something to play in your car when you're driving around in the middle of the night with messed up thoughts running through your mind. enjoy.

Heartbreak Warfare - John Mayer (Arya Machdi cover)

lyrics:

I'm fucked up
i'm hopeless
i'm nowhere from okay

I'm stranded
on an island
of self-regret and pain

Endless
expectations
thrown away and torn apart

If I could
leave this world
I'll go with a peaceful heart

---

a song about not having someone to talk to and confronting your darkest thoughts alone.

Help Me

shout out to HYUNJAE for letting me have permission to use her acapella cover and mixing it with my vocals (even though her vocals are a lot better than mine): https://soundcloud.com/junghyunjae

also, happy birthday Park Jimin :)

Audio Mixing: Hyunjae (acapella audio), Arya Machdi (my own vocals)
Instrumental: RYUSERALOVER - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8yW5BKNdkko

Intro: Serendipity - BTS (Arya Machdi & HYUNJAE cover)

damn. it's been awhile since i've written something.

written, produced and mixed by me. (sorry for the pitchy vocals. was too lazy to pitch correct them myself)

lyrics:

There goes another night
There goes another day
But the voices in my head refuse to fade

Why do I let myself
Tie me up in this lonely hell?
I guess I love to be in so much pain

Barely holding onto this thin line
Should I let it go and let me die?

If someone's out there, help me
I can't breath, I can't move, I can't see a thing

If someone's out there, save me
I'm right here, but I can't say I'm not okay
What is wrong with me?

...

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If Someone's Out There (demo)

written, produced and mixed by me. (it's badly mixed, but oh well)

Verse 1:

Can't help it, I'm always like this
Never been the type to show affection out loud
Honestly, I fake my smiles sometimes
Don't like showing my emotions inside out loud

I know it sounds so sad
But I think you'd be glad
Now my skies are clearer than before

Chorus:

You make, you make, you make things better
Cuz you take the pain away and push it farther
There's nothing that I could trade to have another one like you,
Cuz that's just true
You make things better

Verse 2:

Shades of grey, shades of blue
The colors my eyes could only see
Before I met you (before I met you, yeah)

Is it too much for me to ask you to stay,
And listen to the songs that I've made for you?

I know it sounds so weird
But hear me loud and clear
I never ever felt this way before

*repeat chorus*

...

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You Make Things Better

instrumental: 
- aleossya (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5YcY6F19ncU). check them out, they make pretty legit instrumentals for other bts songs.
- RM, SUGA & J-HOPE - 땡

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lyrics written by me.

"Rapping? dang,
U so lame,
U sound high,
on novacane"
What you want, what you feel?
Y'all can't be fo' real?
Wasting your time on the internet fighting with people 
who don't know you're real?

Y'all need some help, look at yourself
You're dishonoring your family 
Trust your own conscience, still you talk nonsense
Drilling your head like lobotomy

Spending all your cash that ain't yours at them coffee shops
Making shitty comments online, well ain't you a thot?

Mind your own fucking business
Why you gotta look at people's imperfections?
The only time that you could ever love yourself
is when the misery of others gives you an erection

Whew, damn, just wave your hand and smile
ige han madiro Bangtan style

땡 (DDAENG) - RM, SUGA & J-HOPE (Arya Machdi English Remix/Cover)

sample audio: 'BTS on the Launch of the #GenUnlimited Youth Strategy' (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XXCqBotaGRI&t=288s)

inspired by Namjoon's powerful speech at the UN today. the word 'proud' is an understatement.

lyrics:

Love is another foreign word
Misunderstood and misheard
I was foolish and I was young
For thinking I should be in love with someone

All my life, I was alone
But no one knew about that, though
My whole heart locked in a prison cell
How am I supposed to carry myself?

But now, it's fine
I'm alright
Little by little, step by step
I open my eyes and took a breath

Though I'm not perfect
I am worth it
In that very moment, I know it so well
I realized that I should love myself

Self

ay yo. it's been awhile since i've posted anything here. so, lemme make up for lost time.

sincerely,
arya

Bleeding Love (Arya Machdi & Nadia Setianto cover)

something to mend the storm in your heart. i hope you enjoy.

Heaven - Bryan Adams (Arya Machdi cover)

What They'll Say About Us (Arya Machdi and Gyan Koewera cover)

You don't need a license to drive a sandwich.

I'm Arya. I write. I make music sometimes.

Arya Machdi

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