"My Best Mistake" is a beautifully layered exploration of young recklessness, passion, and self-discovery. It’s a defiant anthem of experience over regret, reminding listeners that sometimes the worst decisions make for the best memories.

My Best Mistake

MY BEST MISTAKE

(All systems normal.)

The numbers follow me.
Clock reads 2:28.
Old apartment, old area code.
License plate in the next lane
one digit off from a past life.

Keys on the counter, wallet in place.
Jacket over the chair, just right.
Can't sit down until the sequence is complete.
Then I forget why I walked in.

Raise a glass—
(Clink.)

To the ones who finish what they start.
(Sip.)

To the ones who don't.
(Spill.)

To the ones who aren't sure what they're making,
but keep making it anyway.

My arms tingle, phone held too long.
Legs gone static from crouching too deep.
A space not built for me, but here I am.

I make things. Little things.
Loops and layers, pixel-stretched ghosts.
AI sings my words back at me,
like a mirror tilted just slightly off.

The frame reverses. The cut is clean.
It looks seamless, but I see the seam.
The trick is simple: pretend it was meant to be.

Raise a glass—
(Clink.)

To the ones who finish what they start.
(Sip.)

To the ones who don't.
(Spill.)

To the ones who aren't sure what they're making,
but keep making it anyway.

My arms tingle, phone held too long.
Legs gone static from crouching too deep.
A space not built for me, but here I am.

I make things. Little things.
Loops and layers, pixel-stretched ghosts.
AI sings my words back at me,
like a mirror tilted just slightly off.

The frame reverses. The cut is clean.
It looks seamless, but I see the seam.
The trick is simple: pretend it was meant to be.

Raise a glass—
(Clink.)

To the ones who finish what they start.
(Sip.)

To the ones who don't.
(Spill.)

To the ones who aren't sure what they're making,
but keep making it—

The sky looks fake.

That's fine.

The sky outside looks fake.

That's fine.

Loopback

You can own all the land
and all the Riches all you need
You can Influence people
Always succeed
You can be so well known
By popularity
And wind being Classified
 as  a huge V.I.P
But all your fame
 and  fortune won't 
answer one need
Your hunger for a
real love that won't 
make you bleed


You can't buy  a love
That is faithful and true
Such love is deemed priceless
You can't pay its dues
Any love based on values 
is worthless to you
It comes as a gift from
one heart  that will bless
Another lonely vheart 
with such sweet happiness


True love is blind
You could be very homely
Yet you will be chosen 
as it's one and only
More than all riches
It  dies not discriminate
It treat all souls equal
And if it  comes to greet you
You can be in it's sequel 

A star with  a chance to share
Some young man's name
Or a guy who finds joy 
With the gal he has claimed
whose heart is so full of love 
it's almost bursting 
It is this kind of love. 
For which we all 
should be thirsting

When you love let it 
be more than just love 
for many have loved before
And not found anything more
Than just love.

Love can only be shared
When an equal portion 
Is given in return 
uncompromisingly 
With co-joined hopes
To be lovers who never
accept love that fades
Or is just a charade
For some personal gain.

Happily never after
 Is andl onely was never meant to be
Affiliated with a love
that  is not truly two 
lonely souls destiny
Eternally fulfilled
as God has willed

So when you go
forth seeking true love
Understand that it will be
The one that finds you
Quite easily
and it will surprise you
and you will see
What was meant for you
Eternally
When it comes around
So naturally
That it's something 
Most couples never see
Until both thier souls
Are in love set free

Love Can Find You Easily.

(Vers 1)
Jeden Morgen aufstehen, die gleiche Routine,
Graue Wände, Lehrbücher, kalte Maschinen.
Nichts hier ist aufregend, nichts befreit mich,
Bis gestern – es war alles vorbei.
(Vor dem Refrain)
Er betritt das Klassenzimmer,
Mein Herz schlägt schneller – kann das sein?
Ich werfe ihm Blicke zu, aber er sieht sie nicht,
und doch fühle ich dieses Licht...
(Chor)
Verbotene Liebe – mein Herz brennt hell,
aber ich weiß genau, dass es ein No-Go ist.
Ich träume von ihm, aber es macht keinen Sinn,
Warum tut unerfüllte Liebe so weh – so sehr?
(Vers 2)
Seine Augen treffen meine, nur für einen Augenblick,
mein Verstand schreit "Stopp!", aber mein Herz hört es nicht.
Ich weiß, dass wir Welten voneinander entfernt sind,
und doch kann ich mich nicht von ihm abwenden.
(Vor dem Refrain)
Er betritt das Klassenzimmer,
Mein Herz schlägt schneller – kann das sein?
Ich werfe ihm Blicke zu, aber er sieht sie nicht,
und doch fühle ich dieses Licht...
(Chor)
Verbotene Liebe – mein Herz brennt hell,
aber ich weiß genau, dass es ein No-Go ist.
Ich träume von ihm, aber es macht keinen Sinn,
Warum tut unerfüllte Liebe so weh – so sehr?
(Brücke)
Vielleicht geht es weg, vielleicht bleibt es,
Aber in mir ist nur dieses heiß-kalte Feuer.
Ich wünschte, ich könnte es einfach unterdrücken,
Aber auf dem Papier bleibt es mein heimlicher Traum.
(Ausgang)
Jeden Morgen aufzustehen – aber jetzt ist es anders,
weil ich ihn sehe,
und mein Herz schlägt weiter,
Auch wenn es nie passiert...

Forbidden love

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NEVER GOT IT RIGHT

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Written by Aaron Gibson

Eyes are heavy hearts might wane
The spirit’s strong yet flesh feels pain
Stay awake through the night so long
In the shadows find the One who's strong

Watch and pray don’t fall astray
Keep the darkness far away
The battle’s near but grace will stay
Walk the light God shows the way

The garden whispers trials to bear
Hope is rooted in whispered prayer
Temptations whisper but truth won’t bend
Love eternal a guide till the end

Here it comes the breaking dawn
Grace will rise though night feels long
Faith like fire it pulls you through
When the world falters God renews

The cup may bitter but mercy’s sweet
In surrender is where hearts meet
Hold the cross let the Father steer
Step in courage and conquer fear

Watch and pray don’t fall astray
Keep the darkness far away
The battle’s near but grace will stay
Walk the light God shows the way

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The Hollow-Days Of Addiction.
(A Christmas message for all )

Christmas has come back again
For the third year in a row
And we haven't seen 
our precious son
Ever since he had to go
To jail then off to rehab
Then violating 
two probation's
the court ordered no contact
So we've had no conversations
Cause he'd abused 
his Mom so much
Leaving her soul terrified
and came after me so angrily
Every time that he got high
we both tried in 
every way we could
But then we had to say goodbye....


Christmas on drugs and alcohol 
Was never a good mix
Hanukkah plus cruel addictions
Just brings candle sadly lit
Santa Claus and faith in God
Are not enough to bring a fix
Only he can save himself
No one else can heal his needs
That have made both our hearts bleed
while he spends his hollow days
Struggling to find ways to succeed.


He'll spend another Christmas
In sober living all alone
Far away from both his parents
Knowing that he can't come home
And it cuts us deeply to the bone
Cause our tough love is no fun
But drugs and alcohol have stolen
Our most precious son
Until he proves that he is cured
and his addictions are all done.

So if you too are like our son
Suffering the same afflictions
I hope this poem moves you to flee
Back to the true life 
you've been missing
Because those who 
love you can't survive
Living with the endless friction
Of your lies and thefts 
And thier hopes left swept
Underneath your opposition
Your loved ones all must separate
themselves from your positions
Of your loving highs even as they cry
Over your tragic conditions
Leaving you alone 
while they sit at home
Praying for you and each one wishing
That you will give all that you've lost
Some serious recognition
Before you end up lying 
Under a marble inscription
that leaves them all 
Without your love
Another victim of addiction
so many others just like you 
Have faced Death's Benedictions....



By- Matthew F.Blowers III-(C)-2022
at Art-Whimsically Yours Studio
This poem is dedicated to ny son,
my only child who has been 
through his fault alone absent from
my wife and I for 3 years 
without contact

Love Can Find You Easily.

Art~Whimsically Yours

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