sun w/skele & flowars (prod. sorrowbringer)

lyrics
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so take all that stress
decompress it & hang it up right at the door
feeling like this isn't fun anymore
not that it ever was
but lately everyone's 
misunderstanding what's really import
tantalizing sights & feelings ignored
paths to get over it never explored
overgrown nothingness
stemmed from destruction
it's deeply embedded beneath all my subsidence

goodness gracious
i'm so cold
my body's filled with brittle bones
they'll break and bend as i grow old
i hope your hand is mine to hold
goodness gracious
i'm alone
broken my sticks & thrown my stones
i'll go somewhere where no one knows me
i don't mind being this lonely  

so maybe it's grim
but i'll spill on a whim about all that i think
my thoughts subside till i'm pushed to the brink
miscalculated
so often equated
to shit so insane i think i need a shrink
traumatized by flies that hatch in my head
metamorphosis ensued till i'm dead
it's funny how they can grow
little do they all know
their home is rotting & damn near condemned

dissociation 
deserting my patience
i don't think i'll wake up & realize
that feeling this vacant
no communication
is simply leaving me terrorized
i see all these faces
inside of the places
that only exist when i close my eyes
so if this is a phase 
that is bound to erase
then i guess that i ought to just give it time
 
goodness gracious
i'm so cold
my body's filled with brittle bones
they'll break and bend as i grow old
i hope your hand is mine to hold
goodness gracious
i'm alone
broken my sticks & thrown my stones
i'll go somewhere where no one knows me
i don't mind being this lonely  

all i ever will be
is someone that'll kill me 
a parasitic head fuck
monotonous & willing
all i ever wished for
is sanity by twenty four
but i never got that
i never got that

all i ever will be

hi hru

shoutout soundcloud.com/boyfifty

lyrics:
woke up in a sweat last night, fuck my life howd i get so cold
I dont even know what I meant when I told u that, I was so fucked up
livin life like volume cant mute this shit howd it get so low
I dont even know who I am anymore so lemme take yo advice and go

fuck off with my bull shit
were too sick to evolve, a straight neucense
we rly gotta look at love in a new sense
not obsessin over shit fuck ur 2 cents
in the middle of the night straight mental
feelin like shinji what am I supposed to do
I hope u kno that my life dont belong to u
I hope u kno that im fighting for the likes of us

and I wouldnt wanna lie to us
I know ive lied but I learned to trust
so trust me, I dont rly do that anymore trust me
lonely
trapped in the back of my mind help me

or dont, I been like this for years I been gone so long
u see thru it, laugh wit me but u think im stupid
oh no, I kno this feelin like its my home
I hate it, think im fine but im fuckin anxious

I see thru the lies in my vision
tough shit, dont be surprised if im missin
exist in my mind like prison
listenin to the thunder im breakin in
to the place that I knew back then
its nostalgic ill pack it in, and
ill remember how i felt back in december

trust me

spotify

trust me (prod. boyfifty x kndey)

Driving the interstate, Sun in my face, yeah
Hundred on the dash, but it won't change my fate, nah
'Cause I already gave you my heart and I never felt the same

Baby, I'm falling, I'm falling again but there's time in my grave
I'm falling, I'm falling again but I can't feel this way
I'm falling, I'm falling again but there's time in my grave
I'm falling, I'm falling again but I can't feel this way

All I know is I was comfortable 
Till she stole my soul and put it six feet deep into the soil as if flowers were to grow
You left home with a backpack and nowhere to go
Said the road felt closer to home than any place that you’ve known 


You were dancing on my grave 
The one that you’ve been diggin’ up
Pourin’ soil on my casket
I don’t think that it’s enough
For my bones 
For my bones to feel enclosed
As the sun hits my tombstone
The concrete decays 
And I don’t think that you are interested 
In buying a new grave 
You lit the match & watched me burn inside
I died that fucking day
What a shame that you could walk away
A smile on your face 


I’m falling I’m falling again
But this time in my grave 
I’m falling I’m falling again
But I can’t feel this way

Mm-mm
No point in lying, girl, don't say you love me
You, you never cared 'til I put you above me
I laid down my guard 'til you put your hand through my chest
And you took my heart but left me with the rest

Baby, I'm falling

Falling Again

Falling Again (feat. guardin)

when the sky gets dark

los angeles

I don't think I should remove the blindfold.

LYRICS:

[verse]
seeing the real me,
makes my eyes bleed,
I see,
that there's less variety.
Everything's the same,
Yeah, everything's the same,
But my skin keeps changing,
I wonder where my face is.
I wonder where the sights at,
I wonder where my mind's at?
The world's so dark
Do I want my eyes back?
Is this who I am?
Is this who I am?
I guess I must scream
to be heard by the trees...

There's pain in being perfect,
I wonder if I'm worth it.
My roots spread across the surface.
I always serve my service,
Over time, I keep working
no matter what I do
I'm still hurting.

I don't see the words I speak,
The love I preach,
The distance I reach,
I'm one foot in the grave of the acceptance I seek.
I eat and feed on my humanity,
Every feature shows my duality.
When I'm stuck in the same place,
I move with no grace,
What am I?
What am I?
With no face?

people don't want people nowadays,
what they want is...

Someone who does anything,
Someone who is everything,
everything to me is,
too much...
Is that the reason I don't fit in?

I'm nervous,
What's worse is,
I thought I was changing
on purpose.
Even now my skin's burning,
Shifting, becoming imperfect,
Every reflection I see,
shows a monster that's lurking.
What am I? What am I?
I know, right, I know, right?

I'm a mess...
It's hard to confess.
I'm not perfect,
I know my pride is hurting.

[end]

BLINDFOLD

The  nine sessions - The Pacific highway

[ＤＡＹＤＲＥＡＭ]

ＴＨＡＮＫ　ＹＯＵ　ＦＯＲ　ＢＥＬＩＥＶＩＮＧ　ＩＮ　ＭＥ
Ｉ　ＬＯＶＥ　ＹＯＵ

-ほぼそこに-

follow deadalive

my love (prod. by deadalive)

prod. pink

lyrics:
Let's pretend that I'm alright
I'm anxious little psychopathic fuck
can't sleep at night
all alone the thoughts they've grown
and I ain't putting up no fight
can't conduce the fucking truth up out your mouth but that's alright
~
can't control but my mind grip
gotta let it go the thoughts they flow
ain't gotta fucking trip
lifes a puzzle, mind is muddled
clear it up, I kiss your lips
grip your hips
biting on your neck until you fucking drip

like a puddle, we cuddle until the sundown
ride my shuttle rebuttal, we smoke and comedown
I'm so faded, I'm crossed
intoxicated I'm lost
inebriated what cost?
I'm feeling run down

been stuck in head sometimes
don't leave me for dead, i'm blind
in due time i will find
that, it don't matter what you wanna do
just put you're all into
focus you're mind and I swear you will get it
don't stress the small, stand up tall pay attention
sure you fall, but will you get up? redemption

Let's pretend that I'm alright
I'm anxious little psychopathic fuck
can't sleep at night
all alone the thoughts they've grown
and I ain't putting up no fight
can't conduce the fucking truth up out your mouth but that's alright
~
can't control but my mind grip
gotta let it go the thoughts they flow
ain't gotta fucking trip
lifes a puzzle, mind is muddled
clear it up, I kiss your lips
grip your hips
biting on your neck until you fucking drip

like a puddle, we cuddle until the sundown
ride my shuttle rebuttal, we smoke and comedown
I'm so faded, I'm crossed
intoxicated I'm lost
inebriated what cost?
I'm feeling run down

PanicAttack! [prod. pink]

(kindmile)
And I hate your guts but I love your bones 
And I love you more the more you break down my hope 
Oh beauty is pain so the devil must reign 
Oh loving you to death it would end in vane 

I couldn’t give a fuck it I tried 
Cuz someone out there piping the love of my life 
Nah I couldn’t give a fuck if I died 
But I bet there’s someone out there thatd gladly trade lives 

I don’t fear sharks and I don’t fear drowning 
Once ur heads below the surface it’s just another day 
I don’t fear heights and I don’t fear flying 
I just fear the day to come where I forget your name 

You’re so fucking different now 
You’re like everybody else in this shitty town
You don’t like me you don’t believe in me
I fucking hate that I gave you a piece me 
I bet you think about me like you never ever knew me 
Bitch you dumb fake like a shitty toupee 
I’ll rip a page from your book I want you no where that I look
id do anything it took to get you out my minds nooks 

and I hate your guts but I love your bones 
and I love you more the more you break down my hope 
oh beauty is pain so the devil must reign 
oh loving you to death it would end in vane

(sewerperson)
cold winter nights
in your arms
the blood inside of her is keeping me warm
i promise im just checking if ur alright
baby i dont wanna fight like last time
could you heal me
of my damage
i feel so alone on this planet
i lay awake at night in your mattress
baby open up i need access

crows fly off my window sill
she told me draw my blood so she can tell if im real
blue seeps out from my open wound
she said as long as you love me i can love you too
and she cant be replaced ah
baby kiss me slow i miss the taste
she look me in my spirit everytime i grip her waist
she pushing back against me while she hold me by the face
if its true love we could always power thru the hate

(kindmile)
And I hate your guts but I love your bones 
And I love you more the more you break down my hope 
Oh beauty is pain so the devil must reign 
Oh loving you to death it would end in vane

sun w/skele & flowars (prod. sorrowbringer)

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