dont talk + gate

prod. me
ft. @t1gerstar

out on all platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/anem0s/empty-nesters-feat-tigerstar

thank u to tigerstar for hopping on this! u are the best :D

lyrics:
(me)
could you tell me
what it is that im missing
i been waiting by
so long for a mission
what's my problem
are you checkin my condition
tell me whats wrong with a little ambition

i been feeling washed up
whats the rush
i been fighting demons
and i never keep in touch
i been talking to my thoughts tryna think the right stuff
but its never not enough
life's always gettin tough

thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
empty nesters back home know i got a lot to say
but i'm stuck in my head
blocking out all my problems started thinkin
i was better off stayin in bed

and if the world behaved
i'd be better off now
than i was yesterday
its okay to take a break if you need to
dont shy away from the people who believe you

so im watching where i step
and ill keep on pushin
and the secrets that i kept
now i know i really shouldnt
so ill take another breath
i was too focused on my footing
it took all that i had not to fall right into it

picture this im never sitting til i stop
kept my eyes on the clock
countin seconds til i caught
a glimpse of what im seeking i could never miss the top
if i never make it i can't bear to take the drop

(tigerstar)
thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
i took a little bit too much of what i really can take
getting too attached to the buzz i feel when im awake
its only when i sleep enough i can get up to make (something of myself)

you gotta be trying to turn around
you can't be so ready to be turned down
why are you wanting to rush things to happen now?
i don't really mind if they're making me wait

it's really not as serious as they make it out to be
closer to home than a different agency
know i can sound just a little too passionate

i wonder if i'll live up to all you expect from me
letting them down amplifies the pressure
but i won't let you down however you measure that

(me)
thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
empty nesters back home know i got a lot to say
but i'm stuck in my head
blocking out all my problems started thinkin
i was better off stayin in bed

and if the world behaved
i'd be better off now
than i was yesterday
its okay to take a break if you need to
dont shy away from the people who believe you

empty nesters ft. tigerstar

prod by: @okmurrrr

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/22A1JGxkXwGTxSaefU8Eaq?si=0ef4fad1427644b8

lyrics: 
I walk up an said hello (hello)
Then we talked until the night was old (was old)
We talked about our dreams and our fears (our fears)
I asked about your life and where you've been all mine

Saw you from across the room
I just wanna make you move
Let your body lose control 
I know youre feeling shy
But I promise its alright
I wanna make you move 
I wanna feel you groove

I know I had to stay awhile 
You had a way of making me smile
Nice to meet you nice to know you
A million miles what I would go thru
To see you baby
Yeah I know its crazy
I see you standing there
Looking like you dont care 
I can see it in your eyes
You're waiting for someone to make you feel alive
(You're waiting for someone, for someone, for someone)
You're waiting for someone to make you feel alive

Make you move (MURRRR)

@sumther
@mental

sumther:

i fucked up now i run away
no love it don’t feel the same
losing control just wanna fall back
you’re all i had
i gave my all i hope u know that

kairyu:

and i know that i
i can never be the same without you
even though that i- i tried
you took my heart & soul into pieces
now you want it back

sumther:

i'm running out of love i don’t wanna do this
thought i could do better
but you pushed me like im useless
i gave u my heart
but then you tricked me just to use it
it caused me to fall why you acting so clueless?

kairyu:

i guess it didnt matter
i’d like to see you try again
you throw my heart and fade away
and now im left without you
you tell me what is right or wrong
then tell me what am i suppose to do
cause every time i think about you 
you're just another fool

sumther & kairyu:

don't want you 
don't want you to go
yeah i'ma lose it all

lose it all feat. sumther

lyrics :

there is no second chance for you to
get up and start over cause now we're done with you
can't replace with somebody who found out the truth

let it be right there don't even try to fix it all
no one will care about your story to tell
left it all without nothing to lose
so don't be who you used to be

no more second chance for you to walk around with freedom
you don't deserve to be in heaven no more truce
cause i let it be right there

don't stay don't say anything just you
keep on keep on wondering if i be gone
you won't see me anymore cause i'll let it be right there

don't stay don't say anything just you
keep on keep on wondering if i be gone
you won't see me anymore and move on for good

i don't wanna wait in here for any longer
there's no room to breath out any air for you
and the mirror broke into pieces

there is no second chance for you to
get up and start over cause now we're done with you
can't replace with somebody who found out the truth

you've own everything you've ever need
and no one to hold you still falling over greed

don't stay don't say anything just you
keep on keep on wondering if i be gone
you won't see me anymore cause i'll let it be right there

don't stay don't say anything just you
keep on keep on wondering if i be gone
you won't see me anymore cause i'll let it be right there

don't stay don't say anything just you
keep on keep on wondering if i be gone
you won't see me anymore

to find peace

prod @wherearethepercs and @ihateukidu
with @lovekeanu

Lyrics:
@1kise
When you’re with me 
Girl I swear everything is a dream
And I don’t know what to believe 
I know the grass ain’t always supposed to be green,
But can’t you see?

I think it’s time for me to go
When the time is right I swear I’ll let you know
Give me ur hand I swear I’ll never let it go 
I know the grass ain’t always supposed to be green,
But can’t you see?

I think it’s time for me to go
When the time is right I swear I’ll let you know
Give me ur hand I swear I’ll never let it go 
I know the grass ain’t always supposed to be green,
But can’t you see?

And I’ve given you apart of me
And now you’re making it so hard to leave
All I’m asking is to forgive me
But baby don’t leave


Recorded 1/18/24

green w/ keanu. prod rxi & kidu

adding up - crusey + 1crusafix (moonshopp)

original: https://soundcloud.com/sci1/killed-in-action

sci1 - killed in action (loud and sped up)

Fuck this music shit.

Part one prod @kyotonori + tahu
Part two prod prodm4r

Lyrics -

feeling upside down
so you cast me out
ion wanna talk, told me shut my mouth
take some pride
but you can't be proud
like i don't fuckin matter so i just get loud

nd the music drowns it out
i'm jus trying to lose the crowd
u hurt my thoughts, so i cope with sound
i just can't stand always feeling left out

yeah you say that im a person
but you treat me like im not
im just so fucking tired
cause im always feeling stuck
and im always climbing out
but im digging myself deeper at the same time
poisoning the grapevine
that's the less of it
anti-depressants couldn't even show me what the lesson is
cypher decoded but i can't tell you what the message meant
dreams keep recurring i really wonder what the message is

see with my eyes that you dont give a fuck
tired of running, not running this up
breaking it down, and my body gon rust
just a machine here to work for the fuss
wanna fix this now but it's too late
my blood all over the place
lost a few people, too tired to chase
bitch im not running the race



just another thing you wasted
always far too stubborn just to worry bout a placement
told em shape it how you want, like a mason
gotta find your own treasure like Nathan
do it how you want
do it like that from the jump
don't let anybody tell you that you front
all they do is fuck it up
bands double up
fans jumping up
ion got fans man i made it up
(bro i made that shit up)

acting like you give a shit, i know that you don't gaf at all
always wanna leave me out, i know you never wanna talk
ion even think you people really fucking with my songs
maybe imma give it one more drop then im gone
i faced mistakes, let em play out
shits in my way, i cant get around
you cut my pay, ion play the sound
you dont care about me, promise im not getting found

Left n Found (kyotonori + tahu + m4r)

How, could I confide
The way I feel inside
I've found, this perfect life
But the distance is suicidal
Ciao, don't say goodbye
Just eat dinner with me, save my life
Because I don't want to see this as the end of me
And I don't want to see you as the enemy
I don't want to see you in the little things
You're fucking up
You're fucking up my life
I've wasted all
I've wasted all my time
I'm fucking up
I'm fucking up my life
Don't leave me
Don't leave me behind
How, could I confide
The way I feel inside
I've found, this perfect life
But the distance is suicidal
Ciao, don't say goodbye
Just eat dinner with me, save my life
You're fucking up
You're fucking up my life
I've wasted all
I've wasted all my time
I'm fucking up
I'm fucking up my life
Don't leave me
Don't leave me behind
Because I don't want to see this as the end of me
And I don't want to see you as the enemy
I don't want to see you in the little things

you're leaving me again, aren't you.

@dthxrgt
@55depths
@zephyrcove
@bleedteam

live/"one take" version of "what happened?" recorded in 2023.
main guitar and vocals recorded in one take and the second guitar/bass was recorded in one take after. keys are from the original as well. for the vocals i kept the fx and processing to a minimal for the "live" sound.

lyrics:
i'm lost inside a web again
of all your lies
and if we end it all tonight
i wouldn't be surprised, yeah
can you look me in my eyes
and say you didn't lie
sometimes i'm not surprised
since you are in my life

i've been searching
what's in question
shouldn't have jumped in
learned the lesson
so what happened?
typical fashion
taken for granted
always the last in

just fucking say it
cause i'm waiting for the moment
can you own it up?
just fucking say it
cause i'm waiting for the moment
can you own it up?
and back and forth i fall
but you don't seem to care at all
it's like i'm dying all alone
without a soul to call
just fucking say it
cause i'm waiting for the moment
can you own it up?

original:
https://soundcloud.com/dthxrgt/what

what happened? (live version)

arys, 20 year old college student

music producer, 3d low poly artist/animator

to find peace

arys vance

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