THIS IS SO GOODDDDD. LOVE IT SM ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

Huge thanks to Iano @Rosarius for the guitar parts and to Bruce on bass... 

Are you ghosting me? Is that your deal?
Is that what this is and how it feels?
And how the hell does that work for you?
Is there guilt, do you have no clue
How it feels to love and care and trust so much
And share your dreams and fears and such
When suddenly …. There is nothing

Chorus
And I think I’ve been mistaken
Are you sick, have you been taken?
Any cause to ease my shame
Cos I really cannot take 
That the mark I left could be so faint 
So easy to erase
Like I vanished without trace

Verse 2
Emptiness, no sound, no sights
A void once filled with excitement
The thrill of the pace and hunger
Their absence strikes me repeatedly
Not once, not twice, with every ping on my devices
Messages not from you scream the truth
You’re not coming

Chorus
And I think I’ve been mistaken
Are you sick, have you been taken?
Any cause to ease my shame
Cos I really cannot take 
That the mark I left could be so faint 
So easy to erase
Like I vanished without trace

Verse 3
I scroll sometimes through the words
Your wrote to me when you saw my worth
No warning of the savage cut
One day warmth, the next day none
Hours of laughter, not pretending
Now a story with no ending
And I swear that I'll delete them all but don't 
Once more succumbing

Chorus
And I think I’ve been mistaken
Are you sick, have you been taken?
Any cause to ease my shame
Cos I really cannot take 
That the mark I left could be so faint 
So easy to erase
Like I vanished without trace

M8
What does that say about me?
That I could be such a fool
What does that say that 
You could be so cruel

Chorus
And I think I’ve been mistaken
Are you sick, have you been taken?
Any cause to ease my shame
Cos I really cannot take 
That the mark I left could be so faint 
So easy to erase
Like I vanished without trace

Vanished Without Trace

The vocal version. Haven't really sang on a track for about 30 years, so it was fun to play with a couple of mid tempo ballads. It was also lotsa fun to produce something with voice again. No tricks were used other than doubling, no saturation tricks, no Melodyne, just a bit of parallel processing. [Ver. Vocal 36]

To Confess (2021 - Jeffrey A. Trott)

Lyrics:

Pulled along
Drawn into you 
     like my heart's a cartoon

And I'm feeling this way
'Cause the words you relay 
     aren't what you do

Foolish song
Droning on and on

I'm strung up in you
     but the melody's cruel
'Cause you're so far away
There's no strings I could play
     would ever make you move

To me
Move to me
Would you please
Move to me

Cruelish truth
I'm all messed up in you

I have to confess
'fore there's nothing left 
For me to say to you

And I have to confess 
Before there's nothing left
That I'm in love with you

And I have to confess 
Before there's nothing left
That I'm in love with you

I'm in love with you
______

To Confess - Vocal

MIX: Jack Holston

I wrote this in April 2019. I believe the 2020 presidential election campaign was already in full swing. Possibly relevant. Possibly not...

LYRIC
In the dim past where no light falls
Trapped inside gated walls
Where’s the key
Who has the key?

Yes it hurt and healing’s slow
But time enough has passed
We want you to know

All’s forgiven
Come back home
In a cruel world
It’s not safe to roam
If you hear us
This we vow
We will leave a light on for you
All’s forgiven now

Who among us has never strayed
Known the right course and still delayed
We understand
We understand

If the worst comes and you can’t cope
We’re not far apart 
There is always hope 

No heart truly turns to stone
Come to us and see
You are not alone

All's Forgiven

Sidewalks

Blurred Pictures

As usual, all music lyrics and production done by this guy. Enjoy...

Hello, Ive been waiting for you to call my name
Just like you wanted me once again
But I just wont come to you
You abuse everything that I am standing for
Fuck you

I just cant stand, I just cant stand for it no more x 2
You can fuck yourself, I only need myself

Goodbye to all of your games
To all my complaints
To all of the fuckery I just couldn't take
Look at you big star
You don't need me no more

I just cant stand, I just cant stand for it no more x 2
You can fuck yourself, I only need myself

I Just Cant Stand (Acoustic)

Am I Supposed To Feel This Way Arise ft keze

RETORCIDO - banda de Mar del Plata años 92/94
integrada por:Fabian cachu Spaltro-bateria,Guillermo Cerato-guitarra,Pablo di Giovanni-bajo,Berni Villar-guitarra y Christian Lisotti-voz

Hoy no hay

method: looping, layering, lapsus - the three L's - and a clock moving slower than time
narration: the poem closing my collection auslegpapier (2020)
image: copyright jo richter

poem / copyright jo richter:

nach dem auslegen
betrachtet der kunde
den teppich, achtet auf
muster, webweisen

interlinear translation:
interpretation // after placing it  / the client looks at / the carpet, focusses / on patterns, weaves

ausleg

In Ages

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ lyrics:
https://www.instagram.com/brqeden

she tellin me she dont want me to be all by myself
i was kinda worried for a bit about my health
everybody talkin bout an 'old me' 
aint no fuckin new me
only just a real me

live a life like mine
only feel alive in the nightlight white lies
how they fill my mind on the blindside
 cant find reason for a light side 
tryna kill my time
guess ill write more rhymes
feelin sublime off this chronic its my lifeline
pull it over me
never let me see
i dont wanna hear anymore of the stories

she tellin me she that she dont want me to be all alone
im tryna tell myself that she wont leave me for the wolves
you never 
bled for me
now im covered 
look at these

just tell me u love me (x4)
omg

she tellin me she dont want me to be all by myself
i was kinda worried for a bit about myself 
everybody talkin bout an old me
aint no fuckin new me 
only just a real me

only just a real me 
only just a real me 

everybody talkin bout an old me
aint no fuckin new me 
only just a real me

real me [ʎpoqou]

dip_stic (1)

Hey I’m ARISE! 
From Houston Tx 
Singer / song writer / rapper 
Links to more music 

https://allmylinks.com/matthewjordan4444

Am I Supposed To Feel This Way Arise ft keze

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