Hey fam! My album is out today, and I wanted to give a bit of backstory and context...

2020 shattered me as a person. In addition to the pandemic, I lost a relationship that I once held dear, I was broke and in between jobs while trying to afford school, and I found myself hospitalized for my mental health for the first time. It took a long time to put the pieces of myself back together.

This album is about my journey towards rediscovering myself as a person and as a musician during that 4 year rebuilding process. It is raw, emotional, and honest. It is about the pain and grief I went through, but more importantly it is about truly connecting with my inner strength and about forging myself into a being that is stronger, more resilient, and more beautiful.
 
Without further ado, I present to you "Find You." I am proud of myself for creating this music and doing all of the engineering on the album. And I am proud of myself for being vulnerable enough to share it with all of you.
 
I hope it resonates deeply with you. Enjoy!

P.S. Special thanks to Joey.O, Nat James, and Nikki Ciarra for being featured vocalists on the album. I could not have done this without you!

Find You LP

2020-present has been a difficult time for everyone. This song is about finding the inner strength to move forward, no matter what.

Turning Point

This is what moments of clarity sound like. Special thanks to my friend Matsuhart for the guitar tracks.

Solace (Revamp Ft. Matsuhart)

I decided to experiment with electro house, the genre that got me into EDM. This is a tribute to the artists circa 2010 for inspiring me to make music!

One More Night (Ft. Nat James)

I made this track for the fadr.com remix competition. I hope you like it!

The Ones (Mala'kai DnB Remix)

Stan Smith - Carnival Flip

"Walk Away" is about finding the inner strength to exit a dark situation in order to find the light. It's about the fortitude it takes to do so, especially when it is difficult to let go. It's a song of wisdom, self-respect, and empowerment. I hope you enjoy it!

Walk Away

This track is my submission for a remix competition. I had a lot of fun making this remix. Big ups to the original artists for providing the stems and to Repost Exchange for hosting the competition. I hope you enjoy the track!

BL3SS x CamrinWatsin Kisses (feat. bbyclose) - Mala'kai Remix

This is just a fun dance tune. I had a hoot making it. I hope you like it!

Bass, Lights, Disco!

I Turn To You (feat. Nikki Ciarra)

The Climb

Hallelujah (feat. Nat James)

Gone

Too Much Juice (feat. Nat James)

Cryin'

Wildfire (feat. Nat James)

Find You (feat. Joey.O)

This is a fun blend of hardcore music, drum and bass, and drumstep. These genres have been so therapeutic for me by providing a way to "let out" my inner demons (which we all have) in a healthy way. I hope you enjoy! 

Mala'kai

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