The Upload

LYRICS:

Everyday, there's something else
I could never have a moment to myself, 
Have these constant thoughts inside my mind
I say I'm fine but I know it's a lie, I just feel like I'm running out of time

Every time I look at you I know you see right through
I'm not myself anymore
I just wanna feel alright but it's so hard to fight when I have nothing left
I know that you've been doing fine and so will I over time but right now I must confess
I'm nothing without you by my side but I'ma keep on trying until I make it through this

nothing left(prod sorrow bringer x oilcolor)

HOURGLASS (PROD. BORN HERO)

I CHANGED MY NUMBER BUT I STILL HEAR YOUR CALLS
lyrics:
Why can’t I be happy with myself?
I look in the mirror and see someone else
All the shit you said made me empty
And I know i’ll never have my happy ending 

I got myself into somethings I didn’t mean to,
But granted I didn’t know you would treat me like that
 — "you were everything I thought i knew"
I thought I meant a little more to you
guess not, so i'll leave & I’m not coming back.
 — "and I thought we could be"

it’s not like you would care anyway,
for you its just “same shit but a different day.”
You asked me why I named myself blue,
well I chose my name the day I fell in love with you

screaming at each other in your room,
Well don’t worry i’ll be leaving soon

Why can’t I be happy with myself?
I look in the mirror and see someone else,
All the shit you said made me empty,
now I know i’ll never have my happy ending

"Held up so high on such a breakable thread
Don't leave me hanging"

mixing: yung axstn
https://soundcloud.com/yungaxstn

NeVeR hApPy eNdiNG (prod. Diamoon of NHG)

I remember what you said
When you said that you'd never love me again
I grabbed the keys and I left in my car
Tears falling down as I look to the stars
My world just turned so dark

I'm finding ways to fucking cope
I'm searching for an antidote
cuz heartbreak it never goes

I'm not okay but this time
I'm searching for a lifeline 
I might call some friends of mine 
And try to get you off my mind

Get you off my mind
It's a waste of time
It's too late to try
I will never find
Someone like you
why is love so blind?
I've been discarded and left behind
I'm broken hearted so i'll close my eyes
I feel the rain with no sunshine

(I feel the reaper, he's over my shoulder)
(I feel the reaper, he's getting closer)

I remember what you said
When you said that you'd never love me again
i grabbed the keys and I left in my car
Tears falling down as I look to the stars
My world just turned so dark

I'm finding ways to fucking cope
I'm searching for an antidote
cuz heartbreak never goes

I'm not okay (prod. HideousPittius)

so you’ve grown roots into my soul
the pieces of you became pieces of me
and i can’t tear you out
you’re my everything

your eyes burst into flames
they’re pouring over us
they’re pouring over us 
theyre melting through my soul
theyre taking control
theyre taking control

can you feel yourself
lost in a frozen forest now
with the snow leaving halos round
your broken bleeding lonely crown

flowing from those morning
waking up at 6 am
i recall you had no make up on
you looked great that day

icanttearyouout

thank you so much for listening.

- follow me here -
twitter: https://twitter.com/odneme
instagram: https://instagram.com/odn.eme
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/3ltZJnCKsDyBdQGbPTyBnM?si=t-U48hljSWmkBWusrQCIEA
bandcamp: https://odneme.bandcamp.com
second account: https://soundcloud.com/emendo

Spotify (Out Now)

go away

Naïve - @naive_things
hateful - @hatefulbeats

Recorded, Mixed, Mastered by: 
James Hill at Amplified Wax Recording Studio
www.facebook.com/amplifiedwax

better than i was tho (feat. Naïve) (prod. hateful)

Flicker

(prod. by ohsobrkn)
(guitar by bradosanz)  
lyrics:
[hook]
are we safe? 
hard to say
there’s a gun within my fingertips
he touched my head
with a kiss right threw my brain
runaway 
let’s pretend this world is a happy place
with no more pain, and a smile right on your face 

[verse 1]
why the world so cold? 
why my heart so broke?
why did i bullied for my glasses?
i don’t know
remember when they called that girl a slut
and she killed herself
remember when they bullied that boy down syndrome
and he would cry for help
imagine a place 
where people didn’t have any hate
a safe world,
where my best friend 
didn’t have to get raped
imagine... 
no slit wrist
nobody is dead inside
and there’s no sickness
so cousin didn’t have to go die 
R.I.P Matt <3

[hook]
are we safe? 
hard to say
there’s a gun within my fingertips
he touched my head
with a kiss right threw my brain
runaway 
let’s pretend this world is a happy place
with no more pain, and a smile right on your face 

[verse 2]
revelations 21:4
says 
“He will wipe every tear from their eyes. 
There will be no more death’ or mourning or crying or pain, 
for the old order of things has passed away.”
and yo i think that crazy
cuz like imagine a place
where we can kick it with angels
and we’ll have wings on our waist 
where i can eat nutella all day
and not gain any weight
where i can pet a huge tiger
cuz he’ll probably be tame
and I can see the real Jesus
not the one on your chain

[hook]
are we safe? 
hard to say
there’s a gun within my fingertips
he touched my head
with a kiss right threw my brain
*gunshot*

[verse 3]
demons lurking outside my window
the internet is poisonous 
and a phone is a widow
it’s gonna bite you
and then blah 
it will kill your kiddos 
and once they’re dead
they’re really gone
life is not nintendo 
i wish that i could go back
when i was a kid again
when everything was innocent
and i would write my rap in pen 
but now i write it on my phone 
watch depression settle in
let’s pretend that earth is good
and everything is heaven scent

Spotify

let's pretend this world is a happy place

This is an old ass track over a year old. I hope you guys fuck with it! 

Aye Guys Go Follow Me and ALC On IG And Twitter!!

https://www.instagram.com/slimreaperalc/
https://twitter.com/SlimReaperALC

ALC: https://www.instagram.com/deathtoalc/
https://twitter.com/deathtoalc
https://soundcloud.com/lostcauserecords

SlimReaper - Right Here, Right Now (Prod By Keith Douglas)

I BEEN (FT. VANAFEIN)(prod. Wrain)

SORI X EMPTYHEAD - MY EYES

MY EYES

MY EYES [+SORI]

Prod. Kado


Lyrics:

Lead me to the water
Drop me like a stone
Leave me where you found me
Just leave me alone
Leave me alone

You never forget the first time
That a friend dies and it feels like
It's the worst night of your life
But I guess it could always be worse right
And it feels like you're cursed
Funeral then disperse
Like they were never even there once they're inside of the hearse

And I won't say I'm okay believe me I'm not
I kept your picture in my pillow cause it's all that I've got
Called your answering machine to hear your voice on the phone
Until the day it disconnected please
Just leave me alone

And I know that you're trying to assist me 
But I really just don't want to talk about anything 
Nothing could ever be right when this hole in my life keeps depleting my energy 
Circle of life keeping symmetry 
Enter survive, then we're history
Searching for meaning or God
But what if there's not something more than the misery

And I won't say I don't care believe me I do
But I try to stay awake cause when I sleep I see you
Can't cover it up, with the drinking and drugs
And I know it's truth you're speaking but please just
Leave me alone

Lead me to the water
Drop me like a stone
Leave me where you found me
Just leave me alone
Leave me alone

Leave Me Alone

Download: https://aluche.bandcamp.com/album/bloodred

+ @lilac @xandergems @yungkkun @r4nov

Tracklist~
1. Blood Red (0:00 - 2:20)
2. Consumed (2:20 - 5:00)
3. Emit Pain [+ @Lilac] (5:00 - 8:02)
4. Unholy Grail [+ @XanderGems] (8:02 - 11:00)
5. Naitomea (11:00 - 14:15)
6. Love, Sophia (14:15 - 16:18)
7. Adventure [+ @yungkkun] (16:18 - 20:10)
8. Save Me [+ @r4nov] (20:10 - 23:32)
9. Dark Reality (23:32 - 26:01)

Thank you!

bloodred ep

here's beat tape 06,  ill hope you enjoy it <3. I changed this whole beat tape with some old / new beats. I want to express some kind of feeling with all my tapes and I feel like it now belongs more to this tape. my other beats will be  up soon on another account called: lost source. much love from eevee <3

tracklist:

what does hiphop mean to you
hold up 
Ill always love you
misplaced
softly 
when I fall in luv
monsoon

eevee links:
fanlink.to/eeveemusic

merch:
https://eevee.bigcartel.com

all bookings / inquiries
eevee.eveline@gmail.com

please don't use my beats without permission

artwork made by: shintaro kago

The Upload

Arthur