prod by me :)

lyrics:

i just woke up from a dream
where i got to hold your hand
hold my head up while we're out
i really doubt you'd understand

spin my wheels out
lost traction
don't know how to feel now
caught up in reaction
you told me forever
it's not lasting
i just feel like dead weight 
pretend i didn't happen

i'll have to hold myself
i don't got no friends if u couldn't tell
i could say my feelings but it wouldn't help
so i'll change my dreams just to make it sell

looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

i didnt like what i saw in the mirror 
so i made someone and i hope that i wont fear her
i wrote a song about it listen till my ears hurt
no matter what the message isnt getting clearer

never wanna talk if it's not your turn
never gonna stop just to hear me hurt
cause it's what i got its what i deserve
tryna take my heart boy you got some nerve

i'll have to hold myself
i don't got no friends if u couldn't tell
i could say my feelings but it wouldn't help
so i'll change my dreams just to make it sell

looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

(cause i've been)
looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

lakehouse

produced by @johnkwondll

lyrics:

i dream of days that i wont wake up thinking of you
i see your picture every day it stays in my room
cant even take it off of my walls if i want to
i just keep on praying i forget the way i lost you

i got so many plans im not getting any done
got no job got no plans im already 21
take a shot aiming straight for my lungs
got a blue dot let it stay under my tongue
ill let it die fuck it fate already won
so dont lie to my face i said its ok
i still really miss the way that it was
but theres no turning back the days i gotta run

(yeah)
they always judge me
but then theyre lying to my face and say they love me
hide in the bathroom fuck it i cant stand this
its like they dont even try to understand me
(woah)

fuck
i got big dreams
i tried to tell you all about it you dont know what i mean
i cant stand to think youre walking round with memories of me
i only drive late at night when i cant see the road ahead of me

i got so many plans im not getting any done
got no job got no plans im already 21
take a shot aiming straight for my lungs
got a blue dot let it stay under my tongue
ill let it die fuck it fate already won
so dont lie to my face i said its ok
i still really miss the way that it was
but theres no turning back the days i gotta run

run (p. typhoon)

spot of sunlight

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/corefish/sos   

I need a spot of sunlight
To get a- away from life 
I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again

Fried out of my mind get it over easy
True story I run see me on the TV
In a month I'll be out of the rut
Rust covered and lust filled
Calling your bluff

I think I know how to solve it
I found my head in a pulpit
A way to let go
I found a way to absolve it 
Now every time I look back
I'm seeing your ghost
And you're the talk of the town in my mind
When you look my way
You split my taste in the mood
And when I take it the conflict rise
I'll just fake my life 
Fore I lose my faith in the ruse

I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again
Lost without a way to find your conscience
You been in the dark for quite a while so what's the option
Proving that the mark you made on me lead me to coffins
Hurdles and the tribulations got me feeling nauseous

You and I are out of luck we're at a standstill
Guess I'm a diamond in the rough whenever going gets to tough
Cause I just roll with the punches, throw a stone in a bucket
No my tone isn't fine but I just won't get to bluffing
I guess I'm a dope fiend and I'm waiting for nothing
I got no self esteem when I'm calling you lovely
You need a hotel somewhere else combing the cusp
It wasn't noble when you're fucking causing a ruckus

Cause if it's better than me 
I'll sever tether to breathe 
New sweater, trendsetter
Back on to the leash 
I need a spot of sunlight 
To get a- away from life 

I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again
Lost without a way to find your conscience
You been in the dark for quite a while so what's the option
Proving that the mark you made on me lead me to coffins
Hurdles and the tribulations got me feeling nauseous

I think I know how to solve it
I found my head in a pulpit
A way to let go
I found a way to absolve it 
Now every time I look back
I'm seeing your ghost

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Lyrics:
Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh

I feel wrung out
Ive run outta energy
It was too loud
Gotta Take a step back
Embrace the fallout
Oh its probably my fault but I dont care
Anymore, mm

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far (gone)
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

I cut my teeth over my intentions I 
(Got) no sleep over my whole weekend cause you
Watch me fall apart at the seams
Is this a dream?

(What’s happening?)

(I cannot) hold myself too high
(Feel something) eating me from the insides
(Why do I?) always seem to play the bad guy
You make me the enemy just to cope in your mind

(Watchu say?)

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far gone
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh
Mm

i give up lmao

run song fun song

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Been thinking bout what you told me, the whole week
My head is feeling lonely, I can't sleep
Cause you were my one and only
Brain seep through the cracks of the old me
When you told me. Run it back
Thinking about how you hold me
And you take all the time to console me
Always running round my mind while I lone weep
Always play it up to try and get control of me
What does atone even mean

Face up backpack on the tarmac
Paystub ripped up, my guitar lack
Laced up my shoes in all black
I lost my limbs in the attack
You took my tune and played a racket
Now the whole crowd is singing back
Can't thank you enough for my attraction
Going through growing pains
The way I feel cannot be overstated
Novocain, you gave me solace then you overstayed
Go wash my name up out your mouth
Oh god, I wish you meant it well
Go put my soul upon the shelf
So that you know I'll burn in hell

Been thinking bout what you told me, the whole week
My head is feeling lonely, I can't sleep
Cause you were my one and only
Brain seep through the cracks of the old me
When you told me. Run it back
Thinking about how you hold me
And you take all the time to console me
Always running round my mind while I lone weep
Always play it up to try and get control of me
What does atone even mean

Baby would you tell me what you wanted from the comments
Last chance to be grown
Take a little bit of Ritalin and chill with my Adonis
More in common, other side of the road
Never better time to cope
Body spent feeling hopeless
Wishing I could know what's what when I'm older
Lonely on the road, bucks up till I know shit
Gimme all the tone while I'm burning up a bush

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/cope 

prod KBL
mastered by anem0s

lyrics:

Think you’re right (think you’re right)
People change, feelings fade given time
But I don’t mind
Change my name, take a break, give the wrong advice

Scrape my face on the pavement
Not playing it safe when
I feel so complacent
There just ain’t no way that
I got replaced and
My heart’s still vacant
What the fuck am I saying?

Pay no mind 
To the way that I cope when I’m falling behind
Fake my life
All the weight on my shoulders is gone when I die
Least I tried

Guess if this was your plan then you fucked it up
Was it not enough for you to hold that shit over my head?
Ain’t no place that I’d rather be than reality
No new mentality (still wish I were dead)
Pulled you out like a cavity and I felt the gravity
That I’m just a coward that’s all that I (wish I had said)
There’s no place for neutrality, A new felt duality
When I got nobody to blame but myself

Pay no mind 
To the way that I cope when I’m falling behind
Fake my life
All the weight on my shoulders is gone when I died
Least I tried
Pay no mind (ain't no place that I’d rather be)
To the way that I cope (than reality, no new mentality)
When I’m falling behind
Fake my life
All the weight on my shoulders is gone when I died
Least I tried

Heard you tried to say you’re sorry I
Tried to ignore you
Like something that’s not important
So maybe I’m holding onto a grudge
That I shouldn’t but I will
I couldn’t swallow your pill
There’s no assurance in hell
So if you tell me you’re down for the count let it all go
No missing out, running ‘round in a circle
Can’t hold me down, run your mouth, jump a hurdle
Get out of town, headed south, because it was
Always you

cope (kbl)

lyrics :

missed call i don't wanna keep talking
wrong way no i should've said something
in my head too much keep callin
and i'll give up everything that you wanted

my life's in your hands getting lost in
follow your leads on the way you taught them
all the money that you wasted
many place seeing similar faces

missed call i don't wanna keep talking
wrong way no i should've said something
in my head too much keep callin
and i'll give up everything that you wanted

you gotta find the way that they can't get us
i worried too much
but i won't stay here for long
clean up that dust so we break that trust
i'll keep it when i'm gone

yeah need it til the dawn
silence my words until you have it all
it's til the end that we fall
so would i made it on time
so far so good in my prime
so we just get out the line
pass off the lights on green lime
oh woah oh

started over again with my time
it's over my prime
they would pry for me til the end

missed call i don't wanna keep talking
wrong way no i should've said something
in my head too much keep callin
and i'll give up everything that you wanted

my life's in your hands getting lost in
follow your leads on the way you taught them
all the money that you wasted
many place seeing similar faces

and we go away
and left you insane any day
oh i don't hesitate
i'm exhausted

missed call i don't wanna keep talking
wrong way no i should've said something
in my head too much keep callin
and i'll give up everything that you wanted

missed call i don't wanna keep talking
wrong way no i should've said something
in my head too much keep callin
and i'll give up everything that you wanted

come back

lyrics :

baby i don't do too well with myself
cause we always want something
more than life that we choose to go
i'm not here to live for ever
i'm just taking it slow
cause i can see the future
fallin down in slow-mo

i've been wasting time
i've been wasting life and
with my tears to the ground
i can't get over what i did wrong
i'm running out of sleep
and trying to believe
to get over my head

i'll out of the scene
get me out of the screen
everyone that you see
is not like what they seem

everybody is callin
but i'm the one who keeps fallin
needed somebody to help me out
i'm all alone cause

baby i don't do too well with myself
cause we always want something
more than life that we choose to go
i'm not here to live for ever
i'm just taking it slow
cause i can see the future
fallin down in slow-mo

too late to know again

should've known better than that
no way you can change that past now
and no one else to help you out
it's only you

you're not a forgotten one
but sure you are the selfish one
i'm tryna be the one to save you

cause i don't want that stain ruining all my reputation
used to idolize we forget that they were human
can't break the same cycle again and again this is an addiction
now it turned into a habit we can't escape that

all of the sudden we were so ruthless and
thought that we learn everything that was not a lesson
all that we know is our ego and our perfection
chasing for that money and fame and competition

catch a break know that everything you've earned was fake
where was real love you asking for
but you always wanted something more

the chance in living in this earth is fucking difficult
the people that we idolized turn into criminal
they get away with many things that is a sin to know
cause all of us just need that green paper for our

lives i don't wanna be the same old person i used to be

i'm tryna be the one to save you from myself

too late to know
too late

i'm tryna be the one to save you from myself

walk away i'm trying to find new lives
for you to see the truth oh
it's not the end it's just a path to find your soul
you had enough you always wanted something more
creating enemies that you used to adore

cause i don't want that stain ruining all my reputation
used to idolize we forget that they were human
can't break the same cycle again and again this is an addiction
now it turned into a habit we can't escape that

all of the sudden we were so ruthless and
thought that we learn everything that was not a lesson
all that we know is our ego and our perfection
chasing for that money and fame and competition

i just wanted you to choose your way to me
in a moment you'll be facing my reality
in a second you'll be losing your sanity

take me out of this place

again

unfortunately this will be the last thing i will ever release anywhere. this demo has been sitting in my files and i wanted to just put it out there, especially after my music has been deleted from all platforms. to anybody and everybody who has supported me and my passion, thank you so much and i wish you all the best! 
- ilytwelve/blank

prod. blank

lyrics:
it felt so wrong
until now
mind at peace
through sound
it's been so long 
since i've seen your smile
watch the weeds 
grow all wild
and oh i adored your face 
that never changed 
the river banks 
had our names on them
so here i am waiting 
for darkness to fade 
silence to say
to let go.

argyle is there someone else

arys

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