Energy

Energy w/ BR!TTANY & Weepings [Remix]

beneath (prod. heffy)

i really wanna live the dream life, shit but it turns out <3

lyrics: 
this is everything I have I don’t know if this gon work out,
I really wanna live the dream life shit but it turns out,
I don’t know what I want but what if this does work out,
maybe I could help my parents so they never have work now,

up inside my head the voices yea they tell me to stop,
there’s a lack of understanding they don’t know this is all I got,
It really makes me think who would I be without this shit,
maybe lost in my life, without this music I would not be shit,

I started two years ago, I progressed a bit ,
and I lost A couple friends on the way but it is what it is,
to the people I have now sorry for being so distant,


I can’t find myself so I made it my life mission,
seek out for help find somebody to listen,
all I see is flaws in myself how I fix this?
I rely on smoke at night to get me to the next day,
without it, it’s like kryptonite it bites me on my worst days,
I don’t drop enough so I gotta up the work rate,

she said I don’t see no flaws you don’t need fucking fixing,
I know you feel lost I can join u with ur mission,
I know that it’s hard living life with addictions


make ur last wish drop the penny in the fountain
we been climbing too long to drop up off this mountain
i been here im soon gone, eighteen years im counting,

I can’t find myself so I made it my life mission,
seek out for help find somebody to listen

this is everything I have I don’t know if this gon work out,
I really wanna live the dream life shit but it turns out,
I don’t know what I want but what if this does work out,
maybe I could help my parents so they never have work now,

up inside my head the voices yea they tell me to stop,
there’s a lack of understanding they don’t know this is all I got,
It really makes me think who would I be without this shit,
maybe lost in my life, without this music I would not be shit,

life mission [michael harrison]

my mind lately: 

please dont leave me to rot, all the things that i thought, finally coming through

its a lot to ask, but can i come round soon and maybe speak to you?

and i got this note, full of things in my head i can go on all day,

shit where do i start? im not feeling real and my mind is grey

and as the time goes and passes, sleeping on an old mattress, blunt ash on the bed,

and im not very productive, im just anxious, destructive, use to love this shit.

i step outside i feel like throwing up, i just wanna know whats up, do you have the answers,

cray there's something you're not telling me but i dont even know myself like am i really fucked

dissociation i lose all my patience, im feeling insane,

heaven gates waiting, far away from the satan, ignited flames

agoraphobia

world's crashing down

floor 11* [3333LEVEN]

forgotten conversations prod @nineto5 + @bodydbl

lyrics:

i cant focus on my thoughts they pass my by like the days did

intro:
forgotten conversations
you needed space and
you only told me once or twice but now we're vacant
dissociation
losing salvation
i can't focus on my thoughts they pass me by like the days did

chorus:
forgotten conversations
you needed space and
you only told me once or twice but now we're vacant
dissociation
losing salvation
i can't focus on my thoughts they pass me by like the days did
(x2)

verse:
whatever you said i did
wiping the tears from your eyelids
we go through the motions, these words left unspoken
the time doesn't heal so we hide it
but forget it all
you see right through me conversations with the wall
all the words spoken that i can't recall
i guess that's just how it ends after all

chorus:
forgotten conversations
you needed space and
you only told me once or twice but now we're vacant
dissociation
losing salvation
i can't focus on my thoughts they pass me by like the days did
(x2)

forgotten conversations (prod nine to 5 + bodydbl)

lyrics

i felt the blade up against my arm
im not saving whats left to rot
i will build something brand new
in the spot where i saw the truth
i feel ur blood pump thru my heart
how long for my pulse to start
i wont search what was left blue
draft blowing in , door askew

take another step
to me
again
all inside my head
i see
the end
when my lungs
are torn
to shreds
will u stay
right by
my bed

i want this to last forever
i change in colder weather
to my soul i know ur tethered
tonight im leaving in a stretcher
i tried but i cant seem to help it
will we feel this way forever

why dont
i know
myself better
than u do
and i hope
when i go
ill be there
right next to u

take another step
to me
again
all inside my head
i see
the end
when my lungs
are torn
to shreds
will u stay
right by
my bed

i want this to last forever (grayskies)

despair

“Grief only exists where love lived first.” - Franchesca Cox


cover art by @sirgalliardthefourth on IG

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