But what I met her for?
Beyond the thunderdome

OUTRO:

Ayo bro, where you at, these hoes is wilding out here… yerrrr… I’ma get with you in a minute
Yo, get out here bro we need you, ha shorty got her titties out!

BEYOND THE THUNDERDOME

'@ THE TEXACO (BEYOND THE THUNDERDOME)' [prod. blackmayo]

me pouring my soul out over complicated trap beats & soul samples.

special thank you to my fucking self for mixing producing and mastering this absolute unit.

special thank you to alex & bebops for the cover art!

cruelworld deadchild

‘ZOMBIE PARADE’ w/ GHOSTDAD. [prod. AIRY BABY & GHOSTDAD.]

‘CRUELWORLD // FRIEND OF MINE’ w/ cartoon ben [prod. AIRY BABY]

happy birthday to me

yea yea i made the beat and mixed whatever yada yada

BLACKTRASH.

'I. LAZARUS' [prod. AIRY BABY]

https://youtu.be/_ahHhpYMLBQ

PRODUCED BY: airy baby
MIXED BY: airy baby & mcardona
MASTERED BY: airy baby

[BRIDGE]

i cut my wrist my diamonds glist i think im e-m-o
i know yo shit ain’t counterfeit but i dun seen before
and im gone tell it like it is feel like im finna go
my shadow grip, alotta drip feel like im moving slow

[HOOK]

get away yea
gotta get away yea
get a lot of hate and i just don’t know what to say yea
don’t know what to say yea
don’t know what to say yea
get it off my brain before a nigga go insane yea (get away)
get away yea (i know sometimes I need to get away)
gotta get away yea
get a lot of hate and i just don’t know what to say yea (i know sometimes i don't know what to say)
don’t know what to say yea
don’t know what to say yea (i got these problems laying on my brain)
get it off my brain before a nigga go insane yea

[VERSE 1]

for a nigga who don’t care i swear u do the most
no Cadillac but i need rims look like them 24s
free kodak black im bout that skrilla i dont need a hoe
man things dont changed i lost it all when i was twelve years old
that’s when i copped them 305 right from the corner sto
my grandma died i saw her life straight burning down in smoke
i felt so much they started callin me an older soul
hope that they see me glow

[99TOYO VERSE 2]

she said "toyo, why u make me melt", ay
maybe the endo, maybe the top shelf
i ain't been my top self
i ain't felt the need to pop shells atcha
crop top rockin, or on top jockin
old stock rising, top dog biting
ay i milly rock on any block
my wrist and watch and bently drop
ay, time tickin yea
i bend the clock, i'm sending shots
ay

[HOOK]
get away
i know sometimes i need to get away
i know sometimes i don't know what to say
i got these problems laying on my brain, hey

[VERSE 3]

i got way too many friends on my bad side
i blew way too many bands in the last night
i just hope that they don’t put me in a bad light
ain’t no way you’d understand u ain’t the bad guy

a red light, stop signs
i know I jus want the fast life, no last nights
slam my foot down on the gas right, no past times
i just wanna live my best life, my best life

[BRIDGE]

i cut my wrist my diamonds glist i think im e-m-o
i know yo shit ain’t counterfeit but i dun seen before
and im gone tell it like it is feel like im finna go
my shadow grip, alotta drip feel like im moving slow [repeat]

[HOOK]

get away yea
gotta get away yea
get a lot of hate and i just don’t know what to say yea
don’t know what to say yea
don’t know what to say yea
get it off my brain before a nigga go insane yea (get away)
get away yea (i know sometimes I need to get away)
gotta get away yea
get a lot of hate and i just don’t know what to say yea (i know sometimes i don't know what to say)
don’t know what to say yea
don’t know what to say yea (i got these problems laying on my brain)
get it off my brain before a nigga go insane yea

'F-ZERO' w/ 99TOYO. [prod. AIRY BABY] **VID IN DESCRIPTION

Written from the perspective of Lucy Liu

SHOUTOUT HYPSO, SHOUTOUT ALEX FOR THE COVER.

LYRICS:

back on my bullshit
live from 2099 wit it
hol up, you cannot identify with it
pull up, me myself i’m on an island
you see a sad song nigga getting violins
HUH
I FUCK ON THAT BITCH I GOT OPTIONS
I FUCK ON THAT BITCH I GOT OPTIONS
I FUCK ON THAT BITCH I GOT OPTIONS
hey,
back on my bullshit
will spinnin like a bicycle
i see 2020 witta odd vision
dogs burning n i mite sick em 
life’s a bitch and i been wildin
I FUCK ON THAT BITCH I GOT OPTIONS
I FUCK ON THAT BITCH I GOT OPTIONS
I FUCK ON THAT BITCH I GOT OPTIONS

[HOOK]

paranoia in my head
baby i been left for dead
rather be left on read
i don’t really need no friend
[repeat]

back on my bullshit

[HYPSO]

Back on my bullshit i bully the pussy it bully me back just ain’t take my lunch mula 
That tooly don’t lack we shoot movies for Hulu 
Don’t act so surprised i can shock you like Zulu 
Fuck on that bitch karma sutra 
I make her sing karaoke 
Keep that shit in your head okie dokie
Go foolish, so crucial, yet neutral 
I’m back on my bullshit

[ARI BB]

might just pull the preacher out the pulpit
im wicked and sick and i’m venomous spitting pollution
i’m out of this world when i’m in it i need a solution

I DUNK ON THAT BITCH CUZ IM STYLIN
STOP ACTIN BRAND NEW YOU GOT MILEAGE
YO LIFE IS A MOVIE REWINDING
I BEGIN YO ENDING IN SILENCE

paranoia in my head
baby i been left for dead
rather be left on read
i don’t really need no friend
[repeat]

baby i been left for dead
baby i been left for dead
baby i been left for dead
i don’t really need no friend
[repeat]

i ain’t got time for a nigga
i am not losing my mind for a nigga
say it bout a hunnid thousand times, six figures
never find a big enough grave, keep digging
i’ma keep rising from the dead, keep digging
i’ma keep gunning for ya head, keep digging
i’ma put some holes in your chest, keep digging
swear you niggas acting like the feds, keep digging

I am the angel of war and death
I bread chaos 
spent eons commanding respect 
I trek beyond to be on they call me a pest
They scream peon and demon
They parrots they pets
Because they know
I am the void of apocalypse meshed
With gods semen I'm neon
and glowing in red
With full steam on the reason
You’ll pay for your debts
And full treason
In cyan these flames burn a hex
give the wicked a rest

'DEVILWORLD (@BBVENDETTA)' w/ Hypso [prod. AIRY BABY]

u have to be goin at least 90 mph to play this song

LYRICS:

[HOOK]
i just wanna close my eyes
i don’t wanna hear nununun
you aint gotta waste my time
nananananana
searching for the things can’t find
nananananana
something that’d ease my mind

ice blue heart never mind just a mink
all them ole boys lookin odd in the face
got them ole boys lookin hot in the shade
baby why you goin so hard in the paint
i just got a lot on my head like i’m sway
gotta stay gold with the code to the safe
let them folks know i’mma laugh to the bank
comin up first, never last to the race

[VERSE]

gotta stay cool keep it level headed
motherfuck a juul we don’t pop no xanny
talkin woop woop u the paramedics
bitch im too sweet like i’m diabetic
i don’t been so tyed i been second guessing
i don’t been so wyed i don’t been so live
i don’t been broke down don’t know if i’m ready
nanana fuck that bitch i know im ready 

baby i feel like a martian
that vvs bling got me nauseous
i do the same thing make a fortune
but we ain’t got nothing in common
we know that them boys are too toxic
i feel like the king im so bossy
come fuck with the kid like tekashi
dat boi want the beef i kibosh em

ay,
i been burnin
i been burnin
i tried to talk to god at 7:30
i haven’t slept in days the world keep turnin
why
yeah,
all of the problems building what’s the verdict
can’t trust a soul they always do me dirty
i might jus let it burnout like the furnace
burn it burn it burn it burn it

[HOOK]
i just wanna close my eyes
i don’t wanna hear nununun
you aint gotta waste my time
nananananana
searching for the things can’t find
nananananana
something that’d ease my mind

ice blue heart never mind just a mink
all them ole boys lookin odd in the face
got them ole boys lookin hot in the shade
baby why you goin so hard in the paint
i just got a lot on my head like i’m sway
gotta stay gold with the code to the safe
let them folks know i’mma laugh to the bank
comin up first, never last to the race

'BURNOUT' [prod. AIRY BABY]

Produced + mixed by me ofc

LYRICS:

In my head
Everythings a waste in the end when you plagued with this deep regret
Not a lot of haste on the edge nor a reason to hold my hand
I wanna runaway, runaway to a place that’ll bear my sins
Everything that matter seem to crumble, tell me where the fuck are my friends?

I've been letting you down
In my head it get loud
I been lost and not found
Ain't no rest for my soul

I got tears,
Running down my face yea
Do you like feng shui
Well you're out of place
Blame it all on me
Tryna run your fade
Everyone so fake
If you dont feel great
Blame it all on me

And as a jitt
I used to think I was so innocent
Tell you the truth I'm afraid commit and I'm sick of this shit you cant force me to fit
Out of this world like I’m stich
Me against world like I’m wick
I cut my wrist, diamonds glist
Yet I am still

In my head
Everythings a waste in the end when you plagued with this deep regret
Not a lot of haste on the edge nor a reason to hold my hand
I wanna runaway, runaway to a place that’ll bear my sins
Everything that matter seem to crumble, tell me where the fuck are my friends?

I've been letting you down
In my head it get loud
I been lost and not found
Ain't no rest for my soul

Some canopy, some tree to tree
Whatever get you from A to Z
I’d rather live in a fantasy
everything real isn’t what it seem,
everything real isn’t what it seem
fuck up my life tryna live a dream

In my head
Everythings a waste in the end when you plagued with this deep regret
Not a lot of haste on the edge nor a reason to hold my hand
I wanna runaway, runaway to a place that’ll bear my sins
Everything that matter seem to crumble, tell me where the fuck are my friends?

I've been letting you down
In my head it get loud
I been lost and not found
Ain't no rest for my soul

II. FLORIDA WATER

'II. FLORIDA WATER' [prod. AIRY BABY]

HOOK

don’t wanna mess around and piss you off
don’t wanna take it there and leave you all alone
but if you tell me this ain’t what you want 
then tell me why i'm out here crashing on my own

VERSE

im so unidentified
girl you make me so uptight
i don’t wanna talk about it
but i want you to be fine
i feel so problematic
imma throw away my pride

im so unidentified
girl you make me so uptight
i don’t wanna talk about it
but i want you to be fine
i feel so problematic
imma throw away my pride

BRIDGE

can you fix me￼
know this aint no minor operation i need six speed
tried to race away from all these feelings they gon get me
i don’t have no time for me to waste i need it quickly
i need a remedy, now are you with me

VERSE

baby how you get so violent
you know i was out there hiding
baby why you get so silent
like somebody else gone find me
ain’t nobody out there honest
they just wanna waste my time￼
they just wanna waste my mind
i aint wanna read those signs

HOOK

don’t wanna mess around and piss you off
don’t wanna take it there and leave you all alone
but if you tell me this ain’t what you want 
then tell me why im out here crashing on my own

VERSE

every zero makes a hole, tell you why i fell apart
when the odds leave you odd, and your problems can’t be solved
and you don’t believe in god because you feel like you’ve been wronged
and all you’ve got is these facades of hollow dream you’ll never own
i was straight edge for so long, but honest
i turned 21, did drugs to get mindless
i tried to get high enough to hang inside the sky
see a mirage in asphalt and dive inside
with a pool in mind, i’m getting woozy
former flames all moved on, that made me lose it
dealing with emotional scars of feeling useless
everything’s falling apart from my delusion
my lack of drive i know defeat to well
yet people pleasing is the state i dwell
i’m lying everyday i feel destroyed i’m feigning pose
the vessels to my heart are unemployed i made a choice
to never miss you
ever since rickey left the hood i had an issue
he was my best friend, that nigga left when we was little
eleven years old, he told me, ‘i don’t mean to diss you,
but i don’t think you cool enough to kick it with the kid,
don’t wanna make you trip and have you looking like a bitch,
but i felt bad and i’m just tryna be sincere.’ 
i heard the same shit from everybody ever since

'III. UNIDENTIFIED // TRAUMA' [prod. AIRY BABY]

this is basically super ghost 2.5; repurposed cover by Alex Dunn

cheers to another miserable year on earth

LYRICS:

Tired of this bullshit
And i feel all kinds of shame
You ain’t got no love for me, so tell me why you tryna fake it?
My homeboy 4est said that 'we still got a chance to make it'
Feel like my mood is heavy i just wish that i could change it
Blood in the sink
So e-m-o that i try not to think
Gritting my teeth, I never sleep
I ain’t got time to get fooled by my dream
Startin to shrink
￼
And i start fading
From my mistakes
I’m out of shape, feel like i’m running from my fate

And i start fading
From my mistakes
I’m out of shape, feel like i’m running from my fate

And i start fading
From my mistakes
I’m out of shape, feel like i’m running from my fate

This that type of shit i tell the truth to
These worries wrap around my head i can’t get loose, boo
I've been so ghost, no, MIA, i lost myself too
And i act like i’m on my way, i think i’ve fooled you

I just can’t help but feel i’m disappointing everybody
I just can’t help but feel i’m disappointing everybody

Still in me casa
She told me hasta
Viva la raza
Like a wrassla
I'm an imposta
I feel like nasa
You know i came in with the dread, just like a rasta
You know im dancing with these devils, like bachata
I been a sub to all this pain, like who the masta?

'IMPOSTER' (prod. airy baby)

happy new tears.

* cover art by the incomparable alexander.dunn.
*hi hats done by ninetyniiine.

trashday. trashday. trashday.

LYRICS:

[VERSE 1]

don’t think she want me anymore
she threw my heart onto the floor
ain’t got much love that’s left in store
can’t watch her walk right thru that door

[BRIDGE]

i’m failing, i didn’t wanna fall in love
embarrassed, am i being too obvious?
she fearless, & i’m running out of luck
i’m failing, i didn’t wanna fall in love

[HOOK]

she sailing
she sailing on
she moving
i think she moving on

[VERSE 2] 

when im with you i feel euphoric (ooo)
you stick with me we’d be historic (ooo)
just 1 green light you know i floor it (ooo)
i fucked up like 1-2 times, but that’s the game, the game of life

[BRIDGE]

i’m failing, i didn’t wanna fall in love
embarrassed, am i being too obvious?
she fearless, & i’m running out of luck
i’m failing, i didn’t wanna fall in love

[OUTRO]

she’s sailing
she’s sailing
she’s sailng on
& she’s movin
she’s movin
she’s movin on

'SAIL ON' [prod. AIRY BABY]

i really got bodied on my own love song by a nigga with super saiyan hair

mix & master by beauvallis

LYRICS

I had a dream, I wasn't lonely
And how it seemed
I had it all figured out

Girl you feel so, uwu
They don't do it like you do
Ain't it funny how
Ain't it funny how
Ain't it funny how things don't seem so bad
It ain't funny how I've been in my head
I keep running my fingers through your hair
Never wanna treat you bad
Will you always be loyal to me
I had a dream

Always tryna find that silver lining
She doing what I say, I feel like Simon
I know that I'm not known to do the most
But just to be with you I'd sell my soul
To keep you close
I've been biding my time
Like a thorn that's been in my side
When I'm with you only good signs
I swear I don't know how
I've been reaching out for your vibe
Anything to see your heart shine
And for the rest of our lives
I swear I don't know how

Holy matrimony
Just don't act like you know me
Say you know better than show me
Tryna run game like Sony
I don't even like these niggas
Cause I'm not like these niggas
You should really know that I miss you
Residue feeling like stickers

And when I close my eyes I see kaleidoscope
And every night I get that dream I'm not alone
It's just a feeling that I swear I'll never know
It's just a feeling that'll melt just like the snow

Times ticking, I won't miss it
When you chime, don't listen
I don't care, I'm in my prime, I need it
Need to know what's better for me
But, I need you
You just make it harder for me

So explain to me
They say life is what you make it
There's no possibility
Because I just tend to fake it
So, if you turn back on me
Then, I'll turn my back on you
I'm a reflection of your making
So if you try, I'll try too

I could never manage
No, I just seem to panic
You're the pill I'm popping, baby
Wonder why I'm manic
You say, I only do damage
Act like I'm Satanic
But no matter what I do
I could never please you

Always try to judge me, every move that I make
But you're always in my shadow, every step that I take
Know you picture me as something you control I can see
That I'm all that I need, hope you go crazy 'bout me

'MATRIMONY' w/ hollow bastion [prod. AIRY BABY]

wants to live deliciously

my favorite people: @ninetyniiine, @oldmanwilli, @dell-soda, @maslobtd @hove96 @whatalias & @gsxxxr

bb on the verge.

AIRY BABY

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