lyrics: 

drones a reeling truth held up under news
heavy makings of a life 
early in my youth play with absolutes 
how it ended isn't right
no i'm not gonna wait for nothing
i know i been a sinner now
but lord i'm praying
i know that y'all are up there
watching and waiting 
i'm gonna wash the pictures of our memories
do all i can to keep em all from fading
how? now?

the world is racing to end
names engraven never blame them
for self effacement
not their stories in the ground
loss of words always confound
i have a way where is it now
i know we'll be / we'll be fine 
we got all of our strength 
that we need today and
in my sleep i dreamt that 
we both went to a matinee 
reflection in the tiles 
like a festival on vacation
lighthearted quality comforts me 
and you softly slip away
we'll be waking up with the thought 
of your smile today and 
in our strength we find that 
its healthier not to push away
i found it in the recess of my memory
where it'll be safe

no i'm not gonna wait for nothing
i know i been a sinner now
but lord i'm praying
i know that y'all are up there
watching and waiting 
i'm gonna wash the pictures of our memories
do all i can to keep em all from fading
how? now?

No Phantom

lyrics: 

need a way to keep from spinning
seemed for so long id clutch the ground
if i lay in this same place im gonna drown it out
need a way to keep from spinning
seemed for so long

i know there wont be another
you run my heart when it flutters
there waves the minute hand
this is our only chance
i think ive got a plan

Reunion

lyrics:

all thats happened tethered to torment
yes even the worst things 
sometimes do come to end
you do the walking out 
already picked a route 
so steady on the ground
beyond brave
youve pushed through the heartache

only us at the gun range
he called you left in fear
missed you when you was here
the signs were crystal clear
just why could this occur
i thought we'd just escaped
not all complications 
have me praying like a pillar of faith

we wont rest til our lives off the line
no its not your fault 
fell deep into a pit of his crimes
you face a cliff you're not stunned to have to climb 
you wanna trust and get to know the pull of 
deepest and everlasting 
you wanna love and you will again
and again this is not the end
you face a cliff there isnt any wrong time  
we wont rest until we meet the clear sky

out on the back porch smoking us a spliff
wondering how you been 
thats right when it happened
you called to say you disposed of him
burst apart the doors you finally broke through
that was all you i said that was all you
we wept but like the body
we heal beyond the boundary of our lives
self love will paint a portrait
our strokes are so important to our lives
know that this time youve been deprived
but tell me it doesn't feel great 
to grasp whats been denied all this time

fell deep into a pit of his crimes
you face a cliff there isnt any wrong time
you wanna love and you will again
we wont rest until we meet the clear sky
respire and view what lies up only in height
you wanna love this is not the end

Liminal, Moving Grace

lyrics:

wash the sand from out my hair
just another diamond day
we're pining for the winter
so we moved up out of state  
i have a habit to run sometimes

we hold water like a climber with a camelback
i love you theres a crater formed from impact
theres nothing you could ever say to do me bad
i love you and i always speak truth on that

Shinjuku

lyrics:

cordon off the thought thats
been gnawing at you if theres time left
to settle down with all your patience
youre not irresolute by default
a gentle candor can be sought

it had seemed like 100 miles
to clear them trails in the mud
atvs down by lake lanier
we had one hell of a run 

no more time spent regretting
developed us up all the minutes and seconds 
like somebody else but ill never forget it 
with all that i am i cant ever 
take this for granted 
looking back's not a plan just a
atlas of where you been 
looking back's not a plan just a
atlas of where you been

Here For Tomorrow

lyrics:

it's our season honey
what was it that had to wait
realize now more than ever
that i was tapping the brakes
oranges in our hand
wanna give one a taste
each morning around you
i never love imitate
smile on my face

it's our season honey
what was it that had to wait
realize now more than ever
that i was tapping the brakes
oranges in our hands
one to give one to taste
each morning around you
i never love imitate
never love imitate

spoke to grandma the other day
heard my voice and said my name
been a while please forgive me
for how i've misbehaved
sweetheart you know its fine
voice a zephyr through the chimes
for now it's not too late 
when in that moment we align
she said courage is the one thing
we all cant leave behind

our love runs deeper than the holler
stronger than the rivers
higher than the oak trees standing tall upon the hill
And longer than the song of a whippoorwill

Reflect The Center

lyrics:

idle waves unassured
passing days our reward
steer me now the coast is clear  
a wall of clouds finds me there

cause i dont want another
dont want another breakdown
ive heard that sound

i know it feels like its armageddon
but we'll wake up tomorrow
and nothing happens
 
but we'll wake up tomorrow
and nothing happens

idle waves unassured
passing days our reward
steer me now the coast is clear  
a wall of clouds finds me there
and im not on my way to hell

Earthmover

if you wanna see your friend then bring more than your hands
are you able to - you able to?
you've seen this before and you'll see it again
i need you right now

many times by the end it only tears my lover apart
makes him try to find a way for me
you've seen this before and you'll see it again
hope you love me right now

what can change the ways my mind dictates the place I stay?

but whatever my mind decides 
i'll have to catch the signs
i'll try i'll try

A Way for Me

sometimes i find my body slowin down
i try to tell myself he’s not around
it’s gotten harder with the thoughts now
my mother sells me words i can’t allow

she cut herself up 
and I can’t believe how much i blame myself for the violence

i got so much love for my mama
she tried the best she could to hold our hands while trying to keep out the grief by washin down pills with the bottle

sometimes i find my body slowin down
i try to tell myself he’s not around
it’s gotten harder with the thoughts now
my mother sells me words i can’t allow

The Body

he had a girl before me or my brother and my sister 
he wouldn't tell the world
he'd let her grow into a woman before the day

she shows her drawings of gun and wine
she tells me that i wasn't hard to find
and only fear creeps in 
so i just look him up 
and print the pictures out to plaster them along my wall

i feel her soul in there - never want to forget
the black and red and orange and blue and violent
i cast my arms down low and swing as high as i can
i know he won't stay there for long
cause we know the evil underneath

i've got to try to tear apart the solids
peace gone never the same 
but ash fills our air and we breathe together
we bleed together

never knew her
maybe someday 


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Violence In Color

lyrics: 

reading your texts by the fireplace 
i see how wrong you live 
feeling what i am alone 
calling back you want some cash to buy 
the drugs you can't help yourself from buyin 

my sister called and said mom might be gone 
i never thought i'd have to hear those words at all i guess i thought that we were done 
scratching at our minds again he wants us not to live 
the drugs you can't help yourself from buyin i feel responsible and it feels impossible that i could have ever helped you live 
or be alive

Bringing The Block

Can't Help Every Way

lyrics: 

he'd say your life doesn't matter 
you'll all die if the cops come round take off your shirt and bring me the belt he'd teach us a lesson 
don't worry bout your head he'd say you'll get it soon 
wipe the blood from your face 
if you get your freedom back 
i hope my family's safe out on their own 
i won't know 
you'll never be able to comprehend how much blood you have stole 
but we know 
a phone call to tell me 
my father's getting out one day soon a couple years 
he's been the center 
of my fears 
if you get your freedom back 
i hope my family's safe out on their own 
but i won't know 
you'll never be able to comprehend how much blood you have stole you'll never be able to comprehend how much blood you have stole 
we know 
a phone call to tell me 
my father's gettin out one day soon

Blood Dust

lyrics:

never put my babe through harder times but when my mind's not safe 
i try to find 
i try to find a stable mind 
i go and let him know 
but in this darkness it's impossible 
to seem in control 
i tried to let him be the help i thought i always needed 
but his love alone could never be able to change or intercede 
what always has been behind my eyes

The Family Inheritance

lyrics:

it isn't quite as dull as I thought it be at twenty one years old i 
still feel the same hate i did at fifteen 
i dream about the lone ranger 
that you'd feel in danger instead of me 
it isn't quite as dull as I thought it be at twenty three years old i 
still feel the same hate i did at thirteen 
i dream about the lone ranger 
that you'd feel in danger instead of me

The Lone Ranger

lyrics:

was never taught to say what i'm thinking 
always had a mind closed to being on 
and i wanna share the things that i'm thinking 
but something holds me back from just saying more 
was never taught to say what i'm thinking 
and it was never safe just to be alive 
a lie 
wanna share the things that i'm thinking 
and i never want you to doubt that i love you at all

Loom

lyrics:

couldn't know 
it's impossible when i speak to myself couldn't know 
lost respect for the parts i keep to myself watch what i speak to myself 
couldn've it been right 
couldn't it have happened in time 
i wanna tell you the lines on your face will go away 
and i wanna tell you the dust in the cracks 
will be gone one day 
but it doesn't matter what i tell you 
as long as we all get better and healthier 
as long as we all grow stronger and healthier one day 
the shade carves out a line between hate and all his crimes it often covers most your life but what does it give 
the shade carves out a line 
above hate and all his selfish crimes you twist and turn out of your skin one last time

To Myself And Family

Strings

lyrics:

sensation’s buildin 
i feel it in my bones 
i feel it wandering and killin 

flowers in the sky 
feelin something yet wondering why 

it could creep up on me now

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