Twenty three minutes of internet lullabies courtesy of https://soundcloud.com/sglily <3

Tracklisting:
Julianna Barwick - Inspirit
Jungkook - Decalcomania (Demo) ((DJ Cathexis Edit))
青葉市子 - Dawn in the Adan
DJ Cathexis - Ambient Demo
Nav - Saint Laurenttt
Doss - Strawberry
m/lue. - yoru sampo
レイ・ハラカミ - owari no kisetsu
mamomo - カモミール
坂本美雨 - The Eighth Color

With love,
Hyde Park Hi-Fi
xoxo

HPHF MS55: SG LILY

2on the way2 heaven

mix, master & some prod from @patience
cover art by @pinupgir1

ice w/ patience

blackwinterwells + 8485 + romancerelic

sleeves ｡･:*˚:✧｡
Original found here: https://soundcloud.com/healings/sleeves

Enjoy :)

sleeves ｡･:*˚:✧｡ arii remix

i think i'm sick again
you won't fucking get it
get the fuck out of my head
you make me want to regret it

forget everything i said
snow covers my footsteps
oh, i guess, oh, i suppose
god didn't want it like this?

where did all my friends go?
did i hurt them too?
did i hurt them so?

i'm a machine
silhouette skin
play with me
make it messy

i'm a machine
silhouette skin
play with me
make it messy

(oh my god
fucking christ
i'll wait out here guys
are you serious?
i'm scared
this isn't worth it
hello?
anyone home?
if no one's here then why are you outside?
okay i'm coming)

i don't get it
cut the rope
straight to hell
that's where i'm headed

i don't make assumptions
but i thought you would be better
and don't you think it's perfect?
all these drugs to fall in love with?

tired of these thoughts
spending money just to numb them
tired of it all
cut me up and let the blood drip

don't know what i want
don't know what the fuck i'm doing
everything is pointless
and i feel so fucking stupid

i can't even eat i'll lose sleep
and you're  all clueless
stupid, dumb machine
recycle me and find a purpose

nothing's ever real
but the pain is all-deserving
every time i hurt
is another time i've earned it

nothing's ever real
but the pain is all-deserving
every time i hurt
is another time i've earned it

nothing's ever real
but the pain is all-deserving
every time i hurt
is another time i've earned it

nothing's ever real
but the pain is all-deserving
every time i hurt
is another time i've earned it

deserving

keepin it real

keepin it real (>‿◠)✌

I sat cross legged below the sheer cliffs misted in lilac, and as I looked up, the clouds coated in thin fragile glass grew larger and larger. As the mist rose upon me, I saw that the lilacs had faded, all I could hear were the waves collapsing against the soaring cliffs of the promised land.

I felt my chest growing light, as if somehow I knew the tranquility of the moment was fading.

...the mist spread itself further, in loops, all encompassing;
my breathe leaves me, indistinguishable from its surroundings in all the quantum.

I almost forgot to put my makeup on, “nevermind that now” I thought,
the gods rarely turned down offerings on the basis of appearance, much less on nights of the harvest.

brrrrrpt! Fireflies were colliding in the dusk light, the buzz of cicadas grew louder and it was time for, for uuuuhm …

Noise fades I sit down again hmmm the roots of the fire tree strangle me I blacked out. I found myself fading into the same darkness i called sleep, as the cicadas sang my requiem in hypnagogia, while the bugs buzzed around me.

Thoughts flowing. All my life I thought I was living, but now, as I am falling deeper into this relentless state devoid of connection to my past self... I just realised - I am barely even existing.

The thing i was scared of the most, turned out to be already me.

Paralyzed, i asked myself...

https://soundcloud.com/9nasu

sleeves ｡･:*˚:✧｡ arii remix

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