https://soundcloud.com/audiodoctor <- Audiodoctor

https://soundcloud.com/arsenal_arsenio <- Arsenal_Arsenio

this song is dedicated to music. thank you for saving my soul.

With you

I met her the other night
We shared a cigarette, I loved the way she looked in light
She complimented it, not the other way around
Her soul shined through her skin somehow
I was
Hoping to see her next week, so to speak
I put my phone on the table, asked when we could meet
Called her on a Tuesday on that bar patio
Game was coming loosely, no sweat got her home
Then she left me, guessing
When I could see her stressing
Caught feelings for her
That's what I'm confessing
Close my eyes, remember her undressing
Fingers on my back that were lightly caressing
Moonlight hit her skin, illuminated her smile
I know it's been awhile since I dialed for another trial
But I can't stop asking myself this simple question y'all and that's
Why?
Why does everything feel so right when with you?
And why does it feel like I can be myself with you?
Why does everything feel so right when with you?
Her hair flowed from her head as she walked in
And I heard my ancestors speak within
Whispered possibilities as I took that empty chair
Is that your friends? The line that got me there
Thank god my friend was near
Ready to entertain her girl's ear
Leaving me open to listen and hear
If I could call this girl my dear
But I sensed her fear
Told me her pain, her trust I had gained
She told me how he broke her heart, 
Left feeling ashamed 
I wanted to soothe her wounds
In whatever way
She needed me to,
But her guards were keeping me at bay
I could of unlocked her
She was her prison
Texted me to see where she was then dissed me as she danced with him
All good, she wasn't ready to receive
Found out later that she had his baby
Why?
Why does everything feel so right when with you?
And why does it feel like I can be myself around you?
Why does everything feel so right when with you?
But then I thought about it
For a minute or maybe it was two
Is this what I really wanted to do?
Mouthed to me come here from other side of the room
Our eyes met, lighter sparked, shed my costume
Locked her fingers with mine
Smiled as she guided through lines
Felt love inside, past denied
I nurtured it with pride
By mediating and embracing both Jekyll and Hyde 
Give one of the wolves a little more food
Up my mood
Nirvana attained when I find myself with you
It's true
I'm a preacher ortained, y'all fill up my pews
Path obtained via these lyrics that I spew
Comes from that nurtured love she helped me find
Comes from that nurtured love she helped me find
And incite the rites, compressed into this sermon session
My obsession, confession, did I even mention?
Did I even mention how good it feels right now?
Yeah
Why?
Why does everything feel so right when with you?
And why does it feel like I can be myself around you?
Why does everything feel so right when with you?

with you (prod. by Audiodoctor)

https://soundcloud.com/audiodoctor <- audiodoctor

https://soundcloud.com/arsenal_arsenio <- arsenal arsenio

break-up song. its important to find peace in the chaos.

Palo Verdes

I was stuck in my room
Watching cars through my window
A blue SUV planted you now in my mental 
Look for symbols, aka coincidentals 
Found more inscribed in my temple they resemble 
Words that I feel the need to write and share
You're still haunting me, I see you everywhere
Pray for peace with it
Lost visions of you
Swear I almost saw you on forth avenue
Your love is all I need
Froze me in time
Now that I don't have it
Feel no sunshine
Wish that the stars did their part for us and aligned
Tried to heal the pain
More pain was gained
Knew that the scars and the history were the same
Wish that the stars did their part for us and aligned
I just want to feel you again
Feel my heart
Feel my soul
Feel my sound
Feel my voice power through
Reigning now
I was driving around town 
Past that purple old Adobe
House where we grew together, artifact holding
Our past, in fact, many of those still cast
Visions in my mind, good and bad contrast
Catch myself slipping
So much happened with you 
Hold you in high regard
And feel have proven true
Remove the weight you asked me to bear
Forgive myself, I start to repair
Your love is all I need
Froze me in time
Now that I don't have it Feel 
no sunshine
Wish that the stars did their part for us and aligned 
Tried to heal the pain
More pain was gained 
Knew that the scars and the history were the same
Wish that the stars did their part for us and aligned
I just want to feel again
Feel my heart
Feel my soul
Feel my sound
Feel my voice power through
Reigning now
Heard the wind,
As it whispered to me
As it passed ocotillos waving 
Smelled palo verdes after raining
Heard the wind,
As it whispered to me
As it passed ocotillos waving
Smelled palo verdes
Smelled palo verdes
Yeah
I just want to feel again
Feel my heart
Feel my soul
Feel my sound
Feel my voice power through 
Reigning now
Your love is all I need

paloverdes (prod. by Audiodoctor)

https://soundcloud.com/audiodoctor <- audiodoctor

https://soundcloud.com/arsenal_arsenio <- arsenal arsenio

through the random sex, i found what i was looking for. 

Family Unit

Girl
Why don't you come over here?
Lips pressed to mine cuz I completed the dare
Swear
You changed the color of your hair
Swear
Is that your scent in the air?
Don't really care
Cuz you're gonna be mine for the night
Don't worry bout the drive
My homie's sober tonight
Despite what he said
Just fucking with all three of our heads
Know what I mean?
Girl I had
Forgotten how to dream
You woke me in the middle cuz I was snoring
Saw colors from vivid memories 
Saw eyes
Soul gazing into me
You awakened a part I thought lost
Numb from not having it
Til you set it off
Caught streams of dreams rippling reality
Fought fond feelings catching myself texting like
Come on over
I want to become one with you
Come on over
Hold nothing back, no taboos
All I want for you is to feel
That first love deja vu
The one that hurt you
And put up your walls
Yeah tonight now they fall 
Thought she could handle it
Explained all the rules
Her friend told me later
She broke down, lost cool
Ran into her at the bar it was on
Woke up in marana 
Her sleeping in arms
Eyes wanting more 
A check I couldn't write
She accepted my credit
Bounced on my shit right
Red flags were catching the air
As they waved
Ignored them
And broke all the rules I had laid
She was worth the jump
All her issues aside
Showed her how it'd be 
To ride by my side 
As soon as I gave in
Off the grid, there she goes
Three days later says she's in Mexico
Catching the sun on the beach
It tans her skin gently where her ring
Used to sit on her finger
The past fades away
I hope she finds her peace
As for me, another's texting
She took me farther and higher than I
Had ever been before
Every request, she complied
Gave it back to her
There were no questions asked
Whatever we wanted
Together took off our masks
Could this be a sign
Of something greater?
Or did I just get a taste
And get whipped on her flavor
Or is it the fear to feel?
That's been drilled into our culture
And atmosphere 
More and more kids coming up in age via broken families
Never got the chance 
To experience solidarity 
The Arsenal flips the script
So will you slip on the truth
As the flow starts to dip
Into that higher realm 
She helped me access
I pass this to you
Wake from the mattress
She's still lying close
Visions swirling in her mind
Asks me if we can get it on one more time

family unit (prod. by Audiodoctor)

https://soundcloud.com/audiodoctor <- audiodoctor

https://soundcloud.com/arsenal_arsenio <- arsenal arsenio

i worked at an eating disorder center. this track is dedicated to that client who let me help them see the light.

Maria

She wasn't feeling too hot
Did her best to stop the thoughts 
Ran her life so she sought
Wisdom in an unfamiliar city
Chilly was her skin
Couldn't help but feel dizzy
Plane landed in the land of the two suns 
I picked her up from the airport and showed her some
Sights, like the airplane grave
Reminded her of those years that she wasted away
Took her bags, helped her to the door
But she still had some under her eyes
I knew they would fade only a matter of time
Before she would start to shift
And feel that beautiful lift
I've seen inhabit these walls once before
The sun reflecting off the windows 
Showing what's more in store
For her body and her mind
Mind mind mind
Now Maria now can't you see?
Without you there would be
No you or no me
Cuz Christ resides inside ya girl
Cuz Christ resides inside ya girl
I found your letter
Stuffed away under my desk
Your poetry painting
The past I accessed
Memory, you and me
Watching sunset
Special scene only seen
Tucson, you said
As it fell over the mountains
Said you wanted to die
Demons getting stronger
Had you cutting at your thighs
Despite sun's glow
Skin still felt cold
Big sweater you wore
Cocoon you tore
But not yet, 
No you were not ready
Nightmares
Him chasing you, woke sweaty
Hacking at the roots
Gonna unearth this tree
Tired of living in its shadow
Started to see
Wings spurt out from your back
Took that sweater off, hung it back on the rack
Relive all that pain
To let it go
Counter intuitive I know 
Now Maria now can't you see?
Without you there would be
No you or no me
Cuz Christ resides inside ya girl
Cuz Christ resides inside ya girl
Every woman has the power to bring another God into this world
That's what I was raised believing 
Your eyes
The window to your soul
Saw you were home
You felt it too
Felt it fill that emptiness
Impressed me with your voice
The day before you left
Sat up straight
Not with knees tucked to your neck
In return
Asked me to rap 
So I give it back
With these words I've written from the future
2 year no-contact rule elapsed
Stick a stamp on these lyrics
This song is for you
The one who let me help them see the truth
I can die peacefully
Because you allowed me the honor to be apart
Of your recovery
Melody heard clearly
Through those pictures
You together with your high school sweetheart
Sweetheart, is what you are
Your courage for me, raised the bar
Now Maria now can't you see?
Without you there would be
No you or no me
Cuz Christ resides inside ya girl
Cuz Christ resides inside ya girl

maria (prod. by Audiodoctor)

https://soundcloud.com/audiodoctor <- audiodoctor

https://soundcloud.com/arsenal_arsenio <- arsenal arsenio

this track is dedicated to the memory of my friend mike

Hollow

Under my skin x3
My earthly tone, my body her home
Hers not alone
Eye contact showed me my very own soul
She was now connected to the Arsenal
Sixth sense astral, felt phenomenal 
Blasted the waves with our sun rays
Together like days, til we split ways
Sun feels cold on my skin
Spirit left within
Now I'm hollow hoping to repent from this sin
Purge the past, slowly faded memories
Start to grasp the effect she had on me
She was disconnected from the Arsenal
Messages in bottles, no current to follow
No shore with no waves
Ink faded by sun rays
Healed by the days, crawled out of my cave
No words to be found
Echoed breathing was the sound
Rhythm slowly danced
Going slowly in and out
Hollow
Empty the well had run dry
Until the flow had baptized my mind
Paralyzed end x3
My shaman stuck, his body shutdown
Bedridden hell
Years til he was freed from his broken shell
His advice, his kind words shaped my life
Gave power to my strive, put fear under the knife
Learned from the way, he lived every day
Like his last, cliche 
But in truth, was his way
Family cheered his name
As he left this dimensional plane
Spirit hovered above the frame
Held, his cousin, asthmatic crying
His tio saw the need, sent a beer flying
He was free flying to the other side
Quite a ride, he had lived with his short lived time
Reminded me of that day
When we rafted river waves
Campfires where he laid
Out the plan I replay
No words to be found 
Echoed breathing was the sound
Rhythm slowly danced
Going slowly in and out
Hollow
Empty the well had run dry
Until the flow had baptized my mind
Shields down
She came into town
Heels lifted off the ground
Our embrace, a perfect fit now
Off limits, it sparkles in the night
Eclipsing street lights
Downtown vibing right
I take her to the new spot
Pineapple on pizza
She's getting what I got
We fall into a rhythm
Easily, effortlessly, naturally
Convinces me to dance
Her feet mirroring
Doesn't know why 
Shes telling me her secrets
I'll keep them safe
Offer up a few demons
Im in the moment with her
Time starts to make no sense
Slowly fade away
Takes me back to that 
Memory we made
Never saw her again 
But that's life, that's okay
Because she reminded me
That i was sixth sense astral
Words were now found
Buried under layers bound
Rhythm slowly danced
Going slowly in and out
Hollow
Replenished
The well reflects the sky
The flow had returned and baptized my mind
Dispatch picking up the tuc town flow
Can you hearing coming thru?
It's arsenio
A r s e n i o
Coming with the style
The poetic flow

hollow (prod. by Audiodoctor)

Summer '15 - Summer '16 (prod. by El Sistema 407)

That's what my friend said (prod. by El Sistema 407)

Call The Elevator (Prod. by Mr. Moods)

dispatch picking up the tuc-town flow. can you hear me coming thru? its arsenio

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