this is so beautiful <3 i'd love to make a song with you if you're up for it!

@arimusicofficial thanks man it means a lot 

MIXED: ARI
MASTERED: ARI
PRODUCED: PEKAROT
WRITTEN: ARI VEGA

Lyrics:
Everyday I say a prayer
Need some answers soon
Winds are blowing thru the night
Her eyes are shining like the moon
In the rain it’s just us two
Can’t believe it’s me and you
Or So I thought or so I thought
Said a prayer now she’s gone
Back together fall apart
Hope she calls me when it’s done

I Prayed for peace, prayers true
Prayed for wisdom, give me you

Had a dream I saw her face
Her mother’s eyes I can’t replace 

I see us now, the life we have
The journey’s dark but I’m glad
I’ll take the pain another day
If there’s a chance for us someday

Another sleepless night this week
waiting for a call 
I read a verse that said 
“‘My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death. Stay here and keep watch with me’”
Mathew 26:38

HER NAME MEANS WISDOM PROD. PEKAROT

back out (@prod. aspect x @prod. malloy ✰ x @ayoleybeats)

life is beautiful (GAXILLIC)

memories with a waste of time.  [branwen]

cardigan ft KcChalk (irby x jolst)

this song is officially on Spotify and all major streaming services 🫶
https://open.spotify.com/track/3nT9S7hmprVOuFddHkdZX3?si=eOYP4-eNRveZFJL7lolDhg

shout out @rip_therapper for the art :)

stream on spotify here

guess this is the end (prod. siemspark x drmabeats)

mixed & mastered by @whatafuckingbitch <3

artwork by https://instagram.com/sadcatsllc?igshid=NTdlMDg3MTY=

poison in my cup (prod. metlast)

half hearted/handful

lyrics//

ill try my best to be the one
but everytime i just give up
got a finger on the trigger
you’ve been pointing the gun
i just think it’s bout time we quit on this love

cuz i try too hard to make you notice me
it’s not there
can’t force the chemistry 

burn me down 
till i’m just a memory
leave this town
bet nobody remembers me now

but i’m A okay
been on my own since 7th grade
for like 7 days
i been in my mind
and the pain retreats
till it reach my spine

does she love me does she love me not
dropping pedals in apartment parking lots and i 
spilled his blood in a dark garage
and i couodnt stop
cuz my hands wouodnt let me

but i hope she’s forgive me 
i don’t wanna talk bout the blood on my backseat
why they running at the mouth
it can never bring me down
they don’t know a thing abt me

mama i’m sorry for how iv been living
the pain in my brain makes
me feel like a villian, i know
i know that i’m cold
iv seen all ur seasons 
i been down this road before

still walking alone
eyes in my skull
full of plaster and bones
making a path 
it’ll lead me back home
i can’t see ur texts cuz the cracks on my phone
if i don’t reply will you leave me alone

19 years bout time that you grow up
waited all night just for anyone to show up
girl you never even showed up

does she love me does she love me not
dropping pedals in apartment parking lots and i 
spilled his blood in a dark garage
and i couodnt stop
cuz my hands wouodnt let me

but i hope she’s forgive me 
i don’t wanna cuz the blood on my backseat
get those words out your mouth
bringing me Down,
think i’ll head south

does she love me does she love me not?
dropping petals in apartment parking lots and i 
spilled his blood in a dark garage and i couodnt stop cuz my hands wouodnt let me
you’re just mad cuz iv played the part
way from the start
and you’re always decepting

i just try too hard to make you notice me
it’s not there
can’t force the chemistry 
burn me down till i’m just a memory leave this town bet nobody remembers me now

dropping petals in apartment parking lots

Why'd you make me wanna disappear?

VISUAL: https://youtu.be/LtrqLXKPUvg

LYRICS:

I keep a vision of her, she keeps a switch in her purse
angel in disguise, she puts the ritalin first
she pops another pill if she can't think of the words
I drop one in my drink 'til I can't think about her

she walks around the city with a blade by her side
she holds it even closer as the day turns to night
its the same razor used to cut her K into lines
on the same leather sofa she would lay on to die

nosebleed angel with her face to the white
the blood drips down, it makes the tabletop shine
she got a pink glock nine, to her brain, its held tight
once they're blown out, she'll spread her angel wings wide

paint my room red so that you're always around
now i don't think I'll ever step outside this small yellow house
every night I go to sleep on our leather couch
comatose until the sun comes out from the clouds

but its been dark ever since, I think i lost track of the time
the hour hand spins, the lightning cracks in the sky
i cant tell whats up or down, another addy, I'm fine
another half and I'll fly, I just lost track of what's high

Down In my casket I lie, got too much baggage to fly
the teardrops drip down the bags of my eyes
i still have the necklace that you had on that night
i hold the gem up to my heart in case I happen to die

the sapphire shines when I imagine your eyes
the way that they would glint when u look back into mine
i grasp it tighter than the grip felt from the overgrown vines
im trapped inside this cycle like you're trapped in my mind

your ashes look like stardust, when they're spread on the lake
the tidal waves come in and out, then send you away
I know it fucking sucks to be dependant on fate
Cuz every night I wonder if you ended up safe

I hope the angels take you in again as one of their own
I hope they say your name, I hope they welcome you home
on the table by the couch I found you left me a note
on an old piece of paper I once sent with a rose, it went:

"I wish that I could see myself the way you see me through
I know that's the reason you won't think I'm leaving you
You always used to tell me: 'girl, your demons fear you too'
But I'm the only demon for myself, and here's the proof.

I'll never lose the dreams we shared, I hope it's clear to you
And anyone who won't believe in you is clearly fooled
though you'll never be with me again, I'll always be with you
From now until the next life that we share, I'll see you soon."

HER NAME MEANS WISDOM PROD. PEKAROT

Ari Vega ☁️

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