Harsh Heartbreak

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arr_ehh

chilll

josan

grief w/vito & skele (prod. king theta)

where the fuck are my friends when i need them w/shiki xo, spookybands, & love jai

breaking down w/skele, shiki xo, & skrwd (prod. jolst)

lately w/skele & shiki xo (prod. jolst)

we fell in love in october (sped up) by girl in red

Kinneret - No Wind Resistance (sped up/tiktok remix) i've been here 60 years (Read Description)

paint the wall + nodding while my friends are dying w/ belak (prod belak)

miss_me (like youre supposed to) prod gaxillic & re: [rough demo]

Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

prod. by @4evrgone

lyrics
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lower than low you fucking piece of shit
you're nothing more than a kid
just something i wanna rid 
& i confess that i care too much
about everyone 
you're the weight that's pulling on my lungs  

suffer alone until you get a grip 
until the acid drips 
from your eyes to your lips 
find your way out of all the shit you cause 
you can not hit pause
this is your monologue 
and i don't really feel like
you get me so let me just fucking live life
my patience is wasted because i'm too nice
fake friends take advantage i know it's happened twice 
like
they don't really care 
i'm fully aware 
baby don't you dare 
i've been looking at the way you look at him you stare
i'm not throwing up i'm just in need of fucking air 

lower than low you fucking piece of shit
you're nothing more than a kid
just something i wanna rid 
& i confess that i care too much
about everyone 
you're the weight that's pulling on my lungs  

i've been patient starting fires 
burning higher than before 
i've been patient growing tired 
of the lump that's in my throat

follow 4evr

useless (prod. by 4evr)

prod. by @producedbyaidan
feat. @qawikamri

lyrics
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drive down 
it's warmer out now 
my frown is always so embracive
i found 
pictures of us 
deep down inside the depths of my basement 

but this is not an accurate 
depiction of us cause you just treated me like shit
smile for the camera & take another hit
cause my only source of happiness is rollin' up a spliff
burning photographs
like fuck the past
like fuck whoever told you we weren't meant to last
killing time again 
like it's my only friend 
like i'm dying but i'm lying 
cause i'm breathing in

you could wear me like a sweater 
you can call me like whenever 
baby i can't change the weather 
i'm sorry but i'm tryna get better
i'm tryna get
maybe we deserve better 
maybe i'm a go getter
i'm still on her header 
nineteen when i met her 
i couldn't forget her 
i couldn't

qawi kamri
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so sad that you burnt down everything
you're mad now you don't mean a fucking thing
oh god drama is the shit you always bring
you used to be the reason why i always sing
i really want to forget you
you don't know what i go through
i really wish that you knew
now you're just a girl i used to talk to

please let me erase everything inside my mind
wish that I was fucking fine
like when i said i was fine
for the public i smile but in private i cry 
I just keep it all inside

it's been 3 years since i met you
all that i know is that i miss you
in every stranger's face all i see is you
can you tell me what i mean to you
now all i feel is sorrow
gonna burn all our photos
you stole my heart not borrow
i think better off mono

so sad that you burn down everything
you're mad now you don't mean a fucking thing
oh god drama is the shit you always bring
you used to be the reason why i always sing

i really want to forget you
you don't know what i go through
i really wish that you knew
now you're just a girl i used to talk to

follow aidan

forget it (feat. Qawi Kamri)(prod. by aidan)

original title was "idk its 5 am and my brain is melting as i type this" but i shortened it lol

lyrics:

i don't want a broken heart
i don't wanna think of us
try to stop
and the greed is killing me

can we take it slow
i dont wanna fall
take me to you
we die too soon

but its over
as fast as it started
you never get past it
ride or die
alive when i hide

coming down on you
i dont like the truth
i dont love you
fuck me up too
im a damn fool

dancefloor with the devil
i dont like a rebel
can we sit together
love is in the air

i've been away for a year
feels like i'm there but i'm here
i've just been talking to you
so wtf are these tears
i lost the feeling of fear
hoping that you see what i hear

hoping that you feel what i'm feeling
nothing ever seems to make sense
go all in

it's nothing
it's nothing
it's nothing

idk its 5 am...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-lI0RJJUmkw
production and art by me
photo taken by @chris__lynch

doll [video in description]

Featuring: 
https://soundcloud.com/elijahmidjord
https://soundcloud.com/sealardohs

Knees Weak (Feat. Elijah Midjord, Sealard)