i love this song
messed up a word towards the end but whatever
enjoy!

(featuring Jimbo on the cover, in blue paint)

quiver (brockhampton / bearface cover)

hyperpop remix i did as a part of a youtube video!
watch it here :) - https://youtu.be/HKoBmJUJTWI

i also did the cover art

among us (hyperpop remix)

pop ballad; i'm still here!

lyrics:
sunny smiles over
cellphone screens tell me
that you’ve been holding
up okay

i was so bitter
about your intentions
now i’m just missing
that it ever happened

when you’re out
i’ll be there
nothings changed
except my hair
and you’re not there
front row left of stage
and i don’t wear those shoes anymore
the color started to fade

sunny smiles over
cellphone screens let me
know you’ve been holding
up okay

and i wanna say that i’m over it x4

[it’s been halloween
twice since the last
winter time has come
around again
you’re asleep and i’m awake in the
bitter heat the bitter distance]

when you’re done
i’ll be there
nothings changed
except your hair
and you’re not there
back row right of stage
and i don’t wear that shirt anymore
the color started to fade

if you’d let me i’d
love to dance with you
as i did many
years ago

in
perfect worlds in the
cold our palms over
-lapping, clear as crystal
are the same

but
sunny smiles over
cellphone screens let me
know for now you’ve been
doin'
okay

sunny

angry song >:)

lyrics:

I WANNA VOMIT WHEN I SEE IT HAPPEN
LIVE ON TELEVISION
BLOODY EYES WIDE OPEN

RUBBER BULLET TO THE SOCKET
CAUSE THEY TOLD U PLEASE SIR I WANT SOME MORE
JUSTICE IS AUTOMATIC

I ASK EM “WHAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT? WHAT IS YOUR PASSION?
DO YOU ONLY EVER LOVE
IN PASSING?”

THEY TELL ME
“BLOOD AND CONCRETE
BLOOD AND CONCRETE
BLOOD AND CONCRETE
‘CAUSE IT FEELS LIKE MAGIC”

LAST NIGHT YOU DREAMED THE KIDS WERE DROWNING
WAS IT DEJA VU?

AN ARM IN RUBBLE
PRAISE THE HERO DRENCHED IN ASH IN FRONT OF YOU

IT’S GETTING HARD EVERY MORNING
WAKING UP TO NOTHING NEW

ANOTHER MURDER KILLED A KID
YOU KNOW THEY LET THE KILLER TOO

CAN YOU SAVE ME?

I DON'T WANNA BE
CRUSHED BY HISTORY
FIRE’S BURNING UP
CAN WE SAVE US?

YOU WOULD RATHER CALL ME A DOG
CHOKED BY AN ELECTRIC COLLAR

CALL HER THE BALL AND CHAIN
FUCK HER UP AND SAVE A DOLLAR

DONATE SOME SHOES TO THE POOR GUY
A VETERAN IN THE GOLDEN STREETS

FOUND DEAD IN THE MORNING
LYING ON THE CONCRETE
CT SCANS AREN’T FREE

I FEAR THE FUTURE MORE THAN ANYTHING YOU DO
CAUSE ALL THE KIDS ARE GETTING QUEERER
WHILE THE SPIKES UNDER YOUR SHOES
ARE GETTING TALLER HOW SHOULD I EXPECT TO LIVE? IT’S RAINING BULLETS
EVEN STILL MY BODY HAS THE FIGHT TO GIVE
MY BODY HAS THE FIGHT TO GIVE

(ONE MORE TIME FOR THE HOEDOWN!)

I DON'T WANNA BE
CRUSHED BY HISTORY
FIRE’S BURNING UP
CAN WE SAVE US?

RUN ME OVER, HOW SHOULD I CARE?
IF YOU PUT A BULLET IN MY BRAIN, I CAN’T COMPLAIN
CAN’T COMPLAIN
(YEAH!)

(SOLO)

IF YOU SPIT IN MY FACE I CAN SPIT RIGHT BACK
IF YOU SPIT IN MY FACE I CAN SPIT RIGHT BACK
IF YOU SPIT IN MY FACE I CAN SPIT RIGHT BACK
IF YOU SPIT IN MY FACE I CAN SPIT RIGHT BACK
DON’T FORGET THAT
DON’T FORGET THAT
DON’T FORGET THAT
DON’T FORGET THAT
DON’T FORGET THAT
MOTHERFUCKER

FUCK OFF!

SELF-IMMOLATE (feat. Rjoe)

from my youtube video; a fun little cover of a sweet/apocalyptic song

lyrics:
Stunning 8K resolution meditation app
In honor of the revolution, it's half-off at the Gap
Gex’s self-awareness, loving parents, harmless fun
(This is like a luau at Mel Blanc's house)
The backlash to the backlash to the thing that's just begun

There it is again
That funny feeling
That funny feeling
There it is again
That funny feeling
That funny feeling

Ed Sheeran’s emo era, keys inside your fist
Oreo confirming that Trans people do exist.
New Reboot iCarly, border conflict, civil war
The whole world at your fingеrtips, the ocean at your door
The livе-action Al-Addin, Modi Stadium
Twenty-thousand years of this, not much more to come
Dream and Dan Gonzalez, Lil Nas and Bryce Hall
A gift shop at the gun range, a mass shooting at the mall

There it is again
That funny feeling
That funny feeling
There it is again
That funny feeling
That funny feeling

You say that you’ll never, do much better than the guy
Who says in the ending That I think that you should try
A 1000 Undiscovered, YouTube Covers, In The End
I hope that this one, is the one it recommends

Total disassociation, fully out your mind
Taking quizzes for depression, never bein’ surprised
That unapparent summer air in early fall
The quiet comprehending of the ending of it all

There it is again
That funny feeling
That funny feeling
There it is again
That funny feeling
That funny feeling
There it is again
That funny feeling
That funny feeling
There it is again
That funny feeling
That funny feeling

Hey, what can you say?
We were overdue
But it'll be over soon
You wait
Hey, what can you say?
We were overdue
But it'll be over soon
Just wait

(Well, well, look who's inside again
Went out to look for a reason to hide again
Well, well, buddy, you found it!
Now come out with your hands up,
We've got you surrounded)

(I made you some content
Daddy made you your favorite, open wide)

(Get your fuckin' hands up,
Get on out of your seats,
All eyes on me, all eyes on me

Heads down, pray for me
Heads down now)

that funny feeling - bo burnham cover

dedicated to christmas parties, and the sheer injustice of growing up.
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lyrics:

  
Now I know that my room's a mess
But I'd love it if you came and stayed with me
And if you gotta go
And if you gotta go
Would you ever consider taking me?

And I don't ever wanna waste your breath
So I never even ask sometimes and I
Don't ever want you to
Second guess
Holding your face up to mine

And I don't know how to tell you
But I miss you so bad
And it makes me so blue
And it makes me so sad

And I don't know how to tell you
But I miss you so bad
And it makes me so blue
And it makes me so sad

Every time I try
I guess I never really
Time it quite right
Our pretty future falls
Right through without a second chance
I'm just waiting around to hold your hand

Wondering if I'm good enough
To see you on the other side
You're my blue light

And I don't know how to tell you
But I miss you so bad
And it makes me so blue
And it makes me so sad

And I don't know how to tell you
But I miss you so bad
And it makes me so blue
And it makes me so sad

It's not a good time
Good time
To have free time
Free time

It's not a good time
To have free time
Free time

And I don't know how to tell you
But I miss you so bad
And it makes me so blue
And it makes me so sad

And I don't know how to tell you
But I miss you so bad
And it makes me so blue
And it makes me so sad

And I don't wanna go outside no more
I just wanna hide in our blue offshore
We can reach out to our heaven
Or drown and go back home

monologue:
"I usually name my beats like,
Two minutes before I actually upload them.
But, for some reason, I've always wanted to
Name one of them "The Blue to Home,"
And make it like, have like a beat switch
Because I thought that was hard as fuck.
You see, the-the,
The term "the blue" means heaven,
And home is like my own personal little heaven,
Like a safe space from all the shit going on outside.
At least, that's what
My definition of it is.

So,
I don't have to go to "the blue"
Every now and then to be safe,
Because my home is the blue.
But I realize, that's not true for a lot of people
Because they-they probably don't have someone,
or something, at home to come back to and feel safe.
Which, makes me super sad, because
I do feel like everyone needs their own little
blue at home.

The world is just overwhelming and crazy and
Everyone deserves a break from it sometimes, you know?
That's-that's what I hope to accomplish with my,
With my music some day, you know,
To-to make the people who listen to it
Feel the same way that I do.
I want to be people's bridges between
The blue and home.
And...
Honestly this is just like, rambling right now and...
Shit doesn't even make any sense."

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credits:

arjeshh (arjesh gupta) - music, lyrics, production, mixing, mastering, artwork
telebanato (aarush shivkumar) - beat, lyrics, monologue

THE BLUE PT. II (Radio Edit)

THE BLUE PT. II (feat. telebanato)

among my favorite (sandy) alex g songs ever

the video - https://youtu.be/BsCMcXmVr7o

miracles - alex g cover

there's always another song to be made about saying goodbye. and promising to remember <3

stream everywhere / watch the MV!: https://linktr.ee/arjeshh

lyrics:
bricks made of rubber
house falls apart
looking at your lover
in the morning is hard

know that one day you'll
have to say a goodbye
the wolf comes to live in
your own heavy sigh

i know that
you wont ever let me go
without hands at least i'm in
your heart
you know that
you can rest your heavy head
on my shoulder anytime you want

you went to the city
seasons ago
fell in love with the city
but you said you don't wanna live alone
what i wanted to tell you
is that i'd love to come and
i would like to share beds
if you’re down for it

cause we're standing on the edge of a
river running heavy
i'm watching everybody i love
get washed away, it's a hurricane
pulling at the wrinkles on your face
couple boxes
your apartment gets washed away

i just cant let you go
pipe dream planning, i'll be honest
i can't let you go
hillside marriage 'til we part
i just cant let you go
prison in my cellu-phone
baby i miss u, i miss u, i miss u
remember though

i know that
you wont ever let me go
without hands at least i'm in
your heart
you know that
you can rest your heavy head
on my shoulder anytime you want

wolf

lyrics:
pass me by
love of mine
different times
means
we don't call

keep me straight
bend don't break
lonely eyes
want to stay

wait!
now
your time is
up
but you know it
hold on to your life

if you wanted you could have my new number
but you haven't hit me up in like a month and last december i said
"how's it goin? how you doin?"
but the message only said delivered :(
thought we were something last semester

and i hate that i can't let it go
and that i miss you
but i don't wanna end up peaking at 16
'cause i don't wanna end up peaking in high school

pass me by
love of mine
(haven't seen you in a while)
different times
(like time zones y'know)
means
we don't call

arjeshh

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