Sad boy part 4

Sandmanzzzzy Bangers #7

skele<3

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he said it, i'm too damaged

w/ @scapexgoat


i'm trying my best 
i swear i am 
tryna show you i need you 
i wanna hold your hand 
i've been hurt so fucking badly i forget who i am 
this was never part of the plan 
so can you promise you won't run from me 
cause i'm so scared i'm fucking shaking
it gets hard to breathe
n i'm not used to someone wanting me 
god, it feels so fucking comforting

so pour me a drink
and i'll sing you to sleep 
n he said it
i'm too damaged 
bleed through the bandages
i'm so gone, god
i wish i never met him
n just to go sleep
have to be off fucking sedatives
i'm so gone, god
i wish i never met him

[scapegoat] 
i was in the backseat 
looking at my phone
why you never text me
i feel so alone
i just wanted you to stay 
tell me when the fuck you're coming back
i know i'm so bad
hate to see you like that
tell me why the fuck it hurts so bad
i wish i could save you but i know i can't
how the fuck can i help you,
i can't help myself

bleed through the bandages (w/ scapegoat)

I said, I love you but I lied. ALBUM DROPS SOON

no i didnt pitch anything. 

Master: https://soundcloud.com/dearpyrrhic
producer: https://soundcloud.com/gualabeatz
cover art: https://soundcloud.com/no-name-305870197

LYRICS:
 i just said i love you
no i never did
 i dont wanna talk
cus you always throwing fits
 yea you hit me up 
and ur texting me on discord
i just leveled up
 an im flexing up on disboard
she jus want some pics
 an i hit her with my boner
i dont wanna talk 
 cus im jus a fucking loner
smoking so damn much
 call me a stoner

i jus said i love you
 no i never did
i dont wanna talk 
cus u always throwing fits
 yea u hit me up
an u texting me on discord

DISCORD [prod.Guala Beatz x MaxFlynn]

sun w/skele & flowars (prod. sorrowbringer)

forget me like forgetting the lyrics to my old songs

produced by @taxpurposes
thank you all for listening <3

SPOTIFY

the gallows (p. taxpurposes)

i know that you are hurting
i'll try my best to stop it
your soul is slowly burning
you're running out of options
i'm breathing in these toxins
betrayed by all of my friends
the pain that you been feeling hurts me bad when i'm who caused it

staring at walls in my spare time
i try to forget all the white lies
maybe for once i could feel fine
where'd i go wrong living my life
i can't forgive what i did back then
i'm still just a kid but soon my story ends

i know that you are hurting
i'll try my best to stop it
i remain a burden
i think that i'm just toxic
i'm breathing in these toxins
i hate the place my mind is
the pain that you been feeling hurts me bad when i'm who caused it

i got way too many problems
i don't need a way to solve em
i don't think that you can stop it 
lemme finish off this bottle
yeah yeah
bitch i came right from the bottom
yeah yeah
bitch i came right from the bottom

the pain that you been feeling hurts me bad when i'm who caused it (prod. nilöwh)

if u can take my pain away

prod. @metlast
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

Lyrics:
Sometimes i get so fucking cold
All i know, all i know
Its etched so deeply in my soul
My soul 
Yeah i got ice inside my bones

But i dont mind its alright
Baby stay with me we got all night
Its alright, its alright
Those memories make me cry

got my eyes closed
Ill never go home
Im getting high tho
Everything turn slo mo

Im in this ride hoe
I see the end grow close
So would u hold me close
And never let me go


Let me go
Let me go
I know u let me go
I let myself get low
Pick up my self, cry alone
Wipe up the blood, check my phone
I just cant take it anymore
I just cant take it anymore


got my eyes closed
Ill never go home
Im getting high tho
Everything turn slo mo

Im in this ride hoe
I see the end grow close
So would u hold me close
And never let me go

Never Let Me Go (prod. Metlast)

No Advice

produced by heylog

lyrics:
the birds all sing a beautiful song
light beams through this is where i belong
peaceful people who fear to talk
they mimic them and love to mock
women from different countries
i feel pressured there's people watching me
pull u in with the sound of harmonies
they say this kid's gifted with prodigy

occupied i'm tired of people
that look in ur eye tells me u are deceitful
you live knowing this time your whole act has been a lie
you walk by the garden and every flower dies

THE BIRDS ALL SING A BEAUTIFUL SONG
LIGHT BEAMS DOWN THIS IS WHERE I BELONG
PEACEFUL PEOPLE WHO FEAR TO TALK
THEY MIMIC THEM AND LOVE TO MOCK
WOMEN FROM DIFFERENT COUNTRIES
I FEEL PRESSURED THERE'S PEOPLE WATCHING ME
PULL YOU IN WITH THE SOUND OF HARMONIES
THEY SAY THIS KID'S GIFTED WITH PRODIGY

yeah u better run from me i said
i'm used to this and being lonely
conversations don't extend when i'm
short on words i guess i don't feel like talking
spare my life it's just begun
i'm still tryna get us back but i know we're done
growing old too fast i'm too slow to outrun
problems chasing me but i know that they won

spotify

this is where i belong

bring the knife out, you're already killing me 

prod. @nevrfall

guess it's my fault
i just have to take it all
say you love me, don't mean it
you wanna play along
my fault
i get too emotional
losing feeling, i need it 
so treat me terrible

i'm a puppet
got your hands wrapped around all the strings
pull em tighter 
baby come on, make me bleed
i know you love it 
all the words you've been saying to me 
bring the knife out, you're already killing me 

head to a gun
whisper to me so softly
never enough
leaving marks on my body
isn't it fun
keeping tabs on my heartbeat
but this isn't love
my hands shake when you call me

treat me terrible

treat me terrible (prod. nevrfall)

u can have my life, but i hope u don't end it...

if i could hold u

Blow A Bag

. . . fall.

Mixed and Mastered by @xo_jalen
Produced by SnowBlood

Chase (Prod. SnowBlood)

Incubus - The Warmth Acoustic

Stream/Buy

Long Day

letting go w/JREAL

u dont need me like i need u
got me feeling blue 
ur gonna go away really soon
so what can i do 
maybe ill be fine on my own 
cuz that’s nothing new 
but youll be in la after june 
so its falling thru

i know that its falling thru 
stop myself from calling you 
to tell you that miss you 
and i need you 
cuz what would you do?

i know that this change is for the best
but i can’t shake this aching feeling in my chest 

i’m missing u a lot tonight 
ill see u when i close my eyes 
i’m sitting in the flowers 
contemplating why im still alive 
i promise that ill be alright 
sometimes i gotta take the time 
to make some sense of everything 
im reading in between the lines

you whisper in my ear 
why is it always this time of year 
you begin to fade 
after summer youll just disappear 
i know that im not perfect 
but i promise i can hold u near
please just let me say 
all the thing that i want u to hear 

u dont need me like i need u
got me feeling blue 
ur gonna go away really soon
so what can i do 
maybe ill be fine on my own 
cuz that’s nothing new 
but youll be in la after june 
so its falling thru

like i need u

makeup (prod. remghost)

they must think it’s fine not being fine, but i won’t stop till it’s all mine

misbehaving w/keagan & sadboyprolific (prod. hayku)

i wouldn't wanna miss this 
5/27

big thank u to these folks!!
blackwinterwells: https://soundcloud.com/blackwinterwells
caspr: https://soundcloud.com/caspr
saint tomorrow: https://soundcloud.com/user-182805726
mastered by frvr&alwys: https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys

[lyrics]
skele:
up late
it's all the same
i might pop a blue just to get me through the pain
it's hard to say 
im ok
when every night i have to lay awake
and am i doing better or am i getting really used to it?
i get so fucked i can't even tell the difference
laying on my floor just to ponder my existence
but i wouldn't wanna miss this

i've been thinking about those nights in my bedroom
i've been missing your tattoo
kiss my neck like a taboo
you're always down in a bad mood
always sucked thinking back too 
i really thought that i had you
didn't think you would fall through

i get so fucked i can't even tell the difference 

blackwinterwells:
you know that etching we made is still on the sidewalk
breaking down come on baby where did it go wrong
i dont see no one else stuck here writing love songs
wish i had you to distract me from all my damn flaws 

i just need a break from this i need time to heal
twisting evil alchemy to break down my shield
and now you know you've hurt me so you have no excuse
im leaving now for certain, time's up, you lose

and everytime i feel like my hearts about to break
you just pull me right back in, even though your love is fake
im so tired, of hurting over
people who dont like me

but still everytime you smile i think everythings okay
like im walking on thin air, and forgetting all the pain
and i miss you, for some reason
after all the times you hurt me

skele:
i've been thinking about those nights in my bedroom
i've been missing your tattoo
kiss my neck like a taboo
you're always down in a bad mood
always sucked thinking back too 
i really thought that i had you
didn't think you would fall through

i get so fucked i can't even tell the difference

i wouldn't wanna miss this

taboo (w/ blackwinterwells) (prod. caspr & saint tomorrow)

Available on all streaming platforms <3
Lyrics:
goddamnit im drunk again
i dont wanna hear it
so ill just pretend 
that i dont miss you
or the smell of your skin
but i can tell you for sure
that i dont miss your stupid friends
but goddamnit i 
dreamt abut your face again
woke up feelin deprived of oxygen

why dont you just go?
i dont wanna hear it no more
all i wanna hear is 
the slam of the door
why dont you just go
you stupid whore 

da da da da da 
da da da da da

y u always tell me u love me
after u break me down 
and berate me 
lay me on this table
cut me open 
operate me 

thought i could trust you
but i guess 
i was fuckin wrong 
excuse me while
i take these pills
so i can pretend im strong

just go (prod. pacific)

you don't gotta worry about me 

https://soundcloud.com/crackxlizard
https://soundcloud.com/caspr

i just wish that you'd talk like you used to
is it too much to wish that you want me too
is it too much to wish that you'd follow through 
and it kills me 
i just wanna see you in the morning 
i keep feeling down, and i'm sorry
i just keep breaking, you don't gotta worry 

no you don't gotta worry about me 
you don't gotta worry about me 

oh oh
baby don't go 
i just wish that you wanted me a little more
oh oh 
baby don't go
i just that you wanted to hold to hold me close

breaking (prod. cracklizard x caspr)

thank you for listening 
<3
@jolst


 i just wish you were here 
holding me 
cause my thoughts hurt less 
when you lay next to me 
but u don’t care at all
blame it on the alcohol
is there something there that i can’t see 
how the fuck am i supposed to breathe 
like oh
it’s okay if you wanna let go 
i know you probably need a little more 
i just miss when you were close
i know how this shit go
fall apart when it gets cold 
n i start to get feel real low 
know you’ll leave me when it snows 

when it snows 
iced out had to put on a coat 
neck cold but my hearts on froze 
fucked up i can’t do this alone 
baby why u gotta do me like that 
n still ask why my songs so sad 
everyday gotta put on a mask 
happy eyes with a knife in my back 

i say i love you 
“i love you too” 
most days i can’t get enough of u
when you leave i feel it 
it’s hard to deal with 
the crushing weight of this lonely feeling
rain it trickles 
cry a little 
nothings real 
it’s so artificial 
“you’re too brittle”
how i am supposed to feel when you speak in riddles 

i know i’m cold sometimes 
but i could never lie to you
i always say i’m fine 
i really don’t know what to do
i need you a little too much 
i’m scared that i’m never enough 
when you get distant it feels like i probably fucked up
get a little too scared i don’t mean much

snow (prod. jolst)

Featured Artist: https://soundcloud.com/itsyungvan

Prod/Mix/Master: Me

Lyrics:

She called me the other night
Says crying that shes fucking up her life
Says that she doesnt know what she wanna do
I said "girl, Im here for u"

Fast forward, 2 years, now we strangers
She found another one, he be lifting weights yea
Deleted number, thats what I am
I aint even mad, but she could explain

But still, I was never mad tho
I felt like I should but I didnt really care so
I lived my life, like she didnt exist
She may hit me up but I never miss

So yea, lets go even further
One night, phone rings but there is no name, oh
I dont even know if I wanna pick it up
3am, rejected, go back to bed

She broke my soul
She had it all
Left me with none
Feelings, now she dont even hit my phone
x4

You callled me drunk last night
told me that you’re thinking about leaving him
I guess he seems alright
but I don’t really see what you see in him
Left me for some no name who peaked in higschool 
playing home games
but now you text me acting so lame always talking bout the old days
Playing on my heart strings like a, ukalale 
only want me when you’re lonely cause you never text me daily
The only thing I fear is that you’ll leave me all allone again
Do you really mean it whhen you say you want to try again?
All my friends are telling me you’re bad for me but I don’t care
what’s the point of all the memories, if you’re not here

She broke my soul
She had it all
Left me with none
Feelings, now she dont even hit my phone
x2

Spotify/iTunes

She Don't Even Hit My Phone (feat. Yung Van)

worldburn

Ambien (prod. sorrow_bringer)

prod. sanctuary 

mixed by remghost & sanctuary 

happy new year 

@remghost 
@prodsanctuary

rained all night w/ sanctuary

And I swear it's not fair
It's not right
How you tell me all these fucking lies
Every night
I've been feeling like i might die
I'm traumatized
Kiss me kiss me I go braindead
Every time
She told me I'm no good
But that's fine
Now I know I'm always in her mind
Getting to bands
I can't worry bout you
Every time you come around me it's always bad news

Left me fucking cursed
Lonely with a bad mood
Laying in the dirt
Trynna find my loose screws
I be on my own got no one to turn to
Every time you come around me it's always bad news
Left me fucking cursed
Lonely with a bad mood
Laying in the dirt
Trynna find my loose screws
I be on my own got no one to turn to

Braindead baby
Idk what's goin on
You don't know what I'd do
To get inside your arms
I'd go to lengths
That you've never fucking seen
Go to all those places
That you see inside your dreams
Stuck like a tattoo
Don't know what to do
Drowning like a typhoon
Imma die soon
Alone in my room
Wanna see you
Wanna feel you
Wanna kill you
Don't know what's goin on
Don't know what I'm doing wrong
Won't be here for long
Miss me when i'm gone

And I swear it's not fair
It's not right
How you tell me all these fucking lies
Every night
I've been feeling like i might die
I'm traumatized
Kiss me kiss me i go braindead
Every time
She told me i'm no good
But that's fine
Now i know i'm always in her mind
Getting to bands
I can't worry bout you
Every time you come around me it's always bad news

Left me fucking cursed
Lonely with a bad mood
Laying in the dirt
Trynna find my loose screws
I be on my own got no one to turn to

I be on my own got no one to turn to

braindead w/ loseher (prod. tennis player)

i already tried my best, so why try again

prod: https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

wake up
i can see my breath
cold hands
i can't feel my skin
shaking, body aching
pull me closer
breaking
i can't take anymore
this isn't the life that i wanna live
i already tried my best 
so why try again
is it over yet?
can i call it quits?
it's
seasonal depression
sick of everyone telling me it's a lesson
i should make more of my life 
cause "it's a blessing"
"and you'll be fine once you stop with all the stressing"
nobody understands
i can't get out my bed
i hate the helping hands
i've lost my fucking mind so don't you get it man?
they know nothing about me 
"he's just having a bad week"
it's lovely 

hide my problems in the alcohol 
drink myself away till i can't even feel a thing at all
i'm becoming just like you
it scares me to death,
i don't wanna but i have to

sun w/skele & flowars (prod. sorrowbringer)

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