Song Lyrics

I don’t wanna love again
coz I’m holding on to things that have gone
I don’t wanna change again 
coz I’m scared that i might climb that wall
but I’m not too strong anymore
and I cant hold on
I’m not too strong anymore, so please just let me go

(uh) run away, hide away
swallow the pride, take all the pain 
the fire keeps burning it never stops
look in the mirror but who he sees?
the vison was blurred, he couldn’t see
an empty soul and a broken heart
a nigga drowning but couldn’t swim
like a lost lamb he couldn’t see
in a world that he never knew
he tried some drugs they couldn’t help
the people he loved they never helped  
He cried himself to sleep every night
said a prayer, he was never heard
On his knees but it never worked
that’s when he said it was worthless
and in a state of confusion
he went and climbed up a bridge
right before he had jumped off
Heard a voice and it said like
do not run from your fears
do not cave do not fumble
like a fighter do not give up

and that when he looked up far in the sky and he was like

I don’t wanna love again
coz I’m holding on to things that have gone
I don’t wanna change again 
coz I’m scared that i might climb that wall
but I’m not too strong anymore
and I cant hold on
I’m not too strong anymore, so please just let me go


(prod. eeryskies.)

However fragile you may feel, tell your story, you'll never know who it'll help

Scared to climb that wall

SONG LYRICS ⬇️

I'm, I'm coming to let you know
That I'll be staring at the sun
I'm coming to let you know
That I'll be staring at the sun


Run, hide, a nigga feeling depressed, this broken heart is a mess
Couldn't trust, my brain is numb. FUCK. What is love? if I cant trust
Gave it all, I got dumped, now you know, how I feel huh. yeah
At times I feel like I'm dead, a nigga hurting deep down but nobody could relate, yeah
I cry, I look up straight up the sky, I pray to God every night to get me through all this pain

I'm coming to let you know
That I'll be staring at the sun
(X4)

Is this all an ELUSION? it could be a CONFUSION or maybe I'm DELUDED?

My demons keep me awake at night I'm tryna fight.
BUT then I feel I'm weakened
In my sleep I see ghosts and I see all the visions. 
It could be that I'm tripping maybe I'm off the Henny
Been popping pills of lately, I feel like I am drowning got nobody to save me
and this is how I'm feeling. 
Yeah 
BUT could it be that I'm different if I wrote myself a letter?
Maybe I could forgive me, please lord forgive a sinner this life ain't for the weakened
Coz ama take it back, right to where it all started

I'm coming to let you know
That I'll be staring at the sun
(X4)

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This song delves into the depths of depression and heartbreak. The opening verse paints a picture of despair, with the protagonist contemplating staring directly at the sun as a potential end. Running from their pain, they express deep distrust and confusion caused by past love, leading to feelings of numbness and isolation.

The chorus, repeated throughout, showcases the protagonist's determination to face their struggles. "I'm coming to let you know / That I'll be staring at the sun" speaks of resilience and a willingness to confront challenges head-on.

The second verse dives deeper into the emotional turmoil, with vivid imagery of demons, ghosts, and visions highlighting internal battles. Drug use and self-harm are mentioned as coping mechanisms, emphasizing the severity of the pain.

However, a glimmer of hope emerges in the bridge. The possibility of self-forgiveness and personal growth shines through, suggesting a potential path towards healing. The final line, "Coz ama take it back, right to where it all started," hints at a desire to reclaim control and rewrite the narrative.

Overall, the song is a raw and powerful exploration of mental health struggles, offering a glimpse of hope amidst the darkness. It may resonate with listeners who have experienced similar pain and may find solace in the protagonist's journey towards self-acceptance and potential recovery.

Produced by Farber



Let you know!

Let You Know!

Song Lyrics

(and they say)
Runaway, runaway
When days are dark, and nights are cold 
The sun is out its bright but darkness fills the void oh my friend
And winter comes, but it doesn’t stay so long so don’t fright and time comes when the storm's calm
And winter comes, but it doesn’t stay so long so don’t fright and time comes when the storm's calm

I’m scared to love, fuck love, I hate the pain and trauma.
Love is a drug, consumes you it gets so addictive
You fed me poison, I’m rotten coz I feel dead inside.
You ran so deep in my veins, coz you my fucking drug
 
When it got darker please remember I did light the candles
But who’s to blame? the house is burnt and full of ashes 

Necrosis of the  mind coz I feel fuckin numb
And I still want your love coz there’s no 2 of you
And when the world was dark you were my fucking light
And gave me hope and peace
But the price has been paid
Coz this gon be my oath
And signed yours truly love.

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Haunting melodies plead for escape from the suffocating darkness left by a shattered love. The song's protagonist, wounded by a past love seen as an intoxicating poison, feels emotionally numb and blames their ex for the lingering scars. Despite a faint echo of affection, they swear off love forever, their voice trembling with both sorrow and newfound strength.

Gon Be My Oath

IDGAF attitude on this one! Ever felt rebellious? We only live once type shit! Yaa dig

SONG LYRICS ⬇️⬇️⬇️

Yeah run away, run away into hell 
Oh well

Today, I’m gonna drink myself away
I’m gonna take the high road to hell
This is what it has come to be (yeah)
This is how life fucked me up 

I’m gonna call my friends tonight
We’re gonna get wasted and then laid
In this life we only live this once
And it’s gonna be on my terms

Well Today…..
we goo to the club 
And we gonna get really fucked up

Tonight…….
We live like we young
Like there’s never gonna be a tomorrow

(Well yeah)
Take my drugs 
Take my time
And then repeat

Tonight….
I’m gonna take my drugs
Take my time 
And then repeat

Tonight, the night is young

Today, I’m gonna drink myself away
I’m gonna take the high road to hell
This is what it has come to be (yeah)
This is how life fucked me up 

I’m gonna call my friends tonight
We’re gonna get wasted and then laid
In this life we only live this once
And it’s gonna be on my terms

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Craving a night you'll remember (or maybe forget entirely)? "Highroad to Hell" is your anthem. Unleashing a middle finger to the meaninglessness of it all, cranking up the hedonism meter to eleven. Blast the speakers, grab your crew, and prepare to chase fleeting pleasure through a haze of drugs, booze, and bad decisions. It's a soundtrack for living in the moment, even if it burns everything down. Because screw tomorrow, tonight we dance with the devil. You down?

Highroad To Hell!

SONG LYRICS ⬇️

Yes I tried but I failed you
Gave you all of my heart
You told me you wouldn't leave 
But it was all just a lie

Even if I walk, I still live in your shadow
Girl I'm so intoxicated, and I'm lost without you, baby
For your love, I'd trade my soul, coz your love drove me so crazy
Girl, I'm scared deep down to lose you, but I guess this is the end

Nanana I still love you
Nanana I still miss you
For you girl, I would sin

Coz you said
If I jump, you would jump. 
Were I go, you would go. 
If I fall, you would catch me
Was it all just a lie?

Even if I walk, I still live in your shadow
Girl I'm so intoxicated, and I'm lost without you, baby
For your love, I'd trade my soul (ohh, I truly adore you)
Coz your love drove me so crazy (girl you drove me so crazy)
Girl, I'm scared deep down to lose you (this love has got me intoxicated)
But I guess this is the end (Ohh is this really the END)

Nanana I still love you
Nanana I still miss you
For you girl, I would sin

Coz you said
If I jump, you would jump. 
Were I go, you would go. 
If I fall, you would catch me
Was it all just a lie?

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The song describes the painful aftermath of a broken promise. You poured your heart out and trusted someone who swore they wouldn't leave, but they did.

Now, you're haunted by their absence, feeling lost and intoxicated by their memory. Even walking away doesn't free you from their shadow. You'd do anything to get them back, even trade your soul, but you fear the love was an illusion, a cruel lie.

The chorus captures the heart-wrenching feeling: "I still love you, I still miss you, for you girl, I would sin." It's a song about betrayal, heartbreak, and the desperate longing for love lost.

Intoxicated!

SONG LYRICS ⬇️

If you don't wanna say you’re sorry 
I don't wanna see you, sorry 
Don't want you to say you love me If you don’t

Please don't come around me, baby
I don't wanna see you lately
Even if I said I'm sorry you won’t

Our love transcended all boarders each day brought us close 
The burning flames grew a lot cold and  built up walls
We became distant
Time flew by,
We built bridges, 
Hearts broken, said my sorries... but it was too late

If you don't wanna say you’re sorry 
I don't wanna see you, sorry 
Don't want you to say you love me If you don’t

Please don't come around me, baby
I don't wanna see you lately
Even if I said I'm sorry you won’t

If you don't wanna say you’re sorry 
I don't wanna see you, sorry 
Don't want you to say you love me If you don’t

Please don't come around me, baby
I don't wanna see you lately
Even if I said I'm sorry you won’t

Reminiscing on the love we had, we soared like bird
I was left trapped in the past, my mind was free at last
The shadow could never escape, you blurred my sight from love
Whispered secrets to the stars, a future free of your loss

Raindrops blur the world the sight can never hold
Used to dance in parking lots, barefooted in the rain
We was fireworks on 4th, burning bright and really bold
Brought you daffodils and roses, took you Paris on vacations

If you don't wanna say you’re sorry 
I don't wanna see you, sorry 
Don't want you to say you love me If you don’t

Please don't come around me, baby
I don't wanna see you lately
Even if I said I'm sorry you won’t

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The song delves into the aftermath of a love that has grown cold and distant. It's a bittersweet lament about letting go of someone you still care for, filled with both anger and acceptance

idontwanna

Song Lyrics ⬇️

Ohhh she plays on my mind,
Like a movie 
Drinks all my time 
And consumes me 
That's just me putting it loosely:

Ohhh she plays on my mind,
Like a movie 
Drinks all my time 
And consumes me 
That's just me putting it loosely:


(Uh) I know you better.
Been a minute since I laughed.
I’m in colder weather,
Yelling rod wave in the back.
In this old ghost town, and this beat-up truck.
Screaming out my hearts yearning love.

(Yeah) I wrote you letters, 
You aint ever write back.
Now am mad at this mirror, bout to punch this freakin glass.
It’s been three years of love I dint have.
I take a step and 2 back

Miss you with my whole soul, miss you with my damn heart,
Wishing for a restart, to the time in my car,
We went late out at night to the park.
Making babies in dark.

Love that’s broken from the start.
Doesn’t mean we don’t get high 
And ever reach for the stars,
She told me let’s make a fire

Meeting hearts we made a spark,
I’m an arrow, she’s my mark,
If I miss her one more time 
It might just break my whole heart.
So let’s just go back in time.
And reminisce all we had

Oh she plays on my mind,
Like a movie 
Drinks all my time 
And consumes me 
That's just me putting it loosely:

(Uh) Even cars they get dents,
And some letters never sent,
She an angel, heaven sent,
When she’s gone I’m hell bent,
Like an addict on a PILL,
Need her soul more than sex.
Type of love that’s complex,

I know you love me, but girl sometimes you tripping

Tell me I don’t deserve you
But come back for sloppy seconds
And now look at our fate
I’m villain in your dreams
Look at the pain you have caused
And some things don’t ever change
And I’ve learnt to accept
I should love myself first
And be selfish for once
Maybe memories are ghosts
 
And maybe then ill embrace
And learn to love once again
And I know scars never heal
Beyond the ashes of past
But I’m locked down for right now
Leaving loves garden behind
And we can’t rewrite the script
Till then we take separate paths
So this is goodbye I guess
I’m like
I’m like this is the end (uh)

Ohhh she plays on my mind,
Like a movie 
Drinks all my time 
And consumes me 
That's just me putting it loosely:

Ohhh she plays on my mind,
Like a movie 
Drinks all my time 
And consumes me 
That's just me putting it loosely:

Ohhh she 

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Haunting melody of a lost love consumes him. Raw vocals cry out yearning and regret, amidst memories of stolen nights and dreams gone cold. He grapples with self-blame and acceptance, ultimately choosing self-love while the pain of their "goodbye" lingers. A poignant journey through heartbreak, yearning, and healing.

Putting It Loosely!

SONG LYRICS ⬇️

We built a world, brick by brick, a love that burned so damn bright
We used to walk hand in hand, 
Sunshine in your smile, you were everything it seemed? That was false
No need to hold up, baby, gotta face the truth that i swear
Your favourite song on the radio, no longer makes me cry
Found a rhythm within my soul, a sparkle in my eye
Empty spaces filled them with laughter, kinda different light
Silence speaks volumes, you ain't never pickin' up on me girl
All I know tables are turning, my hearts frozen and bridges burning
Sunshine peeks through the clouds, a flicker of hope re-appears
Smiling faces fill my days, chasing away all the fears
but sometimes when I’m alone, a single tear appears
But for now, I'll hold these feelings, in the corners of my soul
Just a reminder of the lie, the love that wouldn't stay
Fake smiles and empty promises, a house of cards that we built
Mixed emotions fade to grey, like the whispers in the night

Found a new melody, a rhythm light and free
But your ghost dances in the shadows, a haunting memory
Head says goodbye forever, but my heart whispers "maybe"
Still got mixed emotions, a bittersweet symphony

Eeny meeny miny moe 
Catch this hoe right by her throat
Got the thorns, fuck the roses
I hope my gun doesn't jam, Can’t control my rage
HELL I’m the devils blade
All these pills in my face got me leanin’ for days
 
See my body in the grave, my heart is in the cage
last I looked in the mirror, I saw a couple tears
of course I’m going insane, ain’t one for the bait
 
If you know me trauma bound, been around me demons lurking 
Yeah I’m cold, been out searching 
Body on body put the pussy on a plate
You’re my bitch for the eve, not a bitch for keeps
These bitches breakin’ my sanity
A bittersweet symphony, a story left and untold 
Not tonight or tomorrow 
 
M3, don’t be a hero, this ain’t no movie
don’t you dare, its over time in the ends
Sunshine warm upon my pretty face, the future's lookin' so clear
My heart's a closed fortress now, no room for you to go hide

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"A Bittersweet Symphony" weaves a poignant narrative of a love that once burned brightly but ultimately crumbled. The lyrics reflect on the evolution of emotions from heartbreak and betrayal to newfound hope and resilience. The protagonist faces the harsh reality of a relationship built on false promises, yet finds solace in personal growth and the discovery of a new rhythm in life. Despite moments of lingering sadness and haunted memories, the song captures the essence of moving forward, leaving behind a bittersweet symphony of emotions that resonate in the depths of the soul. The lyrics touch on themes of self-discovery, overcoming pain, and the complexity of emotions in the aftermath of a love that couldn't endure.

A Bittersweet Symphony

The first song I made, it holds a special place in my heart. 

The song is about ex lovers, one still wanting to hold on despite the pain he caused and the other feeling fed up and disappointed, both expressing their sides of the story. 

Does he deserve a second chance? You tell me

Stranger (Feat Violetx)

i feel loved, i feel low
I cant take it anymore
love is war, lifes a mess
its all-apart of a plan 

i need friends, not fake friends
i need someone on my side
loves a war, hate is crude
peace is a feeling that i have you 
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i need trust, i need faith
i need to -- let it go
when it all - doesnt make -any scence
thats what life -- is-all about
when you get - down get back
dont look back - its a trap
look ahead - dont give up
ahh
whats the meaning  - of life
if you dont put - yourself first
be the greatest - leave a mark
do your best - keep dreaming

sometimes love - can be fake  
but the hate - always real
hate is heavy - let it go
calm your temper - man cool down

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i feel loved, i feel low
I cant take it anymore
love is war, lifes a mess
its all-apart of a plan 

i need friends, not fake friends
i need someone on my side
loves a war, hate is crude
peace is a feeling that i have you 
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lifes a game - you better play your cards right man
you still - have a precious gift and that life man
sometimes life - gonna push you to the extreme edge
say a prayer - look back but never stay chanied tho
you apart - of Gods plan and thats facts tho
so next time - look up and never back down tho
you the GOAT - no one is finna take your life man
what a shame - cause its the only life we have left
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i feel loved, i feel low
I cant take it anymore
love is war, lifes a mess
its all-apart of a plan 


i need friends, not fake friends
i need someone on my side
loves a war, hate is crude
peace is a feeling that i have you 
(i have you)
(well then i have youuuu)

enuelpro

Love is War ⛓️

-Song Lyrics-

I'm done
free as a bird nigga
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uh, 
I trust and let go, these niggas fake as fuck
give me this, give me that, they want it, -- all
couldn't do no shit by myself, couldn't trust a soul
couldn't go no were all by my self nigga
coz I ain't trusting no more
coz I am as free as a bird
and I ain't a slave no more
but I ain't deaf I am listening,  niggas thought that they could use me
take advantage of a nigga, these streets are rougher and cold uh

no soul, no heart like savage,
no hope, they eat like vultures
no peace, cold as a fucker
no faith, these niggas reckless
no trust, fake niggas snitching
no jokes, it's a true story
my nigga, these niggas hopeless uh

I done did what I did, gave a nigga a choice
I'm shining right in this bitch, put a bullet through your head
you ain't go back to your mama, won't know what tomorrow feels like nigga
trust me I'm gon make you feel that way

fake soul

Song Lyrics
============

how about love?
how about us?
where was I wrong? 

I'm going all numb
the feeling in my brain
its hard to hide the pain 
(x2)
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trusted you - I gave you my heart, you made me insane
didn't even regret the things that you did to my broken heart, my love

Even tho i let it all go, my brain still goes through 
the times you came back so late night at home just woundering where
youve been

============================
how about love?
how about us?
where was i wrong? 

im going all numb
the feeling in my brain
its hard to hide the pain 
(x2)

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Feelin insane im loosing control
cant feel no pain, i cant feel thing
and i feel no peace inside of my broken heart
(x2)
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how about love?
how about us?
where was I wrong? 

im going all numb
the feeling in my brain
its hard to hide the pain 
(x2)
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yeaah 
how about us?
how about love?
where was i wrong?
(x2)

How about us

LYRICS

what you damn expect, a nigga like me
who loved you the most
went oceans and deep, could die for you bae
would do anything, dint put myself first
feel disappointed, in all the love that i gave 
you dint seem impressed, bought flowers and sweets
i tried all my best, my love wasn't enough
i feel selfish now, could have given more?
my little jokes werent enough 

all i wanted was a smile
gave you my portion of me
now i can not trust no more
i feel like im fuckin numb
kissing you numbed my depression
the cuddles, i fuckin miss them
replayiing the god damn feelings 
the boooond wasnt strong enough
my mindddd feels like a waste land
a place of trauma and peace 

they say kama a bitch
i can not forget
but do not regret
felt good while it lasts 
didnt work out as i thought
i think im better right now -
in a place of comfort and peace
progreesiion over depression 
think you made me realizeeee
a nigga dont need no bitchhhh
dont feel burdened, dont rush loveee
the fear of being alone -
its a step you gotta progress
take baby steps on the way
couldnt care or even less 
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i know
i know
i know
its gon be right
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its true, depresion a bitch
got fucked up a couple of times
got messed up dint realizze
 did drugs, it dint really help
a point of no way returning
my mind was suicidal then
had lost the love of my life
an empty hole in my heart
felt like i lost my whole life 

had to take a step back and realise it wasn't the truth
the devil was playing games with my mind I dint realise
plenty of fish in the sea, a second chance is all it takes
forgive and let go of the past, don't let it hold back your dreams

trust the process 
ain't no shortcuts
love is patient
do not rush it
realize what's meant to be will be ain't no other way
there's no easy way of dealing with loses but give time
forgiveness is all it takes
just remember life is a game
you gotta play your cards right
keep them closer to your chest
above all never lose hope
we all feel empty at times
you are not alone in this world

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i know
i know
i know
its gon be right
(x2)
====================

Gon Be Right

- Song Lyrics -

Our love was a mess, my friend
could do anything, I fought
I tried all my best, I failed
I failed, no matter how I tried
(X2)
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I tried, I tried
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(Uh) you pulled the strings, I was your puppet
you pulled me in, you made me numb
feel like a phsyco, coz you had no faults
well I couldn't blame you, I couldn't judge you
That's how much I loved you, you wasnt grateful
I never was perfect, but you took advantage
told me that you loved me, you were so heartless
a cheat and a liar, how was I blinded?

(Uh) my heart is  in pieces, couldn't see this coming
afraid and a lil fragile, I feel like I'm drowning
Hid all that pain, but now I can't hold back 
you took me for granted, did all that you wanted
took you on vacations, Barbados and Paris
keep all the clothes, keep all the jewellery
the time that I wasted is all that I'm asking

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Our love was a mess, my friend
could do anything, I fought
I tried all my best, I failed
I failed, no matter how I tried
(X2)

Prod by Tundra beats

Bruised Trust

LYRICS

nobody loves you like I do
nobody feels the way I do
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Chorus
(ohh) I failed you, I failed you
I tried but I failed you

I thought I could give you everything
I wish I knew, you'd let me down
the pain and the tears keep falling down
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nobody loves you like I do
nobody feels the way I do
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(Hmm)what I'll do, what I'll do without you girl
what I'll do, what I'll do without your love
my brain keeps relieving the memories we had
===================================

I want you to see how far you've come
I want to see you again, I do
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Chorus

(ohh) I failed you, I failed you
I tried but I failed you

I thought I could give you everything
I wish that I knew, you'd let me down
the pain and the tears keep falling down
=================
nobody loves you like I do
nobody feels the way I do
================================
(Hmm) what I'll do, what I'll do without you girl
what I'll do, what I'll do without your love
my brain keeps relieving the memories we had
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Prod by Farber

I failed you, but I tried

SONG LYRICS
I cry when I wake up, I feel so alone
alive but then I'm dead huh I feel so damn numb
ashamed of my past huh my demons alive
I pray that I'm saved but I feel there's no hope
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Huh, temptation a bitch, a broken-up mind, our love was just bound and nothing between, but nothing could part the bond that we had, did all I could do, I tried all my best, it wasn't enough huh yeah
I gave you my trust, my love and my heart, brought flowers and sweets, took you overseas they say love is blind, true love doesn't judge, you pulled all the strings, didn't want it to end, I did really try
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Save me, I pray, Lord please be my guide
running through my mind, got these fucked up damn thoughts
I stay, up at night and then hope for the best
when I stare at the mirror all I see is my grave
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I cry when I wake up, I feel so alone
alive but then I'm dead huh I feel so damn numb
ashamed of my past huh my demons alive
I pray that I'm saved but I feel there's no hope
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Save me, I pray, Lord please be my guide
running through my mind, got these fucked up damn thoughts
I stay, up at night and then hope for the best
when I stare at the mirror all I see is my grave
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I cry when I wake up, I feel so alone
alive but then I'm dead huh I feel so damn numb
ashamed of my past huh my demons alive
I pray that I'm saved but I feel there's no hope

Please Wake Up!

I am not one genre, I am not any genre. The sounds that initiate from the crevices of my mind take many forms and I cant share it relying on one sound. Pain is a close friend.

Enuelpro

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