originally recorded & released in 2020.

remastered & rereleased in 2020.

neverwell (ep)

neverwell

neverwell [remastered]

Lyrics-

(Verse 1~Ford)

Yeah Yeah
I'm in my head and I cant get out of it today
Maybe tomorrow I could find me a way
Life sucks
And I don't wanna do nothing
When its rough I'm just tryna prove something
I'm out of luck
Like why you leave?
There's nothing i can keep
I just delete everything and then repeat
But it don't even matter in the first place
Heart cold so shattered like a broken vase

(Chorus-Benzo)

What did i do to deserve this
All the pain i'm in its really hurting
Suicide on my mind 24/8
I aint even fucking slept and i've barely ate
Tryna find a way to escape my mind cos'
It's so dark in there at times but'
No one seems to care they just move on
Benzo just a junkie thats what hes on

(Verse 2-Greenwood)

Everybody's so burnt out could you slow me down?
Everybody's ok now i could turn around
I'll be fine when the drugs hit but i'm not right now
I could learn to be someone if i leave this house
In a week or so
We could speak as though
Nothing ever really happens i'm just feeling cold
I just need to know
If i lose control
If it hurts a little less then we could call it home

(Chorus-Benzo)

What did i do to deserve this
All the pain i'm in its really hurting
Suicide on my mind 24/8
I aint even fucking slept and i've barely ate
Tryna find a way to escape my mind cos'
It's so dark in there at times but'
No one seems to care they just move on
Benzo just a junkie thats what hes on

Tryna Find A Way To Escape My Mind

Tryna Find A Way To Escape My Mind w/brecken x greenwood (prod. venus)

Tears of blood

You can break my heart and let me go 
Getting out the mud we on the road 
Not the same that I was before 
You would die if u had my soul 
Losing everybody I know 
Got my head stuck to this 44
Fighting demons taking lines out back 
They ain’t like it when i been off that 

Grinding 2 4 7 gotta get that bag 
They don’t wanna see me back on track 
They boutta watch me count this money up 
U reallly boutta see who I become 
Rolling thrax in 100 dollar bills 
You’ll just be left with how u made me feel 

You can break my heart and let me go 
Getting out the mud we on the road 
Not the same that I was before 
You would die if u had my soul 
Losing everybody I know 
Got my head stuck to this 44
Fighting demons taking lines out back 
They ain’t like it when i been off that

thrax & band$ (prod. metlast)

crying in the basement [feat. ninetyseven]

cash grab w endcreed

LYRiCS
___________
i THiNK THAT i SHOULD MOV3 ON
iT'S B33N A Y3AR AND i HAV3 NOTHiNG L3FT TO PROV3 NOW
YOU L3FT M3 H3R3 AND YOU'R3 SURPRiSED THAT i'M NOT D3AD [HOW?]
i D3F3ND YOUR NAM3, YOUR iMAG3, WH3N YOU'R3 NOT AROUND
L3T'S R3WiND iT BACK
B3FOR3 W3 SHOV3D iT iN THE ATTiC 
MY M3NTAL iS A SEMi
AND i AiM3D iT AUTOMATiC
ALWAYS H3LD M3 ST3ADY BUT i GU3SS THAT SHiT'S CLiMACTiC
ALWAYS TOLD M3 i WAS SAD, NOW i'M JUST ERRATiC
THAT LAK3 FROZ3 AND i AM FR33
CAN'T YOU S33 TH3 Li3S iN MY HARMONi3S
YOU L3FT M3 BY TH3 CH3RRY TR33
BL33DiNG OUT iN YOUR BROK3N M3LODi3S

HURT M3
i LiK3D iT WH3N YOU H3LD M3 UP
HURT M3
i LiK3D iT WH3N YOU SPOK3 MY NAM3
HURT M3
i LiK3D iT WH3N YOU CALL M3 GHOST
HURT M3
i LiK3D iT HOW iT WAS B3FOR3

THAT LAK3 FROZ3 AND i AM FR33
CAN'T YOU S33 TH3 Li3S iN MY HARMONi3S
YOU L3FT M3 BY TH3 CH3RRY TR33
BL33DiNG OUT iN YOUR BROK3N M3LODi3S

i GOT M3THODiC 3V3N THOUGH i ALMOST LOST iT
3V3RYDAY JUST G3TS HARD3R BUT i PUSH MYS3LF FARTH3R
AND TH3 LiGHTS B3GiN TO DULL AND TH3 COLOR STARTS TO FAD3
i B33N POPPiN SHiT AGAiN i GU3SS WiTHOUT YOU i'M NOT SAN3

THAT LAK3 FROZ3 AND i AM FR33
CAN'T YOU S33 TH3 Li3S iN MY HARMONi3S
YOU L3FT M3 BY THAT CH3RRY TR33
BL33DiNG OUT iN YOUR BROK3N M3LODi3S
THAT LAK3 FROZ3 AND i AM FR33
CAN'T YOU S33 WiTHOUT YOU, i CAN'T BR3ATHE
YOU L3FT ME BY THAT CH3RRY TR33
BL33DiNG OUT iN YOUR BROK3N M3LODi3S
_______________________________________________
produced by p4ra
mixed and mastered by yureiverse

THT LAK3 FROZ3

prod @youngxlotus @fleshgolem
mix & master @younglotus

2 Pills

Since a couple months
I been living in a Bottle 
and a couple blunts 
Words may hit me now 
But I been getting numb 
Not a bracket of time 
Where I’m sobered up 
Can’t validate the way I live 
I know I’m dumb 
I try to pretend 
That none of all this bothers me 
i look back at myself 
my eyes are low 
Skin is pale 
I might as well be dead

self sabotage

FUGAZI

2loud

roll the dice

@internetrage

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[buy merch]

cash grab w endcreed

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