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i9bonsai - Ꮥằẏ įť ტກḉℰ ℳόℜê (hyacinth)

@176s
@lilac

art by @jyoucyo on twitter

wordz:
i always tried to make it all better
i couldnt find and piece it all together
im stuck in time i couldnt write the letters
I tried to tie everything and forget her
im getting off track im stuck between the lines
i cant believe ive been living all a lie
i know its wrong and its making me so blind
i knew it was fake ima leave it all behind

i never wanna try again
i never wanna fall again
you never stuck to the end
yeah theres no more time to spend
your the one that keeps me close
never wanted you to know
never seem to let you go
too afraid to be alone

alone (waifu x lilac)

@mental
@lilac

i just want to be here forever
i dont think you really know how it hurts
every day goes by like a blur
tried so many times nothing works

so ill fall apart
and break without a warning
i think for me the hurt was warming
theres something sweet about the burning
so ill fall apart
just leave while its still tempting
i think for you the love was empty
it might be sweet but its not healthy

i feel like death
its deep in my heart again
seeking the warmth of
someone who cares
theres nobody there but
the wind in my hair
the sun turns to moon
and suddenly you care

apathy prod lilac & mental

prod me :)

featuring the lovely @victxrw

https://www.instagram.com/aiu404l/

cnt get over u ft. victxrw

@1fns
@v3stal
@y4ndere
art by twitter user @3evil_

fns & vestal - it’s okay; my mistake (prod. yandere)

im back.
s/o @slappy for mixing <3
##nNovagang
follow my IG - @fcukslade
follow my twitter - @bungeeworm

Chemical Reaction ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*  (pr. noki & elxnce)

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b-iz☆(funfriend)

@kaedefall and myself prod @1yugenn @lb66
its been a privilege to kick off my 2021 with a song with these guys everyone go show them love <3

sk8:
ive been so displaced, feel like waste clogging the drains 
and im tryna find a way to end the pain that i have felt 
and i cannot get away from all this shit put in my face
and im moving so slow got some shit up in my veins

trapped behind these chains i cant keep on moving forwards
all my homies going on without me im a loner
throwing up in the bathrooms but i’m sober
posted up in a black room with a strap on me,
 
dont act funny, might take a soul
i been so down bad i been so low
and i’m solo, i’m so alone
i just wanna go, wanna go home

kaedefall:
gotta stay low, pills got me so slow
yea i wont make it thru the night i need my brains blown
we not the same bro, i swear im not sane hoe
my heart it stays cold, ig thats where my pain goes

oh, when im off of the pills, im searching for something real
and im walking on glass, i still got shards in my heals
and i cannot relax, cant lyk how i feel,
and i got my skull cracked, for u ill go and get killed

and i thought it all would change, but i lost my fuckin hope
get the fuck away from me, bitch dont get too fucking close
and thru it all ima bleed, ik that i lose control
its sum shit i cant believe, i turned to what i hate the most

displaced +kaedefall (yugen + lb66)

@prodsoma @mental @kidtrashpop
art by @killzure on twitter

story w/ mental & kid trash (soma)

@pincode8485
@medusa9

art by @fooyepont

why you’re staring at me 
Make me feel like somethings wrong with me 
Don’t know what to believe 
Plastic bag - vacuum sealed, on my head 
oh no, system crash, system crash 
I lost all my memories 
Can’t remember anything 
Take me back 

2x
Teach me the language your heart speaks 
You said you don’t want me and how you’re so sorry 
tell me why it always ends like this 
I don’t remember the last time I felt bliss

(are you still there?)
tell me if you're with me
i've been losing, losing my human sensitivities
and i cant hold on if this is all youre giving me
sick of inactivity
listen, this is killing me
cause i don't know why, but it feels like i'm dying
when you're not by my side, girl it gets so hard driving
and i get super tired of the same superhighway
just let me know how i make it right, what do i say?

take me back ft. 8485「prod. astralproject1on」

movie (feat. saturn)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4iUvOgJZz8U

album art by zurg

composed by me
crypto, crunching numbers its all a fad
and i got anxiety from it today
cash in my pocket every day.
goverment gave us all these drugs, you know its so bad for us.
democracy, cryptocurrentcy
facebook, insta, google, spies
and now i gotta hide myself
and you better do the same.
anxiety you would feel the same.

ah ah ah a ah a ah ah

cypto, crunching numbers its all a fad
and i got anxiety from it today
cash in my pocket every day.
goverment gave us all these drugs, you know its so bad for us. *2

ah do dooo do dooo do doo do ah ah ah

crypto anxiety [M/V OUT NOW]

written by 
dxsh, swvde, simcxrd, luvange1 & lil yu
produced by
kiri & ciran9k

take you home (feat. swvde & lil yu) [+kiri & ciran9k]

@brknglss @anigiri

like a star
i see it with my eyes
the cause u had inside
no need to tell me why
and i'm trying to be honest
but i'm feeling so dishonest
and i see at the corner
of my eye

until im laying in my coffin
hard to stop when u cannot even start yet
gotta take it to the face take it hardened
i'm alone i'll be gone like a goner
i got too many options
i gotta win it like an auction
my blue veins got toxins
can't stop it i just wanna off it

(i know that u see me now
i'm smiling but im down
they talking put em down
yea)

like a star
i see it with my eyes
the cause u had inside
no need to tell me why
and i'm trying to be honest
but i'm feeling so dishonest
and i see at the corner
of my eye

(i know that u see me now
i'm smiling but im down
they talking put em down
yea)

auction (brknglss x anigiri)

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