Betryal To Its Best

lyrics-
Her is what i want
It's not just my heart
Its my head
She asks me for the bread
So i left her on read
I know im kinda sped
It's not like im down bad
So please stop adding me on quick add
Eww is her dad
*But he looks like a chad*
Beth are you trippin
Seems like i am the only one that seems to slip in
Its funny im making a song about something i don't have
My heart is been torn in to halves
But i don't care
It's not like life's fair
Look she is beautiful in every which way
Like they all be saying
My heart to give to you is what i'm portraying
It's not like im staying
If she dont want
I dont give
I just wanna go be able to love
But in ur mental state why do you think your above
I’m thinking of all the things of her that are good
My mind i don't forgive
She just got pretty eyes, pretty face, pretty personality
All of the above
Is what i choose
There's no going beyond
I really just know how to respond
I just got no bond
But her is what i want
It's not just my heart
Its my head
She asks me for the bread
So left her on read
I know im kinda sped
It's not like im down bad
So please stop adding me on quick add
Eww is her dad
*But he looks like a chad*
Beth are you trippin
Indeed i think she is
It's not like i need to take a quiz
If you trying to know my fam its nu ur biz
Hold Up I need to take a wizz
Alright im back
I know i've been chasing for to long
Which my will has stayed strong
It's kinda funny the way thongs look
I know that's a weird opinion
Some people say men don't have emotions
Shut the fuck up no one cares about you or your notions
I'm just a kid living a small world
In a infinite universe
But her is what i want
It's not just my heart
Its my head
She asks me for the bread
So i left her on read
I know im kinda sped
It's not like im down bad
So please stop adding me on quick add
Eww is her dad
*But he looks like a chad*
Beth are you trippin
Indeed i think she is

Devotion

This is my story of my life i hope you enjoy.l

My Story

Lyrics~
Ayy this is straight from the heart
You Feel Me
When i was born i had a momma that couldn’t take of me
Mainly financially but her love still gave me comfort
I was obnoxious sometimes i wonder how she dealt with me
Then mama got 2 jobs and i didnt get to see her alot
Then life got hard with no regard
Then my brother was born
So i became more of a retard
We started to dumb shit
Damn I still remember when i got stuck in a cactus
Then i started going to the shop and gymnastics
Started drawing as hobby 
But since then i feel anxious in a lobby
Damn i still miss that dude robbie
Not at the same time 
Because i walked up on my mom giving him toppy
His dick looked knobby
Mama and him broke up a few years go bye
Now im living in an apartment 
Then i started school i was bright in fact
 I made a lot of impact
But i acted like i was on crack
But it was mainly an act
Was a good boy until up to the 3rd grade
Moved to another boyfriends house and i had to obey
But a lot of the kids had to persuade
I almost got expelled so i went to a different school
All of the kids were pretty cool
Until i found out i was a tool
So i used it as my fuel to push through
Then he started to act cruel and uncool
He hurt me
Then both of them became perverted and no way to convert
So because of them i lost comfort
So i started wackin it off so they became concerned
But from that i learned
Them acting weird i had my suspicions
Mom went away for a few days without notice
When she came back all i wanted to do
Was hug her and give a lotus
But i saw her bad side he showed us
I became anti-social
2020 hit my mom started doing tik tok
So i became known local
So i started getting grounded a lot
It was like my brain had its own lock
Felt like i was held back from doing good
I felt so misunderstood
What i kept doing i didn't mean to pull
It's not like my head was that dull
Then i grew a huge hobby for video games
My self esteem became pretty low
Then my moms lil boy went into flames
So i framed myself with my emotions
 with little to none remains
It wasn't smart of me
But now its a part of me i had to be free
A lot of my family agree (But not that three)
Nothing in life will always be positive
That's what i guarantee 
So now i'm at grandma’s
Where their was little no demand
Their i didn't have a plan so  everything around me i had to understand
So my knowledge started to expand
Felt like there was nothing i couldn't withstand
Learned i had ptsd i really couldn’t understand that at any degree
Did my research i new i had my concerns
So i met a hella cool dude named ste****
From a lot of other people he had a different appeal
We had an amazing friendship with nothing to reveal
Then his sister had to fuck it up and acted unreal
Made me lose a lot of friends
I didn't care for a lot of them but it for sure depends
A lot of them like to act like they have to amends
But all their doing is pretending
I swear to god if there's not a good ending
A lot of my mistakes they were not to be offending
But that's what happens when you hit trending
A year and a half goes by started making music
A lot of my real friends thought it was to sick
But i was hesitant but i'm here showing my growth
But to my family i put in a oath
I'll never become one of the alcoholics
Ignored all the politics and the hot topics
Gained good friends i had no top pick’s
Now all i have is my lyrics and family
So now i live happily

Straight From The Heart

A Putrid Life - ARRBZ

First collab one for of the many journeys. Feat. Cdub beats
Owner of this beat is prod.Momento (Addictions) 
Lyrics-
Arrbz:
Been gaining to many addictions
They been wanting me to die signing them petitions 
Been giving zero shits about them bitches
Twisting my brain making me go insane
I just want some damn peace
Just little of yin and yang
I don't care about the fame
I just don't want be the same
I just want some changeLife been to fast at its pace
Still gonna smoke that herb even if it's laced
You can't change my mind i know i'm a waste
I used to wake up everyday mom screaming in my face
Let step dad put me through abuse
No one believed so their never was a case
So now this rap dream i'm gonna chase
Cdub beats verse:

I wanna run away never come back
I don't belong in this world, that's a fact Love is a drug
And no, you don't love me
I fall out of love, but did not relapse I just want someone to love me I just want someone to cure me I'm dying for love, but don't love my self
I'm drowning in my insecurity
They tell me they love just to show me they don't
Tell me they will and show me they won't It's why I'm a loner, I ain't got no friends Why I chose to get hurt I can just be alone Give them a heart and they just chose to break it Give them my trust so they can forsake it Don't give advantage
They come and take it they damage my heart
But still I'm just saying I wanna
Run a, run a, run away with you Into the dark into my heart I followed you Let me run a, run a, run away with you Some of us are broken inside, I need you (yeah, hmm)
I cannot live without hating myself
Remember me young, I hated myself

Look at me now, I'm hating myself Wish I could change, I finally accept it All of my life, I just wanted acceptance Put salt on my own wounds, I don't accept it Someone that's new, that's all I'm expecting I really wanna be happy
I don't know what else to do I could just say that I'm happy I know that shit isn't true
Hurting my heart, and I'm sick, and I'm tired Hurting this side but don't wanna die Look at me now, know I'm in center So when it is time com give me God, I wanna

Just Wanna Go Feat. Cdub Beats

Inspiration: 7incere
I hope you guys liked this one!
Lyrics:
Intro:
Charlie: Actually Lucy, my trouble is Christmas.
I just don't understand it.
Instead of feeling happy I feel sorta feel let down.
Lucy: I know how you feel about this Christmas business.
Getting depressed and all that. 
Happens to me every year.
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Always being bothered nevertheless.
Life I couldn't ever 2 guess.
How can I believe mistakes make us our best.
But I'm made many good ones. 
(They Don't)
So why not put myself to rest
All my life I’ve been called nothing but a pest.
Mentally I'm such a fucking mess 
everything got me way too fucking stressed.
All she every brings is tragedy.
In life you have to make a strategy
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Lucy: I never get what i really want.
Charlie: What is it you want.
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I want some real mother fuckin family and friends.
Not Some people who like to play pretend.
Suicide from myself I had to apprehend.
You come in this world with nothing but its same with the end.
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Everyday all day I just curl up and cry.
Emotions overloading seems like my brains fried.
Telling myself I'm happy. 
everyday told myself a lie
All humans ever do is be negative and bring crime.
Been so silent people asking me if I'm a mime.
I'm just sitting down thinking of those rhymes.
Waking every morning feeling like in a different disguise
Being happy that would be a surprise.
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I want some real mother family and friends.
Not Some people who like to play pretend.
Suicide from myself I had to apprehend.
You come in this world with nothing but its same with the end.

Life

Lyrics: Lately i've not been knowing how to feel
Life hasn’t been giving me much of a thrill
Now homies poppin poppin so many pill’s
Waking up has been the chills
Emotions are so over used
Like ima let the fact i was abused
Let my mood go obtuse
Nah fuck that
Im rude
My heart prude
My emotions sued
But ain't gonna let that make go down
My future ima make so i can be proud
Words so silent can't hear a sound
Just hearing my heart pound
My heart is an empty lounge
My head seems to be the place the demons lurk
I ain't lame I would never pop a perc
When i'm done with rap i'll be in the dirt
Seems like i'm invisible so the dark i lurk
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You think i give a shit about all yall haters
Fuck with me you feel me
Like why hate
Cant we all jus come together and better everyone at the same time
Why don't why all just reunite
Oh i forgot everyone haters each other
And hates other people for no reason
Just looking at them and looking the other way
If your like that fuck you
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Look in my eyes you can see my demise
I can’t see anything but lies
Being happy in this life i advise
I just wanna die but the reaper told me don't do it
So imma do it
I'm gonna lose it they broke my fuse
In this game of life im not gonna lose
But roll up a blunt i can't get enough
The temptation giving in to much
But the lust it can't be disgust 
I've been broken to much i can trust
The demons their lurking in my brain
I can't say i've stayed the same
The pain changed me to want to change the game
You ask me what paints my day its grey
I don't pray i just say i wish i was in my grave
Under satan lays the negative he displays
Just dont feed in what media covey
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Are we going to talk about the homeless
How 18 of 10’000 people are homeless
Still getting no help
No gratitude
No recognition for their hard work
(Well some of them)
Its kinda fucked do you know what i mean
What is this society at this point
I don’t even know
This world should just die
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bending the motherfuckin elites minds
Been heaving mean finds and then i realized
People choose the street life but i'll keep mine
I don't understand lil peeps mind i just seek rhymes
Be in your bitches behind i found her on feet finder
She couldn't be any finer ,where's the weed i got a grinder
Where’s the milf i gotta find her
I'm no slacker the green i'm a stacker
The rhymes i don't necessarily lack 
These are the bars that you hear trueful facts
Lost in my heart i really need a map
Soon i’ll make a homie pack
I don’t need no facts
All i need is my heart
This accursed world i don't take part
I just stay sparked, history ima make a mark
My dream its gonna take time to go
It’s starts with my flow
I don’t understand where to go
I really am different
I got no hoes to show
Except the fact i'm gonna grow
I keep 45 to my head
Lead go through my flesh ina flash
*gun shot sound effect*
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I want everyone to huddle up real quick
Think about this
Everyone eleven minutes last year 2022
One suicide happened
Think about that
Now just talk
Fix each other
(if you can)
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Hate I don’t got a lot of
But I got a lot of mental problems
Problems I don’t want to deal at’ll all
At Least I ain’t like mf’s snorting adderall
Ima show i can become the one and only arrbz
King arrbz just joking more like the king of bars
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This is not my beat this is NK Music "Wazner" Beat
If he wants to copyright oh well.

Don't listen

I don’t own rights to this beat creds go to eeryskies
Lyrics-
Ha
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Who am i
Where can i can go
And who to
I don’t know
Who am i
Where can i can go
And who to
I don’t know
Who am i
Where can i can go
I don’t know
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Lookin back on it really felt like i didn't have a childhood
I was just so misunderstood
Just playing on the ps3 playing some midnight club
Always felt like going on the run
Running in to darkness
Darkness taking over my head
You heard what i said
Mom may never speak to me again
Do you wanna know what she fucking said
Your childish aiden
Your setting up yourself for failure
Your focused on all the wrong things
All angry teenage boys want to be a rapper
So they can write of their pain in their lyrics
It’s an evil world your going to enter
And yeah i won’t be there to see it because i refuse to be
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Who am i
Where can i can go
And who to
I don’t know
Who am i
Where can i can go
And who to
I don’t know
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I’m going to prove my fucking mom wrong
So i’m gonna make this beautiful ass song
I open my eyes i'm in the garden of eden
So you know that apple i’ve been eatin
True happiness holds a lot of secrets
If you want my heart you can keep it
I’ve always been way to fucking nice
I don’t know if this world i live in is suffice
I live in a world of lies
Why can’t this place just have a demise
We all endure pain for so long but for what
For a legacy we can pass down
I like how that sounds
I could turn frowns upside down
But there's always some kind evil lurking
But i know i’ll always be the one smirking
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Who am i
Where can i can go
And who to
I don’t know
Who am i
Where can i can go
And who to
I don’t know
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Thankyou all who listen to me this far in the song
I love you guys i may not being posting for a while to find my sound
But soon you’ll guys will be proud.

Who Am I?

I may not have green but im fresher than mister clean
Been turnt up seven thousand degrees
Suicide may be the only way to put myself at ease
Like how my own soul is my disease
On my knees please don't do no tease
In reality there is no free bee’s unless you can find one who like to please
Sorry for to much of that rhyme its fire you can’t lie
But out thru out majority but oracly
You're Not the higher authority
Your a minority your heart a deformity
Life you failed at horribly oh almost sounds like me
Oh are we free we are have currency currently
With no way to reverse it unless we got rid of generational curse
Because there is no more important step than the first
Flipping off the copah’s
Locking in loaded in the bahamas
I don't want to be included in the sloppy drama
Popped that blotter then i begin to slaughter
Slaughter my emotions because i've been at my bottom
Bottom of the abyss
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Cdub-
ow come none of these motherfuckers wanna lyrical rappers
Those mumble rappers are jus yappers
I've been throwing shots but this one ain't gon miss
Those were my horrible years
You already know it left mental scars
But i heal them with bars so listen
My words feel unresponsive 
They are nowhere close to be offending
Bet you haven't heard of a man that wants peace
So why the fuck increase the police

Reality Feat-CDubBeats

Experimenting hope yall like it!
Lyrics-
Arrbz
I may not have green but im fresher than mister clean
Been turnt up seven thousand degrees
Suicide may be the only way to put myself at ease
Like how my own soul is my disease
On my knees please don't do no tease
In reality there is no free bee’s unless you can find one who like to please
Sorry for to much of that rhyme its fire you can’t lie
But out thru out majority but oracly
You're Not the higher authority
Your a minority your heart a deformity
Life you failed at horribly oh almost sounds like me
Oh are we free we are have currency currently
With no way to reverse it unless we got rid of generational curse
Because there is no more important step than the first
Flipping off the copah’s
Locking in loaded in the bahamas
I don't want to be included in the sloppy drama
Popped that blotter then i begin to slaughter
Slaughter my emotions because i've been at my bottom
Bottom of the abyss
Cdub-
How come none of these motherfuckers wanna lyrical rappers
Those mumble rappers are jus yappers
I've been throwing shots but this one ain't gon miss
Those were my horrible years
You already know it left mental scars
But i had to heal them with these bars so listen
My words feel unresponsive 
They are nowhere close to be offending
*Yeah *Yeah
you haven't heard of a man that wants peace
So why the fuck increase the police
The fuck are we doing bro like

Reality Feat CDubBeats Slowed Reverbed Version

Experimenting this one aint that good but its still got something going.

Truth

I like this one a lot Idk why the very first vocals werent good but everything past that is good!

Mhmm

This one is ok but i like it hope yall do too,

Im Arrbz

I put a lot of what i see and feel everyday into this hope you guys enjoy!

It's How You Perceive It

New Year New Me a New Year Resolution that I'm devoting my self to music this year hope y'all enjoy the path.

New Year New Me

It’s chill I enjoy it a lot I just explain hours I feel about this world

Thoughts

New banger hope yall enjoy!!
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Lyrics
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Shit crazy she blowing me like she trying to blow a breathalyzer
Always like playing mind game i'm an antagonizer
That pussy was the whole meal
Where's my appetizer
Ms lopez i fantasize about her
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Wait lemme pop a percocet
Your relationship im a threat
What i'm a put on your face is regret
To classy for a motherfuckin cigarette
All i put in my lounges is that gas
Don’t act so rash
I’m just trying to get a piece of that ass
I’m to fast they look to deep into that past
In a movie imma play all the cast
Earleir i was kidding i dont go no motherfuckin drugs up in me
Fuck that shit ya’ll got feel me
I ain’t gonna let an addiction kill me
Pulling hella smooth moves feel like micheal jackson
Can’t take a breath feel like i'm always on action
Ima gain attraction everywhere i’ll go ima be a distraction
I just want to be rapping without having cap
Fuck wit me and the homies you already know were going scrap
Lame as fuck the only dance you can learn is tap
Feel like i'm doing great without studio
I'm the type to hit from the back while finger in her booty hole
Tell her to bend and then i blow
“Blows”
Damn that shit hella pink and it glows
Even when i'm hitting it i got flow
She never ask no mo
I like when its raw
Shit feel out of this world im in ahh
She like wassa hoe already wanna fuck i say nahh
Feeling so pure feel like rah
I’m like on my gah
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Shit crazy she blowing me like she trying to blow a breathalizer
Always like playing mind game i'm an antagonizer
That pussy was the whole meal
Where's my appetizer
Ms lopez i fantasize about her

Antaganizer

New lil bopper!
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Ay today im feeling very classy
Girl you need to pipe down you actin to sassy
Hurry up the blunt you gotta pass it
But my energy you can’t match it
I don’t fuck with them ratchets
But it happens just listen to me rappin 
Pay attention to the words you’ll know i'm not cappin
She giving me a weird look like she ate a lemon head
But the word i gotta send
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Bitches be using my heart as a rental
And they like to fuck wit my mental
Like why can’t you just be gentle
Im just trying to be sentimental 
The pain makes feel trapped in a kennel
Keep getting up after every blow
Will i ever learn my lesson
But to me theirs no such things as depression
Its how you look at life and question
Ok were done with this session
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Ay today im feeling very classy
Girl you need to pipe down you actin to sassy
Hurry up the blunt you gotta pass it
But my energy you can’t match it
I don’t fuck with them ratchets
But it happens just listen to me rappin 
Pay attention to the words you’ll know i'm not cappin
She giving me a weird look like she ate a lemon head
But the word i gotta send

Lemonhead Faces

New Banger hope yall messs wit it!
Lyrics
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I hate the word potential 
just getting better is essential
Shut the fuck before i pull a john wick and kill you with a pencil 
Trust me it wasn't incidental
My impact will forever be detrimental
Hold your touch before you call me fake
Hold your tongue before you say a name
Rap to me it aint no game
It ain't about the bread
It ain't about getting a damn place
Your going to fast slow down it ain't a race
You know you’ll never catch up to my pace
Because in the end you a godamn copy and paste
I’m coming in slow motion
Big motion but my heart full of corrosion 
It's so potent the damn negativity
Social media hates but in person they ask is it really me
Because i’m really killing these beats
I’m getting feats stacked up on feats
And got a few listening to my songs on repeat
But y'know me i keep it humble
And i'm not the one to mumble
If you tryna start some shit lets rumble
Will never need to glock by my side
All i need is by fists ride with me till i die
Thats my pride no lies
But lowkey i all i want to fly to the sky
Feel free for damn once
And i am no dunce
Fuck the government their all damn cunts
Treating us as if we are some damn runts
Say all that shit comments i dont no fucks
Because in the end it will be no luck

Tirade

Going Insane (A Heart Full Of Lies)

Worked hella hard on this album i hope yall love it!

Aint No Fein - (prod. shineclyde)

What the things you be hearing? (Ft-LIL VRO C) - (Prod. ETA)

Stuck in my mental - (Prod. by SLAXX)

Me - [prod.P.A]

45 Limo Freestyle (Feat, Inikae! - Elys!an) (prod. shineclyde x yung flavour)

Posed 2 Live (Feat-Davy)

Too Smooth - (prod. awakeagain)

type shi (Feat- Elys!an)

The 20th Century - (Prod.Mizuho)

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Stuck In My Mental Remix Feat Double1z

Im Aiden, 15 years old and I have a dream. A dream that I will make a name for myself and gain respect in rap. By only improving and making better songs as we go I hope you enjoy the journey.

Arrbz

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